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A CONSIDERATION

THE SPECTACLE IS EVERYWHERE AND SURROUNDS US SO IF YOU START SWINGING YOUR FISTS YOU CAN PROBABLY GIVE IT A GOOD WALLOP

i'm your only friend (realizes that's statistically unlikely) i'm not your only friend (considers my positive qualities) but i'm a little glowing friend (suddenly gets cold feet) but really i'm not actually your friend (remembers to be confident in relationships) but i am

my writing always reads worst in the final night before my deadline but oh my god. holy hell. jesus fucking christ alive

#IS NOTHING EASY?

ycable

welcome to body world (inhales shakily through my clenched teeth) a world where everyone has a body

pankendev

(snaps out of it) OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!! HOLY JESUS CHRIST FUCK WHY DID NOBODY TRY TO STOP ME (eases back into it) ahhhh. yeah this feels right

wizardarchetypes

i think avoidance is such a little-recognized ocd compulsion. all the time i talk to people with ocd who are like "i was always having intrusive thoughts about using kitchen knives and harming myself or others but i'm okay now because i just stopped using knives ever 👍 so i'm good now"

and i'm like unfortunately i have bad news.

wizardarchetypes

if you don't know why this doesn't work, the issue is that ocd never stops when you implement a compulsion. it evolves. today you've "solved" it by never using a knife again (and losing access to an important cooking tool, thus limiting an aspect of your life) but in a few months or a year it'll be that forks are dangerous too. and hey, isn't it risky to use the stove? avoidance will even begin to manifest in places you might not recognize.

the point is that OCD compulsions are never solutions, they're actually the problems. the intrusive thoughts SEEM like the problem and the compulsions FEEL like the solution. and that's how it getsya.

#genuinely and i am not joking: the only way out of obsessive compulsive terror is through it.#you have to keep pushing your own boundaries and increasing the window of tolerance or it will really devour everything in your life

3000s

ocd will have me thinking i cant text "here now if you wanna head over" because i sound like blowjob mario with a walkie talkie

3000s

nobody thinks this way, you are a broken person

okapiaconcolor

By Holger Uwe Schmitt - Own work, CC BY-SA 4.0, Link

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herpsandbirds

Bronzed Cowbird (Molothrus aeneus), 2 males having an intense discussion, family Icteridae, order Passeriformes, Mesa, AZ, USA

photograph by Dave Lehneman

heliological

this image came to me in a dream

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