the door clicks open just past eight and before you can even turn your head from the book in your lap, strong arms are already around you - warmth pressing close as sanzu’s familiar scent fills the air. he doesn’t say anything at first, just kisses your neck right below your ear softly, like he’s been holding his breath all day long.
his lips trail up to kiss along your jawline slowly while one hand slides into your hair gently tugging it back so he can reach better places - the curve where neck meets shoulder and when he finally kisses you on the mouth, it's deep and hungry like someone starving for touch.
his body sinks onto yours carefully at first but then shifts fully on top without asking - one knee between both thighs. his fingers tracing skin under your clothes. he's breathing heavy now, all the tension from his day melting into this - into you. every kiss feels like an apology for how long it’s been since he last touched you. his hands are everywhere at once: one still tangled in your hair, the other sliding down your side to grip your waist tightly, pulling you even closer.
the words are muffled against your skin - warm breath and soft lips brushing the side of your neck as he murmurs, "I missed you so much…" his voice is low, rough with that quiet ache only distance can cause. it’s tender in a way sanzu rarely lets show unless he's completely unraveled like this. his hands are shaking slightly where they cradle your face before his mouth crashes onto yours again.
the kiss starts slow but quickly deepens: tongues sliding together desperately, lips moving clumsily at first from how long it's been since you've done this properly. his thumb brushes along your cheekbone as if memorizing you while your mouths stay locked. when air becomes necessary, instead of pulling away fully, sanzu just turns his head to press feverish kisses along one corner then across both cheeks, then back to capture another kiss.
without breaking the kiss, sanzu suddenly shifts. strong arms hooking under your thighs as he lifts you effortlessly off the couch and settles you onto his lap. his body is warm beneath yours. one arm locked firmly around your back to hold you close while his other hand slides down to grip your hip.
sanzu pulls back just enough to look at you and his dark eyes go soft, almost reverent. your lips are swollen from kissing, slightly parted as you breathe unevenly, your hair is a mess where his fingers had been tugging through it earlier, few strands sticking to the faint sheen of sweat on your forehead. he brings up a hand and brushes those loose strands away from your face. his thumb traces the curve of one kiss-reddened lip tenderly before sliding over it gently.
"pretty."
his breath hitches the second your hips roll against him - soft, testing at first but when you do it again with more pressure, a low, rough groan slips from sanzu’s throat and vibrates through both of you where your mouths are still connected.
the kiss turns messy again instantly; he bites down gently on your lower lip in response. his hands clamp tighter around you: one gripping the base of your spine while the other slides up under your shirt, warm palm pressing flat against bare back. he tilts his head to deepen it further, tongue sliding past yours with desperation.
"haru.." you whimper out from the friction. his entire body tenses for half a second before he’s moving again - faster now. he breaks the kiss only to yank off his t-shirt first, then pulls at the hem of your shirt with trembling fingers - fabric pushed up over shoulders while your mouths find each other again between discarded clothes. he kicks shoes away without looking down; belt buckles jingle as pants get loosened hastily.
the air between you is thick. sanzu finally whispers "need you so bad" against your lips, it’s raw and honest. his voice cracks just slightly on the words, like saying it out loud is both relief and torture because now he can have you.
slowly, carefully, he lines himself up, one hand supporting your weight while the other guides your hips before sinking into you inch by inch - slow breath held through clenched teeth. the stretch is perfect. your body molds around him effortlessly like it was made for this, every curve of his cock fitting just right inside you and the sensation floods through your whole lower half: warmth spreading low in your belly.
you feel every ridge of his length as he stays buried completely - no movement yet but even stillness sends waves through you. it’s not about chasing friction or speed right now; it’s about being filled, so thoroughly and intimately by someone who knows exactly how to love every part of you without words.
sanzu’s restraint lasts only a few more seconds, just long enough to savor the feeling of being fully inside you, wrapped tight and warm. his hips start moving slowly at first: gentle pulls back almost all the way before sliding forward again in smooth thrusts. each motion is careful but growing bolder with every repetition - the rhythm building gradually.
"fuck..." sanzu groans.
soon he’s picking up speed: deeper strokes now, firmer pressure. friction lighting up every nerve ending where your bodies meet. skin slaps softly against skin; breath comes faster between parted lips as both of you get lost in it - the sensation of moving together after hours apart.
the pace quickens even more, sanzu’s breathing turns ragged, his muscles tensing with each powerful thrust as the pleasure builds. he’s not thinking anymore; just feeling every glide of your bodies together sending sparks through him.
his hands grip your hips tighter to guide you, helping set a steady rhythm, you meet every one of his upward drives with a roll of your own, matching him perfectly. the room fills with the sounds - skin on skin, hushed moans. saznu keeps hitting that one spot over and over until each thrust pulls another soft cry from your lips. he doesn’t slow down - all he wants is to chase this high.
the second you tip your head back - lips parted, eyes fluttering shut, rolling completely into that blissed-out haze where nothing exists except sensation, sanzu freezes for half a heartbeat. god, you look beautiful like this, he thinks. completely undone by him, face slack with pleasure, cheeks flushed deeper than before - every inch of your expression screaming how good he’s making you feel. and it wrecks him in the best way.
he doesn’t last much longer after that.
watching you come apart under his touch pushes sanzu right to the edge and with one final deep thrust, warmth floods through both of you at once: heat spreading low and intense as he comes inside you silently - mouth slightly open against your shoulder where he’d buried his face without realizing it.
the kiss he presses to your lips is different now - softer and slower. when your mouths part, sanzu rests his forehead against yours and whispers "you're perfect." his voice is quiet - rough but impossibly tender and there’s zero hesitation in it. one hand comes up to cradle your cheek gently while he studies your face, the calm aftermath of pleasure still painted across your features.
sanzu doesn’t pull away - he just keeps you close. he wraps both arms around you completely and squeezes tight but gentle. he sinks his face into the crook of your neck. his lips brush lazy kisses along your shoulder while one hand rubs slow circles on your back to soothe.
ᯓ tags│age gap (legal ofc), inexperienced reader, mention of drugs, possessive behavior, jealousy, smut, missionary, doggy, matingpress, size kink, manhandling, dirty talk, fingers in mouth, overstimulation, safe word, edging, choking, pinning, oral, bj, hair pulling, bdsm│word cound│5k
─ SANZU HARUCHIYO
sanzu keeps finding himself thinking about you during meetings, during jobs, during long nights. at first, he tells himself it's curiosity - then obsession. by the time he realizes it's love, it's already far too late. you're living in his head rent-free, and every attempt he makes to ignore it only makes it worse.
the age gap bothers him more than it bothers you. because he genuinely believes you're too good for him. he's spent years surrounded by violence, crime. meanwhile, you have a normal life, normal friends, normal worries. when he looks at you, it's like looking through a window into a life he never got to have.
despite his reputation, he's surprisingly soft around you. not in a weak way - just different. there are sides of him that nobody else gets to see. he lets you see his exhaustion. lets you see those rare moments when the weight of everything catches up to him. on nights when he comes home tired, he'll rest his head in your lap and close his eyes while you play with his hair.
he acts annoyed when you worry about him, but secretly he loves it. every text asking if he got home safely. every reminder to eat. every time you tell him to get more sleep. nobody has taken care of him like that in years.
sometimes he'll read your messages while sitting in a room full of dangerous men and feel something painfully warm settle in his chest. he won't answer right away - he likes pretending he's cooler than he is but everyone around him notices how much softer his expression gets whenever your name appears on his phone.
sanzu becomes ridiculously protective, though he tries very hard not to be controlling. there's a difference, and he knows it. he understands that you're your own person. he respects your independence. but that doesn't stop him from worrying constantly.
every time you mention going somewhere alone at night, he immediately starts asking questions. every time you take too long to answer a text, he has to physically stop himself from checking whether something happened to you. he trusts you completely.
one of his favorite things is listening to you talk. genuinely listening. you could spend twenty minutes explaining workplace drama, a movie you watched, a random fact you learned online, and he'd sit there absorbing every word. half the time he has no idea why he's so interested. logically, none of it should matter.
compared to the things he deals with daily, your stories are insignificant. but because they're yours, he hangs onto every detail. weeks later he'll casually bring up something you mentioned once and you'll stare at him in surprise because you forgot all about it. meanwhile, he remembered every word.
he develops a habit of buying you things whenever he sees something that reminds him of you. sometimes it's expensive jewelry. sometimes it's a snack from a convenience store. the price doesn't matter. what matters is that he saw it and immediately thought of you.
his apartment slowly fills with evidence of this habit. little trinkets, books, flowers. random gifts with no special occasion attached. when you ask why he keeps bringing you things, he shrugs and mumbles something about having money to waste. the truth is much simpler: he likes seeing you smile.
jealousy is one of sanzu's worst traits, and unlike some people, he doesn't hide it well at all. in fact, sometimes it feels like he doesn't even try. the second he notices someone getting a little too comfortable with you, his entire demeanor changes, his smile disappears, his patience vanishes. suddenly every little thing irritates him. he doesn't sit quietly and pretend everything is fine because everything is not fine.
he'll insert himself into the situation immediately, draping an arm around your shoulders, pulling you against his side, interrupting conversations, making it painfully obvious that he's unhappy. the problem isn't that he doesn't trust you. he does. it's other people he doesn't trust. unfortunately, when his temper gets involved, that distinction isn't always obvious.
it causes arguments more often than either of you would like. sanzu can be surprisingly sensitive when it comes to you, and jealousy has a habit of dragging every insecurity he has straight to the surface. he'll get irritated over things you consider harmless.
he loves domestic moments more than he'd ever admit. grocery shopping together, cooking dinner, arguing over what movie to watch. falling asleep on opposite sides of the couch because neither of you intended to nap. these moments mean more to him than expensive dates or grand gestures. his entire life is built around danger and unpredictability. with you, things are simple.
there are moments when he looks at you and feels almost overwhelmed by how much he loves you. moments when you're laughing at something stupid, moments when you're half-asleep and mumbling nonsense. his chest actually aches because the feeling is too big, too much. he spent years believing he wasn't capable of loving someone normally. then you came along and proved him wrong.
if anyone ever asked him what his favorite thing about you is, he'd probably scoff and refuse to answer. but privately, the answer would be easy. it's the fact that you see him as a person first. not a monster - just him. and for someone who has spent most of his life being viewed through the lens of violence and chaos, that kind of love feels almost miraculous. even after years together, there are still moments when he catches himself looking at you and thinking the exact same thing:
I can't believe you're real.
sanzu's addiction is probably the thing that scares him most once he falls in love with you. before you, he could ignore the damage he was doing to himself. he didn't care enough to stop. if he woke up miserable, if his body paid the price, if he spiraled, that was his problem. but then you happen.
suddenly there is someone whose face he wants to see tomorrow, someone he wants to come home to, someone whose hands he wants to hold ten years from now. he doesn't magically recover because of love. that's not how addiction works. there are setbacks, bad days, moments where he pushes you away because he's ashamed of himself.
but you're one of the few people who sees the difference between the ruthless bonten executive and the exhausted man underneath. you never treat him like a project to fix, you don't lecture him, you don't try to save him single-handedly - you just stay.
moving to his intimate side, sanzu is the type of man who worships you during sex. the first time he sees you undressed, he can't take his eyes off of you. because of his life, he is more on experienced so he knows what he's doing. once sanzu finds out that you haven't been with anyone before - he makes sure to take care of you more delicately.
he enjoys giving more than receiving for sure and can stay between your legs for hours until you physically can't take it anymore. sanzu hates to admit how much he loves when you're desperate for him. that's why he denies your orgasm quite often to see you fall apart under him.
"haru- please, too much." tears are falling apart from the corner of your eyes as you beg for him to let you cum. sanzu keeps pushing all the right buttons - he's circling your clit, hitting that one spot with his long fingers and licking your cunt nonstop. but then he suddenly stops to look up at you - you're a babbling mess, chanting his name like a prayer and begging for release.
you expect him to be mean about it - but he's not. he would rather die than degrade you during your most vulnerable state.
"you're doin' so good, baby, jus' one more f'me." he praises, his voice vibrating throughout your whole body.
sanzu has a staring problem generally - and it shows during sex as well. sometimes he gets distracted when he sees you, hair messy, face flushed, lips red and bruised and he gets so hard. when you also look back at him and hold eye-contact - sanzu takes it as a challenge and will not look away until he makes you lose.
when he's in a good mood - he likes to tease and make you shy. for example, when your legs are on his shoulders as he pounds into you, you're completely open for him. your eyes are rolling back from the pleasure, your tits are moving up and down and you feel like a mess.
"you look so perfect, baby- fuck, so tight f'me, yeah?"
your face gets even more red at his words and you try to hide your face in your hands but sanzu doesn't let you - he will spread your legs apart and get closer to your face - pinning both of your hands on top of your head and keeps thrusting in and out.
"don' hide from me, sweetheart- wanna look at you."
however, sanzu also loves when you're the one making him flustered especially when he doesn't expect it. he could be working on some documents and you suddenly appear out of nowhere, dressed in his clothes, sitting on top of his lap. at first, he smiles at the sight - his favorite girl showing affection. but when you start making out with him, trailing kisses on his neck and softly grinding on his bulge - sanzu's in heaven.
the papers are long forgotten as he wraps his hands around your waist and helps you move better - his cheeks turn pink like his hair and he gets all whiny and loud. "fuck- baby, you feel so good!" sanzu praises as you wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him to shut him up.
his favorite position is whatever lets him be as close to you as possible. yes, he enjoys everything you two do together but sanzu is desperate to hold, kiss and bite you. he loves hiding his face in the crook of your neck the most as he pounds into you, leaving marks all over your throat as he smells your scent, hears your moans, taste your skin.
─ RAN HAITANI
the age gap becomes a source of endless teasing. not because he's trying to make you uncomfortable, but because he finds your reactions adorable. every time you call him old, he gasps dramatically like you've mortally wounded him. every birthday becomes an opportunity for you to make a joke about his age and for him to spend the rest of the day pretending he's the victim.
meanwhile, he's secretly very fond of the difference in life experience between you. not in a controlling way - he actually loves hearing your perspective on things. sometimes you'll say something simple, something obvious, and he'll find himself staring because you've managed to make him look at a situation differently.
because he owns multiple clubs and nightlife businesses through bonten's operations, his schedule is unusual. he's often awake when everyone else is asleep and asleep when everyone else is working. yet somehow, he always makes time for you. if that means leaving a club early, he'll leave early. if that means canceling plans, he'll cancel them.
you're more important to him. soon you realize this man, who has entire businesses depending on him, keeps abandoning meetings because you asked if he wanted to get lunch. physical affection comes naturally to him. he's not shy - if he wants to hold your hand, he'll hold your hand. he doesn't think twice about it, doesn't matter if you're in public or not.
his hand is always resting on your knee while you're sitting together, his fingers brushing against yours while walking. his arm draped over the back of your chair. that's just how he is. he likes being close to you.
despite all the teasing, he's actually very attentive. ran notices everything. people often underestimate how observant he is because he acts so relaxed, but he's constantly paying attention. he notices when you're tired before you mention it. notices when you're stressed. notices when your smile seems forced. notices when something is bothering you.
the difference is that he doesn't always address it directly. instead, he'll find little ways to make things easier. maybe he brings your favorite food home. maybe he cancels plans so the two of you can spend the evening together. maybe he distracts you until you're laughing despite yourself. he understands that not every problem can be solved, but he likes making your bad days a little better.
bonten members are used to seeing ran flirt with everyone. they're used to his jokes and his charm. what they're not used to seeing is genuine affection because the version of ran they know is always performing a little bit. then you come along and suddenly he's smiling differently - more soft and warm.
rindou acts annoyed by his brother's antics, but secretly enjoys watching him be happy. the teasing goes both ways. if ran is spending too much time texting you, rindou points it out. if ran cancels plans because you're free that evening, rindou points it out. if ran starts smiling at his phone during a meeting, rindou definitely points it out.
"she texted you, didn't she?"
"mind your business."
despite all the teasing, rindou genuinely likes you. mostly because you're one of the few people capable of getting ran to slow down occasionally. he's spent years watching his brother throw himself into dangerous situations and seeing someone become important enough for ran to think about consequences is reassuring.
one thing about ran is that he absolutely loves sleep. this man can nap anywhere and once you're together, he becomes shameless about using you as a pillow. you'll be sitting on a couch watching television and suddenly there's a head in your lap. you'll be reading a book and feel him leaning against your shoulder. you'll wake up from a nap and discover he's somehow taken up most of the available space despite claiming he wasn't tired twenty minutes ago.
beneath all the jokes and teasing, though, there is a side of ran very few people ever see. despite his confidence, despite how relaxed he appears, he's not immune to fear. he knows exactly what kind of life he lives. he knows how dangerous bonten is. that's why he is always worried about your safety and it's a number one priority for him.
there are moments where you'll catch glimpses of the side of him very few people ever see. usually late at night when you're both lying awake in bed and neither of you feels like sleeping yet. those are the moments where the jokes fade away - where his voice gets quieter, he talks about things he normally keeps buried: childhood memories, regrets, fears. despite how confident he appears, ran carries loneliness too. years of it. and when he trusts you enough to show those parts of himself.
years into the relationship, he'll still look at you the same way he did in the beginning. still reach for your hand automatically. still pull you into his lap during movie nights, still bury his face in your shoulder when he's exhausted, still abandon important plans just because spending time with you sounds more appealing.
ran haitani in bed is something else. he already makes you feel special enough everyday but during sex - he makes you feel heavenly. oh, he knoooows what he's doing. ran is the type that talks you through it for sure. he talks, he teases, he does not shut up. no matter how many times you've gotten intimate - he doesn't fail to make you flustered and shy every single time.
ran is a tall, big man. he's also very strong and can manhandle you however he wishes. he does everything in his power to make you moan louder than before. he feeds off of it.
"like how I fuck you, baby?" he whispers in your ear from behind while pressing his chest down at your back. he's thrusting slow but hard - he goes so deep, you feel him in your tummy. ran slides down a hand to feel himself moving in and out of you. if you don't respond - he stops, cups your face and demands an answer.
"ran, please- don't stop!" you feel frustrated at the loss of an orgasm but once you do as he says - ran continues, pounding even deeper than before, stretching you out so much that your eyes roll back. his hand starts circling your clit and you start to see stars, release taking over you as he fucks you through it. ran haitani likes to take his time during sex. just like sanzu, he also edges you to your limit until you fall apart but he always leaves you satisfied in the end and it makes everything worth it.
most of the time you have sex with ran, you end up in cloud state. if you were shy and hesitant before, now you're babbling nonsense, begging for more - and he never disappoints. he loves to hear you beg for more, moan his name and be desperate as you leave scratches all over his back and arms. he is a masochist more than a sadist - you can slap him, hurt him, scratch whatever you want and it'll only turn him on more.
every time you do try to be dominant, you end up disappointed. ran takes it as a challenge whenever you get on top of him. he lets you have your control but as soon as you start riding him, you fall apart. he starts teasing you, whispering soft praises, playing with your clit and tits, pushing himself up to go in deeper and you lose all your composure. ran ends up rolling you over, getting on top of you and finishing everything on his terms.
"you did good, sweetheart, lemme take over now." he whispers in your ear seductively as he kisses and hits all the right spots.
ran's sex drive is high. he's freaked out almost everyday and can keep going over and over until you pass out from sleep. he tries something new every time you have sex, testing your limits.
one thing he does quite often is wrapping his big, large hands on your throat and staring at your expression while your eyes are rolled back, mouth open from pleasure. the sight of you makes him lose it every time and he has to fight his own body to not cum right on the spot.
ran loves, loves, loves eating you out too much. it always ends up with you pulling on his hair, forcing him stop because it's your third time cumming in a row and you're overstimulated. he frowns but praises you after for doing so good.
ran's big on praise but there are times he's too lost in pleasure and can't control what he says. "such a good slut f'me, fuck, fuck-"
another thing he does is pulling your hair. because of this, one if his favorite position is doggy because he gets to pull your hair and expose your soft neck to him. he leaves marks all over your shoulder and throat as he fucks you from behind. he also gets to whisper sweet praises in your ear and pull you on the edge.
─ RINDOU HAITANI
the age gap is something he thinks about more seriously than he admits. he wants to make sure you're comfortable. he wants to make sure you're making your own decisions. he never wants you to feel pressured by his age, his status, or his position within bonten. once he realizes the relationship is serious, though, he stops overthinking it and simply focuses on making you happy.
out of all the bonten executives, rindou is probably one of the least interested in public displays of affection. not because he's embarrassed of you. quite the opposite, actually. he values the relationship so much that it almost feels private to him - something special. something that belongs to the two of you rather than the rest of the world.
when you're attending events related to the clubs he helps manage and oversee, he stays relatively composed. maybe a hand on the small of your back while guiding you through a crowd. maybe his fingers briefly finding yours. maybe a protective hand on your shoulder.
the moment the two of you are home, he's suddenly attached to your side. he's especially fond of small, quiet touches. if you're cooking dinner, he's leaning against the counter nearby pretending he's not specifically there. but soon enough you feel him wrap his arms around you from behind and place soft kisses on your neck.
rindou often pretends not to care while obviously caring a lot. you'll mention being cold and suddenly a jacket appears over your shoulders. you'll mention being hungry and somehow food arrives. you'll say you're tired and he'll quietly suggest heading home earlier. then when you thank him, he shrugs and acts like it was nothing.
the sweetest thing about him is that he genuinely listens. every little detail you mention gets filed away somewhere in his memory. your favorite drink. the movie you've been wanting to watch. the book you've mentioned three separate times. you'll casually talk about something once and forget about it entirely. then weeks later he'll show up with tickets, reservations, or some small gift connected to that conversation.
late at night is when his softer side appears most often. the city is quiet. the clubs are closed or running without him. bonten feels far away. and suddenly it's just the two of you curled up together in bed. those are the moments where he'll actually talk about things. his worries. his thoughts. memories from years ago. things he would never tell most people.
jealousy is one of the few things capable of bringing that temper out almost instantly. unlike ran, who might tease his way through jealousy, rindou gets noticeably annoyed. if someone is flirting with you, he isn't going to sit there smiling through it. his entire mood drops.
conversations become shorter. his expression gets harder. and if the person continues despite the obvious signs, that's when the irritation starts becoming visible. he'll move closer to you without thinking about it. his hand finds yours. his arm settles around your shoulders. suddenly he's involved in the conversation whether anyone invited him or not - and he will be mean about it!
the worst arguments in your relationship usually happen because rindou has a habit of bottling things up. he's not naturally expressive. if something bothers him, he'll often sit with it for hours before saying anything. unfortunately, by the time he finally speaks up, he's already irritated.
you'll ask what's wrong. he'll say "nothing." you'll ask again. same answer. then three hours later he's suddenly admitting that something from earlier bothered him and now you're both trying to untangle a problem that could've been solved immediately. it's frustrating for both of you. he knows it's frustrating. he just struggles with vulnerability sometimes.
however, one thing about rindou is that he hates staying angry with you. genuinely hates it. arguments make him miserable. even when he's convinced he's right, even when he's still annoyed, he hates the distance that comes afterward. he'll sit alone replaying the conversation in his head, picking apart every sentence, wondering if he handled things poorly. sometimes his pride gets in the way for a little while, but eventually the need to fix things wins every single time.
rindou is also quite experienced when it comes to sex. he knows what buttons to push - he's quiet but focused. at first he won't initiate anything, afraid to make you uncomfortable. he's so hesitant during the first time but once he notices you're nervous, he becomes gentle and guides you through it.
rindou is much softer with you and it takes him a long time for him to get the hang of the relationship. before you, his sex life was pretty much one-night-stands. with you, he doesn't want to mess up so he does everything in his power to make you feel secure and safe. he asks you occasionally if you're okay.
unlike the other two, rindou is much thicker in size and the way he stretches you out feels heavenly every time. he's not much of a talker - all you hear from him are occasional grunts and groans. although, your moans are his favorite thing to hear.
rindou doesn't usually like to shut you up but there are moments when he gets the urge to push his fingers down your throat. it's not that you're being too loud- no, he could listen to you all day if he wanted to. it's just the sight of you sucking on his fingers pulls him to the edge.
rindou works out almost everyday so he is pretty built and strong. when you point out how amazing his biceps look, he gets flustered. later that day, he makes sure to show you how strong he really is. just like his brother, rin's also into choking - but he chokes you with his biceps instead.
you're on your knees and elbows when he thrusts into you from behind. he forces you up by pulling your hair and headlocks your neck in his big, strong arms. your back arches and you feel him hit spots you didn't even know existed.
unexpectedly, you and rindou get so lost in the pleasure, you have to discuss having a safe word. he could be eating you out, fucking you into oblivion and then making you sit on his face and all of a sudden, you're too overwhelmed, your body aching from both pain and pleasure.
speaking of face-sitting, rin is into every position where you're on top of him. oh, how much he loooves having you ride him on the couch after a long, tiring day. he still makes sure to help you move better if you get tired. if you complain too much, he gets a little "mean" and tells you to take it because "you're a good girl for me, yeah?". will praise you endlessly after you're done, though.
rin is a very touch-starved man. he likes to feel you close. 99% of the time he's sweet but angry sex with rindou is something entirely different. it usually happens when he gets jealous. when he noticed someone hitting you up at his club and he got genuinely irritated.
he obviously doesn't mention why his mood changed until you ask and that's when he loses all his composure - tying you up the to the bed and taking out all his anger on you. that's when he first realizes he enjoys overstimulating you a bit too much. he can't help himself the way he licks all over your cunt while pushing fingers deep inside you. your hands are tied up so you can't hold on to anything and you feel helpless and vulnerable under him but he's making you feel so good.
if you couldn't tell already, rindou would rather give than receive. but there are times, you want to do something for him too. rin's a bit hesitant when you first go down on him. he's the one that feels overwhelmed this time - the way your mouth feels so warm and amazing around him, the way your tongue moves around his tip.
rindou loves to manhandle and use his strength on you. your legs could be on his shoulders, you're so close to cumming and he suddenly decides to flip you on your stomach and push his dick deeper from behind. he also enjoys fucking into you on the shower wall, hands under your thighs while he's holding you up. he groans at how your walls squeeze him tight and bites your neck out of frustration.
his head rolls backwards from the pleasure as he grabs a fistful of your hair and pulls you down deeper, reaching your throat. that's the first time you hear him moan out of pleasure. "fuck- jus' like that, don't stop-" he's completely lost in pleasure as you bob your head up and down nonstop. looking at you on your knees as you suck him off becomes his favorite sight of you.
kakucho doesn’t react loudly when something happens around you. he doesn’t raise his voice or make a scene. he just notices everything first. if someone makes you uncomfortable, he registers it immediately, but he doesn’t act right away. he decides and calculates. when he finally speaks, it’s already over for whoever crossed the line.
you don’t really have to explain when something feels off. kakucho already sees it. the way your posture changes. the way your answers get shorter. the way you go quieter in rooms where you’re not fully comfortable. especially around bonten members who are louder by nature, he notices everything you don’t say.
he adjusts without making it obvious - moving closer, redirecting conversations if they start leaning too far. if it’s necessary, he shuts it down with just your name and a tone that makes people stop. later, when it’s just you, he’ll ask, “was that too much?” and if you say yes, he just nods once. “i’ll handle it better next time.” no argument. no questioning.
even sanzu, who pushes most limits, is noticeably more restrained when kakucho is near you. ran jokes about it once. “you’re the only one who can silence him.” kakucho doesn’t respond. later, when sanzu makes a comment that even slightly crosses a line, kakucho just says, “don’t.” and it’s enough.
kakucho is a hopeless romantic at heart - also extremely loyal and attentive when it comes to you. just because he's busy most of the time, doesn't mean he won't take you out on dates often. he always makes time for you and if something too important happens and your plans change, kakucho will make sure to make it up to you with flowers and lots of gifts - he takes this very seriously.
because of his past, it was difficult for him to put down the walls around you at first. when you first started dating, he was restricting himself of showing affection. after kakucho gets comfortable, it gets difficult for him to hide his love for you. behind closed doors, he loves holding you close to him. he enjoys making out on the couch and hugging you from behind while you're cooking.
cuddling you to sleep every night also fixes his insomnia. after spending a few nights together, he learns that he has no nightmares when you're around. whenever he can't sleep, kakucho will randomly show up at your place in the middle of the night saying "I can't sleep without you" as you welcome him into your embrace and warm comfy bed. he passes out like a baby as soon as he's in your arms.
oh, bonten kakucho is the most touch-starved person ever. he would never admit that but he is longing for a hug - he physically and emotionally needs it. the first time you cuddled up with him on the couch, he was beaming with that warm feeling in his chest. he immediately wrapped his arm around you and pulled you closer.
⊹ people assume he’d want somebody loud enough to match his energy but his entire life is noise, meetings, violence, people demanding things from him, chaos everywhere. when he comes home and finds you curled up on the couch reading or scrolling through your phone in complete silence, it genuinely relaxes him.
sometimes he’ll just flop down beside you and put his head in your lap. neither of you say anything for half an hour. he doesn’t need conversation. he just likes being near you. spending quality time with you is the best part of his day.
⊹ everyone in bonten knows you’re his weak spot. everyone knows. the second your name comes up, sanzu changes completely. his expression softens. his voice loses that dangerous edge. he’ll answer your texts in the middle of important conversations and not even try to hide it.
the funniest part is that he thinks he’s subtle but he isn’t. one time somebody joked that you had him wrapped around your finger. the room went completely silent. everyone expected sanzu to get angry. instead he shrugged and said, “yeah, obviously.”
⊹ he gets ridiculously soft when you’re affectionate first. normally sanzu is the clingy one. he’ll throw an arm around your shoulders, pull you into his lap, grab your hand whenever he feels like it. but the rare moments when you initiate affection - he completely malfunctions.
if you quietly take his hand first, he’ll stare at you for a second because he genuinely wasn’t expecting it. if you lean against him while you’re sleepy, he immediately goes quiet. he’ll act normal on the outside but he’s replaying that moment for the next three business days.
⊹ if you’re talking to someone else for too long, he’ll eventually wander over. if you’re sitting across the room, he’ll somehow end up beside you within ten minutes. if everyone’s gathered together, his arm ends up resting against yours before he even realizes he’s moved.
one night you’re sitting with ran and rindou while they’re telling some ridiculous story. you’re actually laughing - a rare enough occurrence. twenty minutes later, sanzu walks into the room, takes one look at the situation, and immediately sits beside you.
ran raises an eyebrow. “we’re having a conversation.”
sanzu glances toward you. “not anymore.” he says as he takes you over to his office.
⊹ there are nights when bonten keeps him out until ridiculous hours. nights where everything goes wrong. nights where he’s exhausted, irritated, and running entirely on caffeine and stubbornness. during those nights he becomes quieter than usual. not angry. just tired. and no matter how late it gets, eventually he texts you.
“awake?”
“you home?”
or sometimes just your name.
the first time it happens, you ask if something’s wrong.
“nothing’s wrong.”
“then why are you texting me at 3 a.m.?”
there’s a long pause. another minute passes. finally his reply appears.
“wanted to hear from you.”
⊹ he develops this habit of pressing a kiss against your forehead whenever he walks past you. sometimes it’s your temple. sometimes your cheek. sometimes the top of your head while you’re focused on something else. half the time he isn’t even paying attention to what he’s doing. it’s become so normal that neither of you notices it anymore until one day kakucho does.
you’re standing in the kitchen talking quietly about something. sanzu walks by, leans down, presses a quick kiss against your hair, and keeps walking without breaking the conversation he’s having on the phone.
kakucho stares.
“…what?” sanzu stares back.
“nothing.”
⊹ after something genuinely dangerous happens, sanzu spends the next few days sticking unusually close to you. he’ll deny it if anyone points it out. claim it’s coincidence. act irritated whenever rindou starts making comments but everyone notices.
especially you. he keeps reaching for you. checking that you’re there. touching your shoulder when he walks past. pulling you beside him on the couch. resting a hand on your back whenever you’re standing nearby. eventually you ask him about it.
“you’ve been acting weird.”
he looks at you for a second.
“thought I lost you.”
the words leave his mouth before he can stop them because sanzu almost never admits things like that. after a moment, he sighs and pulls you closer against his side.
⊹ mikey who shows up outside your house completely unannounced with a helmet in one hand and a sleepy smile on his face. he never has a plan beyond “wanted to see you,” but somehow the nights always turn into aimless rides, convenience store snacks, and watching the sunrise from somewhere only the two of you know.
⊹ mikey who absolutely melts when you play with his hair. he’ll pretend not to care at first, but within minutes his eyes are drifting shut and he’s leaning harder into your touch. if you stop, he doesn’t ask you to continue - he simply nudges your hand with the top of his head until your fingers disappear into his hair again.
⊹ mikey who loves sharing food with you, except “sharing” means taking a bite from your plate before you’ve even touched it. when you complain, he’ll split the last piece of his own snack in half and carefully hand you the bigger portion without saying a word.
⊹ mikey who gets sleepy around you more than anyone else. the second the room gets quiet, he’s finding somewhere to rest against you, eyes half-lidded and completely at peace. if you wake him because you have to leave, he’ll blink at you in confusion and mumble, “can’t you stay five more minutes?”
⊹ mikey who isn’t always great at putting his feelings into words, so he says them through tiny actions instead. he notices when you’re cold before you do and drapes his jacket over your shoulders, saves the last bite of dessert because he knows you’ll like it, and quietly walks on the side closest to traffic every single time.
⊹ mikey who looks at you with complete, uncomplicated trust. after a rough day, he’ll flop onto your couch and stare at the ceiling until you sit beside him, then inch closer until your shoulders touch. he never asks to be comforted outright, but the way he settles against you says more than enough.
⊹ mikey who kisses you like he’s still a little surprised he gets to. most of them are quick pecks before hopping on his bike or after walking you home, but every so often he’ll cup your face with both hands, smile against your lips, and stay there for just a second longer because he doesn’t feel any rush to pull away.
⊹ mikey who remembers tiny things you mentioned months ago without realizing they mattered. you once pointed at a claw machine plushie and called it cute, and weeks later he casually drops it into your lap after somehow winning it on his first try. when you ask why he got it, he just blinks. “because you liked it.”
⊹ mikey who can fall asleep almost anywhere, but insists he sleeps best with you nearby. if you’re watching a movie together, there’s a good chance you’ll look over halfway through and find him dozing off with his head on your shoulder and one hand loosely holding onto your sleeve so you can’t wander off without waking him.
⊹ mikey who gets quietly jealous rather than dramatic. if someone else is making you laugh a little too much, he doesn’t interrupt or start an argument - he simply wanders over, slips into the space beside you, and casually hooks his arm around yours as though that’s where it’s always been. he won’t even look at the other person. he’s only paying attention to whether you lean into him.
⊹ mikey who has an uncanny sense for when you’re nearby in a crowd. toman could be celebrating after a meeting with dozens of people talking over one another, but the moment he hears your voice, his head turns immediately. within seconds he’s weaving through everyone until he’s standing next to you.
⊹ mikey who instinctively reaches for the back of your shirt whenever you’re walking through crowded places. it isn’t because he thinks you’ll get lost - it just reassures him that you’re there. sometimes he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it until you glance back at him and smile.
⊹ mikey who becomes surprisingly protective when you’re exhausted. if you’re pushing yourself too hard, he’ll gently take whatever you’re carrying out of your hands and tell you to take a break in the same matter-of-fact tone he uses to order food. there’s no teasing in moments like that - just quiet certainty that he’s going to help whether you protest or not.
⊹ mikey who isn’t possessive in words but in habits. your drink somehow ends up in his hand after one sip, he steals bites from your plate without asking, and he automatically saves you a seat wherever he goes. the people around him stop questioning it after a while because if there’s an empty spot next to mikey, everyone already knows who it’s for.
⊹ mikey who kisses you with so much love that makes your chest ache. he’ll pause right before you leave, brush his forehead against yours, and press one soft kiss to your lips before stepping back. then, after a second of thinking, he’ll lean in for another because one never quite feels like enough.
⊹ mikey who acts fearless in front of everyone else but relaxes completely when he’s with you. on nights when the responsibilities of leading toman weigh heavier than he lets on, he rests his head against your shoulder and closes his eyes. he doesn’t ask you to fix anything. he just stays there, comforted by the simple fact that you’re still beside him.
hanma has a terrible habit of disappearing for hours and then showing up like nothing happened, with a cigarette already between his fingers and a grin that tells you he’s been somewhere he probably shouldn’t have been. before he says hello, he flicks the ash away, takes one last drag, and makes a point of standing downwind so the smoke doesn’t blow into your face. “don’t give me that look,” he laughs when you wrinkle your nose.
he gets jealous far more easily than he admits. if another guy is making you laugh for a little too long, hanma doesn’t interrupt the conversation right away. instead, he casually drapes an arm across your shoulders from behind and leans just enough of his weight onto you that it’s obvious where his attention is. hanma's smile never fades, but there’s something sharp underneath it that convinces most people to move along.
walking through the city with him feels like following a storm cloud. one minute he’s joking around, trying to make you laugh so hard you can barely breathe, and the next his expression hardens because he noticed someone watching too closely. hanma doesn’t explain the change. he simply reaches for your hand, tucks you onto the side farthest from the street, and keeps moving.
he steals your lighter constantly even though he owns three of his own. days later you’ll find it in the pocket of his jacket, scratched up from being tossed around with keys and coins. when you complain, he just shrugs and says, “guess you’ll have to keep hanging around me if you want it back.”
for someone who acts carefree, shuji notices tiny details about you. if you’re quieter than usual, he catches it within minutes. if you skip lunch, he somehow finds out. he’ll toss you a drink or a snack with a lazy “eat,” pretending not to care whether you listen, but he keeps watching until you do.
hanma acts like your belongings are shared property. your jacket ends up on his shoulders, your headphones vanish into his pocket, and he’ll borrow your hoodie for days before giving it back smelling faintly of cigarettes and city air. when you ask why he never wears his own clothes instead, he smirks. “yours are better.”
he never admits when he’s worried about you, but it shows in other ways. if you’re walking home late, he suddenly “happens” to be nearby. if your plans change unexpectedly, he appears before you even have the chance to call. when you point out the coincidence, hanma just laughs and says the city isn’t that big.
he likes making you laugh because it’s one of the few sounds that cuts through the constant noise in his own head. even on rough days, he’ll tell ridiculous stories or exaggerate something that happened just to see you roll your eyes and smile. when it works, shuji looks oddly satisfied.
there are nights when he’s quieter than usual, cigarette burning low between his fingers as the city lights reflect in his eyes. instead of talking, he simply sits close enough that your shoulders touch, occasionally nudging you with his elbow to make sure you’re still there. words aren’t really his style, but the fact that he chooses your company over anything else says enough.
whenever hanma's been away for a while, the first thing he does when he sees you is look you over from head to toe. he never says what he’s checking for, but you know he’s making sure you’re unhurt. only after he’s satisfied does the lazy grin return to his face, followed by some sarcastic comment to cover up how relieved he actually is.
he smokes more when he’s stressed, but around you he tries to cut himself off halfway through. there are nights when you catch him staring at the cigarette between his fingers before sighing and putting it out early. if you ask why, he shrugs and mumbles, “you complain about the smell.” the truth is he likes when your hair carries your perfume instead of smoke after you hug him.
shuji keeps little reminders of you in places nobody would think to look. a photo booth strip tucked into his wallet behind folded bills. an old receipt with your handwriting on it shoved inside his jacket pocket. a cheap keychain you won for him that dangles from his motorcycle keys despite looking completely out of place. if anyone ever noticed, he’d deny caring so fast it would almost be convincing.
he hates saying goodbye. instead of admitting it, he creates excuses to stretch every farewell by another minute. he’ll ask one more pointless question, borrow your lighter only to hand it back immediately, or suddenly remember something funny he forgot to tell you. eventually you realize he isn’t trying to keep the conversation going - he’s trying to delay walking away from you.
every now and then you wake up in the middle of the night to find him still awake beside you, staring at the ceiling. when shuji notices you looking, he flashes that familiar crooked grin and claims he just can’t sleep. what he doesn’t admit is that he sometimes stays awake listening to the rhythm of your breathing because it’s one of the only things that slows his racing mind.
when hanma gets hurt, his instinct is to hide it. he’d rather joke about the bruise than let you see how much it aches. but if you discover it anyway and insist on patching him up, he becomes unusually cooperative, sitting still while you work and watching your face the entire time. by the end, he’s smiling - not because the pain is gone, but because someone cared enough to make him stop pretending.
if you absentmindedly play with hanma's hair while sitting together, he practically melts without realizing it. his eyes drift shut, his shoulders loosen, and the constant restless energy he carries finally settles. he’d never admit how much he likes it, but the next time you’re together he somehow always ends up sitting close enough for you to do it again.
on nights when work runs late, he never tells you details, but you can always tell how serious things were by the way he comes home. sometimes he’s relaxed enough to flop onto the couch and pull you into his lap immediately. other nights he stands silently in the doorway for a long minute before finally crossing the room just to wrap both arms around you without saying anything.
ran’s surprisingly clingy in private. if you’re cooking, he’s leaning against the counter close enough that your hips bump into his every few seconds. if you’re reading, his head ends up in your lap. if you’re watching a movie, his fingers stay tangled with yours the entire time. he acts composed in public, but behind closed doors he’s always finding an excuse to touch you.
every bruise on him makes you frown, and every time you reach out to inspect one he pretends it doesn’t hurt. “looks worse than it is,” he says with a lazy grin, even when you know better. then he lets you clean the scrape anyway, sitting perfectly still while you dab at his skin, watching your face instead of the wound because seeing you fuss over him softens something inside him.
there are certain phone calls ran refuses to answer in front of you. his expression doesn’t change, but he’ll quietly step onto the balcony or into another room before returning five minutes later with that smug smile back in place. if you ask whether everything’s okay, he cups your cheek and answers, “it is now.”
when he’s away overnight, he always calls before you go to bed. the conversations are rarely long, sometimes only a few minutes, but he insists on hearing your voice. if you tell him you miss him, there’s a pause on the line before he quietly admits that he’s already counting the hours until he gets back.
despite his reputation, ran almost never raises his voice around you. disagreements end with him sitting beside you until both of you have calmed down enough to talk. he’d rather spend an hour solving a misunderstanding than risk letting resentment settle between you.
he keeps a spare key to your place and encourages you to keep one to his, but he also changes security codes more often than seems necessary. cameras get upgraded, locks get replaced, unfamiliar cars parked outside are quietly looked into. ran never explains the precautions in detail, only tells you with complete seriousness that your safety is something he refuses to compromise on.
sometimes you wake in the middle of the night because he’s shifted closer in his sleep, one arm heavy around your waist and his face tucked into the back of your neck. he unconsciously seeks you out when he’s asleep, as though his body has a mind of its own.
ran never promises that his life is safe, because it isn’t. instead, he promises that he’ll always come back to you if he possibly can, and he keeps proving it over and over again. no matter how late the hour or how demanding the day has been, the first thing he does when he walks through the door is find you, smile like the weight has finally lifted off him, and pull you into a hug that lingers just a little longer than the last one.
he has your location turned on, and unlike other people who pretend they never check it, he absolutely does. if you stop somewhere unexpected for too long, your phone lights up with a notification, “everything okay?” followed by, “want me to come get you?” he never frames it as control. in his mind, knowing where you are is the only way he can make sure nothing ever reaches you.
no matter how late he gets home, he looks for you first. if you’re asleep on the couch, he doesn’t wake you. he kneels beside you for a moment just to watch you breathe, brushes your hair away from your face, and carries you to bed with surprising care. even after setting you down, he lingers, smoothing the blankets around you before climbing in beside you.
ran has a habit of memorizing your routines, and when they change unexpectedly he notices immediately. if you usually order coffee at nine and skip it one morning, he asks if you’re feeling all right. if you sound slightly tired over the phone, he’s at your door that evening with your favorite dessert and flowers.
ran loves slow mornings because they’re the only time the outside world can’t demand anything from him. he stays tangled up with you under the blankets, pressing lazy kisses to your temple, your cheek, the corner of your mouth until you’re laughing and trying to push him away. “five more minutes,” he mumbles every single time, tightening his arms around your waist. “they can all wait.”
you wake up because something warm is holding you in place. for a second you’re too sleepy to figure out what it is, until you feel a lazy hand spread across your waist and the steady rise and fall of someone else’s breathing against the back of your neck.
behind you, ran is still asleep, face buried into your shoulder, one leg thrown carelessly over yours. his hair brushes your cheek every time he breathes, impossibly soft, and every now and then his fingers twitch against your side as if he’s dreaming. you try to shift just enough to get comfortable but his grip tightens instantly.
“don’t,” he murmurs, voice barely above a whisper.
"ran, lemme go" you try to squeak your way out of his grasp.
he hums in disagreement, eyes still closed, and nudges even closer until there’s practically no room left between you. the blanket slips down around your shoulders, so he reaches for it without looking and drags it back over both of you, making sure you’re covered before settling again.
ran presses a sleepy kiss to the top of your head and sighs contentedly. “nah, it’s too early.” he says it like it’s obvious, like the world can wait another hour because the bed is warm and you’re here. you glance toward the clock on the nightstand. it's almost afternoon.
his thumb traces absent circles against your side, slow enough that it almost lulls you back to sleep. when you roll over to face him, he finally opens one eye.
“hello, pretty,” he says quietly. his hair is sticking out in every direction, sleep still heavy in his expression, and he doesn’t seem to care in the slightest. he tucks a strand of yours behind your ear before letting his hand rest against your cheek, studying you.
"hello to you too, sleepyhead"
he only smiles at your response and pulls you into his chest.
the mattress dips as he shifts, wrapping both arms around you until your forehead is tucked beneath his chin. you can hear the slow rhythm of his heartbeat, feel the quiet vibration when he laughs under his breath because your cold hands sneak beneath the fabric of his shirt.
ran stares at you for a minute, the sun shining on your face, making you look dreamy in his eyes. he pushes a strand of your hair behind your ear and gently brushes his thumb across your cheek. he slowly leans in for a kiss. your mouth parts at the contact as he softly plants his lips on yours.
the kiss starts to deepen - your breath coming faster. ran's hand slides down your back, pulling you closer until there is no space left between you. his lips become bolder, more insistent, as he tilts his head to feel you closer. ran’s hands are everywhere - fingers trembling slightly as they grip your waist, slide up your back under the thin fabric of your shirt.
his mouth crashes into yours again and again - kissing you hard now, desperate and hungry like he hasn’t kissed you in years. every breath is shared between frantic presses of lips. his tongue slips past yours, warm and insistent. a soft gasp escapes you; he chases your lips with another deep kiss.
he rolls onto his back without breaking contact, pulling you on top of him so tightly there’s no space. one hand tangles fiercely in your hair while the other grips the curve at the small of your back.
ran’s breath comes in short, hot puffs against your lips as the kiss grows messier, urgent. his hands roam with need: one sliding up under your shirt to trace the bare skin of your spine, sending shivers through both of you; the other gripping hard at your waist
he kisses you like a starved man - lips moving fast and wet. every time his tongue meets yours, it sparks a jolt straight to his chest and he groans low in his throat without thinking. his hips lift slightly off the bed on instinct when you shift above him, pressing closer, chasing friction.
the movement starts small - just the subtle roll of ran’s hips up into yours, testing. but with a quiet whimper muffled by your kiss, he grinds against you again, slower and harder this time. the heat between you builds fast; both still fully clothed but feeling everything through layers of fabric.
you break the kiss only to gasp for air but he immediately dives back in, mouth crashing onto yours as his body moves beneath you, rhythmic, desperately humping through the clothes. every shift sends sparks through his nerves. ran loses himself in the sensation, each roll of his hips sending waves of heat through him.
ran kisses you wildly, lips slick and parted, teeth grazing your bottom lip by accident before he soothes it with another deep kiss. every movement becomes instinct: grind up into you, chase the pressure.
his breathing is ragged - chest rising fast under yours. a soft whine escapes your lips when the friction hits just right. ran's hand slips down to squeeze your thigh before spreading it wider around his waist, opening space for even deeper contact.
suddenly the door swings open with a loud thud - no knock, no warning. sanzu steps in, grinning like an idiot until he sees you two - ran beneath you, both flushed and breathless, lips swollen from kissing, clothes rumpled - the air thick with tension.
his smile drops instantly. “oh-"
“get the fuck out” ran threatens immediately - voice raw and furious. he jerks back so fast it nearly throws you off him. he’s red-faced, not just from embarrassment but pure rage at being interrupted right then. sanzu blinks rapidly as ran grabs the nearest pillow and hurls it across the room at his head.
“fuck's sake!"
your face burns instantly, cheeks flushing deep red. you’re still half-straddling ran, your lips tingling from the kiss that just got interrupted, heart pounding, eyes darting to sanzu who immediately starts backing out of the room with both hands up.
“sorry, sweetheart" ran drawls, voice dripping with fake innocence. his hands slide down your sides now, not tender like before but ticklish. he shifts smoothly - rolling over you in one fluid motion until he’s hovering above. instead of kissing you, he gently lowers himself until his head comes to rest right on your chest, just above your heart.
you can feel his warmth through both layers of clothes. his hair tickles your chin slightly as it spills over the pillow beside you. ran sighs and nuzzles into the curve between your collarbone and shoulder, claiming his favorite spot.
his arms slip around your waist loosely, perfectly comfortable with silence. a soft chuckle rumbles from his chest as he squeezes you slightly. you bury your face into him instantly to hide how flustered that made you but it only makes ran laugh again.
you just stay there, tangled together beneath the blankets while the morning drifts by unnoticed, ran absentmindedly brushing his fingers through your hair every few seconds as if making sure you’re still real, every so often squeezing you a little tighter whenever you shift, never quite ready to let go.
guys should i get back to writing for tokyo rev (*´-`) is there anyone left in the fandom who reads fanfics... interact plsssssss cuz I really wanna write for themmmm!!
kakucho being the softest lover ever is an understatement. when he falls in love, he is completely head over hills. he is obsessed with you. he gets annoyed at himself for thinking about you so often. his friends also notice how he's almost always distracted and zoned out, only to be imagining being with you.
when kakucho first realized he was in love, he was hesitant to involve you in his dangerous life. he was very shy at first but decided to man up and be bold - randomly asked if he could be your boyfriend and confessed his feelings.
kakucho is very selfless when it comes to you. he wants to make everything special for you. that's why your first kiss was one of the most memorable memory of your life. it was of course nothing fancy - considering the fact that you two were very young. but you will never forget when he took you to see one of the best views of tokyo with his bike for the first time at night. it was all very new to you.
kakucho is a very considerate boyfriend. he observes all your emotions and reads you well. his love language is acts of service. he will do anything for you - you won't have to ask twice.
he is also very adventurous and spontaneous from time to time. during summertime, he took you in a small village with a river. he still remembers how fun it was to be in the water with you, picking you up and softly throwing you into the river. you two felt like little kids again.
kakucho adds the best memories to your life, especially meaningful conversations, late night rides, fancy dates from time to time and spontaneous vacations in different cities or villages. you could never be bored with him. after some time, he gets used to doing everything with you - he always wants to take you to the gym with him just to see you more frequently.
kakucho isn't afraid to show you off and he wants you to meet his friends soon - so you often hang out around tenjiku members and everyone knows who you are (they also know not to mess with you). your boyfriend cannot take his eyes away from you and when his friends notice his stares, they unfortunately tease him. but sometimes only you know he's staring and you adore the feeling of his eyes on you. even though there may be so many people around you, this kind of eye contact feels so intimate and meaningful.
as time went by, kakucho's life got even more dangerous. when he was in kanto manji gang, he was almost always busy and stressed out. but he never used this fact as an excuse. he made sure to pay tons of attention to you - he was just tired and preferred to be cuddled and kissed in bed. how could you say no to him...
kaku's touch and kiss feels heavenly to you. the way he wraps you in his arms to hug. the way he holds your neck when he places the softest kiss on your lips. it all feels very intimate, like, you two are soulmates who can understand each other with just eyes.
"I love you"
he softly whispers, staring intensively into your eyes. kakucho doesn't think he deserves you. kaku's also still very hesitant and worried about you being a part of his life, not knowing what his enemies might do to you. after his tragic life, from losing his family twice, he doesn't even know why you stayed with him for so long - he doesn't feel worthy of your love. but when you say I love you back at him, and kiss him so heavenly, he thinks maybe his life isn't so bad.
kokonoi isn't an easy person to be befriend. but somehow you ended up by his side throughout his gang life. he knew you as the smartest person from school and respected you for your hard work but he wasn't really interested on a personal level at first. he did find you very useful when you suggested if you could help him with money. that's how you ended up being his assistant and partner in crime.
you didn't really have any intentions helping him, it just happened that you ended up by his side for such a long time. kokonoi soon realized you were not the kind of person worth losing, so he tried everything to make you stay. after his childhood, he didn't even know what he would do without you.
it was difficult for kokonoi to open up and finally decide to take your friendship to the next level. but he had lots of trust in you and knew you as the most loyal person in his life. when he first kissed you, it felt so surreal. you two were in the kanto manji gang by then and the confession happened after a serious mission you were involved in. he was extremely worried about your safety and out of frustration, kokonoi pulled you in his arms and kissed your lips.
relationship with kokonoi is so different from what you expected; he is so much softer and sweeter than ever expected. he knows everything about you and uses it to his advantage. hajime understands your emotions and can read you well no matter how much you try to hide them. he knows when to hold your hand and kiss your temple to calm you down. during the gang meetings, he always sits next to you and holds your hand under the table.
kokonoi may not be a loud lover, he likes to keep things private between you two. but that doesn't stop him from expressing his love for you. obviously he is way more comfortable when you two are alone. he likes to lay on top of you when frustrated. if something went wrong, it's his first instinct to find you.
hajime has his privileges at work and especially with mikey. that's why, after every night out, he gives you a day off and leaves you breakfast with a note "I love you", he also never forgets a gift. kokonoi knows you have your own money but nevertheless, he buys you everything you want and don't want.
you and kokonoi spend 90% of your time at work, usually seeing eachother on meetings but when you hang out outside of your jobs, it's very much special. hajime takes you to the fanciest dates with gorgeous views, sleepovers in cutest hotels, shopping in huge malls. he is the fancy and rich type but sometimes you remind him small moments together are special as well.
there's a day kokonoi won't ever forget when he took you sightseeing with his car in middle of the summer at night. the car radio was playing your favorite songs while you two were laying in grass looking up at the stars.
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you"
he looks over at you with love and slowly places a soft kiss on your lips. kokonoi thinks you're the most perfect thing in his weird life.
kazutora loves you very dearly. he respects you and appreciates you for staying with him even though he worries you so much. he knows he's very careless but that's just the way he is and he can't change it. at least that's what he thinks.
kazutora would never have excepted being your boyfriend. that's why he treats you like the most precious thing in his life. he makes sure to pay attention and observe you. he may not be the best at it but he tries his hardest.
his favorite thing to do is to show up at your place middle of the night, throwing rocks at your window and taking you out on a ride with his motorcycle. kazutora does this often, especially when he's overthinking and struggling mentally. when he focuses on you, all his bad thoughts disappear and it's only two of you together and alone in the world. he would look at you with tired eyes, body and mind begging to feel your touch and hear your voice. you calm him down.
kazutora hanemiya may not be as fancy, but he does make you feel special. whatever money he has, he uses to buy you a jewelry of your liking or takes you out to your favorite cafe. sometimes he realizes you are too special to him and he needs to work harder to provide a better life for you. he wants to spoil you hard.
he loves taking you to his place and cuddling you in bed. he never forgets to buy snacks beforehand. you two watch your childhood cartoons together and talk about random stuff endlessly. kazutora adores when you fall asleep on him and he uses that time to stare at your face. the more he looks, the harder he falls in love.
hanemiya knows you enjoy walking around the town with him in good weather. he makes sure to free up his time often and take you on a nice walk in the park. buying you ice cream in summer or some hot chocolate in winter. he likes to imagine you two as married already which makes these moments more special.
kazutora is very intimate with you once he opens up. he gets more touchy when you stay over at his place because he genuinely feels surreal when he touches your soft skin with his hands. he loves to kiss you passionately, holding your neck to pull you closer, not letting you breathe sometimes. he loves to hold your thighs or lay his head on them. safe to say, whatever he can't say with words, he expresses it with his body.
hanemiya might not have the best temper sometimes. his feelings get too much and he gets overwhelmed by his thoughts often. its difficult for him to talk about these things and mostly avoids conversations because he doesn't want to hurt you. but as the time passes by, kazutora realizes, pushing you away only makes things worse. so he slowly allows himself to ask you for help.
one of the most memorable day in your life was when kazutora first took you to an arcade date. both of you turned out to be competitive in games and challenged eachother. it all felt like you two were little kids again and it made him think, what if you met ten years ago during his hard childhood. he thinks his life would turn out ten times better with you by his side.
mitsuya takashi thinks he's the luckiest man alive every time he looks at you. the way he loves - makes you feel so safe and happy. you never have to repeat a sentence for him, never have to over-explain your thoughts or tell him to do something meaningful for you - mitsuya knows and observes everything.
he makes sure to take you on dates regularly, spend time with you every time he possibly can. if you don't have any friends - mitsuya will introduce you to toman, emma and hina as well, and obviously do everything he can to never ever make you feel lonely.
mitsuya takashi thinks he isn't a jealous man. of course he is mature enough to respect your friendships with another men, but he cannot help the way he glares at them every time someone crosses the line with you - his stare could kill. but he will never admit his jealousy, to never make you feel like you're limited in any way.
mitsuya takashi is a family man. he ADORES whenever you hang out with his sisters. the way you talk and play with them - luna and mana adore you even more. sometimes when his toman life gets a little too much, you make sure to step in and help him take care of his siblings - to take the little girls out of school/kindergarten, cook for them and tell their bedtime stories. takashi cannot wait to have a family with you.
mitsuya takashi supports you emotionally. oh, one of your family members upset you? - he will show up at your house and take you on a ride on his motorcycle. you're breaking down and having an existential crisis? - mitsuya will bring you flowers, take you out on a surprise date and gift you a new jewelry of your liking.
this man knows how to comfort you - besides physical actions, takashi loves deep conversations just as much as you do. he will give you space to talk about anything that's slightly making you overthink. and of course, he will also never hide anything from you and is always ready to ask for help when he needs it - because he trusts you and knows you're there for him.
mitsuya takashi loves eye contact. it's like, sometimes his eyes talk for him because they're very expressive - at least you know him well enough to tell. especially during intimate moments, he wants you to be looking at him all the time. like when you're on top of him, sitting on his lap and making out, talking - eye contact is deep and intense and neither of you want to look away.
mitsuya takashi loves and wants you very deeply. he's so in love with you and wants to keep you in his little heart pocket to be with him all the time.
draken thinks you're way too perfect for him. he thinks you shouldn't be with someone like him - he's a delinquent after all. but that doesn't change the fact that he loves and cherishes you more than anything in his life. with all the craziness around him, you're the one who calms him down. the way his guard immediately relaxes when you slide your hands into his hair and massage his scalp - draken thinks he's in heaven.
ken ryūgūji wants to spend a lifetime with you - also a family man. he will financially and emotionally provide for you and will not ask for anything in return - vise versa, he doesn't want you to be working at all and is planning a kind of life where struggle for you doesn't exist. obviously, if you have any passions in life, he will do everything possible to support you.
draken has a serious exterior on the outside but when he's alone with you, he's so gentle and loving. his touch is incredibly soft - the way he caresses your face while kissing; the way he hugs you when you need to be comforted; the way he holds you. he doesn't stop himself from showing you attention, he treats you with extra care.
draken's love language is physical touch as well as acts of service. he's so happy to do things for you. when you two are cuddling and you get thirsty, he doesn't hesitate to bring you water. your bag is too heavy? PLEASE give it to him, he will carry everything for you. your shoes are uncomfortable and hurt? he will pick you up and take you wherever you're going!!!!!! he loves when you ask him to do something - he'd do ANYTHING for you.
ryūgūji enjoys when you get shy. it's so difficult to get used to his compliments. while making out, draken gets lost while kissing your neck, whispering sweet words, holding you close to him. when he lies you down on your back and you try to hide your face, he smiles and pins your hands down to kiss you properly.
"don't get all shy on me, princess"
draken is a very romantic man. especially at the beginning of your relationship, he observes you until he knows all your interests. he wants to know everything you like and give you lots of gifts based on your likings. ken ryūgūji never forgets to take you on romantic, intimate dates and give you your favorite flowers every week. he's also a big lover of late night conversations and once in a while, when either of you feel stressed, he shows up at your door at night and takes you on a ride. he knows all the best spots with best views and random benches you can sit and have a talk on.
ken can read you too well - he's very observative and emotionally mature. he notices a slight shift in your presence and immediately acts to change something. for example when you're in a public space and your social battery suddenly runs out - you don't have to mention anything, he will notice and take you home. or during a hang out with friends, someone jokes a little to hard about something you're uncomfortable with - draken will make sure to put them in their place without starting a fight (if not absolutely necessary) and comfort you after.
draken is a kind of person who wants you all to himself. don't get me wrong - he's not overly possessive and jealous type. he just wants to be with you 24/7 - without anyone disturbing the two of you. he cancels on mikey a lot because of you - like when you're cuddling in bed and someone from toman calls - he either hangs up or tells them he not gonna be there :,) just to turn around, kiss your forehead and tell you to go back to sleep.
once this man falls in love with you - he's head over heels. he will love you for the rest of his life. souya kawata's love is very deep and gentle. due to his nature, he's very shy and is extremely scared of confessing at first, thinking you don't even consider him deserving of your love. but he ends up being so so so wrong. once smiley forces him to reveal his love for you, you fall in love with angry.
it takes some time for souya to get used to being with you. he is very shy but forces himself to be better for you and show you more affection. the first time you kissed, his heart was doing flips but he managed to keep himself composed for you. you have to be patient with him at first and once he gains more confidence - he's the best boyfriend you could ask for!
souya kawata is also very soft and loving in private. you two could be all over each other in his room, him gently placing kisses all over your face while giving you sweet compliments - next thing you know smiley rushes in and angry gets so frustrated. immediately kicks his brother out and locks the door - he never forgot to lock the door ever since then.
souya adores when you pay a little extra attention to him. he loves giving but every time you kiss his cheek or forehead; help him do his hair or comfort him when he's struggling emotionally - angry falls in love all over again. he always makes sure to pay you back twice, buying you flowers and plushies; taking you on rides around the city.
angry loves cooking for you. you go to the same school and from time to time, he brings you lunch boxes. he also invites you at home a lot - prepares the best ramen for you. souya almost passes out when you bring him food once and he's just overloaded with the love for you - thanks you thousands of times and compliments your cooking. after that, you two make it a tradition to cook delicious meals together.
angry takes you to fun and adventurous dates! he loves to have fun with you - you two go to arcades and gaming rooms often, even festivals. he notices when you get cold during your time out and always makes sure to give you his jacket - adoooores when you wear it, even for no reason. souya likes having you hugging from behind when he's on the motorcycle. he doesn't want to scare you but sometimes he speeds up just a little for you to hug him tighter - he will never admit it though.
souya kawata enjoys spending time with you and his bro - his two favorite people in the world. doesn't like when smiley teases him tho!! he wants to be with you for the rest of his life - the thought of you ending up with someone else terrifies him. when he's stressed and starts overthinking, angry gets scared of you leaving him. but you reassure him with soft kisses that you two will never ever fall apart.
angry treats you with such softness, sometimes you have to mentally remind him - you're not made of glass, he won't accidentally break you. but he would never forgive himself if anything ever happened to you. he doesn't admit but he is a little jealous when you're around another man and tries to scare them off with his glares. but he would never make you feel uncomfortable or start a fight for no reason.
he cannot wait to marry you in the future. souya dreams of you two living together in your own apartment, having kids around. he really wants to be successful in order to provide for you - so you two never have to worry about money. he wants to take you on fancier dates, buy you everything you want on this goddamn earth and travel the world together.
being izana's younger sister, you have gone through so much trouble as a kid - first, you two ended up in the same orphanage after mom left, deciding it was good idea to have two children and leave them alone out of nowhere. running away from her responsibilities. life has not been the same ever since.
but izana was extremelly caring and protective brother and has always made sure to look after you. he introduced you to his friends - first of all, kakucho, closest person who he saw as his own brother and then slowly you became a big part of tenjiku, they also became your family.
you were almost the same age as the younger haitani and spent most of the time with him and suprisingly, sanzu as well. for some reason you three matched each other's vibe - maybe because of the age or similar personalities, music and fashion taste, who knows.
you and rindou discussed music and listened to the same songs often, also making playlists for eachother. sanzu sometimes got jealous and tried to include himself in the conversations.
it was no surpise, all of tenjiku's main members enjoyed having fun from time to time and you used to follow them to the clubs or bars where they got drunk. today was no different, however your older brother wasn't there - which meant you could drink as much as you wanted to and he wouldn't stop you.
"hey, I know you want to drink but you can't handle alcohol that well, besides, izana will get mad when I bring you home wasted.." kakucho is truly worried. he wants you to have fun as you've been busy with school and wants you to get your mind off things, but things could get out of hand. he wants to be there just in case something happens.
"kaku, don't worry about me, I can handle alcohol just fine" you said confidently and super ready to get wasted with your friends while dancing to the loud music.
"last time, izana got so mad at you for quietly sneaking on some shots, maybe you should consider kakucho's words.." mucho's always there for you in case izana's not, he also became pretty overprotective about you over time.
"I'm going to be okay, people.. I just finished some of the tuffest exams for this semester and I wanna catch up on some fun" stepping into the club, hearing loud music, seeing people dancing - your pupil's were widening from the view.
"I think we should get completely wasted tonight, what do you think?" sanzu whispers in your ear and you immediately look over to rindou who also heard him, you locked eyes with both boys, all nodding and smiling at each other.
immediately after settling down, everyone orders different types of alcohol, the whole table filling with bottles and cups. you, sanzu and rindou start with some shots. older haitani joins in at first but after 4-5 cups, he's already tired and wants to take a nap. "young people these days.." ran exaggerates like he's not just a year older than all you three.
you on the other hand, can't wait to get into dancing with your extremelly drunk friends. at first, you three just jump around along with the crowd, slowly the space keeps getting smaller and smaller. next thing you know, your back is pressed to sanzu and rindou is being pushed towards you.
"fuck, I'm sorry" rindou apologizes, almost bumping into you but you don't mind so you just smile at him while dancing. "you look pretty" he smiles back and comes up to your ear to whisper.
sanzu heard him and immediately got competitive, trying to turn your attention to him. "I'm here too, y'know?" haruchiyo, who's completely wasted at this point, decided to forget about everything - he turned you around and brought your lips onto his.
your eyes widened at his act, your body not being able to overcome the shock. you don't know what to do with yourself so you just melt into the kiss and hope for the best.. even though you can't even think straight.
looking at you and sanzu make out in the middle of the club, rindou is fired up to the max. "haruchiyo, what the hell do you think you're doing?" he wants to kill haru on the spot but his body and mind betray him, not knowing what the fuck to do.
"jealous much, rin?" sanzu remarks. you felt younger haitani's presence and panicked, not wanting for him to be excluded from the fun, you irrationally turn your torso around to grab his face and kiss him while sanzu's holding your waist. they're both confused, angry and agitated now.
you have to admit this has been the craziest thing you've done in your life so far. you knew you were wasted but this was straight up diabolical but you were to busy making out to make sense of your actions right now. one part of you is horrified of what you've down but damn the kisses were amazing - how can you regret this?
the funniest part is that you're so out of it, you casually continue dancing like nothing happened and the boys have no other choice but to keep up with you. at the same time, they look at each other hatefully but sanzu breaks character first and starts smiling that he finally got to kiss you. soon enough you three are all laughing at your messy situation.
"rindou, with all due respect, you need to get laid" ran says to his brother because lately he's been feeling lonely and miserable and everyone in bonten could tell how frustrated he's been. but rin refuses to believe anything's wrong with him - he doesn't and hasn't been true to himself that he misses you, even after all these years. he isn't able to just look at someone else the same.
"shut up, ran, I'm going home" younger haitani gets up to leave the club, being tired of his brother's and friend's effort for him to find someone, at least a one-night-stand. he knows he's being arrogant.
"rin hey, what are you doing here?" right when he's about to leave, you pop out of nowhere and his heart almost drops. you're wearing a short, tight dress with high heels, hair up with expensive jewelry - when rindou sees you like this, he's shook to the core. he has never seen this side of you.
"I was about to-" his mind goes blank, he can't think, he can only stare at your face, your eyes and lips. "I was about to get something to drink, you wanna- join in? if you're alone, of course" he finally spits out and mentally curses himself for feeling so stupid. rindou doesn't know what to do.
"sure, we can drink a little" you agree and you two moved to the bar, sitting side by side while ordering drinks. haitani doesn't know how to start a conversation, or why he's alive right now - but he is, and has to deal with it.
"rin, do you want to dance with me?"
rindou's having flashbacks, he feels weird but the truth is, he does want to dance with you again very much. especially how can he resist the offer, when you look so amazing - so he agrees. you move to the other crowded side of the club. this moment feels extremelly intense. the lighting very low, switching different colors from time to time.
"I want to kiss again" you wrap your arm around his neck and whisper.
"you do?" rindou whispers back, the alcohol and adrenaline kicking in. "you like it when I kiss you like this?" he starts softly and gently putting kisses on the side of your neck up to your ear.
"yes" your skin shivers, vision blurry and mind hazy.
haitani takes this as a chance to finally place a soft kiss on your lips. your lips feel so soft as well as your touch - the way you hold his neck and slide your hand in his hair. rindou thinks he's never been this lucky.
"I heard you've been having fun without me" you hear a familiar voice coming right behind you. rindou breaks the kiss only to look at sanzu and you barely manage to recognize him because of how dark it is.
"haruchiyo, this is none of your business, you should go" haitani straightens up and stands between you and sanzu, like he's about to steal you away from him.
"hey, I ain't doing nun, haitani, why you so worked up?" sanzu gets even closer to rindou. their eye contact is intense, filled with anger and hatred. this view of them makes you so confused, you decide to go outside for fresh air. they follow you.
"y/n, come on, you know you want me too" sanzu says loud enough for you to hear him over the dancing crowd. "for the old time's sake, lets have fun- we're all grown-ups now" his words make you feel crazy, you can't believe this is happening, so you try to escape them. the problem is, they're both chasing you.
you're about to enter your car to leave when rindou grabs your wrist. "I'll drive you home, you're still drunk" he says, voice deep and quiet. you roll your eyes. realizing it's going to be difficult to run away from them now.
car ride on the way home was awfully awkward - the silence was loud, emotions intense. you insist on going upstairs on your own, but both men refuse to leave your side. that's how you got rindou and sanzu standing in your doorway, both leaning on walls opposite of each other while you're taking your jacket and shoes off.
"I still like you, y'know?" sanzu blurts out, sounding a little hesitant himself.
"sure you do, haruchiyo" you reply back with sarcasm, sighing and going into your bedroom to lay down. they follow you.
"can I lay with you?" rindou is tired, he wanted to be with you alone but now this fuckass pink-haired psycho is interrupting him. you nod - haitani lays behind you, taking off his suit and getting comfortable. obviously sanzu doesn't like being left out so he lays down in front of you, staring at you with saddened eyes. he leans in to softly place a kiss on your cheek. "I'm not lying, I miss you" haruchiyo whispers.
rindou doesn't like the sight of you two so close and he decides to spoon you from behind, pulling you closer to him. sanzu takes it as a challenge and pulls himself even closer to you - now kissing your lips. he wants to hold you but haitani has you pressed against him, hands wrapping your body.
you return haru's kiss, holding his face and pulling him closer. rindou takes this as a chance to start kissing your neck again to distract you. you can feel he's hard and desperate for your attention so you decide to take his hand and make him hold your chest. fireworks start exploding in haitani's mind and he starts to squeeze your tits.
meanwhile, sanzu's tongue is exploring your mouth, he bites your lip but not too hard to hurt you - it's like he knows your limit. haru grabs your waist and forces your body to feel his desperation as well. "fuck..." sanzu sighs, voice breathy, eyes filled with lust.
rindou feels he's lacking you on his lips and decides to gently turn you around - now you start making out with him while haru's kissing your neck, biting and leaving marks. both their hands are everywhere on your body, squeezing everything they hold.
"I missed you so much" rindou whispers in your ear. you feel sanzu's hand reaching down between your legs. "so warm and soft" quietly mumbling from behind, while palming your pussy, slowly sliding down his fingers and massaging your clit - then moving two fingers inside. "and wet too" haruchiyo smiles to himself, biting the nape of your neck again.
you quietly moan out of pleasure, into rin's mouth because he refuses to let you breathe. he starts to unclip your dress, sanzu helping to pull it down. "pretty thing" haitani points out, laying you down on your back - so he's on top of you while haru's laying under you, fingers still inside.
rindou starts to slowly go down on you, kissing and grabbing everything on the way - he kisses your tits one by one, sucking the nipples while groping your waist and ass. he moves down between your legs and slowly pulls down your panties, not breaking the eye contact for a second. his stare feels so intimate and seductive.
"rin..." you moan his name when his lips finally touch your cunt, softly placing kisses around at first - biting the inside of your thigh. "good girl" sanzu's working on squeezing your boob and pulling on your nipple while kissing your shoulders and neck. he whispers praises in your ear while rindou's eating you out, pulling fingers in and out of you. you feel yourself climaxing soon enough, rindou's pace being slow but hard, sanzu's words, kisses and touch adding to the pleasure.
"I'm close.." you breathe out, desperately getting hold of haitani's hair to pull him down closer to your cunt. second hand grabbing haruchiyo's arm, your nails leaving marks on his skin. you're hurting him but he enjoys it, smiling to himself - feeling high from just staring at you and hearing your voice.
once you reach the high, legs shaking, the men switch positions and now sanzu's between your thighs. he makes sure to kiss your lips while unbuckling his belt. "it's my turn now, greedy asshole" rindou remarks, grabbing your face away from pinkie and kissing you passionately instead. haru chuckles and looks at you for confirmation. his smirk and deep stare makes you lose the thought.
"y/n, hey, I'm here" sanzu snaps you out and you nod at him, feeling tired but wanting him even more. he slowly puts the tip inside before fully going in. "fuck" you moan even louder this time. his dick feels amazing inside of you, filling you up completely, going in too deep.
"fuuuuckkkk" haruchiyo's eyes are about roll up, he feels like it's his first time again - your pussy taking him in completely, feeling so tight and warm. his limbs already feeling tired, sanzu hides his face in your neck, biting it harder this time. "you're so fucking tight- you needa relax a little" voice shaky, he grabs your waist to adjust himself again.
sanzu slowly picks up the pace while rindou's trying to steal your attention away once again - forcefully pulling your face to kiss and bite your lip, pushing down his tongue inside of your mouth. you're moaning and breathing on his lips while haru's fucking you hard and slow.
"haru, I'm gonna..." you feel yourself getting close again, now feeling more sensitive.
"I know, I can feel you" he replies, feeling your nails dig in his skin - his shoulders, neck and arms, wherever you wish.
soon after you climax, sanzu pulls out and finishes it off himself, his cum flowing down on your thighs. he sighs and flops on top of you while your head flops down on rindou's shoulder. haitani gets up and cleans you up, kissing your forehead and bringing you some water to drink. sanzu's now laying comfortable on his back, extremely satisfied with the night, barely awake.
"rin, you didn't get to get off yet, are we done?" you ask.
"it's okay, we can take care of me some other time. I know you're tired now" rin ruffles your hair and softly kisses your cheek, sitting next to you.
"I'm not that tired, rin" you get on top of him again and start making out, slow and steady. you can feel his desperation with the way he's trying to pull your thighs down on his bulge, almost dry humping.
you slowly place kisses down on his neck, collarbone, shoulders - hands roaming on his abs and chest. his intense stare makes you feel even more seduced and brave so you decide to slowly stroke his dick, pulling it out of his pants. it's big and hard, tip almost red from being left untouched. your mouth wraps around it, tongue teasing the tip.
rindou sighs out, body relaxing when he feels your warm mouth around him. you tease his dick with your tongue and start to bob your head up and down with slow pace, making sure to tighter your hand around it as well. haitani takes your hair in his hand and pulls you deeper, thrusting up his thighs.
"you feel so... good, just like that" rindou's completely lost, he can't think straight, doesn't know what he's blabbering anymore. you feel his cock twitching in your hand, you realize he's getting close so you quicken up the pace, head bobbing down and up faster. rin's grip on your hair tightens and his moans are louder now - telling you he's about to finish. your jaw starts to ache but you keep going and eventually he gets off, his cum spills down on your chest and boobs.
the sight of you makes rindou curses himself, thinking how did he end up like this tonight. he cleans you up once more and puts you in your pajamas while, sanzu's completely passed out, snoring out loud. you place a kiss on pinkie's forehead, then cheek and move to haitani who's ready to cuddle you all night, to himself.
next morning at the bonten meeting, mikey and others are confused why the three executives haven't showed up so far, it's the middle of the day. meanwhile, all three of you are dead asleep, both men cuddling you in the warm, cozy bed.
"I wonder where they are? haitani, any thoughts?" manjiro asks ran, who quietly mumbles to himself "probably fucking each other..." and coughs so boss doesn't hear him. but other executives do, and they're all disgusted.
"what did you say?" mikey glares at him.
"nothing, boss, I have no idea where they are" older haitani replies and puts his phone out to text his brother.
you're probably the only person sanzu is comfortable around with. he feels like he can tell you anything. he opens up to you a lot, acts out of his comfort zone, and he feels very free with you in general. it's because you proved your loyalty to him, and you deserved his trust, just like he deserved yours.
you two are very comfortable with each other. sometimes he barges into your room like he lives there (and he kinda does bcuz he spends 99% of his time with u). today was one of the days when sanzu arrives at your house, but this time he's bruised and completely beaten up.
"it's fine" he says after seeing your worried expression. "don't give me that look.." sanzu mumbles as you let him enter your home.
you don't even need to ask anything when he starts explaining himself right away. "some people ganged up on me, it's no big deal okay?" he gets comfortable on the couch and glances at you, waiting for your reaction.
"yeah, no big deal your pretty face is all messed up and.. look at your hands.." you gently hold his hands, looking at them with saddened eyes.
"it's okay, please don't give me that expression. i'm really okay" sanzu grabs your hands and smiles at you, trying to convince you that everything was alright.
"okay then, let me put bandages on you" you kiss his cheek and leave to get the things you need, while sanzu's face heats up a bit at the sudden act. he places a hand on the spot you kissed him and smiles to himself.
after you finished bandaging him up now it was time for the cuddles, but before you could ask him to go your room, he says: "let's go on a date" as he waits for your answer. sanzu relaxes a bit and smiles back at you when he sees your face filled with excitement. you put on your shoes and jacket and leave the house.
the plan you two came up with was to go to the cafe, but what neither of you excepted was to meet tenjiku members.
you and sanzu did go to the cafe and ordered food to eat. you two were having a great time talking about your interests but suddenly few guys entered the cafe. unfortunately, sanzu was so into the conversation, he didn't notice his fellow "friends".
haitani brothers mumbled something to each other, making sure it was really sanzu they were seeing. before they could say something out loud, izana walked over to your table and sat down next to you.
"didn't know you had a partner, sanzu" izana placed his leg on the other one while his arm rested on top of the chair, behind your head.
before sanzu could say something, haitani brothers took seats next to him while kakucho sat down on other side of your chair. "and a pretty one too" ran wiggled his eyebrows and gently pushed sanzu's shoulder.
neither you or sanzu could move because both of you were trapped, you between kakucho and izana, sanzu between the haitanis.
you saw sanzu's eye twitch out of annoyance and he took a deep breath to calm himself.
"so.. what's your name" izana asked and now everyone's eyes were on you.
"y/n"
"y/n.. are you guys on a date?"
"mhmm" you nodded and answered few of his questions.
they all introduced themselves and started talking about really random stuff. sanzu was probably filled with anger but you could also see his face was a bit pink, almost the same color as his hair.
"okay, i think you guys need to leave right now. you can continue talking about this outside, right?" sanzu stood up and forced haitanis to stand up as well. kakucho felt bad and tapped izana's arm, signaling him to leave.
"well okay, i guess we interrupted you" izana stood up and patted your back. "sorry for that" he showed you a peace sign before he left. kakucho and rindou waved his hands and left while ran almost hugged you, but sanzu stopped him before he could.
ran saw his eye twitch and decided not to get on his nerves anymore. "i guess you're jealous but at least let me give them a proper goodbye" ran pouted, it was really obvious he was just playing on sanzu's nerves, and it was working. "bye-bye, y/n chan~ it was nice meeting you" ran waved a hand and finally left.
sanzu sighed out loud and relaxed on the chair in front of you, rubbing his temples. "i'm sorr-" before he could properly apologize to you, he heard some sounds from the outside.
you almost choked on air when you saw ran and izana making a big heart shape with their arms while rindou was laughing and kakucho had deadpanned expression, all this was happening in front of the window. you really started coughing and sanzu didn't know what to concentrate on now. he pulled up a middle finger to his so called "friends" and patted your back.
both of you finally relaxed after a while, those tenjiku guys left as well. your boyfriend sat down on his seat in front of you and tried to apologize properly (again).
"i'm really sorry, i didn't know they were gonna be her-"
you couldn't hold it in anymore and bursted out laughing. sanzu only rolled his eyes and smashed a hand on his forehead.
when you were still a child, you used to spend most of the time in one of the parks in roppongi. one day, when you were sitting on a swing and having the best time of your life, one boy suddenly appeared. he took the swing next to you and made an eye contact with you. the boy glanced at you for a while, not leaving you out of his sight. you didn't know how to feel so you continued swinging, soon he did the same.
after few minutes another guy approached the park, but he seemed older. clearly the taller boy came up to the shorter one and gave him a sign to stand up.
they were about to leave when the little one turned around and asked for your name. he also introduced himself as rindou and his older brother as ran.
after that day that park became yours and rindou's special place. you two mostly met each other there, had conversations about yourselves while the sun was slowly setting.
you enjoyed spending time with haitanis in general. they were very fun and talkative. soon they began to take you to their house often. you got closer to ran. once he asked you to braid his hair. you did, and he loved it, even gave you small kiss on your cheek as a thank you.
to wrap it all up, you spent the best times of your childhood around haitani brothers, and so did they.
your relationship with rindou was different. he was really friendly with you, unlike with others. as you grew up together you noticed that his behavior with others were completely contrasting, compared to you.
rindou used to take you home everyday during middle school, while always holding your hand. the reason he would bring up for this act was that 'it's dangerous for you to walk alone'. because of that his older brother used to constantly make fun of him, which annoyed rindou more than anything.
one day ran teased him so much to the point that rindou accidentally screamed out his feelings for you to his brother. ran obviously knew that since the day one. he gave some advice to his younger brother, also telling him to confess quickly before someone else would.
rindou trusted his brother more than anything and now he was fully determined to confess to you.
after school ended, rindou found you in the class alone. he slowly approached you while trying to remember what to say. you didn't have any time to greet him because he finally got to admit his liking towards you.
your eyes widened at the unexpected moment, still trying to process the new information. rindou waited for you to speak up, his breathing getting heavier and his face turning a bit red. the boy started stressing to the max when you still weren't answering.
"rindou, i like you too" you professed, trying to hold an eye contact but it felt impossible because of your nervousness. his face lit up and his lips curled up into a big smile.
"but yknow.. i think it would be better for both of us to wait a little before.. um- dating"
rindou's smile quickly turned into a pout, not understanding what you meant. you noticed his face expression change and tried to specify your point.
"i'm just saying that we're still in middle school and- neither of us know how dating actually works yknow" you explained. "i still do like you.. more than a friend to be specific but i think it would be better to wait til high school" you looked down on the ground, feeling like you said something dumb and that he wouldn't understand anything.
even though, whatever you said was true and you didn't want to make stupid mistakes and then regret it after. maybe it was stupid, letting go the opportunity to date your childhood crush but his decision would prove his love so much more than words could.
that day rindou felt really confused so he decided to tell ran about everything that happened. the older brother thought a bit and understood your point.
"well thats kinda smart yknow?" ran asked while rindou was giving him a questioning look. "i mean that your perspective on stuff changes when you're in high school, so when you guys are older, you'll both take this more seriously and maybe it'll turn out to be more long-lasting relationship than other high school couples have" ran theorized, feeling his ego go up when he saw rindou realizing his brother's explanation.
"so yeah, that's prolly it" ran stood up and patted younger brother's head. "you got pretty AND smart girl in your hands, you just have to wait for a bit"
years have passed after this event and haitanis life continued completely on different paths compared to yours. you still had contact with them and, fortunately, there wasn't any misunderstandings or awkwardness between you and rin.
though, in the second year of high school things changed. you were slowly loosing contact with brothers because you were busy with homework while they were busy with their gang life.
soon it was your birthday and rindou decided to buy you something. he chose a gift and visited you in school. when you were about to leave the class someone suddenly tried entering so it ended up with you two bumping into each other.
when you stepped behind a little you saw rindou. "l-leaving already?" he stuttered because of the sudden interaction. you mumbled 'mhmm' and let him enter the room.
"happy birthday" he followed you as you stood in front of the window. "i got you a present" rin handed you the cute purple box.
"ooh, thank you so much" you smiled at him and asked if you could open it right now. he nodded and patiently waited to see your reaction.
you put the box in front of the window and opened it. there was a silver colored necklace with a small heart shape in the middle. the heart was red and it had little white dots around.
"rin.. this is beautiful" you lips curled up in a soft smile, your head turning to look at him. rindou leaned on a window and stared back at you, smiling.
"want me to put it on?" he asked as he shifted behind you while you were facing the view out of the window. "sure" you answered as he took the necklace and wrapped it around your neck.
"you remember what you said to me few years ago, right?" rin asked and slowly shifted closer to you.
"about what?"
"about us" whispered in your ear from behind and you felt your face heat up because of the sudden close contact.
"yeah, i do" you mumbled and felt him slowly hug your figure.
"we're in high school now" rindou placed his head on your shoulder, admiring your side profile. "do you have anything to say?" he questioned.
your mind almost went blank, not knowing what to answer. you waited for this moment for so long and now that it's finally happening, you're just out of breath and words. your face turned more and more red and the blush wasn't unrecognized by rindou.
"c'mon say what you have to say, don't make me wait anymore" his whispers made your heart flutter. the way his body was touching yours and the way he was talking almost made you melt on the spot.
you tried to open your mouth but nothing came out at first. you planted your face in your hands, feeling a bit embarrassed. the silence was loud and you knew you had to say something quickly.
"i'm in love with you, rindou" you finally confessed and he smiled. rin slowly moved away your hands from your face, taking a good look at your breathtaking face. "no need to be so shy about it, i'm in love with you too" the boy breathed out.
"i've been in love with you for so long now. i can't believe this finally happened" he admitted as you left his embrace to open the window and take a deep breath.
rindou chuckled and when you turned around he trapped you in between his arms, finally looking at you in the eyes.
you placed your hands on his chest and he moved them on his face. he leaned into your touch and closed his eyes for a minute. then rindou slowly came forward, his gaze not leaving you. he planted a soft kiss on your lips and wrapped his limbs around you to pull you closer.
you two stayed like this for some time, enjoying each other's touch. then he slowly pulled out of the kiss and looked at you once again.
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