"I WROTE THAT FANMAIL. ⛈️⛈️ YOU DON'T DESERVE THAT FANMA

[MANIACAL IDIOT ABOVE THIS TEXT ↑] [MACHINE THING] [RUNS ON PURE HOT ANGER AND DESPAIR]

[eigengrau009]

Uuh intro I guess.

I am Eigengrau. I am 18 (😦) and use he/it pronouns.

Pronouns page thing woo: https://en.pronouns.page/@Eigengrau

I have a Discord now. I'll barely use it but: eigengrau009

If you DM me about something but don't explain where you might've seen me or what you want I'll probably ignore you because so far I've mostly been contacted by bots. I'm not sure what type of scams go on here so I don't want to risk it.

Another thing to note is I have a tendency to become very suspicious and distrusting of others on a dime. I'm not sure exactly why.. just really intrusive thoughts that pop up a lot. I might post some ominous things because of that.

I use fan art as propaganda for my favorite franchises.

I am in a massive amount of fandomsletslisthemallokletsgo.

TV Shows: Kamen Rider (Ex-aid, Ichigo, Drive, Kuuga and Den-O), He-man (Specifically the first show and the 2002 reboot), Transformers (I've seen Prime and am currently watching Beast Wars but I mainly like TFA and RID 2001), Ultraman (Just the original show and Taiga though. I plan to watch more), Iron Leaguer (Genuinely the best anime I've ever watched), the Brave Saga (Specifically Exkasier, J-Decker and Might Gaine), Metal Cardbot, Musashi the Samurai Lord, Digimon, SD Gundam Force, GI Joe (Specifically ARAH and Sigma 6), Medabots, Ben 10, Kinnikuman and 90 Day Fiance I guess??

Video Games: Megaman, Monster Hunter, Ace Attorney (Mostly the anime though.. I plan to buy the games one day), Dead Rising, Resident Evil, House of The Dead, Splatterhouse, Risk of Rain, The Binding of Isaac, Dead Cells, The Elder Scrolls (Specifically Skyrim and ESO. I plan to buy the Oblivion remaster when I can), Dying Light, Silent Hill, Evil Within, FNAF (Kinda?? I check in on it sometimes), Yo-kai Watch (Mostly the anime, I was too poor for the games when they came out), Pikmin, Fear And Hunger, I'll add more as I remember.. If I can I don't know how this works.

Music I like: TWRP, Toshiki Kadomatsu, GWAR, Rhapsody/Rhapsody of Fire, Powerwolf, Battle Beast, Lemon Demon, Tally Hall, Will Wood, Bill Wurtz, Malice Mizer, GACKT, Phone Boy, Ghost, Bear Ghost, The Megas, The Protomen, My Chemical Romance, Stomachbook, Femtanyl, System of a Down, Jack Conte, Shayfer James, The Hoosiers, Minimall, IDKHOW, Ningen Isu. And most songs from most Tokusatsu shows.

Oh and I like Godzilla.

I also have autism (wow who could've guessed) so I might speak strangely and that may cause what I upload to be very erratic and all over the place. Do not get used to one thing from me because my entire subject of content could change suddenly.

I'll probably be uploading a bunch of stuff that's already on my Unvale. Plus new stuff I feel awkward about posting on there or talk about being voidpunk/aromantic/whatever else crosses my mind.

I also type in a pseudo professional manner but that's mainly so my sentences are coherent and easier to read. I try to use the cat emojis to make me seem less intense. 😸

As I get more comfortable I might feel less stressed about being incoherent.

I don't know man..

Real life clip of me when anyone mentions one of my bazillion special interests.

Oh and a good warning is that I repost a lot of bug stuff. I like bugs. And I really do not like Umamusume. It's fine if you like it but don't bring it up to me please.

Things I plan to get into next: Dragon Booster, Yu-Gi-Oh, Gargoyles, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure (currently reading the manga from the beginning.. haven't got too far though), Apocalypse Zero (still in chapter 1...) M.D. Geist, Genocyber, Tobot (maybe), Kamen Rider Gotchard (I dunno man i like his little goggles), Baki the grappler, Digimon Beat Break, Devilman, Speed Racer, Berserk, Devil May Cry (I'm really eating all the Capcom franchises..)

I am also looking to watch the original Robocon if I can find it.

Below the cut is just stamps. All of them will (probably) be made by me unless I find ones I like.

[eigengrau009]

Whatever.. go my KinnikuAnimals.

Originally this was just supposed to be Ramenman (Ramencatfish now I guess) but then it extended to the other characters.

Accidentally drew the creepiest horse ever because I drew it with no reference. I was also confused on how to do Terryman's hair.

Robin is supposed to be a corgi since I realized I rarely draw dogs and especially not toy breeds (I think they're toy breeds??). He is also attention seeky and whiny like dog.

[eigengrau009]

Randomly remembered that one Yandere Sim fan song.. I think it was called "notice me senpai" or something?? I specifically remember that one Warrior Cats video from the perspective of Ashfur.

I wonder what happened to those guys that sung it.. I wonder if it's even on YouTube still since they're taking down all Yan Sim content because of the Yakuza or something??

Now that I think about it I wonder if that Sega game is being affected by the weird moderation too..

[eigengrau009]

Soccer🇬🇧🇬🇧

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Thought of a very cool shirt/poster design of Robin Mask and Warsman but I fear my family would notice how homoromantic it would come off as and ban me from watching the show all together thinking they actually get together in the show. 🥀🥀🥀

(the general idea is just then dressed up in suits doing the waltz or something as Warsman is stepping on broken glass to keep his form proper. Maybe Robin is grabbing him in a way that looks like he's controlling him.. I dunno man I thought of it in like 3 minutes while listening to Malice Mizer and I'm not very good at emotional symbolism or whatever.)

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[slopforhogs]

Bornean bearded pig (Sus barbatus)

“Bornean bearded pig family” by Kate Tann, CC BY-SA 2.0

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[eigengrau009]

Beard with my not-so-beard babies.

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one million babies are hungry and screaming. i wish i could take care of them all and keep them warm

[sniplizard]

Agito and Kuuga old fanart ┗( T﹏T )┛

[eigengrau009]

Seeing Genshin fans talk about how there's not enough male fan service in comparison to female fan service..

Psst.. come over to Baki.. there's guys fighting each other in their underwear in public parks and nearly all of them are huge.,

[eigengrau009]

I know the spider web thing on Kevin Mask's back is probably just a power mark (not sure if they have an official name.. if so then I forgot what it's called) similar to Mantaro's power mark on his forehead but it's funnier to imagine that he got a massive back tattoo that doesn't mean anything specifically to make his dad angry if he ever saw it. (Which he inevitably would because Kevin is a wrestler like his dad now 😭)

[herpsandbirds]

Mt. Kenya Dwarf Chameleon (Trioceros schubotzi), family Chamaeleonidae, Mt. Kenya, Kenya

photograph by Washington Wachira

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species look at it

mosachii 🦈 [species] on Toyhouse

[eigengrau009]

Fih 🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟

[eigengrau009]

Saw a meme talking about larping stuff again and I feel like another problem with the whole larper thing is that.. some are just into things at varying amounts of intensity?? Or they just don't have enough time to give all the franchises they like the same amount of attention.

Like.. I'm.. kinda into Devilman and Gundam for example. I absolutely adore Amon's color palette in the original show and I love the SD Gundam shorts (the old ones as well as SD Gundam Force) but I don't know about either nearly as well as I know about say.. Megaman or Digimon and that's just because they aren't my main focus right now.

So if someone asks me if I like either of those things I'll still say yes because they have things that interest me (giant long legged tortoise thing and robot) but I don't know every little detail because Gundam has like 60 shows (a majority of which are connected to each other I think) and most of them appear to be 30-50 (if not more if you count the movies since they're connected to the show too and do the Digimon Tri method) episodes in them.

That's a lot of content to deal with and that's not even counting manga stuff.

And yeah you can argue that watching anime or reading manga isn't some great big task like sports as a hobby but at the same time when you want to watch a bunch of shows that have 50+ episodes and all have episodes that are 22-25 minutes in length it gets you tripped up a bit.

Especially when the thing is inexplicably very hard to access legally (COUGH COUGH MUSASHI THE SAMURAI LORD, ROBOCON, A MAJORITY OF KAMEN RIDER)/the only version of it that is accessible to you is extremely tampered with and messed up (COUGH COUGH BAKI FAN TRANSLATION WARS) and you're just kinda stuck.

I dunno.. it's just another symptom of the internet becoming increasingly full of those who only understand their perspective of things and can't comprehend someone else interacting with/enjoying media in a different way than them.

With how much I post about say., Kinnikuman for example it's probably kinda clear that it's basically my new main special interest. The ironic part is that only 30% of that is me actually watching the show (Original or Nisei). A majority of it is me listening to the music from it over and over (I kid you not ever since finding out about it I've probably listened to Go Fight and Kinnikuman Hero multiple times a day, every single day. Heck I'm listening to Zudadan as I write this part.), drawing the characters and then the rest of it is the characters kinda just existing in my head like an increasingly large tumor or parasite. Not actually thinking of comprehensible scenarios involving the characters but.. just them.. being there.. ominously.

I'm only on episode 44 I think of the original show and I just got to season 2 of Nisei. Despite this I've been trying to make my own shirt design so I can print it on a shirt, trying to figure out how to make keychains and pins all because I am very enamored by the maniac attention seeking knight man from the wrestle show.

Now watch as this post about something relevant reels you in only to turn into a post about a show a majority of non Japanese people probably don't know exist!! (And even with how big Kinnikuman is in Japan this could've easily changed over the years since it's so old now.. I don't know since I don't live there and I doubt someone would run around asking all the young people they come across if they know who Kinnikuman is. The best thing I can compare it to is asking kids and young people in America if they know who He-man is or what GI Joe is.. maybe they do.. maybe they don't but either way it's just something so far away from them life wise)

[eigengrau009]

I GOT YO-KAI WATCH 2 TODAY !!!!

A store near me had it available for 40 dollars and I happened to have 40 dollars left so.. I got it!! It's from the same store I got my copy of Transformers Devastation and that GI Joe game from.

This is my first Yo-kai watch game despite the fact that I was technically a day one-er since I remember all the stands for it in Toys R Us when it came out. I never thought we had enough money to even fathom asking for a 3DS let alone a game for it. I really liked the anime when I was younger though. (The Hungramps episode still hurts my heart)

I always really liked Robonyan, Negatibuzz and Komasan when I was younger. I even have a pin of Komasan now because he's just so cute. 😸

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A tiny insect clinging to the head of a horned viper

[nattousan]

#ratatouille

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