Elvy’

girlblog, quotes, hopecore

[elvya777]

A few years ago i red the story of a photographer whose client laughed and said « delete that picture, i look so ugly ! » and the photographer replied

« you are not ugly, you just look like you. »

And it never left my mind

[elvya777]

if i get work done i condemn myself to never see my grandmother on my face ever again

[elvya777]

i pray everyday to see my grandma again, just to realize my prayers will be answered in 50 years when i’ll be looking in the mirror

[elvya777]

there is something so odd in your natural nose not fitting the rest of your face

[melissax77]

the feminine urge to dance around in lacy lingerie n oversized shirts nd makeout on someones lap

[elvya777]

i’d never thought i’d fall back into depression after years of telling everyone i won the battle

[elvya777]

i did not.

mental health is not linear, having sad episodes doesn’t mean you failed at getting better, it means you’re living a balanced (and healthy) life. Life varies and so is mental health. be kind with yourself, always.

To all the people still struggling out there, people will telling you you never fully recover, do not listen. a full recovery is possible and achievable by anyone who’s willing to.

sometimes during a bad day you’ll think it is was all worthless and an illusion, but it’s not : being scared of falling back means you’re no longer where you used to be.

Better days are always ahead,

Love.

[elvya777]

You’re alive rn because your beauty has been loved for generations.

[elvya777]

oh the gut wrenching yearning i feel when it comes to ballet

[seaphine]

if someone seriously wants to be a part of your life they will seriously make an effort to be in it. no reasons no excuses.

[elvya777]

i’d never thought i’d fall back into depression after years of telling everyone i won the battle

[scorpionlafemme]

[iluvlaya]

is august going shit for everyone else or is it just me and justin bieber

[elvya777]

worst month of my life

[elvya777]

i lost my grandmother recently. she was my first love, my other mother, my role model. I miss her pretty brown eyes, the smell of fresh laundry in her house, her regular calls and the way she never wanted to be the one to hang up. she was the best grandma one could ever dream of. she always supported me, always bought me stuff she knew i would love, her house was filled with pictures of my siblings and I. She loved to take care of her appearance as much as taking care of others. She took care of stray cats, even the violent ones, and that shows what kind of woman she was. I loved her like i’ve never loved anyone, still do. I miss her every day. It’s strange to get no response when i call her, because she would always answer immediately, or return my call as soon as possible. She loved flowers, and i hope there’s plenty in heaven.

I´ll never stop loving you.

[elvya777]

Losing a significant other means realizing you did not appreciate their presence as much as you should have

[wetheurban]

For your own sanity, you gotta let go of what let go of you.

[elvya777]

Tomorrow i’m moving in my first apartment, and i will never be a little girl anymore. I am gonna miss it.

[elvya777]

so in honor of leaving this version of me, i will state everything i am grateful for to little me.

1. Thank you for being a funny and social kid. Thank you for all the videos and photos you took during this time, those are precious memories, and i still grieve you and your creative mind.

2. Thank you for letting yourself enjoy the best era of social media, even though you were definitely too young to be on them. Thank you. I still watch your old musically with nostalgia.

3. Thank you for keeping your love for drawing and painting alive inside of me. We used to be more creative tho, i kept all your Fimo creations.

4. Thank you for keeping contact with our childhood bestfriends, you would be so happy to see that we still love each other so much.

5. I’m sorry to have dragged you into years of depression and ed. Thank you for never giving up. Thank you so much.

6. Thank you for spending a lot of time with our grandparents. We’ve lost them both this summer, i miss them so much. But I’m happy you’ve never had to go through grief at a young age.

7. Thank you for taking care of yourself, even when you went through the deep and dark valleys of depression.

8. Thank you for baking often with your cousin, Mom loved our cakes.

9. Thank you for being so passionate about what you love, you are so good at gymnastics, even if you’re too humble to accept it. I often regret dropping out.

10. Thank you for making our memories worth of nostalgia. I miss you everyday.

Love 💗

[elvya777]

Tomorrow i’m moving in my first apartment, and i will never be a little girl anymore. I am gonna miss it.