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Doramu Hakim had a set schedule in his organized life. Every morning, Monday through Friday, he got up at 5 am. At 5:30 (though sometimes 5:32), he was out the door and driving to the office building he rented as his clinic. Years ago, before he had adopted Elyn, he would sit in the building from 6 am to 7 am, relaxing with a cup of coffee, reading the newspaper, and watching the morning traffic. But the eight-year-old had slowed him down in the mornings and had broken his love of the small office - and now that she was making her way through her pharmaceutical degree and living in her own apartment, heād been at a loss for what to do with that hour of time.
Heād tried stopping at the Starbucks across the street from the office, but the chairs were uncomfortable and the coffee always tasted burnt. The smaller shop a few blocks down from his home didnāt open until 6:30, too late in the day for his schedule. But heād stumbled across a little cafe one weekend while heād been searching for a fundraiser for St. Judeās - one that opened at 5:30 on weekdays and 6 on weekends - so he stopped there for a week to test the waters. Monday morning came bright and early, and he was one of the first inside, greeting the bleary barista with a brief nod and an order for a small latte.
The baristaās smile startled him. It was warm, and genuine, and it reached his eyes - Doramu hadnāt meant to stare, but he did, for a moment, before he grabbed his cup and sat down.
Of course he wasnāt hiding behind his newspaper.
And when he came back the next day, it was only because he liked how quiet the store was and how comfortable the chairs were - not because he was wanting to see if the previous day had just been a fluke and certainly not to see that barista again. If a five dollar bill made its way into the tip jar, heād just been too tired to distinguish between that and a one dollar bill. That was all.
Yep.
So when he finally ventured at a bit of small talk other than a polite greeting and his order, two weeks and three days after his first visit, it was completely understandable that it was an awkwardly-sputtered āYour hair is an agreeable color, Himmell.ā That was a perfectly normal thing to say to your barista after barely getting to know them over the previous weeks. Obviously.
Just like it was normal to wonder, during his small snatches of free time during his office hours, how Himmell managed to smile with his eyes like that, especially so early, so regularly. (And how best to give the man some nicer work shirts and pants, because it was clear a baristaās wages werenāt quite enough to fund both a living space and the kind of quality clothing he should have.)
Every now and then, there were days where Himmell looked far more tired than normal - and then there were days when the smile didnāt reach his eyes - and it was getting more and more difficult with each passing week to hold his tongue and keep his concern to worried glances when those days occurred. Doramu found himself lingering, sitting closer to the bar to listen in on his conversations with other customers, watching with no small amount of protectiveness in case that one regular with the blonde hair decided to push his flirtations a bit too aggressively. Soon enough he was pushing his morning quiet time further into the day - from 7 to 7:30, 7:30 to 7:45, a few times actually late to open the office because he was so distracted watching Himmell during the first true rush of the morning.
But he thought he was hiding it rather well, this preoccupation with the barista at the little cafe far away from his house and his workplace. That delusion, at least, was shattered about four months in.
ā- are you listening? Oh god. Okay, dad, I know this is the first time youāve had a crush this big, but youāre acting like a teenager, not a 38-year-old grownup you are.ā Doramu blinked across the stack of books between himself and Elyn. āExcuse me?ā
āItās that barista at the coffee shop, isnāt it? Heās cute, but you look like a creep staring at him all the time.ā He cleared his throat, glancing around the room. āI do not know what youāre talking about, Elyn. - Who are the flowers from?ā
ā- ah. Remember when my car broke down mid-October on my way to school and I had to call a tow truck?ā āHow could I forgot?ā āYeah, ah... the mechanic who worked on it took a liking to me, I guess.ā A liking that was returned, if the blush was anything to judge by - āMake sure he does not distract you from your studies overmuch.ā
āHeās a creep.ā
āOf course he is.ā
ā...do you know German?ā āNo, I am afraid that was not something I learned in medical school.ā āOh.ā āHm.ā ā...so, whatās the baristaās name and when are you two going out on your first date?ā āHimmell, and nothing of the sort will be happening.ā āOh, come on, you need to ask!ā āHe will say no, Elyn.ā āHave you tried?ā āNo.ā āYou wonāt know until you try. Oh, ask him if he wants to come with you the next time you do that read-a-thon with the city elementary school kids. He looks like he likes kids and stuff.ā ā- well then. You were having a problem with which two compounds?ā He chose to ignore his daughterās eye-roll as they launched back into her homework.








