why am I still here?

TW!! for content related to mental illness | not very active but alive | If you're reading this my advice is to leave while you can

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

ENTRY NO. 0: 1/13/21

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[ootpositivity]

Be niceys, It's Out Of Touch Thursday!!!

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

So uh. Went to the bathroom and my urine was pretty dark. Thought it was because all I've been drinking is chocolate milk but apparently that's not the case according to Google so idk 😭😭😭

[theedaughterofvenus]

They hate when you serve self-isolating, self-sabotaging, anxious daughter

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

Finally get to leave the hospital 🎊 in all honestly I'd rather stay since it is peaceful but I'm okay so I can go home. I bought tomodachi life on switch so I get to play that when I get back lol

[abdalsalam2000]

Hello everyone, today is April 16, 2026, it's my birthday.

[abdalsalam2000]

I turned 18 today, and today marks the beginning of my 19th year in the Gaza Strip. Since my birth, I have witnessed seven devastating and deadly wars, filled with fear, death, and hunger. Today, as I write this post, I am in the Gaza Strip, where the war of extermination continues. For three years now, we have been completely besieged, starved, displaced, and killed with internationally prohibited weapons, subjected to starvation and denied food.

[abdalsalam2000]

From the day I was born until today, I have never left the besieged Gaza Strip because of the blockade imposed on us by the Zionists. Today, for the past three years, no one has been allowed to leave the Gaza Strip, and food, supplies, and water are severely restricted. We are suffering greatly. The Zionists have robbed me of all my ambitions and dreams since the day I was born.

[abdalsalam2000]

I hope this year will be different and that I can achieve at least some of my dreams. But until that time comes, I desperately need your help. We are in dire need of your support and assistance. Please make this day different and help me share this post and donate.

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

tw//suicide attempt and SA mention

In the hospital after a surgery (not a big deal just in case anyone reads this I'm fine) and the nurse asks about any history of a suicide attempt and my mom responds that I had one because of "mean girls and bullying" when it was because of SA. Like the crazy part is she could have just said I've had one and not mention the reason what the hell is wrong with this woman 😭 I can't even say anything either because I can't talk right now like you're sooooo

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

turned 22 a few days ago. and now I'm a virgin who has driven for 30 seconds in a parking lot. really going places now.

[disabled-space-archived]

Society needs to stop idolizing doctors. The image of medical professionals as these amazing, compassionate heroes is dangerous. People are so quick to defend doctors. To not believe disabled people when we say doctors have systematically abused, neglected, gaslit, and discriminated against us. Believe disabled people.

[beemovieerotica]

people are clowning on this guy on reddit but uhhh let's pause for a minute and ask...so what happens if someone has a skin condition? what if part of their face has been burned? what if they're missing their eyes? and so what if they just have a fuckton of tattoos? recognition algorithms are aligned with the most ""average"" / ""normal"" features which means any deviation gets denied access to shit we didnt need age verification for 1 year ago. i dont care if it's a choice versus not, dont care if it's accessing porn or wikipedia, this needs to stop

[ph-cutie]

sheepish is a really funny word. fuck im so nervous (turns into this)

[the-muppet-joker]

[Muffled Screaming from Muppet Superhell]

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

coming back to tumblr and seeing straight up NSFW ads casually playing on the dash...nothing has changed truly

[criminalizegolf]

any printer born after 2007 can't print... all they know is bluetooth , hide they usb port, tray feed error, be out of magenta , eat paper & tell HP my social security number

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

Gonna try getting liscense again. I need to be out of my parents out by at least 24 or ill lose my mind

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

back from the dead but still shadowbanned so I'm truly screaming into the void huh

[dysphoric-and-dysfunctional]

People are still STRICT AF about labels because why did someone basically say "I'm 99.9% attracted to women but experience 0.1% attraction to men so I identify as a lesbian" and you had people going "OMG you're ruining the DEFINITION of lesbian yours still a BISEXUAL" like June was two months ago let's wrap it up