one lost soul swimming in a fishbowl

c'est moi | she/her | ace | emotionally attached to my earbuds | poet but only between 11pm and 3am | lowk a conan gray fanpage atm

[eleventhirtythoughts]

intro post!! | maybe i don't know who i am but that doesn't mean you can't

moodboard very kindly made by the wonderful @the-aricher

nickname: eleven / aki / kiki

things i like: books (especially fantasy), poetry, music, musicals/theater, the earth, figure skating

fav artists: conan gray, declan mckenna, olivia rodrigo, owl city, chappell roan, cmat, abba, lorde, laufey (non exhaustive)

other fandoms: good omens, hunger games, lockwood&co, nevermoor, epic: the musical, hamilton, marauders, miraculous ladybug, adsom, six of crows, asoue (similarly non exhaustive)

tags under the cut:

eleventhirtythoughts: thoughts about various things, often random

eleventhirtymusic: posts about music

lyrics: quoting lyrics i like

eleventhirtydoodles/lyric-doodles: small pencil doodles i've drawn, usually based off of song lyrics

eleventhirtyrambles: long, slightly more organized posts about focused topics

eleventhirtypoetry: posts about poetry i like or my own poetry

kiki's frens: anything to do with my mutuals!! (friends?? what a novel concept)

kiki attempts music: clips of me singing/playing the piano (please note that i have no formal training in either i am completely self taught)

[the-aricher]

hihihi me again!! can i get expectations :D (i happen to be listening to this at the moment too it's perfect)

sofia by clairo!!! and yes expectations is so peak :DD

[eleventhirtythoughts]

🥺 hi arii i love that songgg

[eleventhirtythoughts]

there's something so wrong with me and it's seeping into friendships that i don't want it to seep into and i don't know what to doooo 😭

[eleventhirtythoughts]

i think the issue with my college essays is that i don't think i'm allowed to sound depressive in them

[eleventhirtythoughts]

hi guys sorry i barely come on here i'm vaguely burnt out but who gives a fuck circumstances have changed i'm going to wbwt. okay im going back to screaming about it now bye

[the-aricher]

wait i forgot if i alr sent this in so uh if i have just ignore me

but purpleeee and can i do wishbone deluxe themed (and can i use it for my intro post :3 ur mbs are my fav thing)

heyy!! here u go :p 💗💗 also thank u that is such a pretty compliment! i hope this lives up to what you wanted :D <3

[eleventhirtythoughts]

WISHBONE DELUXEEEEE

ari ur the best :3

[homunculus-argument]

Not book smart or street smart but a secret third thing.

[luckyletd0wn]

supid

[homunculus-argument]

supid.

[eleventhirtythoughts]

the cure but it's my best friend trying to cheer me up while i'm vaguely depressive texting her (it doesn't matter how it feels anymore)

[variousfandomdevotion]

All I want from Neverfive is Squall upping the intensity of Morrigan’s training (now that Basking is here “our real work can begin”) and Jupiter popping in with cheese and crackers insisting on a snack break. Jupiter giving Mog a compliment for each and every one of Squall’s critiques. Jupiter ending sessions early because his niece has clearly had all she can handle for one day.

Jupiter not giving a damn when Squall threatens to sic the Hunt of Smoke and Shadow on him and end this irksome meddling once and for all.

Jupiter vowing that Wunsoc messed up Morrigan’s education once and it isn’t going to happen again on his watch. Evil Wundersmith Ezra Squall is just going to have to write down his lesson plans a week in advance and submit them for Jupiter’s approval.

[teafromthemicrowave]

at heart I'm a dramatic twink with some mental issues. that's it now go listen to the wishbone album

[wlfb0ygrl]

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

[cyclical-error]

THIS

[berkeleysquaregarden]

put him in a jar

[cranberry-branflakes]

why did this make me laugh too much

[eleventhirtythoughts]

it's crazy when people i'm moots with get talked about like omg wdym i know that person

[eleventhirtythoughts]

what's wrong with me by olivia rodrigo except i'm not in a relationship so i guess it's just me then

[benepla-deactivated20180521]

anyone else got problems

[beaky-peartree]

no you’re the only one

[benepla-deactivated20180521]

ok. sorry

[aejiee]

Im sorry ive been neglecting you, tumblr 😭 now that it's summer, i finally have the time to make art again 🥲 anyways ! ☺️ this took me a bit. I will be posting a speedpaint + song cover to this soon :3 ok byeee

[blxck-coffee-dad]

“yeah no” is one of the best phrases in contemporary English.

[vavoom-sorted-art]