guys i fucking did it i fucking did it, it’s fucking real. stay with me pls listen to my experience because i have no shifting friends to freak out abt this :(
a few days ago, i had already been trying to shift into my waiting room. one time i even did the wbtb method and got very close, but unfortunately, on all the other attempts i just got lazy. instead, i would simply fall asleep while affirming that i was already in my desired reality.
but then frustration started to build up. i wasn’t feeling anything, and every single night my body kept waking up in this reality. i couldn’t stop thinking: “don’t people always say shifting is as easy as breathing? then why can’t i do it?!” that was when i discovered meditation. for two nights in a row, i meditated before going to sleep, all while repeating my affirmations. and still, even that night, i woke up here again.
but this time, i wasn’t going to let it slip away.
when i woke up in the morning, i turned onto my back. normally, i always slept on my side, but i shifted positions deliberately. i lay flat on my back and started affirming again. my dad was taking a shower in the bathroom next to my room, and i could clearly hear the sound of the water running.
(also, for context, my waiting room is a magical forest)
i was affirming ‘i am already in my desired reality,’ ‘i am already in the garden,’ ‘i am lying in the bed of my garden room.’ and out of nowhere, i started to feel almost like someone was tickling my waist. i began to squirm, and yet i could still feel it. i kept affirming, and suddenly, i opened my eyes and i was back in my room again. for a moment i felt disappointed, but i no longer heard my dad’s shower running.
i assumed he had just finished his shower and took it as another failed attempt. i got up, and when i walked through the living room, i looked out the window and saw that it was nighttime. ‘nighttime? but i literally just woke up a little while ago and it was 10 in the morning?’ when i looked at the clock on my phone, it said 8:42 p.m. the way i freaked out.
i was so confused. i started walking backwards, leaving the living room and out of nowhere, i began falling so slowly, everything turning black, and i kept affirming as i fell.
that was the moment i saw it.
my eyes started to open, but my vision was very blurry. still, i could feel it—i was in my garden bed, i could see the vivid green colors, i was there, fully aware that i was in my waiting room. i ended up returning to my current reality, probably because i was kinda freaking out. still, i was there. my awareness had shifted for just a few seconds, and i barely saw anything… but i was there.
i tried a second time, repeated the same process, and guess what? i ended up ‘waking up’ in that desired reality overlapping with my current one, where it was nighttime again, and once more it was exactly 8:42 p.m. (i’m totally using that time as my lucky number from now on lol). i fell back into the darkness, but i didn’t end up anywhere and just woke up again in my current reality, probably because i was too excited.
but guys, i did it. i made it. even if it was just for a second, it’s fucking real. please, don’t give up. shifting really is as easy as breathing and you don’t need to overcomplicate everything with methods. just lie down and let yourself go.
definitely trying again tonight.
