Might as well introduce myself so yk what you're getting into ☺️
This account will mainly be just blurbs of thoughts that I feel others might enjoy/relate to, but also simply trying to connect to other systems as we've gone through alot and are pretty well versed on system things (so feel free to reach out!)
Not really any major dni, just don't be closed-minded, pervy, or crazy rude yk. I am an adult, no weird comments from minors please 🙏 I have no set opinions on endos and probably never will 🤷
We're a system of 11 as I know of, have been aware for a little over 6? years, and are currently in the process of diagnosis
Council run down-
-main fronters:
~Beckett/Osamu (main Host)
~Honey (ship caretaker)
~Hector (main protector, trauma holder)
~C (Nocturnal protector/host, trauma holder)
-other members
~Xrossfire (Soother, joy holder, travel buddy)
~Clair (trauma holder, ed holder)
~Castiel (religious trauma holder)
~Scarlet (social/working front, diva)
~Mike (honorable mention)
~Hazel (honorable mention)
~Jasper (honorable mention)
○Lingo/Context○
Ship- the body as a whole
Dropship- inner world, main area (like the pilots deck)
Council- system as a whole
Honorable mention- a dormant headmate
We tag just about everything we write bc disecting who wrote what is exhausting 🥱
Heyy! Its been a minute but I wanted to come on and talk about an something that we do/experience that I've never heard anyone else talk ab :3
So idk how other systems experience memories or like, sharing knowledge within the inner world, but for us, whenever someone fronts and say, watches a film or listens to a song, its automatically filed into our, "television or radio files"
Like, films specifically are all on this huge box tv thats in our common room. Some are on VHS tapes, (even some specific memories) and most are in a streaming service format. But like all memories, pieces are missing and some are burry/skip like a scratched DVD.
SO, with this background info, we've been watching The Amazing Digital Circus, (if u havent seen it yet WATCH IT).
Or more like, me and Beck have been making Hector watch it when Beck can't; I've been banned from front for a hot minute so I've only been able to watch it on the box tv, which as I said, has pieces missing. So now that I FINALLY was able to watch it myself in front, I actually got to piece together the story and enjoy it loll, its SO goooood I love being able to watch things in front its like watching something in a high quality theater instead of an ancient portable movie player 😫
Anywaysssss, as always, does anyone else experience this? Dm us if ya do, I'm curious lol
I feel like an old car from the 80s that's been sitting in a garage with rats n roaches with little to no maintenance, and someone's fuck ass grandchild just inherited it and has decided to take it on a round trip across the coast with no warm up. But half of me is the fuckass kid with my life dreams hanging on by a thread with mania couring thru their veins, and the other half is the busted old car that's wheezing and struggling wanting desperately to go back in the garage no matter how much I realize it was killing me
--just an analogy that's been on my mind as I've been working on digging my way out of my depression hole. Going cold turkey from damaging habits and forcing yourself to be active is HELL but I think it may be working huzzah 💪
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I'm working on another site skin, and in doing so I figured out a much easier way to recolour the icon set at the top corner of fic blurbs (the 4 icons that show status and ratings etc?)
While I was updating this skin for that feature, I also went in and changed it so that links in the fic blurb's header get darker after you've clicked on them (so you know if you've clicked into a fic before). I changed the link hover background colour to the light green of this skin instead of the red of the default skin. I also updated the colouring on the stats chart on the Statistics page.
All updates have been made on the github link above. If you don't want those changes, then you can ignore this.
It's one of the last few things we can have as a society that's free. You can engage, for free. People give you things (art, stories, etc), for free.
Don't buy into the consummerism just because it's everywhere else.
You don't have to consume everything you interact with. You don't have to use things, just because they exist.
You're allowed (still, for now), to have things that are enjoyable for free.
Do you realise how insane the world is? We don't have many places where we can just be, for free anymore, but ao3 is. Did you notice we don't have ads in ao3? We don't have pop ups? Where ELSE do we not have that?
Where else can you just go and not have to wait for a commercial to be over or for ads to be on the sidelines?
I don't think the younger people understand, but the whole of internet used to be like this. YouTubers would do Youtube for free, just because. You couldn't monetise your internet presence before.
Ao3 is like a little preserved corner of the internet where the old internet used to be, and it's being attacked by people who do not understand that free things are allowed to exist without judgment.
i think plurality needs like an upgrade where i can take pictures in headspace and upload them to my actual phone here, so I can show people what the duck everything looks like without having to type it all out.
I didn't realize how different our senses of humor were until today and I'm losing my shit 😭 /hj
Bc like, I've been working alot on managing dissociation lately, so tonight when I migrated into front to give ol'Becky a break, I was hanging out with our sister and dad, who were tipsy and like, laughing at stupid shit, that mind you, beckett would have found hilarious and laughed too
But good GOD, my sense of humor is practically nonexistent; surprisingly enough. I didn't realize this until I was alone in front and like, awkwardly trying to force a look of amusement
I sound crazy and autistic but like, biiiitch when I tell you not a single part of myself could try to fake a laugh 😭
It's not even that I wasn't having any fun, I was they were so entertaining lol, but I unironically, just don't laugh often my humor is just specific I guess??
Anyways- thanks for coming to my Ted talk, finding out new things about myself is pretty cool
Guys guys, big news, so we're talking to this girl right now 🫣
She's so sweet and the first person I've had feelings for in foreverrr
BUT I haven't explained to her my plurality quite yet and I'm a little terrified. I feel she'll understand as she's part of the lgbt community (my lovely bi Trans goddess) but I have no idea how to go about it..
Magical girl transformation where I look exactly the same by the end except my posture and speech are different and I have to be reminded of several details on the conversation we just had
