MAKE WAR NOT LOVE

noah | hamburg, germany | antifascist | he/him/his | annoying & queer af | we see us in eternity, B & P

[octopiiii-deactivated20190505]

I go through pain alone. I overcome it alone

[gayscifi]

purest thing ever: when u show affection to ur partner and they say ‘’gay’’

[puritychild]

[aliennoises-semiactive]

existing isn’t…ideal

[boywithbpd]

i’m so fucking self-destructive, but in the most invisible ways

[jomjjeoro]

hey guys. this is my invention. check it out

[deathtakesashit]

All PIgs Must Die - Curse Of Humanity

[tockthewatchdog-deactivated2020]

me: hey can you make dopamine and serotonin

my brain:

[the-original-internet-user]

[artifactsk]

life hack: avoid getting hurt by never talking to another human being

[zex-ou-deactivated20170419]

[broken--niights-blog]

[achingchest]

sometimes i love you so much, my heart swells. i talk to you all day and compliment everything you say and you call me pretty and for once, i feel it. i look in the mirror and radiate self-confidence and i’m being so nice to everyone and it’s making me feel so great and nothing hurts, nothing hurts, nothing hurts - i am happy. talking to you is making me a better person. you are good for me. sometimes i hate you so much, i can’t breathe. i walk around all day with this sick feeling in my stomach and ignore all of your text messages because fuck you - you don’t deserve me. you call me pretty and it makes me fucking sick because i know you’re saying it to more people than just me and i am so possessive and jealous and sad - i am so sad, i don’t know how to deal with all of this sad. i want to crash my car again. it’s getting bad. so i leave and everything feels great for a week - i feel so free, maybe even happy. and then one day, it hits me - i miss you so much, my hands are shaking and i’m even sadder than i was when you were with me so i text you and you make everything brighter and i am so happy again and just that one moment makes the sadness all worth it. and the cycle repeats. and repeats. and repeats. i am so afraid it’s never going to end. i am so afraid i am always going to feel this back and forth and honestly? i probably am. and i don’t know how to tell you that sometimes your very presence makes me want to throw up and sometimes it makes me happier than anything else and it has nothing to do with how you act, it’s just how i am.

stay/go/stay/go/stay - how am i supposed to know what’s best for me when it changes every day? (via achingchest)

[opalescentmist-deactivated20170]

Hello I just wanted to tell everyone I'm EXTRA sensitive and EXTRA dramatic

[catsbeaversandducks]

Her Name’s Mia Grey And She’s The Cutest Possum EVER

Photos by ©Mia Grey

[youareyoubutwhoareyou]

@borderline-robot

[nehirose]

@cumaeansibyl look

[lovelyrats]

Oh my god, look at her precious ears. This is a darling critter!

[b3lch]

@crimestinc

[bright-witch]

I am crying omfg

[elsterkind]

@endofman can i bring this to ur place?

[memegod]