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Sporadically active as I fall prey to the false recovery/relapse (read: binge-restrict) cycle 25, 6ft. CW: ~138 lb. LW: 135 lb HW: 225 lb. UGW: ~125 Ask to tag.

[nikk0fish]

How it feels to workout but not €at

[freekslerp]

i like the feeling of my stomach growling

[1970sbaby]

ana combined with a chronic illness is actual hell on earth

[lavoslavic]

Anyone else constantly switching between wanting to be a muscular, sporty guy and a deathly skinny twink

[angelbugxx]

Read this if you often feel poorly during restriction!

If you find yourself often suffering under the effects of low blood pressure (weakness, fatigue, anxiety, headaches, exhaustion), please invest in glucose sachets. One can genuinely save your day if you're positive you'll pass out, and one (which is usually enough to get stable) is ≈60kcal.

Please don't risk it, those calories are worth it if you're positive you're gonna pass out!

[user45677654]

Am I the only one who gets bad headaches while restricting?

Is it because of the lack of calories?

I hate it so much, makes me think even more about food :(

[hxllo2kittx]

even more low cal recipes ⋆.*ೃ✧

[eatingsodisorderly]

Tell me why I can see every bone in my ribcage but I still look skinnyfat

[eatingsodisorderly]

It's one thing to know EDs are addictive, and another to be in your mid 20s and still automatically stop eating at the first sign of stress because its one of the only things that can calm you down.

[eatingsodisorderly]

Changing my URL because I'm not vegan anymore so it seems misleading (got malnourished and it was give up veganism or admit I have an ED to my doctor/family).

[eatingsodisorderly]

Oh restaurants, bane of my existence

[eatingsodisorderly]

I feel like I’m only deserving of care as a chronically ill/disabled person if I’m thin. I feel like I have to be beautiful and skinny and a tragic Victorian twink to have anyone want to help me.

[watsername]

'you have x many followers' those r cadavers girl. corpses. abandoned vessels of blogs who once were. its the apocalypse in there. its me and my 5 mutuals against the world.

[eatingsodisorderly]

I love meal replacement protein powder so much. We shall have a spring wedding

[eatingsodisorderly]

I wish I could like the taste of stevia 😭😭😭. The aftertaste seems so strong to me I can’t tolerate it

[eatingsodisorderly]

Life Updates

Hi guys! Idk if any of my old followers are still around (I hope you are all staying safe), but I am back at this shit lol. Long story short is that I got long covid/post-covid, which I was at much higher risk developing and getting a more severe version of thanks to some of my chronic health issues. Because of that, I couldn’t walk or ever stand much for several months without sever pain. I was also very stressed and depressed, and ended up binge eating. Between those two factors, I gained back a lot of weight. Last I was at the doctor’s office a few weeks ago I was 175 lb 😭. I also got some new diagnoses, and now I’m on 2 beta blocker medications, which I think have contributed to some of the weight gain.  I have been feeling awful about it lately and I need to loose the weight again.

[eatingsodisorderly]

I can’t believe I haven’t seen congee (rice porridge) recommended as an ED food yet!

It’s very easy to keep it under 100 calories, and it’s around 300 calories a serving with the topping I use (most of that is the hardboiled egg lol).