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btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

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The more damaged your nervous system, the more intensity you need in order to feel something; this means a lot of drama in relationships, constant overthinking, chasing highs, picking fights just to feel connected, confusing chaos for chemistry and mistaking anxiety for love

When your baseline is dysregulated, calm feels boring. Safe feels unfamiliar. Stability feels like something is missing. So you unconsciously look for hot and cold dynamics, mixed signals, emotional rollercoasters, big reactions, big apologies, big passion. Because your body is craving stimulation

And the problem is the more you feed it intensity, the more numb you become to normal, healthy connection. Your threshold keeps rising. It’s like needing louder music just to feel the beat

Real healing looks boring at first. It looks like consistency. It looks like someone texting back normally. It looks like not having to decode everything. It looks like your heart rate staying steady. But that “boring” is actually your nervous system learning safety. Once you regulate, you don’t crave chaos anymore. You crave peace. And peace starts to feel powerful instead of empty

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always remember that love will always come back to u. in a different form, different person, different hobby, different touch. but in any way, love will always come back.

All I wanna do is smoke and I can’t even do that

I feel so trapped