I'M ALWAYS OKAY

WHITE NOISE IN MY ( MIND ) WON’T CALM DOWN YOU’RE ALL I THINK ABOUT. R U N N I N G ON THE MUSIC AND NIGHT HIGHS BUT WHEN THE LIGHT’S OUT IT’S ME AND YOU NOW, NOW. ‘CAUSE THERE’S STILL TOO LONG TO THE WEEKEND, TOO LONG TILL I DROWN IN YOUR ( HANDS ) TOO LONG SINCE I’VE BEEN A F O O L, OH, YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. LEAVE THIS BLUE NEIGHBOURHOOD, NEVER KNEW LOVING COULD HURT THIS GOOD, OH AND IT DRIVES ME WILD.

[elciseharrison-blog]

ADAMMROSS::

Adam didn’t want to talk about it either, hell if he could go the rest of his life without talking about it he’d be happy however, he couldn’t not talk to Eloise. She was the only other person effected by his sister’s death almost as hard as he felt it. “El, we can’t just- you know I didn’t mean for this.” He whispered, making sure the students passing by couldn’t pick up on their conversation. “Please, I just want to talk to you.” He begged his fingers twitching at his sides, the waves of nervous energy crashing over him. 

Eloise didn’t want to talk to him but she had a feeling that he would just keep trying if she didn’t allow him even a few minutes . She could feel her heart beating fast in her chest and her stomach knotting up slightly,”You have five minutes.” She shook her head, sighing.

[elciseharrison-blog]

adammross::

It was all there and gone within moments, he had his sister- his best friend and the girl he believed to be his first love all at once and before he could blink it was all over. Everything crumbled away like sand between his fingers. The funeral Eloise wouldn’t even look at him and before he could contact her to explain- there was nothing to really explain, he was shipped off to Military School and the rest was history. Here he stood, nervous and aching before the one person who haunted his dreams, she was real and by the look on her face she hated him. I’d hate me too. Clenching his jaw his eyes fell to the floor as he opened his mouth, stuttered words pouring from his lips, “I don’t know what to say, I just- I thought-.. It’s been two years.” He finally muttered his eyes moving back up to fall onto the brunette once more. 

Eloise closed her eyes for one split second, letting out a breath she didn’t realize she had been holding. It was too hard being this close to him all she saw was the face of his sister, her best friend. looking at him felt too much like looking at her. “Can you just please drop it.” She said, her voice low. almost too soft to hear. “I don’t want to talk about it.”

[wnq-writers]

I want to see ambition burning in people’s eyes. Life is hard but dreaming is not.

spazyspud (via wnq-writers)

[jodiefoster]

she is beauty, she is grace, she got her feelings hurt 42 times today

[elciseharrison-blog]

tristan-grant::

“They arranged my marriage. I don’t mind telling you honestly, it’s no real secret.” Tristan replied. 

“They can’t just force you to marry someone you don’t love, Are they aware that we live in the twenty-first century?” Eloise said.

[elciseharrison-blog]

adammross::

It was her, of course two years does a lot for people but when it came to Eloise she just grew more into her beauty. Her voice was different but just the sound of his name falling from her lips didn’t change, it brought back a whirlwind of emotions that had him nearly vomiting. “Wait, Eloise, please,” he began his hand reaching forward but falling back to his side as he tried desperately to have her near him even if it was just for another moment, “I-, when did you get here? Have you always been here? I didn’t- I haven’t seen you since-” the funeral. Two years and it was still hard to admit the truth of their reality. 

She stepped back a little once she saw his hand reaching out to touch her, a part of her wanted to feel him touch her one last time but that was something that she needed to ignore, she has hated him for the last two years and she was not going to quit now, “I-I just got here.” And now I want to leave, She thought to herself as he cut himself off, the thought of what happened two years ago still haunted her, she found herself thinking of her best friend and the pain was still too much for her.

[elciseharrison-blog]

fighting-james::

“I know Eli but i kind of got distracted while you explained…”

“It’s like a school pride day, It’s weird but apparently we have to wear school colors and celebrate.”

[elciseharrison-blog]

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Elliot: i was going to go to an amusement park before they close

Eloise: that settles it, you and me will be riding roller coasters while everyone else dances to bad pop songs.

[adammross]

@elciseharrison:

Adam was walking around the school trying to get a better hang of the whole layout when he caught a glimpse of a familiar brunette. Stopping right in his tracks he blinked rapidly as if his eyes were playing tricks on him, “No way.” He muttered quietly to himself before taking a few cautious steps over towards the girl trying in vein to catch a better glimpse of her features without gaining the attention of the girl. His heart pounded in his chest, the palms of his hands sweating, “Elouise?” Adam found himself speaking her name before he could stop himself the anxiety prickling at him. 

[elciseharrison-blog]

Eloise felt her body tense up at the sound of a familiar voice, She didn’t want to believe that it was him but when she turned around and saw the guy she almost let into her heart. Her eyes scanned his face before looking away, “Adam.” She said, not letting any of the emotions she currently felt show. “I have to go.” She said, trying to make an easy exit.

[elciseharrison-blog]

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Elliot: i'm not going, wanna chill and hang out?

Eloise: that would be great, anything is better than staying home.

[elciseharrison-blog]

tristan-grant::

“Thanks, I don’t really mind that you heard, it’s just a delicate situation really. My parents made an… interesting decision when they found out they were expecting, and they are sticking to it even now.” 

“What do you mean? You don’t have to tell me I’m just a little curious.”

[elciseharrison-blog]

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Eloise: I'm honestly not into this whole homecoming thing

Eloise: I love dances but I'm just not feeling it this year.

[soyeonfmd]

“Okay but can you explain again the last day of the homecomming thing?”

[elciseharrison-blog]

“I already explained it to you, Jay.”

[jfcxsophia-blog]

“I never said that..” 

[elciseharrison-blog]

“Yes you did.”

[tinydanceriisms-deactivated2018]

“I know you think you have my best interests at heart but you should meet this girl. Just try and talk to them, please. I don’t want to be stuck in this any more. I want to be able to find my own destiny. Goodbye mom, goodbye dad.” Tristan sighed as he hung up the phone, putting it back into his pocket. He looked up to see another person. “How much of that did you hear?” 

[elciseharrison-blog]

“Only the part about you not wanting to be stuck anymore.” Eloise said, her face changing slightly as she gave him a look of sympathy. “Don’t worry, even if I did hear anything I wouldn’t tell anyone.”

[jackson-wence]

“I’m in the middle of practice.”

[elciseharrison-blog]

“What does that have to do with me sitting here?”

[olliewilsonnn-blog]

“I-I just want to be alone right now. I’m not really feeling good.”

[elciseharrison-blog]

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to bother you.”