fuck you i am a cat

i don't really know anymore. eli miller. 21. broken

[elistfu]

okay so i have a plot in mind for eli since i've been mia for a while and i think it could lead to some great plots but im also still deciding if i should go through with it since its mean omf

butbutbut the idea is that eli overdoses... he would've shut himself off for a week or so (aka when ive been gone) and eventually the loneliness would've sunken in and let his darker bits take over and one night as per usual he starts drinking and taking drugs but this time he doesn't stop. he would've kept taking knowing perfectly well what could happen but not caring if it did... the drugs weren't working that night and if they weren't working then whats the point? he'll be passing it off as an accident but thats only really half the truth. 

soooooo if you're up for some plots to do with this and stuff just hmu bc yes 

[elistfu]

[elistfu]

Sigh so my internet is down bc my dad forgot to pay the bill and it won't be on until 24 hours after he pays it so I'm stuck mobile but I don't get a lot of 3G on my contract /: Also my dad is in canada working and he can't use his phone when he's on set so he won't know he has to pay it for a couple hours uuuuuugh and my tv won't work either bc it's connected rip to me

[jfcmaddiee]

Sorry, it has to come off. Just pop a couple vicodin and you won’t feel a thing. Or you’ll be way too high to realize what’s happening, either way, it’ll work.

[elistfu]

Are you gonna be the one sawing it off?

[sebastian-bye-blog]

How did that happen?

[elistfu]

Uh... I dunno. 

[sebastian-bye-blog]

Yeah, why don’t you text him and tell him. He won’t listen to me. Don’t you have a cut?

[elistfu]

Okie dokie arti-chokie... I will. A cut? Ooooh, yeah that would explain the blood. 

[jfcmaddiee]

Looks like we’re going to have to pull a Saw move and cut it off.

[elistfu]

Whaaat?! But I like my arm!

[sebastian-bye-blog]

Kyle broke his hand and won’t let me take him to the doctor. Are you alright, bud?

[elistfu]

Sounds like he needs to see a doctor. Me? Yeah, why wouldn't I be?

[jfcmaddiee]

Do you feel it? That’s gross.

[elistfu]

It tingles a little... A lot, to be honest. 

[sebastian-bye-blog]

What’s with everyone getting hurt?

[elistfu]

Who's hurt? Where?

[elistfu]

Well would you look at that, I'm bleeding. 

[elistfu]

my friend is having a club tropicana/swimwear themed party and i just spent 2 hours picking my outfit and im in love i dont want to take it off omfg i never wear colours i feel prettyyyyy

[elistfu]

[elistfu]

Text; [All Contacts]

Kyle: you want triangles on your head?

Eli: hell yeah!!!

Eli: i'll bring the triangle hair trend back just u wait

[elistfu]

Text; [All Contacts]

Cas: for the love of god n o

Eli: aw, why not? it would be totally awesome

Eli: I'd dye it yellow and everything

[elistfu]

Text; [All Contacts]

Eli: im thinking of getting the Bart Simpson hair cut watcha think?

Eli: I think it would look swaggy

[jfcmaddiee]

You have the weirdest taste in men and I will never understand it.

[elistfu]

The heart wants what the heart wants. What about my taste in women?