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All right. It's New Year's Day. I have... just today to write and post some short Matsulight then, for New Year's. I can do this. I got this~

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So, it's almost Day 5 and I still don't have this stupid thing written down... It's not even supposed to be long, just a drabble, if I could make the Kira-damn words come out...

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Matsulight sickfic...

Like, Matsuda would prolly be a really good caregiver, fussing over Light and making sure he was well taken care of... But Light would loathe it so damn much. Having to depend on someone else, coughing and sneezing and sniffling, just in general feeling so weak. He would be determined to take care of himself, and Matsuda would be determined to take care of him... It's a never-ending cycle~

But if the situation was reversed—Light would take care of Matsuda on basis of Matsuda being so important to him—even though he refuses to admit it. He would be a strict caregiver, most likely, making sure Matsuda doesn't do anything stupid while also making sure to do everything as efficiently as possible, the least amount of effort expended to see to Matsuda's well-being—at least, at first, before...

You know, Light might, on some level, enjoy Matsuda being sick. It makes him more pliant, more dependent on Light himself, even if it results in Matsuda being a fair bit of a miserable boi. It'd still be frustrating, though, given that, whether it's Matsuda or Light who's sick, it's cutting into time that could be used to further Kira's plans for The New World~

As for Matsuda, he would prolly feel a fair bit guilty for making Light take care of him like this. Boyo would try to take care of himself and make his sickness out to be no big deal, nothing for Light to concern himself with—cue Light getting irritated over Matsuda complicating matters and all but coercing-slash-forcing Matsuda to lie the hell back down and let Light take care of him...

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There needs to be more Matsulight art—way more Matsulight art...

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All right. It's New Year's Day. I have... just today to write and post some short Matsulight then, for New Year's. I can do this. I got this~

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Is it too late to write and post some Matsulight for New Year's... I think the fuck not~

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HAPPY NEW YEAR ONE AND ALL~!!!

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Thinking about Matsulight, as always. *dreamy-eyed sigh*

Like, the scenario of Light in confinement again after being found out as Kira in the wake of the Yotsuba arc, and Matsuda being the one to bring him his meals and take him to the shower. And Matsuda's already got a fat fuckoff crush on Light, and Light wholly takes advantage of that, leveraging Matsuda's attraction towards him to get him out of confinement and back into the world...

Matsuda feeling guilty about his attraction just makes it all the better. He jerks it sloppy-style in one of Task Force HQ's bathrooms to the thought of Light's smile, back before he was outed as Kira, maybe even fantasizes about kissing him—or maybe he's got a thing for Light stepping on his face and licking and kissing his shoes...

But what makes him orgasm is the visual of Light smirking down at him, telling him that he doesn't deserve to come, not Matsuda, not for being such a filthy-minded creep as to be attracted to his boss's teen son and, even worse, to get off on that very attraction...

And by God, but does Matsuda feel guilty as sin over being so goddamn attracted to Light, and he feels all the worse because here he is, being disgusting while Light wastes away in his cell, but that won't be forever...~

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By the grace of Kira himself, Chapter 4 of Matsulight Kira Wins AU is here at last~!

Click here to read it~

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Light using Matsuda's chest as a pillow~💗💗💗

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Another day mostly slept away. I really shouldn't make this a habit...

Anywho, sleepy Matsulight thoughts again. Mostly of the "Matsuda spooning Light" variety. His arms wrapped tight around Light, their legs tangled together, bare skin flush against bare skin... Or Matsuda wearing soft comfy nightclothes while Light is all naked and all cuddled up in Matsuda's warm cozy embrace...~💗♥️💗

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Doodle

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two sides of the same coin! or perhaps…. the same side of two coins!

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tfw you're rp'ing the fic and you have to decide whose POV to actually settle on for the course of the scene... fuck, this is difficult.

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Tfw you read your own writing and go damn girl you wrote this??? Fuck yeah. We got the next fuckin' Shakespeare right here~

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May be able to roleplay my way out of this conundrum with Chapters 4 and 5, hmmm...

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And it seems to have worked. I have officially finally come unstuck from this Kira-damned writer's block. Chapter 4, let's gooooo~

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Chapter 4 is officially over 5K now. But let's not celebrate too much; don't wanna jinx it, now do we~?

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Writer culture is impulsively posting the first chapter of an uncompleted work because you’re starved for interaction and suddenly realising the crushing expectations you have placed on yourself as people begin to comment how excited they are for the next chapter.