serenity

there’s peace in serenity

[elixara]

pastels. pink and green. strawberry matcha latte.

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[elixara]

he bites and devours!

summary: phainon being a biter and a beast when making out

note: i would like to thank the bl making out scenes i keep seeing for this idea. i need bl recommendations at this point. this is short im so sorry. uni life really kept me busy.

phainon is definitely a biter. he bites you either out of nowhere or during sex. the two of you would be cuddling in bed or on the couch and he decides to sink his teeth on the curve of your neck, making you yelp in surprise. before you could even scold him, he already has you underneath him, both your hands pinned by one of his above your head, and phainon dives into his meal (you). you can't even wiggle your way out to escape. your lover is way stronger than you and is very capable of pinning you underneath him.

you're barely aware of what's happening now except for the fact that phainon is straddling your body, your hands pinned at your sides, and your lips preoccupied with his. you want him to stop just so you could catch your breath. the moment you part your lips to attempt to breathe, phainon takes that chance to insert his tongue into your mouth, devouring you like a starved beast. the sounds of phainon’s groans mixed with your little gasps and whimpers echoes throughout the room.

by the time he's done sucking and biting your lips, he continues his work on to the lines of your jaw, your neck, your shoulders, and everywhere his mouth can reach. the way you whine his name into his ear just fuels him to continue marking you — just so he can hear more of your noises you make just for him.

[elixara]

ao3 is down 😭😭😭 how am i supposed to cope with classes now 💔💔 is this my sign to open gdocs and write.....

[elixara]

content: gn!reader, established relationship, veiny hands, mydei x reader

note 1: ik i haven't written something in a while but i needed to get this off my system before i spiral from delusions because at my big age, im spiraling because of my crush — yes a crush and im a university student.

note 2: also, this is me attempting to write another hsr character. is it fine?

just imagine being comfortable in mydei’s lap, his legs spread wide on your shared bed, sitting comfortably with his back resting against the headboard so you can sit well on him and not experience any discomfort.

he does nothing but stare — quite affectionately with a hint of adoration — at you playing with his hands. yes. his hands. you love them actually. it is because you like comparing its size to yours and love the way it looks and makes you feel. another reason is because he has trained hard every other day with phainon and you just want to admire the fruits of his labor. the last reason (though you don't wanna say it out loud) is that his veiny hands are attractive to you. you can imagine the way it looks when his hand is on your neck, squeezing it slightly. you can also picture an image where his hands are just on you, anywhere on your body (be it sexual or non-sexual acts) and just love the feeling of being vulnerable to him.

mydei doesn't question it. he knows you have preferences he doesn't understand but nevertheless, he entertains them for it brings joy in your heart.

[elixara]

missing your gepards 😖😖

same i miss him too 😔😔 kidding i wanna write a fic so bad but im hit with another case of writer’s block 😭😭

[elixara]

ughhh i have a pretty good brainrot rn but i still have a lot of tasks to do 😭😭

prep for a case study presentation tomorrow

advocacy essay which is due on monday

making my reviewer bcs i have a final exam next wednesday and i haven’t even started studying

SET ME FREE IM TIRED

[elixara]

wanna cook something for valentine’s but i fear university is cooking me instead 😭

[elixara]

MISCELLANEOUS MASTERLIST — read at your own risk

𓏲ּ𝄢 JUJUTSU KAISEN

drabbles

multi : nsfw | creampie

gojo satoru & inumaki toge : sfw | falling asleep on their lap

ryomen sukuna : nsfw | primal need

fics

gojo satoru : sfw | gossip

nanami kento : angst | ghost of you

headcanons

multi : nsfw | what are their kinks

𓏲ּ𝄢 OTHER FANDOMS

kalego : nsfw | taking his claim on you

shinazugawa sanemi : nsfw brainrot

𓏲ּ𝄢 LINKS

twt links part 1

[elixara]

hiiii~ how’s everyone? just wanna check on you guys if y’all are doing well. i also wanted to say that i read the reblogs and comments on my fics and those never fail to make me smile, even when i’m having a bad day. thank you so much guys! i hope you guys have meaningful and joyful days ahead of you ₊˚⊹ᰔ

[elixara]

light as feather

summary: phainon shows off his strength in more ways than one

content: standing sex (against the wall), unprotected sex, fem!reader, established relationship, endearments (sunshine & my dawn), rough sex if you squint, phainon whimpers during sex (because i said so)

note: im back guys. i have too many deadlines but chose to write this instead. as always, not proofread.

phainon is incredibly proud of his arms. he would train hard everyday so that you would be able to use his biceps as you see fit. he just loves to use his strength to carry you around in your shared home. he’d always say that you're light as feather whenever he hoists you up whenever he wanted to.

it seems that this kind of behavior extends to his sexual desires. phainon has this favorite sex position where he can show you how effortless it is for him to carry you: it's your back against the wall, arms around his neck, your legs wrapped around his waist, one arm easily carries all of your weight while his free hand is placed at the back of your head — he makes sure you don't hit your head while he roughly thrusts his hips onto your body. the sounds of skin slapping echoing in the room mixed with phainon’s grunts and whimpers and your soft cries.

you sometimes feel that you're too heavy for phainon to support all of you in this position but you're in no room to voice out your insecurities. not when phainon is trying to prove to you that he can, by fucking his cock on your sobbing pussy that clenches around him whenever he hits that spot.

he can't help it. you look so helpless and dependent on him when he fucks you like this. it just fuels his desire of making you feel good all the while making you tremble in his touch.

if phainon wasn't satisfied with that, he'd bring you in the showers and show off his strength while water is running down, making it easier for phainon to slip his cock inside you. at first, he would always say, “let me clean you up, sunshine. don't worry, i'll take care of you” which leads to, “don't worry about slipping, my dawn. i got you. just enjoy my cock pumping in you, yeah?”

your dear lover always has a way with words. he always knows what to say to persuade you and you often fall for those tricks of his. you can't exactly complain though. not when you enjoy how he fucks you senseless.

[elixara]

GENSHIN IMPACT MASTERLIST — read at your own risk

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zhongli | sfw & nsfw hcs as your lover

[elixara]

sfw & nsfw hcs with zhongli

content: zhongli x gn!reader, breeding kink, possessive!zhongli, biting, mentions of unprotected sex and oviposition, zhongli using his tail during sex, monster sex?, king of consent, mention of ruts, fluff for the sfw part.

note: i am going back to my roots: writing for genshin.

sfw ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐

he prefers to be called your lover. it sounds more intimate to him than being called your boyfriend. zhongli would always introduce himself as your lover, regarding you as someone dear to him. call him old fashioned (because he is ancient) but that's the way he is.

zhongli is not really a fan of too much pda. at most, he would often interlock your hands with his, careful not to crush yours with his strength and would always caress your skin unknowingly. aside from that, zhongli would sometimes place his hand on your back or on your waist — it's just a subtle way of showing his possessiveness outside of your shared home.

he always takes you out on dates whenever it's your birthday or your anniversary or even his birthday! he just loves spending time with you on those special occasions (even without childe’s money btw). of course, those birthday celebrations can extend to both of your closest friends but he always does a separate celebration, just something between the two of you.

zhongli is the type of person to buy or bring home anything that reminded him of you. he's so thoughtful that you're running out of places to place those little trinkets he always gives you. you might as well make an altar of all the things he gave you so far, including the gifts he gives you on your birthday or other holidays.

your wellbeing is one of his top priorities in his life. you're his darling jewel, someone who treasures and would want to keep safe. whenever you go through something, he would always be patient with you, listening to whatever ails your heart. even when you're sick, he would be your personal nurse with how he takes care of you so much: helping you eat your meals, always making sure you take your medicine, at your beck and call whenever you need something; basically everything.

hear me out! he loves cuddles. he's touch starved, forgive him. zhongli loves to hold you, like i mentioned above when he shows subtle signs of intimacy outdoors. when indoors, he wants to wrap his hands around your waist and bury his face on your neck. even when the two of you are just lazing around on the bed, zhongli loves to hold you close to him. he would have you on his lap, your legs wrapped around his waist, your head resting on his chest while he's rubbing circles on your back. there's no need to fill in the silence, it is already comfortable for both of you. bonus if he shows you his dragon form and wraps his tail around your torso or your thighs.

nsfw ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐

zhongli can be really gentle when it comes to sex, especially if it's your first time. he’d be the type to establish safe words, always reassuring you that your wellbeing is important to him even in sexual activities. he would be whispering praises in your ear, trying to ease your pain when being penetrated for the first time. he’d try to make you feel relaxed for him by placing feathery kisses on your neck, cheek, forehead, and probably your eyelids. just anything to make you feel comfortable.

his movements are slow — he's not rushing, not when he tries to memorize this side of you. zhongli is looking at you with awe and full of love. he just adores it when he's learning how to pleasure you, asking what you want him to do with you or what you wanted to feel. he’d bask in the softness of your skin and will never pull away.

of course, there would always be a hint of possessiveness showing. dragons are possessive of their treasures and you're no exception. you are his darling jewel — he would make sure that you are marked as his in many ways: your neck, your thighs, even your insides when he paints it with ropes of his cum (with your consent, of course).

when he fucks you in his dragon form is a different story. he warns you that he might not be as gentle when he's in human form, mostly because he will give in to his animalistic traits when claiming you. zhongli is a whole lot more possessive when he goes through his ruts. he’d be rougher when claiming you, often leaving bruises on your hips or wrists from how tight he's pinning you beneath him.

zhongli sometimes fucks his tail into your mouth whenever he decides to fill your mouth just to establish control. even when he thrusts your mouth with the tip of his tail, the rest of it is somehow wrapped around your body still.

during his ruts, he can't help but mark you: his canine teeth sinking on the flesh of your neck, somewhere in the curve of where your throat is connected to your shoulder. that's zhongli’s way of properly claiming you as his mate.

since he's a dragon, he has a huge breeding kink. he would either stuff you full of his cum with his one dick or lay eggs using the other. when he feels like it, he’d fuck you with both cocks.

king of aftercare! zhongli always take good care of you and post-sex is no exception. when you're too fucked out to even clean yourself, he’d always be the one cleaning you up. after that, he would make you drink a glass of water or feed you with something light. zhongli will be the one dressing you up with clothes (bonus if it's his shirt that looks too big on you.

[elixara]

note: instead of studying for my 2 quizzes on thursday, i'm writing on a whim instead. i just love phainon guys im so sorry. also, as usual, not proofread.

phainon just looooooves being on top of you, no kidding. you’d be curled up in your bed and he suddenly plops himself over your body, his whole body weight crushing the life of you that breathing feels like something you've taken advantage of.

he just wants to hold you so tight in his arms. phainon doesn't want to let you go. he can be your personal blanket with how quickly your body gets warm when phainon randomly decides that tonight he's your personal heater. it works well during the colder seasons. people might think you're taking advantage of him but by the look on phainon’s face, he equally enjoys it. he said it out loud that he wants you to take advantage of his big, strong body which he trained everyday.

phainon is a strange one — his love is endearing. whatever his reason his, you love him all the same

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“why do you want to be on top of me so badly?”

“...i’m slightly jealous of your blanket that is on top of you and i’m not.”

“...”

[elixara]

saw this on twitter and it reminded me of this fic 😆

[elixara]

guess who decided to download genshin again...if anyone wanna be moots, i'll drop my uid!

asia server: 831033469

im probably fueled to write again for genshin but im not updated with the new characters 😭

[elixara]

note: instead of studying for my 2 quizzes on thursday, i'm writing on a whim instead. i just love phainon guys im so sorry. also, as usual, not proofread.

phainon just looooooves being on top of you, no kidding. you’d be curled up in your bed and he suddenly plops himself over your body, his whole body weight crushing the life of you that breathing feels like something you've taken advantage of.

he just wants to hold you so tight in his arms. phainon doesn't want to let you go. he can be your personal blanket with how quickly your body gets warm when phainon randomly decides that tonight he's your personal heater. it works well during the colder seasons. people might think you're taking advantage of him but by the look on phainon’s face, he equally enjoys it. he said it out loud that he wants you to take advantage of his big, strong body which he trained everyday.

phainon is a strange one — his love is endearing. whatever his reason his, you love him all the same

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“why do you want to be on top of me so badly?”

“...i’m slightly jealous of your blanket that is on top of you and i’m not.”

“...”

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[elixara]

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