Eam Gogh @eamgogh - Tumblr Blog

I am still learning how to go back and reread my own chapter without feeling like

I want to set all of my pages on fire.

#words #texts #quotes #fire

Ctto

spent the whole day sleeping today. now it’s getting dark and everything comes back at once….i so fucking hate my life……

eamgogh

I don't even know how to sleep anymore.

aesthetic-depression0

“What if after all this fighting it turns out this world isn’t for me? What if i don’t belong here?”

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eamgogh

I woke up like this- it's not 'what if' anymore. It's actually a 'fact'. F*ck society!

perfectquote

“I don’t know what living a balanced life feels like. When I am sad, I don’t cry, I pour. When I am happy, I don’t smile, I glow. When I am angry, I don’t yell, I burn. The good thing about feeling in extremes, is when I love, I give them wings. But perhaps that isn’t such a good thing, cause they always tend to leave and you should see me, when my heart is broken. I don’t grieve, I shatter.”

— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey

eamgogh

Well said.

Wonderful cinematography part 1 from the movie 'Against the Sun'. I just love the wide space of every scenes.

#life #survival #againstthesun #movies #movie scenes #screenshot #scenery #space #cinema #cinemetography

theartofselfdemolition

““If I start to think about things too much I cry.””

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// star fetti

eamgogh

If you used to think too much. I expect you experience this, no tears, no voiceless scream and no emotions anymore. You just feel numb, drained and empty from thinking. It's like trying to fill the darkest void inside of you and things ended on your mind.

theartofselfdemolition

““Please don’t touch my soul and leave!””

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// © Artwork by Odd Nerdrum

eamgogh

Please.

theartofselfdemolition

““I lost myself, and I didn’t feel that””

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I am not unto meeting people lately; not because I am busy and that my schedule is already jam-packed, but actually, I am giving most of my free time to myself. I don't hate crowds; it's just that, it drains me. That whenever I catch myself around more people, it exhaust my being, like they are getting all the energy that I have and just left me with nothing but a tired soul. So I stay indoors: embrace the solace given by the four corners of my room, listen to some songs, and to quiet at times, and mind my own world. I easily get tired outside, so I truly appreciate the ones who understand the situation, who still wait 'til I regain the energy to see them again.

To those who deeply care, thank you for telling me to take my time. There are instances that I am eager to be fine once more and tend to rush things; but because of the reminders from the ones who love me, I become more patient and loving towards myself.