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I made CPK cards!

I thought using the transforming MDFC tech was a cute way to represent them both irl and in Tsukuyomi

Slightly spoilery Yachiyo under the cut

#cosmic princess kaguya #cpk #magic the gathering #custom mtg #mtg

bendyfan69

Maomao in a summer outfit ✌️

The great 2026 art lock-in

#knh

arturia-giallo

夏コミ新刊出ます！ by 山村うみ [Twitter/X] ※Illustration shared with permission from the artist. If you like this artwork please support the artist by visiting the source.

Witch and the Wolf🖋🐺

My girl Lucy deserves to be drawn at least once (well, twice) 🥹 As a Cyberpunk fan, I downloaded WuWa for her but now I only struggle with this game lol. Love it, but it's too time consuming unfortunately

#edgerunners

saga-jihen

Fanart of Saki Nikaido in her outfit from the 10th episode of Zombieland Saga’s first season, illustrated by Masayasu Fukushima. Fukushima the mangaka behind the currently ongoing manga, Akuta to Nazuna, as well as the artist for series like Momoiro Young Gun! and Maou ga Zutto Miteiru.

#zls

emijuicee

I’m so excited they back for season two!!!! Love them so much!!

Matching pfps

I wrote a fic! And made some art to go with it!

"Architecturally, Even", where Caitlyn is a prosecutor and Vi is a court sketch artist, they collide at a corner, Vi's things fall, and Cait sees Vi's sketches of her...

read it here! 😊

yknow I'm feeling a bit brave so I will venture to say what this blighted essay's pitch actually is: reading project hail mary (novel and film) as a ravishment fantasy. in both main threads of the narrative grace is brought wildly out of his element and pulled into the orbit of a mysterious foreign stranger who is significantly stronger / richer / more powerful than him, forced to accept unsolicited lavish gifts and personal praise despite protests and discomfort, and made to live in isolated locations in extremely close proximity to these people with no say in the matter, all of which are common motifs in ravishment fantasies. on her own, stratt also brings in other common motifs of restraints, drugging, being above the law, multiple kidnappings (I'm doing crazy things with the classical definition of "rape" as in "abduction" and its shared etymology with "rapture" as in "being taken to the heavens"), and the very specific yet still common motif of "otherwise trustworthy partner goes too far and doesn't take 'no' for an answer." rocky on his own brings in the overprotective flavor common to a lot of dark romance novel heroes, i.e. "I make sure you sleep and I like to watch you while you do it, I make sure you eat enough even if you've got baggage about it, I make inhuman displays of strength when you're injured, and as long as I'm around I'll make sure nothing bad ever happens to you ever again."

the issue I was running into with researching this a few weeks ago is that almost all of the scholarly writing on the content of people's forced-sex fantasies focuses solely on women's fantasies and starts with the research question of "why would women enjoy imagining such a horrible misogynistic thing?" despite surveys often showing that men have force-fantasies (where they are the one being forced) at very comparable rates to women. my hypothesis for a bit was "either men's fantasies are exactly the same as women's or they're completely different in [x] way," which was disproven interestingly when I did finally find something about men's force-fantasies: in content they are almost exactly the same as women's fantasies but the emotional motivations are often different in [y] way, which I hadn't expected. and [y] also super applies to my buddy ryland, perhaps even more than my original [x] hypothesis.

my hopes for writing this are twofold: a) to address the question I sometimes see phm audience members come away with of "if grace likes his life by the end and doesn't seem that mad about all of that, is the message supposed to be 'violation of bodily autonomy is good, actually?'", and b) to lightly resist one of the prevailing notions in the study of forced-sex fantasies, that ravishment fantasies are solely abstracted and fantastical and pleasurable and are completely 100% separate from fearful paranoid imaginings of / flashbacks to realistic sexual violence.

#phm