𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 › for anastasia gold ( ⋆ @gltters )
𝐀 𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄 inched on junyeol’s face , hands sweating and damp -- throat dry and he could not get his foot to stop tapping on the hardwood floors . it wasn’t like it was a date , it wasn’t like he was going to spend valentine’s day with the girl he was madly infatuated with -- it wasn’t like there existed a universe where she reciprocated these feelings anyway . ‘ thank you for giving me something better to do than attend one of those ‘ i hate valentine’s day ’ parties . ’ a ramble was coming and there was no way he could get himself to stop it . ‘ not that i hate valentine’s day or that i think i have to be in a relationship or anything . really valentine’s day is just the purest form of capitalism -- why do we need a special day to show people we care about them ? maybe if we all showed our affections more often the world would be a happier place ? ’ he shook his head , scraped his throat and hoped he hadn’t made too big of a fool out of himself yet -- still figuring out how to function without the filter of his addictions . ‘ what i’m trying to say is thank you for chilling with me today , it’s nice to not be alone . ’

















