Beholding Bastard

Elijah | 22 | he/they | fuck yeah vague posting time

[vacationtown]

thus I read, read and read again.

[takuki]

Reuniclus :]

[rene-elric]

That young man zandik

[beeelderly]

need to add more mechanics to sleeping

[beeelderly]

- online co-op

- grappling

- fishing minigame

[apartmentwithwindows]

"im kim dokja", i say, to get myself through it, but i decide thats a little too on the nose to the novels themes and snap myself out of the immense dread. who wants to be like that guy anyways.

[octothinq]

That's your son

[wizardnuke]

have i mentioned the deep instinctual fear that i have whenever the terrain around me is flat. i hate it. tree cover barely makes it better. let me out. take me home. country roads. to the place. i belong. more western virginia. mountain mama.

[triangleguy]

liking a female character who is a terrible person is always scary in terms of interacting with fandom because its almost always either "ouhh her life was so hard i feel so bad for her she didnt deserve any of that its not her fault shes so mean" or "oh my god shes such an annoying bitch i cant stand her"

[cathoderaytubemonitor]

Liking characters who only exist in audio is like. Lemme find a gif board of my fav character.

[da-janela-lateral]

Of course Mob is the best portrayal of neurodivergence in the animanga but I love how 80% of Serizawa's background apparitions perfectly encapsulate the feeling of being overstimulated and unable to do anything about it.

Me in the event after someone puts some music in such a high volume I can feel it in my lungs so I cannot talk or interact overall since I'm paralyzed with so much discomfort it borders on fear.

[boinkyyy]

I love having 1-2 OCs that I talk about constantly and which hog all the spotlight, then occasionally talk about an OC that nobody’s ever heard of before like a whale momentarily breaching the water and then disappearing, never to be seen again for like another 6 months

[pinketine]

You ever be enjoying an OC and then you pinpoint the subconscious thing that influenced them 😐

[jfkisonthemoon]

[velkia]

No one can tell who he's talking to

[juuxzi]

 In a world full of lies, I am the only truth

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

I don’t care how disgusting or fucked up a fic is. NO writer should EVER be harassed for writing taboo fics, especially when the warnings are properly tagged and you choose to go ahead and read them on your own free will.

you’re not morally superior for harassing real people for the sake of fictional characters and fictional stories. you’re just a bully.

[faitokie]

a hero in a familiar town + puppets of the story

ORV and DR are some of my favoriteee favorite series of all time and they both have such common themes.. so something that started as just me drawing my favorite yjh and noelle, turned into a fountain of character observation and narrative comparisons about escapism and free will... 💖