I'm not gruesome, just human

Those aren't the same eyes looking back at you in the mirror...How do you know that's really you anymore? Everything's different now...

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*slaps more sketches to act like I’m active* Here take one perkins. or well three!

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When you still have brain worms abt this stuff and just have to yeet it out there, I’ll get back to rping soon lmao.

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just a little quick doodle because I got brain rot

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all these me and my shadow clips honestly make me wanna play perkins but man I’m so spread thin. I’ll just put art here for a bit before I come back kinda for rp!)

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"Did you hear about the rumor called the shadows' song?"

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Level five sketches I’ve done that are not done, but I like them so far. Also, more range of what Perkins powers are capable of copying form of.

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HEY BROS! Sorry for the long absences but I have some news! If you want news of Perkins or see more of his stuff I’m entering an OCT with him soon!

I’m going to be entering SPLINTERCITYOCT OR WELL TRYING TO WITH MY BOY! I’ll be posting his ref here because why not?

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“Gooood, every time I see a hangnail I just can’t leave it alone. it’s like you know it’s there and you’re like “oh yeah that’s going to hurt if I mess with it. But your monkey brain doesn’t care!”

“THEN BAM, your fingers look like they’ve been put through a blender! it’s the same thing with chapped lips.”

“I shouldn’t even be stress, SMH”

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stripedstrigoi​:

“Yeah Misha is… a lot. I’m doing alright and Edwin is upstairs in his office doing some paperwork and probably relaxing after everything that’s happened.” Reed interrupted, very aware of the tangents Perkins could go on. “I know that Molly has stopped by here since the trial to offer apologies for what happened. She’s still a little…off for my tastes but I think everything is getting somewhat better.”

“Good evening Perkins.” Edwin stood at the top of the steps, lacking his usual suit jacket but still wearing a button-up shirt. “Pleased to hear you’re still in the land of the living. I received a notification about the Hunt in regards to Nicholas but it seems he’s already made himself scarce. Why he’d leave his ghoul behind is a mystery, however.” The vampire made his way down the stairs as he spoke. Edwin was in a much better mood since everything was finally wrapped up and he could go back to not worrying about being hunted.

“I assume you wanted to have a bit of a chat before heading back home?” Edwin leaned against the railing at the base of the steps, arms crossed.

He made a circle with his hands “I mean she was being control for most of her time being ghouled under him.” his smile faltered at that of course as it still left such a strong bitter taste in his mouth. TO think someone could do that to another...just make them a puppet to your whims while completely obstructing their sense of self.

Of course...he’s been on the other side of dominate before ever so breifly earlier this day. It was a cold feeling, your body is there, your thoughts are there but they don’t connect. No matter how hard you yelled no matter how hard you wanted not to do that but of course maybe Molly had not even that.

There was a silence that fell before Edwin broke it as he entered “Oh, Edwin!” he exclaimed before squinting at the ventrue. Perkins smiled a bit before he made a line with pressed lips “Hunt?” he repeated.

“Wait they didn’t just apprehend him!!?“ he couldn’t hold that surprise back when Edwin continued on as if it was no really important. “EDwIIIIIIn!” he whined before quieting down listening to what else he said.

Man, he was happy to see Edwin for once with some LIFE in his undead eyes but HOO BOY.

He then looks somberly to the side rubbing his arm “Yeah...I just wanted to talk to you all before I went back home. Unfortunately, I can’t stay here even when I got friends...family and a girlfriend after all...”

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schattenmagier​:

Was she waiting for the bus? Pfff of course not! Lilli can’t even remember the last time she actually took the bus. It was easier when she just used her magic to get to places… And it was cheaper. The mage actually just sat there at the busstop to take a moment to look at her phone, probably texting someone back. And then this guy came literally race towards the bus that had already closed it’s doors, and started to depart. She just watched Perkins, slightly amused, when he called after the bus. Well, poor guy, she guessed.

For a moment her eyes went back to her phone, and continued to tip away a reply to some message, before senging it. Just then she looked at the newcomer as he approached her, and spoke.

“ Uhm… Actually no. I didn’t. I’m just here because I enjoy to vatch people run after a bus, and not reaching it in time~ “

Lilli joked, and smirked at him. Though she made it obvious that she wasn’t serious. As funny as it was, it probably was still shitty that he missed that bus. But another one will come… probably… even if it would take some time. She could offer him to give him a ride, her motorbike wasn’t that far after all. But… giving some stranger a ride? Probably wasn’t the best idea. Eh, she will decide in a moment.

“ Nah, I’m just kidding. I just took a break here, doing some texting and stuff. “

She spoke, and smiled at Perkins, just to eye him for a second. Eh, he didn’t looked that dangerous, and huh. Why not offer him a ride? It’s not like she had anything better to do.

“ You know, if you need to go to some place I can give you a ride. My bike is just around the corner. Eh, just if you vant zhough. “

Man, didn’t his mom say something about this?? what was it again..Oh yeah! Don’t trust strangers but then again, he never listened to that. He gave a genuine laugh at the strangers joke, seeming like he recovered quite quickly from the event. Even if it was going to take in what Perkins mind registered as five hundred years it wasn’t too long. “I’ve been the person on the bus plenty of times but never have I been the one bamboozled on the street.” he gave a chuckle. He first gave a smile back then a moment of confusion before surprise “ah! nah, nah I’m fine! I mean it’s not too bad of a wait and I mean...” he thought for a moment. Right he was going to call Andrew tonight and ask how he was doing, New York was still...a mess after all.  But Andrew could wait obviously as it wasn’t urgent and he probably was still on nightmare shift anyways.

“I don’t exactly have anything I’m doing anyways! So I don’t really mind just sitting here and I mean, you’re here too--” He paused for a moment. “I mean unless you’re also going somewhere and also mind the fact of company. I don’t mind just chilling here and talkin.” he gave a shrug.

“But I’ll have to warn you...” he ominously put before lowering his head “Some people have told me I--” he pushes up his glasses with a wide grin “talk way too much.”

Even when he tried to be ominous in any way shape or form...he is the least intimidating thing. Yeah, there’s literally no danger. not an inch, nada, ziltch, zero.

[zeyrax]

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CHARACTER SHEET repost. do not reblog.

𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬 !

FULL NAME. Perkins Parker PRONUNCIATION.   pER- kihns Pahr-kur NICKNAME.  Perk, perkeys, Parker, Spider boy GENDER.  Cis male HEIGHT.  6′0 ft age.  22 ZODIAC. Sagittarius SPOKEN LANGUAGES. English

𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 !

HAIR COLOR. Black EYE COLOR.  Dark brown(to humans)/ bright yellow with black bands (to non humans/himself) SKIN TONE.  fair skinned BODY TYPE.  slim but healthy ACCENT.  VERY slight baltimore accent VOICE.   Imagine Jack McBrayer DOMINANT HAND. Left POSTURE. Has a pretty straight posture SCARS.  N/A TATTOOS.  N/A BIRTHMARKS.  N/A MOST NOTICEABLE FEATURE(S).  His eyes!

𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 !

PLACE OF BIRTH.  Baltimore HOMETOWN. Cherry hill BIRTH WEIGHT.  Normal??? BIRTH HEIGHT.   Normal????? MANNER OF BIRTH.  no problems! FIRST WORDS.  Banana SIBLINGS. A little sister named Ava PARENTS.  Hannah and Sebastian Parker PARENTAL INVOLVEMENT.  Very caring parents, at first both parents were very active and apart of their childrens lives but after an accident Hannah took a lesser role around the house. at least in a heavy duty chores standpoint, it never really stopped her from being around for everyone especially for her husband. If there was something wrong of course, hannah would have more initiative though Sebastian would be more thoughtful about it.

𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 !

OCCUPATION.  Front end cashier at a local supermarket, part-time member of 37 CURRENT RESIDENCE. Still in his home town renting an apartment with the help from his parents. CLOSE FRIENDS.  Despite his friendly attitude he doesn’t have many close friends but has met some outside state. Marco, Silvius and finally Andrew. RELATIONSHIP STATUS. Taken by Margo  FINANCIAL STATUS.  haHA retail wage? HA DRIVER’S LICENSE. Has one but cannot afford a car so he mostly takes public transit. CRIMINAL RECORD.  No. VICES.  Lust

𝐬𝐞𝐱 & 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 !

SEXUAL ORIENTATION.   Heterosexual but can appreciate a good looking man ROMANTIC ORIENTATION.  Heteroromantic PREFERRED EMOTIONAL ROLE.  submissive  | dominant | switch. PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE.       submissive |  dominant | switch. LIBIDO.  Pretty mild on the outside but does indeed have a pretty high one. TURN ON’S.   Not going to state here TURN OFF’S.  Not going to state here RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES.  Is very loyal and  will for the most part show his love with spending genuine time and going on dates. Doesn’t do much material giving but gives a lot of sweet nothings. an absolute cuddle bug.

𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 !

CHARACTER’S THEME SONG.  HERE HOBBIES TO PASS TIME.   Cryptid research, Watching urban exploration/paranormal investigation, writing! MENTAL ILLNESSES.  Adhd, anxiety PHYSICAL ILLNESSES. N/A PHOBIAS. no phobias but has a pretty bad fear of Gore in general, blood, guts viscera, the likes. SELF CONFIDENCE LEVEL. Average but fragile! VULNERABILITIES.  cowardly, nosy as all hell, can’t lie for anything, Tries to act like his adhd doesn’t effect him, thinks he needs to help fix people.

tagged by. @lancelot-sharpkeen a long ass time ago tagging. Steal it!

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Talk too much!

( @stripedstrigoi​ starter)

The young adult found himself at very familiar black gates, pressing an intercome button. “Heeeeeeeeeeyoooo~” was the high pitched greeting he gave and on the other end it crackled to life with a “Oh hello Perkins, give me a second...” The gates opened very slowly in front of him after a few minutes and without hesitation he went in. Hand quickly turning the doorknob as if he’d been here before many, many times.

He gave a wave of the hand over to the familiar face of Reed “Eyo! How are you doing today Reed? Cuz I’m feeling FAAAAAAAANTastic! Well, anythings fantastic after that whole trial business! Misha is super scary...BUT thankfully she had a heart after all in the court case.”

“I was thinkin’ I’d be dead for sure. like...even if we succeed just like, a little deader. THEN AGAIN she has a piece of my soul with how vicious she can be--”

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The Haunting of Bly Manor Starters !

Taken from the 2020 Netflix series, The Haunting of Bly Manor! Some of these have already been edited. You can change them however you see fit! Keep in mind that some spoilers for the show will be present!

“What is the catch? That really is the question.”

“To truly love another person is to accept that the work of loving them is worth the pain of losing them.”

“Dead doesn’t mean gone.”

“People are like locked rooms. They all got different locks, and you got to guess the shape of their keys.”

“I had a bad dream. I hurt you, and it made me feel sad.”

“I thought I was going to die too. I was sure of it. But then I thought, what if I was already dead, but nobody else knew? And I was walking around dead, but everybody could see and hear me?”

“It’s only felt like dying because actually, I was still alive. You have to feel that way. I wasn’t dead. I was just really, really sad.”

“Build a pile of old bones and burn away the shadows.”

“There’s a difference between feeling good and feeling alive. The two are not the same.”

“The calls are scaring them. You know it.”

“Where are we going? Are you taking me out here to kill me?”

“You said it was a ghost story. It isn’t.”

“They said it’s the length of the relationship, halved, to get over it.”

“It’s you. It’s me. It’s us.”

“You killed me by asking me to do this. I did what you wanted, and it killed me.”

“Marriage is like religion in a way. You are told to have blind faith in God, even though you can’t see him. And you’re told to have blind faith in your husband, even if you hardly ever see him.”

“If you can’t feel anything, then I’ll feel everything for the both of us.”

“I’ve made some good cakes in my day, but this one is batter.”

“The wrong kind of love can fuck you up. Follow you. Make you do some really stupid shit.”

“You know what I learned? I’m a lot braver than people think.”

“It’s a mistake, isn’t it? Thinking they are your family.”

“We all do terrible things sometimes. That’s expected. It’s baked into us from the start.”

“Overwhelmed, she slept and waited.”

“Be brave in death, (name).”

“Eventually, after some time, you’ll find little moments, little pieces of your life. That remind you of them. And they’ll be silly and dumb, or they’ll be sad, and you’ll cry for hours.”

“One day at a time is what we’ve got. It’s what everybody’s got when you get down to it.”

“Do we realize when we’re in the glue? When the water around us is boiling? Or do we sit there, saying “This will be ok?”

“I pity you. Because you have to live with it, you have to live with yourself.”

“You have to promise me that you’ll stay in your room. Don’t leave your room at night.”

“I don’t know why brilliant women are always punished.”

“Build a pile of old bones and burn away the shadows. Because from here on in, the shadows get deeper, the nights get longer.”

“Why do the bad ones get to come back and not them?”