So there is a canon story, I forgot where it came from, but MC and Alfons does goes and participate in a duo tomato eating contest and they both won it. Then they got a whole year worth of tomatoes ๐๐๐itโs so rememberable and funnyโฆ so sad I donโt know which story it was from ๐ญThe ending tho is something I made up tho, and isnโt canon. It was fun making this, and please my minimal average editing, have mercy ๐ญ๐
โก TW: dystopia, sex-trafficking, vore-ish, forbidden love kinda, angst, size difference, predator x prey, subjugation, sexism allegory
โก FEM reader
Rabbits are born sluts.ย
That much has always been clear. Damn useless creatures except for one thingโbeing used. Theyโre everywhere, in the several hundreds, easily hunted, easily trained by carrot and stick, and easily broken when put under it.
And you, youโre the same, a dime a dozen among the other dumb bunnies in the burrow. Youโre not any different.ย
And yet, from where he stands atop the mezzanine, lording over the pleasure den down below, his own empire, time and time again his eyes stray from admiring his rich guests and the cold cash they spend on his fluffle only to land on you.
His hunters had come back with you a month ago in a cage of a few dozen others. Dwarf rabbitsโnothing special. Cute though, like any other bunny breed.
You didn't need any taming nor much training. You were the first of your batch to make it out onto the floor. In fact, heโs sure you made record timing if only they kept track of such things.
But youโre not broken. No, that would suggest there was something there for them to break. No, with you there wasnโt any pride or dignity for them to strip away. You were just slaphappy from the get go, showing no resistance, going with the regime like resisting wasnโt even an option. Of course, it wasnโt an option. But most animals, even docile ones such as rabbits, will put up some type of fight, however meaningless. You, however, remind him more of moon jellyโno matter the harsh waves, itโs still going to continue to do what it always does and drift along like nothing matters.
Heโs never seen anyone be so casual about being treated like dirt. Looking at you, it doesnโt make any sense to him.
Heโs well-aware of how plenty among his slaves try to fake it the best way they can, eager to avoid the bitter bite of unsatisfactory customers, while some have had their bodies trained for so long they enjoy it nowโbut in either case, heโs still able see the defeat and animosity behind their painted expression, if not anything at all. Others whoโll play along all sweet and nice such as you do ultimately prove themselves to be dumb little things who thought that if they could just bide their time with good behaviour, they would somehow make his handlers lower their guard enough to create an opportunity of escape, only to test their luck and fail miserably or come to the conclusion that such an opportunity would never exist, then be left with nothing but that same catatonic look of utter brokenness.
But thereโs none of that in your eyes. Youโre not trapped in the moment like the others, nor do you hoard any such silly agenda as trying to escape it.
For you, it seems somehow like youโre simply at ease with it. Itโs almost as though it falls natural to you, but heโs not sure what to call it. Youโre justโฆ happy-go-lucky about itโlike a doll come to life, programmed to do what a doll doesโeyes round and blank like two polished marbles, only ever looking far off into the distance as though you canโt see the things around you.ย
At the same time, he gets this annoying feeling as though youโre seeing something no one else can.
In all honesty, heโs got no idea what you are. And it bothers him like you would not believe.
Which is why heโs decided he needs to keep you closer. Friends and enemies and all that. Though, he doesnโt find it prudent to give you so much credit as to call you his enemy as that would imply you pose a threat. Still, he doesnโt enjoy things he doesnโt understand, and you, well, even though youโre nothing scary, heโs taken by this desperate need to put his finger on you for some reason. And to do that, he figures heโll just put you under his thumb and be done with it in the best way he knows how.
Heโs certain heโll feel better about it all after heโs had you beneath him. Then, all these thoughts heโs been having will be proved as nothing more than a waste of time after heโs reduced you to what he knows is true for all bunnies. Prey at his mercy, and nothing more.
The girls that get handpicked for the mezzanine are usually all on their knees trying their best to earn their keep and not get sent back down to the den where customers get to do what they please with them any way they want. Being on the risen floor is like a blessing in that wayโa chosen few, honored ones, saved from the fray below given an opportunity to please just one man instead of a dozen a day.ย
Typically theyโll be rare breeds, red-listed, and now, even though you donโt stand out as anything special, mundane dwarf rabbit that you are, youโre going to be one of them. You should see it as a fucking godsend.
And yet, you donโt seem to grasp the value of it in the slightest.ย
Two girls a little way from you are putting on a show for him, kissing and touching each other all for his viewing pleasure. Despite their performance, from where he sits on his comfy throne of pillows and throws, his eyes look past them onto you where youโve placed yourself before the balustrade, peacefully staring passed it into the thin air, beyond the cesspit below, ahead at something unknown like always.
Only this time, he demands to have his answers.
โWhatโs got you looking so pleased?โ
It seems you hadnโt noticed his approach, and yet you donโt spook by it either, that way your head slowly turns, looking up at him for the first time with those very big eyes, to where he looms above, stone-faced with his hands down his pockets.
Being a polar bear, heโs used to his size and presence invoking fear in everyone around him. Itโs a natural response to the largest predator. Heโs always viewed it as a sign of respect. A fact that everyone knows heโs not the one you should test your luck against.
You, however, don't regard him any differently than you would a fellow bunny. Giving him no signs of being in a rush to please him. You just stare, as though waiting for him to explain himself.
โYou seem like you' got something youโre looking forward to.โ His voice is brisk, demanding, โI want to know what it is.โ
You blink then. Slow in your answerโway too slow to understand the dire situation youโve landed yourself in, or maybe, simply unbothered. He really canโt tell, and itโs beyond frustrating at this pointโtrying his very hardest to read your mind and failing so miserably in the pursuit he has no other option but to wait oh-so-patiently for you to indulge him.
โWeโre getting stew for supper today,โ you say at last, looking back through the guardrail at his workers, flooding through the gate on the ground floor, carrying sacks of potatoes over their backs.
His nose scrunches at the prospect. You're really looking forward to that slop? Suppose you have to be that humble when youโre at the bottom of the food chain. Even so, he hasnโt heard any single one of his bunnies, of which heโs had hundreds, ever show any type of enthusiasm regarding the food.
โYou like stew?โ he asks. Patience tested, but curiosity unsated.
You shake your head then, a small smile of all things gracing your face, contradicting yourself, โNot really.โ
His brows furrow. Is this a game or something? If so, itโs not amusing. His teeth grind. โNot really? Why are you so cheery then?โ
You look up at him once more, blinking again, both like youโve never really thought about it as well as though you think itโs obviousโso obvious that you find it odd to even be sparing it a thought.
โWell, you seeโฆ When thereโs stew, they serve carrots on the side. And I really like carrots.โ
You look back to the potato sacks just in time to catch sight of the crates of carrots now being brought in, and the smile on your face as you watch them is unlike anything heโs ever seenโwarm, excited, blissful even.ย
Affronted by it, he leaves you abruptly, thinking an expression like that has no right in a place like this.ย
Content slaves are never a good thing. Content slaves forget that which they areโslaves. They start taking what little they have for granted. They become ungrateful, and demanding, and then the uproars happen. Thatโs it. Thatโs what he dislikes about you. Thatโs whatโs been making him so uneasy. You donโt beg or scramble. Youโre nonchalant, and that type of sangfroid is nothing short of insolent. Whatโs worse, it could inspire others.
He wonโt have that.ย
You think you have something to be happy about? Perhaps itโs time he reminded youโyou have nothing.
He regards you keenly from the mezzanine, watching you enter the dining hall down below. The spring in your step is pitiful to behold and so is the dead still you come to when you're wandering eyes canโt find the tub of chopped carrots usually on display right next to the potatoes.
You keep the metal dinner bowl to your chest, this tiny rumple between your brows as your eyes become more searching the farther up the line you get. And then, when itโs finally your turn, you cock your little head over the display, voice softly inquiring to the workers on the other side, โAre all the carrots finished already?โ
โNo carrots today. Dietary restrictions. Boss-manโs orders,โ is the strict reply that returns, given like a slap to the face.
โOhโฆโ
You blink then, as you doโthat very empty type of blink like youโre resetting yourself the way heโs seen you do with other customers.
And then, just as always, you slip right back without a hiccup. โI guess Iโll just have some potatoes then.โ
Itโs disappointing. Heโd thought for sure youโd give him a little more grief than that. But no. You even tack on a polite little โThank you,โ after being served, before hopping out of line like there was never anything more to be wanted.
You donโt make moves to sit with any of the others, he notices. Instead, you make your way alone up the stairs to where he is like youโve already accepted the mezzanine as your new place.
Heโs not sure why, but for some reason he hides himself so as not to spook you into going somewhere else. And from behind the coverage of a pillar, he continues his stalking, observing you as you sit yourself in the same spot as before, in front of the balustrade.
You proceed like earlier to look through the bars down at the burrow below. Itโs empty and quiet now with everyone busy in the dining hall, and he realizes heโs never actually spared it a glance during supper before. Itโs a strange sight. Like a battlefield after the battle.
You donโt eat in a mad hurry like the others. Actually, it takes five minutes before you even touch the potatoes, and when you do, itโs one piece at a time, calmly, taking your sweet time, like youโre trying to enjoy yourself.ย
He finds himself wondering if youโd eat carrots the same way. And before he even knows it, heโs standing right behind you once more with the same question as earlier.
โWhatโ you looking at now?โ
And just as before, you donโt spook by his presence. This time, you don't even bother turning to acknowledge him as though you might have known he was there all along.
โThe burrow,โ you answer. โHow different it looks when itโs empty.โ His thoughts exactly. โItโs sort of peaceful like this, don't you think?โ
No. Peaceful is not the word that came to mind. โI think youโd have to be mad to find peace in a place like this when in your position,โ he states plainly, as if in an attempt to shake you out of whatever sordid outlook you were trying to impose on him.
โThat might be,โ you agree, a soft smile gracing your face. โBut I thinkโฆ you have to find beauty in the dark when you can, or else dark will be all there is.โ The hairs on the back of his neck stand on end listening to you. โItโs like, sometimes good madness will save you from bad madness. You know?โ
โNo.โ And thatโs the problem. He doesn't know. He has no fucking clue. And heโs starting to realize itโs not because youโre withholding the answers.
โWhy arenโt you upset?โ he asks then. A fair question, he thinks. But you only look at him oddly, making him explain once again just like you did earlier. The gumption of you is unbelievable, he thinks as he supplies the requested context on your behest, โI took away the thing you were looking forward to. Typically, that would make someone upset.โ
You look as though you still donโt quite understand, but then a light breaks across your face. โOh, you mean the carrots?โ You donโt seem any more upset by understanding heโd removed them on purpose. Instead, you just give your head a tiny shake. โIt was only a small thing.โ
โDonโt lie to me.โ His fists ball at his sides.
โBut I didnโt.โ Your head tilts, gesturing down at your tray. โI should have told you I liked potatoes. Then youโd have taken those away instead.โ You then snort with a giggle, but he doesnโt get why or how you would find it funny.ย
And again, heโs left with the same question. โThen why arenโt you more upset?โ
You think about it for a momentโa moment like another eternity to him.ย
โWell, Iโฆ I am upsetโฆโ you admitโthe smile on your face positively unnerving. Perhaps you really have gone crazy. But then that would mean you were crazy from the start, from before ever even coming here. โButโฆ I canโt exactly let my life fall apart over carrots. That would just be silly. Wouldn't you say?โ
He swallows thickly, trying to stifle the many foreign things heโs feeling inside, finding that he canโt exactly argue with your answer, even though it makes little sense. People get upset over smaller things all the time.ย
Just look at him and how upset one bunny is making him.
He turns away and starts walking then, muttering under his breath, โSilly, indeed.โ
He goes to his bedroom alone that night. Some of the chosen had tried cheering him up, but they all failed miserably. You were not one of them. No, you made zero effort trying to earn your keep.
He knows youโd come if he called for you. Youโd have to, and youโve never been one to refuse a direct order. Still, somehow, even though heโs the one with all the power, having to call on you makes him feel like youโre stripping him of it.
The next couple of days pass all the same, with you continuing to drive him nuts.
At this point, he doesnโt know what heโs doing or why. Lounging on his throne, his chin resting on his palm as he appraises you with jaded eyes. Having come up with a new strategyโif robbing you of your small delights doesnโt enact a response, maybe heโll have better luck in spoiling youโฆ
โEat,โ he says, but like always you donโt seem to take it like an order, standing there, in front of the big platter of carrots heโd had his workers bring up.ย
Itโs not the same kind they serve with the stewโflecked and spotted with mold, boiled to get rid of the bugs. No, these are quality. Crisp, bright, freshly plucked and washed just this morning.
And still, instead of throwing yourself at them, you have the nerve to act calm, asking, โWhereโ the other girls?โ while looking around like youโd feel ashamed starting without them.
โTheyโre for you,โ he clarifies, sanctioning your approach.
Still, you stay put. Chewing your lip with your buck teeth. โIs that really okay?โย
He canโt believe it. Are you really feeling guiltyโin a place like this that only ever takes and gives nothing back?
No one in their right mind would be asking about others when standing in your shoes. He knows for a fact that all the other girls you seem so concerned with would have been halfway finished gorging that platter without sparing you a single thought.
Suppose heโll make it easier for you. โEat it all, or I throw it out.โย
With that, a new smile takes your lipsโone of which heโd not seen before or expectedโsmall, bashful, coy, like youโre having a different conversation than the one youโre having. Bowing your head with a soft-spoken, โThank you.โ
Youโre quiet as you eat. Slow with it like youโd been with the potatoes. Taking your time, enjoying yourself, savoring it, eating like heโs not right there observing you. Itโs like youโre back in the wild. You, an oblivious little thing in a carrot field, and him, stalking you through the long grass.
โArenโt you gonna ask?โ he questions after a while.
โAsk about what?โ you wonder, peering up at him from where you sit.
โWhy Iโm being nice.โ
You seem to find that funny. โI donโt ask you why youโre cruel.โย
Thatโs fair, he thinks. Though heโs never really thought about it like that.ย
And then you say, โIโm sure Iโd have little luck understanding the mind of a man like you anyway.โ
โA man like me?โ he repeats, finding it interestingโwanting to arrest you on it. โAnd what kind of man do you think I am?โ
Itโs a dangerous questionโyou seem to understand thatโtaking your time to answer it just like you were with the carrots. โI supposeโฆ a confusing one.โ
Youโre not wrong, though itโs a cleverly safe answer. Heโs sure youโd have liked to have said something different if only it weren't for the likely threat it would pose to your life.
โDo you want me to ask?โ you say then. And this time, heโs the one waiting for you to explain, looking at you with a halfway raised brow. โWhy are you being nice to me?โ
He scoffs. Youโre proving to be a little more cheeky than what he was expecting. โIโm fattening you up to eat you.โ
You laugh again. This time from your chest, bursting with it. Heโs not sure a genuine laugh like it has ever rung out through the chamber. In fact, heโs not sure heโs ever even heard one like it whatsoever.
โWell, itโs a pretty good final meal.โ
He dismisses you after you finish.ย
Days pass without the two of you speaking. And he, stewing in it, is more confused than ever.
He used to lord over his palace like a king, fuck all day and watch his subjects with gold coins and power in his eyes. Now, he canโt remember the last time he spared even a single glance over the mezzanine without it being to look for you. He still hears the squeals and sighs of pleasure. But he canโt even picture the scene. No, his mind is otherwise busy.
Busy doesnโt even cut it. Plagued might. Yes, heโs plagued by you.
Plagued by you and he hasnโt even fucked you yet. Itโs a joke. Heโs never been one to edge himself. But now he hasnโt fucked in ages. And youโre to blame.
Whatโs the matter with him? All his life, heโs known whatโs been what. People like to complicate things, make it sound like more, make it sound different from what it actually is. They romanticize and they fetishize, but at its core, itโs always been basic. Bunnies are weak and easily broken, and deserve to be treated accordingly. Thereโs nothing more to it than that.
Heโs going to find you, and when he does heโs going to do to you what he should have done from the very startโbreak you like the weak and breakable thing you are.
โKnow your place, slut,โ a catty voice bites out. โYou might have been popular down on the ground, but up here, I'm the fucking favorite.โย
From behind the pillar he witnesses the scene, forgetting his objective. Five chosen ones all stand in a ring around you, whoโs pinned to the ground by three others, two holding your arms down and the last of them on top of you with a fist wrapped tightly around the root of your ear. Sheโs got something in her handโa shiv, fashioned from some scrap-piece of metal with unknown originsโpointed with a poke up under your chin, looking just shy of drawing blood.
โIf any of us see you trying to take my spot again, Iโm gonna fucking gut you from cunt to belly buttonโunderstand?โ
You donโt say anythingโunable to with the make-shift blade threatening to slice your throat open. But your silence is an answer in and of itself, if it werenโt interrupted by him clearing his throat and stepping into view.
โMasterโโ all eight of them gasp, those standing shuffling away with a bow whilst the three others remain deadly still, waiting for his verdict with eyes wide.
โGet up. All of you,โ he says, passing his judgement swiftly, not giving any one of them room to plead innocence or condone their crimes with silly reasonings, โThereโs customers downstairs in need of attending. Go make yourselves useful.โย
A wave of displeased moaning followed, nearly amounting to a protest. Even so, their disgruntled pouting was premature. He wasn't finished.ย
โAnd once youโre done, you can all stay down there.โ
Pouting turned to pleading fast, all of them shaking their head with hands clasped together in prayer, โBut, master, pleaseโshe had it coming, she never does anything, sheโโ
โOne more word,โ he stops the tangent, closing the gap with a slow saunter, standing multiple heads taller than all of them, even the one who thought herself so high and mighty just a moment ago. He makes sure to return her look of entreaty without mercy, saying, โAnd Iโll be the one gutting you.โ
They all scurry shortly after that, tears in their throat as they hurry down the stairs.
You get up to join themโnever one to make the wrong assumption, probably thinking heโs one to tar everyone with the same brush. And normally, heโd do just that, because in his eyes, thereโs no telling people apart in any other way aside from separating product from customer, with himself being the only outsider. But then came you.
โNot you, Carrots,โ he says, stopping you. โYou stay right there.โ
You remain still as he approaches. You donโt flinch, your eyes donโt flitterโitโs utterly uncanny, heโd believe it if you told him you were without senses, like a ghost.
โWhy didnโt you fight back?โ
Itโs the question thatโs been on his mind since you first showed up hereโnot a lick of resistance in you.
โIโm not fond of pain,โ you answer. โSo, I try my best to avoid it.โ
His teeth grit, very nearly growling. โYou have a bad habit of not answering the question being asked.โ
You chew your lip, looking as though youโre not quite sure how to explain yourself. โWellโฆ fighting it would only make it worse, wouldnโt you say? And besidesโฆ I donโt want to do to others what I donโt want being done to me.โ
So, you believe in karma. Thatโs an interesting mental stateโnot one heโs ever understood too well. Itโs always seemed like a comfort to those who donโt have the strength to take their own revenge, hoping that some higher power will do it for them.ย
โAlso, we bunnies have a saying,โ you continue, now with that unseemly smile of yours. โIf youโre at first getting fucked, you might as well try to enjoy it.โ
Something violates him at thatโa chill of all things. Thinking, thatโs not karma. No, not at all.ย
Thatโs resignation. An even odder mental state.
โThoughโฆ I don't think most of us take it to heart,โ you add with a small laugh.
It makes no sense to him. In fact, it shocks him like youโve just pulled out a knife and stabbed him with it. And yet, he thinks he might finally get you now. Any moment might be your last and youโve accepted that as a fact of life. The same way he accepts and expects his stomach to growl, you accept and expect yourself to be the one to sate it.ย
Youโre the only one so far. The only one to successfully internalize that truth without breaking under the pressure.
โWill you bring the girls back?โ you ask then, seemingly taking his silence as an invitation, and using it as an opportunity to think about others as if you can afford it.
He doesnโt know why it angers him the way it does. โWhy the fuck would I do that?โ
Like always, you donโt quiver under his growl like others would have. No, instead you keep insisting, โItโs cruel to send them back down afterโโ
โI thought you said you didnโt question cruelty.โ he cuts you off.
And still, itโs like you donโt even care. โWell, I'm only asking becauseโฆ it sort of feels like my fault, is all. I donโt want to be the reason theyโre punishedโโ
โIโm not punishing them for you,โ he interrupts, affronted by the mere suggestion. โI'm punishing them because they were cocky enough to think they could create a hierarchy not governed by me.โ
He picks the shiv up from the floor, holding it up and inspecting it with a grimace like its very existence is an insult.ย
โTchโI should have killed them, and youโre asking me to save them.โ He shakes his head, then finds your face again.
โYou wanna know what bores me more than anything? When beggars start thinking they can be choosers.โ
Gracing your jaw with the blade, he sneers. โDo you think you can be a chooser?โ
And just like expected, you reset yourself with a blink, then utter a passive, โNo.โ
โAnd thatโs why youโre up here, and theyโre down there.โย
In all your time up here, he hasnโt once touched you, but within the next passing second heโs got your small body caged in his, trapped between himself and the balustrade where he always finds you, sitting, staring, thinking about things hidden from him.
โYouโre the only one who gets it.โ Knife cast aside, he uses his paw instead, dwarfing your chin and cheeks as he aims your head out to look across the den below. Fangs by the lop of your ear, blowing on the soft fur with his whispers, โYouโre the only one who understands the laws of true wilderness. The rightful order of things. You know what you are and have accepted your placeโmade nature your common sense.โ
Your feet dangle below, toes gracing the floor just barely, slipping in their stance where he has you hoisted against the guardrail, clutching onto it with your handsโknowing if heโd let go, youโd go toppling over it. And yet you donโt fight back. Knowing itโs all out of your hands, you remain just like putty in his.
โLook at them,โ he continues, a disgust in his voice and in his narrowed eyes, spitting, โThey all think they can be something different. Prey thinking they can hunt the hunter. Hunters thinking they can be loved by that which they hunt. Itโs all false.โ
He slips his hand from your chin to your neck, keeping a firm hold, though not squeezing, just enough to feel your pulse on his finger.
โYou and me, weโre the only ones who see it for what it truly is,โ he murmurs. โAnd whyโฆ Iโve decided Iโm not gonna fuck youโฆโ
His other paw, which up until this point had been holding the guardrail just shy of yours, now lifts and places itself over your heart, feeling it beat in his palm as he continues, โNo, you deserve more respect than thatโฆ Which is whyโฆ I'm gonna give you the honor of being my first live kill.โ
Betraying yourself, your heart does, nearly to his surprise, skip a beat upon him confessing his intention. But of course, despite your seemingly perfect composure, it would be utterly unnatural were it to remain steady.
โIโm gonna give you more carrots than you can eat,โ he resumes, now forgoing your ear, nuzzling your cheek instead. โThen, when I've finally fattened you up enough, I'm gonna eat you wholeโlive and kicking.โ
Swallowing thickly, he chuckles under his breath, setting you down on your own two feet again. Leaving your body cold as he begins walking away, with his final sentiments being, โAnd then weโll both at last be done with this farce and become what nature intended.โ
Weeks pass, and you remain alone on the mezzanine. He doesn't bring the old girls back, nor does he enroll any new girls either. Itโs just you and him, in a silence so loud itโs gutting. And still, youโre fed a platter of carrots every day, and you never fail to finish every last one.
He doesnโt touch you again. No, instead, he maintains a distance. You catch his gaze linger though, just like it had since the beginningโon you while you eat, while you mind your business, even while you sleep, youโll hear the low rumble of his breath, stalking you. Itโs as heโd said, like hunter and prey.
Also now, on his throne, watching you where you sit, by the balustrade, looking outward at the burrow. No one wants to be thereโnot the girls, and not the men who come to see them eitherโthey might think they do, but the truth remains. What they want canโt be found here.ย
And yet, you suppose it comes close enough.
โYouโve been fattening me up for a while nowโฆโ you announce, cutting the silence. And then you turn your head back, flashing him your signature smile from over your shoulder. โIs this the part where you finally eat me?โ
He doesnโt say anything. Just continues to stare at you like heโs waiting for you to make the decision for him.
โDo you want me to run?โ you propose thenโnot sure if youโre trying to make it easier for him or perhaps harder.ย
โDo you really think youโll be able to stand still?โ he mutters back. No mockery in his words. No humor in it at all.
You shuffle around to face him better, still smiling even though you know it probably doesnโt look too convincing anymore. โWell, I suppose it wouldnโt matter either way. Youโd be much quicker. I wouldnโt get far.โ
His voice seems tight, suggesting, โIโm sure you could if you tried.โ
You sigh then, โWe both know thatโs a lie.โย
And then you get up, chest getting tougher the tighter your throat snares, making it hard to breathe, and so you take a big one and release it just as sharply, scoffing, โBesides, I don't think my heart would be able to take it. Iโd die from the ache before you could make the killโand I wouldn't want to spoil the fun.โย
You place yourself about halfway toward him, before his throne. Submissiveness being your only weapon, you present yourself just so, linking your hands behind your back. โI think Iโll just stand right here and close my eyes if thatโs okay.โ
You hear him get up. Youโve always been so good at turning everything off, but right now youโre just not ableโfeeling the burn of salt swell up beneath your eyelids, pressing for release. You donโt want to let them, but they escape despite that, trickling down your cheeks.
Youโre not afraid of dying. Youโre not really afraid at all. Thatโs not it. Itโs not fear. Itโs something far less reasonable than that. Something audacious that couldnโt care less about the circumstances, even when it makes no sense. No sense at all.ย
His finger brushes your cheek, catching the wetness and wiping it away. You donโt open your eyes, but you feel the air from his breathing reach you, getting warmer with his approach, soon on your lips.
โDonโt,โ you object before it can happen. โYou said so yourselfโฆโ Voice a soft croak, sniffling, โIt isnโt natural for prey and hunter to mate.โ
You hear him swallow thickly, abiding by your words as he mulls them over again the same way the two of you had done now for the last month since your first meeting.
โI knowโฆโ he says at last. Voice no louder than just for you to hear, very nearly desperate, โSo letโs forget about it. We can pretend, canโt we?โ
Itโs tempting, but too fickle. โIโm afraid itโs not that simple.โ
โSo, what can I do? Tell me.โ His paws brush your arms, carefully, without claws. โWhat do I have to do to make you mine?โ
โWellโฆ thatโs a question you have to ask yourself, isnโt it?โ Your eyes peel open, meeting his. โIt all depends on one thing.โ
You appraise each other like that. Him, waiting for your conditions, and you, feeling your heart rift for reasons beyond being prey before a predator, as you state the ultimatum, โDo you want me to be afraid of you? Or do you want me to be in love with you?โ
You bite your lip and look down, as though planting your foot. Even though you know what youโre asking is an affront to nature, it remains true nonetheless, โYou canโt have both.โ
Thereโs a pause. Your heart beats out of your chest, fearing what to expectโa bite or something entirely different you donโt have the nerve to name.
โYouโre rightโฆโ he says at last. โHunters donโt mate with prey.โ
The beating in your chest ceasesโgets cut loose and drops. You knew it all along and yet that does nothing to ease the desolation it leaves behind.ย
A hooked finger slips under your chin, lifting your head.
After 5 years reading and playing otome games, from MY personal experience ( you guys can believe it or not ), i see a big difference between otome games from china and japan. China focuses more on the game display, how you can interacts with the characters and doesnโt really sell a good storyline. For Japan, as the founder, they really explore the depth, the genre, and the experience from the storyline. Heck, they do not hesitate to make a story that differ from each other, i am talking about Piofiore, never i ever read an OTOME GAME, where they have an ending in one set of place and time and they all die by some secret love interest ( yes you need to complete others route before you can play Henris route ) and its so rare for a company to make a story like that. Essentially, players play otome game in order to experience whats its like to romance something but Piofiore literally put you as real as it is on how dangerous it is to romance some mafia in the game. But idk, Japan loves generic protagonist that in scale of power, is far lower than the love interest but maybe if they wanna change and explore more for their MC, they can reach another level of otome games. Unlike China where they make a literal MCs as lawyer, police, or anyone that has at least a power or something they can use to protect themself. It is an example of how you can still romance without being a burden or still can achieve your dream with your man. But China, please ( especially that ) work on your main story and route. In short, each otome game have their own value and they can still improve.
๐ชป Ellis, who loves the plush of your cheeks. He grabs them and pinches gently when you're pouting, kisses them over and over just to feel the softness press against his face.
๐ชป Ellis, who is surprisingly strong for his build. Who picks you up at random like it's no big deal. The first time he lifts you onto the counter you're stun locked, and he genuinely can't figure out what's going through your head. Pouting, he asks: "Did I grab you too hard? I'm sorry, I'll be more gentle."
๐ชปEllis, who enjoys sharing food with you. Who views food as a way of bonding over anything else. Who doesn't understand why you're hesitant to eat in front of him at first. Who watches your face as you eat with awe, pupils blown wide and heart hammering.
๐ชปEllis, who thinks your hugs could cure any ailment he has. He loves the way the softness of your body molds against his hard edges, so warm and pliant, his hands gripping onto the fat of your hips and squeezing just enough to feel the squish between his fingers.
๐ชปEllis, who fucks you leaned back on his haunches, so he can watch the way your belly jiggles with every thrust. He apologizes when you cover your face, chuckling between moans. "I'm sorry... hah... you're just so cute like this."
dating jade but floyd is trying to slide his way into the relationship because he wants a piece of you... except jade isn't feeling like sharing this time around so floyd sulks around for a while lol