i send my best regards from hell.

olivia. 33. she/her. sad lesbian. often referred to as the friend who likes lady gaga. i like older women who would hardly deign to look at me and I write fic. you can find me on twitter and instagram as well.

[greelin]

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

[electric-eccentricity]

hello tumblr, long time no talk. still have basically nothing going on (other than depression) but I looked cool/hot-ish at a concert two weeks ago so here’s that.

[feliz-navidad]

"What if my friends secretly hate me?" What if they pray for you before bed? What if they hear a song come on and it makes them immediately think of you? What if when times are hard for them, they close their eyes and think of the memories they've shared with you? What if they study your face closely to see how you're feeling? What if they listen to your stories? What if they smile when you text them first? What if

[depsidase]

[iinsawdious]

"this movie doesn't hold up bcos of dated special effects :(" to you, maybe. i would clap at a bat on a string

[iinsawdious]

reblogs are back on for october! limited edition

[harrwhark]

too many character enjoyers not enough character understanders

[electric-eccentricity]

tagged by the amazing @ladyfeliciamontague (who should actually write and draw anything and everything she wants bc it’s all SO good).

and in turn I’ll tag two of the best writers and people @skatehepburn and @lesbiandramedy 💜

Rules: Make a 24hr poll listing the titles of every WIP you want to work on. (It’s fine if you only have one, still make a poll for the vote count). Whichever WIP title gets the most votes, write 1 sentence for every vote received.

What should I work on?

if I had a silver dollar final chapter (deb/ava, hacks)

i’ll be your perfect celebrity (mad/hel, death becomes her the musical)

a safe pair of hands (gerri/karolina, succession)

Voting ended onSep 27, 2025

[joeyridersvoid]

This sounds like a shitpost but people should be allowed to be horny. As in, sexuality is just part of life for most people and there’s no reason for consensual sexual behavior to be punished. A celebrity getting “caught” at a sex club shouldn’t be a scandal. No one should be fired for having a fetlife profile outside of work. Nudes getting leaked shouldn’t be career-ending. Denying and hiding (consensual) sexual interests doesn’t make anyone more professional, it just makes everyone more repressed. And sterilizing ourselves to be better work drones isn’t productive, it’s just creepy. I’d rather my surgeon get absolutely railed on camera and come to work in a good mood, frankly.

[electric-eccentricity]

Something to Write (Home) About, Madeline Ashton/Helen Sharp, E

"This back and forth is the core of their…whatever you can call it; it was even before they were dead. Each snipe, jab, cut, another drop of blood in the water that announces an opportunity for the other to feast. Only now, starved of anything else, Helen thinks, they’ve become so familiar with the taste, could they even go on without it?

Sometimes, there’s a sweetness too. Helen doesn’t know what to do with the taste of that."

***

Helen's publisher sends an unexpected request, so Madeline helps to conquer her writer's block.

read on ao3.

[huariqueje]

Strawberries - Joachim Bereuter

German , b. 1979 -

Oil on canvas on board , 40 x 40 cm

[electric-eccentricity]

ok introspective thoughts post ignore me plz.

I know I’m in the minority for having my own face as my pfp; it used to be a little more common but being back on twitter for fandom (ugh) and everyone having the same 3 pics has gotten me wondering why I do it. I remember I was part of this group of multi-fandom nerds on motherfucking tv dot com and then we all migrated over to our own forum. I was a teenager and was definitely not showing my face. but then the de facto leader shared a really shitty fat joke meme. on the one hand I was hurt, but I was also like, oh fuck am I lying by omission to these people that I’m actually disgusting and offensive to look at and they would hate me if they knew??? no, obviously, to that last part. but I think from then on I was like…it’s better for people to have some idea of what I look like (I mean you can tell I have a fat face) so I don’t have to worry about befriending someone who’s fatphobic - like if they’re really that bad they’ll want nothing to do with me up top. and, like, doesn’t it fucking suck to feel like I have to simultaneously expose and guard myself in that way? maybe I could do without it, but it runs deep, and you know what I like my picture so who cares.

[rimonoroni2]

good smut is really a character study and that is final. i need it to be about vulnerability i need it to be about trust or lack thereof and most of all i need it to be emotional agony. thats what sex is for

[electric-eccentricity]

been so (understandably) preoccupied with the funeral I’m going to today that I forgot every other living member of the family who will be there makes me want to throw myself off the goddamn roof. SO. god and my one homophobic cousin just brings out the worst and most gossipy/judgmental version of my mom jesus christ i hate everything. lord i have so many terrible relatives you could have taken instead genuinely.

[exhuastedpigeon]

You can and should write fanfiction that isn't perfect. You can and should write whatever fanfiction you want. You can and should write fanfiction that brings you joy even if it's silly or goofy or weird.

Except for me. My fanfic has to be perfect and read like a novel and ruin at least one person's sleep schedule.

[romcommunist]

self discipline is so hard like. i know the sucker who's in charge...a pushover who hates authority and loves hedonism

[electric-eccentricity]

picked a really bad time to start writing fic again aka the time in my cycle when I start to feel just unfathomable levels of worthlessness and like everyone would prefer if I was dead. which is, if you can believe it, not very sexy.

[thoughtcascades]

i try to be chill but my brain writes essays about everything