svalka

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I regret nothing!

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Jaime and Brienne | Smiling AU

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Jaime and Brienne, then and now

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Jaime, Brienne and their first born child.

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JaimeXBrienne: lets get physical

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OMG this is beautiful! Braime truly is a top tier ship! It’s a fact!

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Dancing Queen aka Gwendoline Christie. Happy Holidays everyone!

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Jaime x Brienne: “Secretary” AU.

Omg, I’m still not sorry.

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Jaime x Brienne, Domme!Brienne Modern AU.

Nope, still not sorry. 

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Jaime x Brienne: When we’ll meet again (modern AUs)

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Jaime x Brienne: The Gazes (modern AU’s)

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Jaime and Brienne: partytime!

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Jaime/Brienne: 50 Shades AU. 

I am not even sorry, lol.

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Dumbass and Dipshit: *Gives Brienne who is a pov character in the books about 50% less screen time and lines then Bronn. Makes her sit by a window for entire season. Actually forgets that Brienne is the heir to Tarth and reduces her to nothing but a glorified bodyguard. Turns her sexuality into a joke with the whole Tormund “Big women” thing and played the fact that he clearly made her uncomfortable for cheap laughs. Completely ignores the fact that Brienne is actually an incredibly romantic character because of there narrow minds and think women can not be emotionally and physically strong warrior’s and be in a healthy romantic relationship. When she does get with Jaime, someone who she was clearly in love with for years, they make it purely sexual on his part he never admits any romantic feelings for her, makes the consummation of there relationship look like a drunken one night stand and gets Tyrion to make crude jokes about it “what she like down there”. They made Jaime try to leave her in the middle of the night after sleeping with her and when Brienne tries to stop him he is cruel to her and leaves her for his sister who sent someone to assassinate him whereas Brienne had risked her life for him on multiple occasions, makes sure that Jaime doesn’t mention her at all the episode after he takes her virginity and leaves her and the episode he dies in, where he treats his abusive sister softly in there dying moments when they never showed us Jaime treat brienne like that even though she treated Jaime better then Cersei ever did because apparently Brienne does not deserve love and respect and the best she can hope for is a shag. Makes Brienne join Bran’s Kingsguard (even though if anything it would make more sense for her to Join Sansa’s Queensguard) just so her last solo scene could be her writing about the great deeds of the man who broke her heart and betrayed her and worst of all making her write about how going back to Cersei was the honourable thing for him to do “died protecting his queen” making even Brienne romanticise the twincest that D and D are so clearly obsessed with, and Brienne has to live with the fact that Jaime, the man she loves, would supposedly rather die with Cersei then live the rest of his life with her. And as if she hadn’t suffered enough they made Brienne the only women on Bran’s small council so she would have to suffer Tyrion’s and Bronn’s dudebro antics for the rest of her life, and having to argue with Bronn about how ships are more important then Brothels when he shouldn’t even be on the small council anyway and only is because he along with Tyrion became d and d’s oh so witty mouth pieces.*

Also Dumbass and Dipshit: Brenna from Tuff has always been one of our favourite characters 

Brienne fans and people who actually do like her:

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I really hope they hate me, who knows what can happen if they love me.

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Yay! Today my fanfic (actually the series of 2) is completed. This is th link to full series:

 https://archiveofourown.org/series/1399882

Now, something personal I want to share. Not sure anybody will read it, so I feel pretty free to tell. This year, January, my mom passed away. I’ve been in such deep depression and I had a strong PTSD (as she had cancer and her last mounths were sheer hell for her and for me, and I was the only caregiver). I want to cry even thinking of those times. I feel so sad and I feel guilty, I can not explain why. We always feel guilty for those we could not save, I guess. Long story short, I had depression, PTSD, and I felt an emptiness inside, a void. I felt numb, I felt like I want to die. I wanted to go after my mom. 

I've always loved to write stories and fanfiction, I loved to be in fandoms and to love pairings, and to read discussions, and to make videos, pictures, etc. 

Jaime/Brienne, or better to say GOT08, has became the first thing I was interested again and I've wanted to watch this year. Strangely, as much as I felt anger and pain after the last episode, I had also that feeling, you know, when you want to re-write and fix something, so badly you can not stop until you do. I’ve started to create this story inside my mind, and then I’ve started to write down the story, it turned out too long, and full of original characters, and I just could not stop myself. I wrote it down, and suddenly I felt my grieve and sorrow, well, have not gone away but... faded, retreated. As if somebody gave me a chance to breathe again, to think of something except my loss, to think of someone else, to focus on someone else’s stories. My anxiety and longing were subdued too. It was a healing process. I know, there is more to do, and the creating process can not heal you fully, completely, but it helped so much, it helped a lot. 

I will never forget those who helped me in this way. My readers. my great and supporting readers. My friend, who told me I believe it will help, I believe in you. Jaime and Brienne, too. Thank you, my guardian angels. 

And for those who maybe feel the grieve today, and do not know how to live further, how to cope, I want to say: there will be better days, the pain will not always be so strong, just please live and struggle and don't be afraid to do anything that helps you. 

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today is fanfiction writer’s appreciation day, and I thought about what I wanted to do for today, but I decided that the best thing I could is this.

here’s for the writers that didn’t receive any asks today

here’s for the writers that didn’t make any appreciation list

here’s for the writers that weren’t mentioned anywhere

here’s for the writers that aren’t popular

here’s for the writers whose fics are never rec’ed

here’s for the writers whose fics have a low kudo/commenting rate

here’s for the writers that don’t get reblogs/likes

here’s for the writers that abandon their work half way because they think it sucks (spoiler: it does not)

here’s for the writers that were bashed for whatever they wrote

here’s for the writers that feel like giving up 

here’s for the writers that feel anxious when they post a fic

here’s for the writers that struggle to write

here’s for the writers that never publish anything

here’s for all writers. No matter who they are, what fandom, what ship: you guys are amazing and you make fandom a better place. 

Keep writing.

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