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currently mildy obssesed with BigBang

[eatoutofhumanholes]

I might be delusional

But at least I am not straight and delusional

[enbiased]

just taught my 13 year old cousin how to use ao3 and she immediately searched for kpop yaoi. history truly does repeat itself.

[jaydragonn]

this is still one of my favorite looks jiyong's done like wow

[eatoutofhumanholes]

Do we think that the inspiration for TOPs desperado was THE iwaoi fic?

[aslongasitsblack]

you do run the risk of fundamentally misunderstanding ilya rozanovs character if you let yourself forget that at the end of the day he is a Diva

[eatoutofhumanholes]

Actually insane that I have been this obsessed with heated rivalry and haven't started smoking again

[eatoutofhumanholes]

🤐

[eatoutofhumanholes]

When is there gonna be a game changers box set...

Like if I am getting the books I want all of them

[oathkeptroxas]

Yuna and David had a valid concern when asking about Ilya's past promiscuity, because they need to know that their son's partner is taking it seriously

The "I have only loved one person" line from Ilya is beautiful and poignant and said without doubt or hesitation, to relieve all of the Hollanders concerns.

But what I think is important is that Shane's response of "Same here. Only one." Though this may seem unnecessary to his parents ("we know you pretty well, Shane"), it's NOT unnecessary to Ilya.

Ilya crashed the fuck out over Rose Landry. Ilya expected Shane to bring Rose to All Star Weekend, in the books Ilya even expects Shane's "can I tell you something?" To be an engagement announcement. Rose could be open and affectionate with Shane in front of the whole world. The whole world thought that Rose and Shane were in love.

Ilya isn't used to being loved. Ilya doesn't believe he can be loved.

Ilya needed to know that not only does Shane love him, but at no point, regardless of how much Shane denied himself or how hard he tried with others, at NO POINT did he ever give his heart to anyone else.

[khaleesiofalicante]

Stop. Enough. Anymore, and I will cry.

[nine-ofhearts]

EVERYONE CLAP FOR MY BOY OR I’LL BLOW THIS PLACE UP

[littlegirlinvisible]

HEATED RIVALRY 1.06: THE COTTAGE “I’m sorry about your family. Even if they suck, you must miss them.” “My mother didn’t suck.”

[eatoutofhumanholes]

Hyperfixated so hard that my first date of 2026 is going to be a ice hockey match

[vityamins]

The face of a man who thinks he's about to hear his boyfriend explain the word fuckbuddy to his mom

[maythe4th]

started from the bottom now we're here

[k-pepp]

Shane’s comfort is his home and his family. When he wants to open up to Ilya, he asks him about his parents and about Russia. Which only causes Ilya to shut down. Ilya has always understood his sexuality and is comfortable with that part of himself. In episode 4, Ilya kept trying to talk to Shane about sex and sexuality. Shane’s sexuality is still something he’s suppressing and doesn’t want to reckon with right now.

The reason Shane and Ilya have such a hard time communicating is that their safe space is the other person’s trigger.

[emziess]

like orpheus, i am not strong enough to not look at what i want

[khaleesiofalicante]

IT'S THE SAME SHIRT. I REPEAT. IT'S THE SAME SHIRT.