Ekwords

[etherea1ity]

Views from Mountain Hostel, Gimmelwald, Switzerland. ( via )

[thepersonalquotes]

[quotefeeling]

“Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feeling nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— o.m

[9710144]

[1anonyymous1]

Im happy, hurting, and healing at the same time. dont ask me how

[missinyouiskillingme]

just don’t ask

[missinyouiskillingme]

[missinyouiskillingme]

tell me

[stay-close]

“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany

[leonardospoetry]

Wishing you the courage to live your mysteries with an open heart ❤

[9710144]

[iambrillyant]

“receiving love and warmth in your low phases is like getting a life jacket that finally fits your spirit, it’s fuel that keeps you going in moments your energy is running on empty, it’s connections with capacity to hold this space for you that should never be taken for granted.”

— iambrillyant

[what-iz-life]

Be so fucking proud of yourself for passing the hardest moments alone while everyone believed you were fine.

[ekwords]

I'm so fucking miserable. Merry quismois.

[ekwords]

I don't tell people when I feel like I wanna yeet because I know by the next day I'll want everyone to get over it and stop being dramatic.

[ekwords]

It comes and goes the waves of emptiness,

intrusive thoughts invade my mind as if they own it,

telling me I'm too much and simaltanously not enough.

that I'd be better off gone then to feel the pain of being abandoned by anyone.

everyone who enters my world, my mind tells me is temporary,

that I shouldn't get attached,

however when I feel my entire self worth is dependant on what I can do for others, I give everything.

just for those thoughts to trickle back and leave me fading to black.

a change in tone,

a late reply,

come on now...I'm not worth their time.

i'm too much and not enough.

- Ek

[ekwords]

Glances in the rear view mirror,

You bite your bottom lip and smile while I try to sit there in denial.

You sing along to the classics while the air around us is static.

I must have this wrong.

Am I making this up?

I could never be enough for you.

You are a beauty and I am the beast.

A forbidden love, could this be?

- EK

[ekwords]

You.

When you came into this world I was riddled with worry, worry that I wouldn't connect to you, worried that the time between us was too large and we wouldn't relate but the moment I met you and held you in my arms I was bound to you, the love and protection for you was immeasurable. You are so pure and and so beautiful in a world that doesn't deserve you. I will always be here for you, guiding you, providing for you. You will never feel unloved, unworthy or unwanted. My love for you is unbreakable. I can't imagine my life without you.

- EK

[ekwords]

My boy 😍