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The worst part about nostalgia with an eating disorder is that you know you weren’t happier when you were sick. the nostalgia isn’t telling you that you were happier, it’s just telling you that you didn’t have to deal with things the way you do now in recovery.

When you were sick you could swat away these feelings and those memories and all those problems with a bag of chips or a jog on the treadmill or a few pills or a few hours more until you can eat.

You didn’t have to think about the hard things, the things that hurt you most. Yes you still felt the terrible feelings and thoughts from those terrible things, but they were numbed, subdued. It’s telling you it was easier because in a way, it WAS easier.

But that doesn’t mean it was better. And you know that, and the nostalgia knows that. But you can’t help but yearn for that subdued effect because you could “deal” with things so much easier….. by not dealing with them at all.

Recovery makes you face those things that you kept trying to numb and subdue. It’s hard and it hurts and all you want to do is turn back half the time. But you know, all the time, that it will never give you what you want and that the pain will never end there. So you either recover, or subject yourself to a life of pain.

alyssinmymind

chrisk91072 Out and about around the lot. #lorelaigilmore ’s house ready for the next scene. Even managed the find her #jeep if you look close enough.

lilsansphil

Vanessa Hudgens...

Has survived repeated sex crimes

Went back to work on HSM even after they cut her paycheck due to the sex crimes (naturally, she was blamed)

Lost her father and performed on one of the most highly watched TV musicals of all time within hours of the tragedy

Is incredibly positive despite all of this.

Hero material.

periodandbonerstories

nusuma-reta-deactivated20130918

omfg

sparkamovement-blog-blog

why we need sex ed part ten million in a series

alphaxalfa-blog

I’m seeing this tweet everywhere lol

malainastarling

Has anyone seen Jurassic World and noticed how goddamn darker Chris Pratt is?

He went from this

to this

and this

Like if you want men of color as your action stars IDK MAYBE HIRE MEN OF COLOR? BUT STOP WITH THE BROWNFACE.

THIS IS COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO NORMALLY LOVES CHRIS PRATT.

may

susiethemoderator

IF THIS WASNT THE REACH OF THE CENTURY.

deletingmyself

everyonebutnotyetanyone

Chemistry labs: Tie your hair back. Wear lab coats. No shorts allowed. Safety goggles. Good walking shoes. Wear only certain kinds of socks. Don't sacrifice safety for modesty.

Physics Labs: If you got long hair you might want to tie it back.

Geology Labs: Here's a rock you can lick