Soondoongdori

they/it/neos // 18

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₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ. About Me . ﾟ✧˚₊ᗢ ʚ˚₊

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Names: Emrys :·. Zephyr :·. Star (nicknames are welcome!)

Pronouns: they/it/neos (fae/rain/void)

Age: 18

Sexuality: Pan/cupioromantic, aroflux, and acespec

Gender: none :3 (agender)

Possibly plural? Definitely got some mental something lmao, nothing diagnosed unfortunately

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---ᓚᘏᗢ--- Favourites ---ᓚᘏᗢ—

⤷ ゛Artists ˎˊ˗ Stray Kids // Noahfinnce// Pigeon Pit // Everybody's Worried About Owen // Mother Mother // Jorge Rivera-Herrans // Naethan Apollo // Ateez // Hannah Bahng // Bryan Andrews

⤷ ゛Media ˎˊ˗ Arcane // The Owl House // Gravity Falls // The Amazing Digital Circus // Hazbin Hotel // The Little Prince // Song of the Sea // Stranger Things (kind of) // My Little Pony (but I haven't watched the show in years and I haven't seen any of the other stuff) // SMii7Y

⤷ ゛Random ˎˊ˗ Stars // Crows // Greek Mythology // Mushrooms // Sharks // Horror // Horror Games

Skz is my current obsession

Former dsmp and marauders fan, but still willing to talk about both

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My Ao3

Fic blog @emsfics143

DMs and asks are very open! Ask about really anything especially if we share an interest!

/ᐠ > ˕ <マ ₊˚⊹♡ My Tags ♡⊹˚₊

#em speaks ↫ original posts

#good evening ↫ reblogs

#music my saviour ↫ lyric/song posting

#hello there ↫ answering asks

#darlings ↫ moots

#star gallery ↫ photo dumps! (mostly skz probably) (masterlist :3)

This post is tagged with all of them for my convenience

[izzyapricot]

i refuse to remove that one song in my playlist that i skip over every time

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"oh I really love horror games" WRONG I like religious cult games. Why? My cousin. Favorite game is The Outlast Trials. I'm hooked on Far Cry 5 now bc of my cousin

That and anxiety inducing cooking games

[chrispypineappleburger]

Tumblr is telling me there's Ai in this&that trailer. Insta is telling me it's vfx.

Can someone come forth and actually say what's true? Because the whole idea of skz criticising the use of ai and deep fake is being contradicted by the act of them using ai for the same.

I am so torn.

Need the production team to drop the video like they did for bleep.

[chrispypineappleburger]

Soooooooo one of the editors who worked behind the <This&That> trailer replied to a stay regarding the queries going around.

Please go through this post

Also, one of my friends did some research on this matter and she found out that the editing team used cgi and ai is just one of the tools. It's been used for decades and hasn't been much of a problem. The public use of ai has created an issue since mass usage has multiplied the effects. Behind the scene editing has been using ai for a very long time.

I hope this clears it out.

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I have a romantic desire to be in a qpr

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Skz Code Travel Log in Busan #3 thoughts

THE OUTFITS I'm sobbing also Seungmin and Changbin repeating everything that Ayen is saying is killing me

Sleepy Kids

Did Hyunjin take up a while bed and force the other three into one...? Is that what I saw??

Han waking up and immediately putting on a hat is killing me and then seeing the camera and going back into his room-

Why is Felix's morning hair so pretty hello??? Can I have that??? SEUNGMINS IS SO CUTE??

Hyunjin walked out and you got "I like it" from Ayen and "He's pitiful" from Lino

Chan sleeping is perhaps the cutest thing I've seen ever. He's so mashed potato

Shout out to Enhypen !!

Im so surprised that Lino found a store that's entirely themed around cats. Uh huh. /silly/sar Lee Know and the keycap fidget is so silly to me

Whatever the hell they're having I want it so bad. (forever mourning that Busan got skipped when I went) [pop] hehehe

[Giving fan service while startled] Changbin I love you

Still questioning the lack of censorship over kids faces but having it over the adults? but the kids are absolutely adorable skzs reaction to them is also adorable

Minjeong crumbs I adore them please

Seungminnie playing baseball <3

Every time skz gets shocked at the year someone is born it makes me giggle

THEM I love minchan

Sentimental Kim Seungmin 🥺

Their little diary entries are everything to me

"we did this and that" LEE KNOW Waking up early as his did wrong and did right is so real

THE KEYCAPS FOR SEUNGMIN. Seungmin is not happy with his gift giggling BUT HES PLAYING WITH IT he's so me... I don't know where my keycaps went :c The clicking in the background is so funny

I want Han's gift it's so pretty. Hans English handwriting.... woudl it be mean if I said it looked like a childs (I mean this very kindly and I really adore it I just think its funny)

I may be delusional but I kinda of get the feeling that they really enjoy living in one house. I could see them doing it again, but with more rooms/privacy. I dunno I might be looking way too into their behavior

I just noticed that Felix put the apron on ehehe

Changbin writing a song I love him

Ayen is so right he did nothing wrong

@breatheforchan

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my thoughts and photos of the skz code will be posted in a moment but have screenshots of the tiktoks chris made

but like its only my favourite little bits (minchan, hyunho, and silly pjs)

its probably not very visible but the second is hyunjin having ran at minho

[professionalbitch]

"Why do queer people even need a whole month?"

I am in elementary school. I have discovered something in myself that is different from my peers. I have no words to express this feeling, so I instead live in discomfort for years and years and believe it to be normal.

I am in seventh grade. I have lost my entire friend group because a rumor was spread that because I am queer, I must be a creep. My last sleepover with those friends was spent sitting in the same room as them while they texted each other talking shit about me.

I am in seventh grade. I have endured homophobic bullying from snarky comments to food being thrown at me in the cafeteria, and today finally swing back. I get one of the bullies on the floor and the teacher breaks us up. I get in trouble for fighting while she continues to bully me. Nothing is done about the bullying when I speak up about it.

I am in seventh grade. I am being outed to my entire classroom by the people I share a table with. They are walking to every single desk and telling each classmate I am queer. I watch as every head turns to look at me in disgust. I am completely alienated from that class and spend my days working alone.

I am fourteen or fifteen. The discomfort I have lived with my entire life finally has a name: dysphoria. I have come out to my family as trans. I am in my room alone on my birthday, crying because every card has "girl" on it.

I am fourteen or fifteen. I get a tone with a family member because I am tired of her excuses for continuously misgendering me. Her husband corners me outside and threatens to hit me if I ever talk back to her again, and tells me my identity is made up. My family sides with him.

I am fifteen and sixteen. I wish I could die instead of living in stagnancy.

I am seventeen. My country is passing law after law to restrict my community. Trans people are going missing and being murdered, and their lights are snuffed without so much as a whimper. I am disgusted and afraid and grieving alongside my trans brothers, sisters, and siblings.

I am twenty. I do not speak to much of my family anymore, my mother has only ever called me my birth name, and I have lost every single friend I ever had except one, and had to rebuild myself and my circle from the ground up. Family holidays are hollow. I have self harm scars permanently etched on my skin, purple half-moons under my eyes that are like stains at this point, and I will never forget how I have been treated and what I have endured. My heart breaks knowing millions out there experience the same things and worse.

I am twenty. I am crying in my boyfriend's arms about not feeling like a real man. I am hearing him reassure me that he sees me for me and he loves me as the man I am. My small friend group strictly calls me by my chosen name and pronouns. I am in love, I have more support than ever, and for once, I'm starting to feel glad I'm alive, glad that I held on. For once, I have hope.

I am twenty. It is pride month and I am hearing the same complaints over and over again. And I am not apologizing for existing a little more brightly this month. We have all fucking earned it.

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I think I have maybe two people irl that see me as me. I know I have two friends that refuse to use my deadname unless absolutely necessary (around my parents/those that could out me). I know that when they talk to their friends about me, I am Zephyr, I use they/it pronouns and if you fuck up you're getting corrected. I have had so many people in my life know. Know and "accept' me and behind my back use pronouns for me I do not want, use my deadname to people who do not know me, who will never meet me, or should have never met me. Have made me uncomfortable meeting them because can I even tell these people my name and pronouns? Will they do the same thing they did?

I am 18, getting ready to move out wondering if anybody at my college will truly accept me accept for the one other trans person I know is there. I am 18 wondering if I'll ever be able to see me as myself the way I want to. Or if I'll forever be stuck behind what others see me as. I am 18 paranoid that if I use my name with too many people my parents will find out despite them going to be states away. I am 18 wondering how worth certain people are if they don't see me as me. If they don't support my community. My people.

[gender-incinerator]

actually microlabels and xenogenders and weird pronouns are cool as fuck and anyone who says otherwise lacks whimsy in their life send post

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i saw an ad for fake fanges and its unlocked my absolute need to have fangs and a tail/ears(FOX) or like wings or something

PLEASE

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Why is he so funny

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I PASSED OUT RIGHT AFTER I DID THIS BUT I SECURED THESE !!!

IM SO HAPPY

[fairyslain]

Bang Chan fanart

Another piece that made me obsess over every tiny detail especially the tattoos. No regrets though. Hope you like it!

Likes, comments, and reblogs are highly appreciated!

Commissions are open

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Happy one year to me being a stay

Found an old text I saved where I was showing someone me watching one of those guides to skz

Wow holy fuck I knew it'd be about a year but today is my exact one year. Crazy how far I've come from mixing up members and forgetting names to truly keeping up with their content and posts and having basically a skz fan blog

Ah wow

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Okay. So these are all the hairstyles/colors I can NOT get over with a whole lot if rambling so I am going to cut this into two I thinks hyung line and maknae line and put a keep reading thing cause. yeahhhh I don't stop talking

Starting with Chris

Okay lemme just. AAAAAAAA okay. The purple. I swear my brain blocks the purple from my memory so I don't spend 100% thinking about it. Absolutely stunning. The blonde. You can not convince me to not adore short blonde Bang Chan. The brown PLUS THE BUN. I can not. Im dead. Buried . Goodbye. I love his hair in a little bun or ponytail. The silver/grey !!!! Gorgeous stunning. The silver with other colors needs to be done again. The red and the black. Please. I can not actually

My bias. Lee Know. He's personally planning on murdering me (side note, I have his bubble and he sent the photos of the blueberries saying to grind it up and drink it and I didn't realize until he sent a message earlier that the other thing in that photo was tomatoes. I forgot how tomatoes are just treated as a fruit there. There was so much tomato juice-)

BLONDE LEE KNOW okay okay the first one I adored that video for one but also Lino just looked so comfy in it. I can not explain what exactly that means. He just. He looked so comfy. His hair. Absolutely gorgeous. Actually my friend sketched that photo and I colored it and it's my bubble pfp now. Skipping the middle rn and going over to the brighter blonde. That whole episode. He's so pretty. Him with dark hair is so. He's so. Yeah. That's another where I just think he looks so comfy

Whole new paragraph for top/bottom middle and bottom right. The blonde silverish color and the dark hair underneath. I. Oohhhhh he's so pretty he needs to do that again and forever. And the blue. The blue. The dark blue, the lighter blue. Him and Chan are killing me last post I'll ever make goodbye.

I don't have a lot of photos of Changbin </3 I need more. He's the one I have the least of :c (if anybody would like to send me some Changbin photos...)

I DO LOVE HIM WITH RED HAIR I JUST DONT HAVE A PHOTO OF IT SAVED. Anyway I really believe that he (and all of them really) can pull off anything. HOWEVER. They need to color his hair and style it wavy at the very least. Because. I UGHSG. Beautiful man.

Hyunjin. He has done. So many things.

Okay Im so very. Obsessed with this man's hair. Long is absolutely adorable. He looks so squishy. Also adore when his hair is swoopy. But also the buzz cut. I'll be honest. I didn't love it when I first saw it. BUT. Oh Kiwi Hyunjin has grown on me. I don't have the split dye saved but black and white buzz cut Hyunjin <3 THE PINK THOUGH adore it. so much. And the grown out buzz cut. That I fear is my favourite. With the red? I'm so obsessed with it on him but also like if I could pull that off man. I so would

@breatheforchan

[breatheforchan]

YESSSSS I LOVE THISSSSSSS 😖🤲😝😔💜

Please WHY DO I NOT HAVE THAT PHOTO OF CHRIS IN THE BUN ON MY PHONE???? he’s so prettttyyyy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 every single photo is insane. (You know which hair I like lmaooo the one people hated on 😭🤲 the buldak bogeum mori one 😭)

THAT SECOND LINO PIC— 😳😳😳 why is it making me feel feelings I cannot explain????? I’ve never seen that 😭💔 he’s so beautiful 😭😭😭😭😭💔

OHHHHHHH MY GOSH CHANGBIN— please that third photo is insaaaaaane 😖 omg if you want nice changbin pictures, I’d recommend Pinterest… I generally avoid it because it’s an abyss of the people I love so dearly… but also, sadly is riddled with fake ai generated bs of skz 💔

OMG THE FIRST PIC— also I love the red and black 😭😭😭😭 I swear it impacted me so hard it was like erased from my memory 😭 PINK BUZZ BEST YESSSSSS

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CHANS HAIR IN A LITTLE BUN OR PONYTAIL I NEED MORE OF IT Giggling. There's no hairstyle that I actually hate on them. Literally just ones that never leave me mind.

RIGHT??? He's so gorgeous. I dont believe it was even there long but it needs to be brought back PLEASE

A lot of these photos came from Pinterest I believe and I'm living in constant fear that I'm going to find out that they're AI at some point </3 But I will be collecting more Binnie ss from videos because I need them

ASDHF Hyun's so pretty

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AND HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO SAY HE DIDNT THINK HE’D SUIT IT—

Also adding this because I NEED MKRE OF THESE MAKEUP LOOKS AND THESE HAIRSTYLES

Argh istg it’s so annoying 🫩 Pinterest used to be so fun, always newest skz photos you can save directly to your phone…

I was telling my irl bestie that there’s this feral monster living inside me that’s absolutely ravenous for him 💀 because it’s insane

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HE DID BUT HES A LIAR. He's so pretty with his hair up like that. HES SO GORGEOUS I CANTTTTR

I really only use Pinterest for photos of them I saw once and can't find anymore cause I know they're real. I try not to find brand new photos of them on there anymore

xD Realll

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I have a growing collection of clothing I desire from skz I dont currently have photos (two phones this one has the bare minimum cause it SUCKS) but I may add them later

Jeongins A blue tshirt with dolphins on it. Why? The shirt is white. The dolphin is blue. There's only one dolphin. I think it's the funniest thing ever (racha log)

Felix gov ball sin shirt. Why? Idk it looks cool as hell

Han Jisungs who cares shirt. The font is silly and I love it (fan meeting I think?)

Felixs attissu cat animal ear beanie thing (creed mv iirc) I am desperately trying to figure out if/how I could crochet it

Chans CEEBS hoodie (racha log) can't be bothered. I need it

All of their animal ear lover boy beanies (maniac something) I'm actually sort of working on crocheting them all! (I say having made half of one)

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This is like only sort of part of my photo dumps butttt figured you might still wanna see it @breatheforchan

[breatheforchan]

YES YOURE RIGHT I WANT TO SEE HEHEHEHE

Bestie the way I LOVE those lover boy beanies from maniac tour 😖😖😖 I love them so bad and I see them all the time online but I fear I could never pull it off as hard as they did 😞✋ my kings 😔🫶

ANDAHAHAHA I LOVE THE DOLPHIN SHIRT 😝 that’s sooo me. I have this one black t-shirt that says swim shady and it’s a gold fish 😭 my favorite one~

CEEBS. IM SO CEEBS I NEED him IT IN MY LIFE NOWWWWW

Might I add something I wish to have 😓

Need this shirt 😔

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Im currently crocheting Lee Knows!!! And I'm so excited for once I actually finish it

THE DOLPHIN SHIRT. the first time I saw it I went desperately looking for it and couldn't find it but my friend managed to in like. 10 minutes but I wasn't willing to buy from a site I couldn't trust. That's why I need yang Jeongin to hand it over himself /silly

YESSS THAT SHIRT IS AMAZINNGFF

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RACHA LOG !!!! MY BIAS LINE + HANNIE ohh my fucking gods. im so. this episode was actually adorable. also got so much minchan content that im so insanely happy. when they started sparring I was desperately hoping Id get to see minchan spar and they DID.

I didnt take as many ss for this one as I did the last video... most of its minchan so ill start there xD

This silly moment 🥺 I love them. the hyungs. the eldests. my favourite duo

hmm. im so normal about this actually. look i read the blood on your lies by inkin_brushes and thats all i could think of while watching minchan

ao3 fic, gang au minjeong, hyunsung, seungbin, and chanlix, ive reread it 3 times, the creator does have the summary posted in tumblr if you look them up

More minchan but on their own. Lino is so silly. I adore him. and Chris. ahem. anyway

this made me laugh so hard. Han punching Chan and just going "i love you i love you" hes so fucking silly

minjeong sparring was so fun to watch. my silly boys

This made me giggle. Minsung are a very funny duo

and honory comment that made me laugh

@breatheforchan

[breatheforchan]

AHAHAHA AGAIN. I haven’t watched this yet 😭😭😭😭. But I’m going to reblog it because I peeked and saw Channie’s smile 😖🤲🤲 I’ll do anything for his smile no questions asked. 🤭

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HIS SMILE !!! HAVE FUN WATCHING !!!!