Alisa U Zemlji Chuda

JVL
almost home

blake kathryn
ojovivo
cherry valley forever
noise dept.
$LAYYYTER
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
art blog(derogatory)
Misplaced Lens Cap

#extradirty

@theartofmadeline

Product Placement

oozey mess

Origami Around
NASA
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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@dyingfetish
The biggest scam your brain is telling you is that everybody else is human and allowed to make mistakes but that you yourself have to be perfect and flawless to deserve their company
body: i think it time for some …foods?
me:
felt THAT
oof i reached my goal weight and ig everyone was right u still just wanna lose more, i don’t think i’ll be happy until i go down at least another cup size
“you’re so polite!” thanks, I am afraid of you.
Me logging back into ED tumblr after spending a month binging and calling it “recovery”
someone: you’re so pretty!
me: ok but imagine if i was skinny
not to sound like a golden retriever on main but the feeling when someone praises me for something i did? indescribable
remember when you were fifteen and you were convinced you were evil and irredeemable and completely insane but it turns out you were just fifteen
me when i was fifteen: oh i am just a deeply evil and destructive being and someday i will be punished for my crimes. also the only song that matters is sail by awolnation. *sits quietly in bed and does not do my homework.*
vulnerability is clumsy but it’s the only thing worth anything
“describe ur week with a song”
are u a “dont fucking touch me or ill rip ur spine out thru ur throat” traumatized or a “please please touch me i need physical validation to live” traumatized
Yes
Recovery doesn’t mean you didn’t suffer. Recovery doesn’t make your past experiences less real. Recovery just means you’ve decided you don’t want to keep suffering.
lately ive been flipping back and forth between "im just gonna starve myself to death" and "im gonna try my best to recover and move on" and apparently i suck at both. i dont know what i want. i just want to feel okay.