tw

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i ignore people sometimes because i feel like the most annoying person alive

[drxwniings]

wild how bad u can miss someone that doesn’t even think about u anymore

[drxwniings]

why does it physically hurt

[drxwniings]

wild how bad u can miss someone that doesn’t even think about u anymore

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

[woolfmalice]

diagnosed with woman in her twenties disease

[drxwniings]

remembering hurts so bad but the thought of letting go is infinitely worse so i guess i’ll just sit w the pain until it kills me <3

[betrachtung]

my god, there is never any time to recover from the world

[drxwniings]

i just want it to stop hurting

[drxwniings]

people that literally called you crazy at your worst preaching about how “MeNtAL hEaLtH mAtTeRs” <<<

i have to laugh at this point

[hel7l7]

it is all a bit too much 

[drxwniings]

i will ALWAYS laugh when someone idk tells me not to make ed/sh/suicide jokes bc it’s “iNsEnSiTiVe” lmaooo

[drxwniings]

the weird limbo between recovery and full blown ed is so hard to navigate ???

[coldbrewnette]

I blog for the girls who cry on their birthdays and lose a little bit of themselves during the summer months

[drxwniings]

the thing w bpd is that it feels like an endless uphill battle

[drxwniings]

haven’t posted on here in so long bc i feel pathetic that i’m still struggling w this shit after so many years LOL

hope ur all doing well <3

[drxwniings]

also did not mean to imply anyone is pathetic bc they’ve had an ed for any amount of time !!! i’m just so tired of myself

[drxwniings]

haven’t posted on here in so long bc i feel pathetic that i’m still struggling w this shit after so many years LOL

hope ur all doing well <3

[drxwniings]

feels like i’ll be stuck w an ed for the rest of my life