A/N: This is a little shitty and short, I’m still trying to get back into the groove of things pls bear with me 💔
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Mikey
- He actually isn’t afraid of spiders, but will scream anyway for fun with you when you spot one.
- Half expects you to do deal with it as he doesn’t think it’s that big of a deal.
- But then you make him take one of his nasty flip-flops off and squash it. (I just know his flip-flops STINK)
- Unfortunately you almost pass out from the stench. :(
Draken
- Very nonchalant about it. And he does side eye you for screaming over a teensy spider.
- Type of guy to say ‘it’s more scared of you than you are of it’ and it gets you so annoyed.
“Y’know, you’re bigger than it, and that spider’s more scared of you than you are of it.”
“Apply that logic to grenades then as well.”
- Walks away until you make him come back but he refuses to kill it so he grabs a cup and some paper.
- It’s a-okay until he DROPS IT.
- Thinks you’re overreacting when you make him piggyback you Mikey-style any time you enter the kitchen. But he also starts wearing his slippers more often around the house..
Mitsuya
- Well we all know he’s a sweetheart about everything, so he’ll quite happily take it outside for you.
- He’s done this a million times for his younger sisters, he’s not afraid.
- He even goes the extra mile and searches up ways to ward spiders off for you.
- It’s all fun and games until one of those flying spiders happen to come in one day and you’re both freaking out.
- He does NOT fw them.
Baji
- Will laugh at you at first for being scared of a little spider until you start bickering with him over it.
- Rolls his eyes but he squashes it for your sake anyway.
- But he squashes it with his bare foot.
- “Jeez, why are you so dramatic?”
- “Keisuke, that’s actually VILE.”
- He didn’t want to get his slippers dirty so he does it with his foot which he claims is easier to clean..
- Honestly he doesn’t care. Will act like your fear of them annoys him but he actually doesn’t mind it, and he certainly doesn’t mind the affection you give him after. :)
Pah
- Won’t admit it but he’s a little scared of spiders too so he’ll be hesitant.
- You two also start bickering, until you have a good idea.
- Pochi could kill it!
- Unfortunately Pah would rather kill it himself than let his precious Pochi do that :(
- But he does get rid of it and he does expect extra compensation in kisses since you suggested Pochi kill the spider (how could you).
Chifuyu
- Sees this as his chance to shine and have his shoujo manga moment.
- “Don’t worry, honey, I’ll deal with it!”
- Takes this very seriously, and tries to find out what type of spider it is. It was a long and tedious process.
- He captures the spider under a cup and then goes to the library with him to get an encyclopaedia on spiders and how to identify them so he can deal with it ‘in the most efficient way possible for you.’
- By the time he comes back, the spider has somehow escaped.
Ran
- You wake him up from his sleep so he can get the spider for you and he’s not happy.
- He gets YOUR shoe and tries to smack it but it runs off onto the floor and under the sofa/couch.
- “Look, it’s gone.”
- “Ran!”
- “Let’s just both go back to sleep, the spider is gone now, baby.”
- Much to your dismay he goes back to bed and expects you to go back to sleep with him. (It’s 2 pm)
Rindou
- He’s a little iffy about spiders. He doesn’t like their legs or how fast they can move.
- “Why don’t we both kill it?”
- “Rindou, I can’t do that.”
- He sighs as if he’s doing you a massive favour and grabs a bug spray.
- He would squash it but he doesn’t want to clean up the spider blood that smooshes onto the wall.
- Does expect to get free passes to blast music around the house since you usually don’t let him. And a kiss or two (he wants three).
Sanzu
- Looks at you with the most blank face ever when you ask him to kill it.
- You can’t tell but he actually does care a lot about what you’re afraid of and he’s already making a mental note to research ways to ward them off in the future.
- Grabs the spider with his bare hands and starts to rip its legs off.
- “Sanzu, what the fuck.”
- “It’s scaring you, so I’m dealing with it.”
- He genuinely doesn’t see the problem and throws the legless corpse into a random bin outside.
- Thinks he did a very good job.
Izana
- Thinks you’re stupid to be scared of them, they’re minuscule and mostly harmless.
- He used to have a ‘pet’ spider when he was in the orphanage with Kakucho so he doesn’t care that it’s even there in the first place until you say something.
- Kills it with no qualms and tries to hand you the corpse.
- “Izana, I don’t want it! Go throw it away!”
- “It’s a token of my love.”
Kakucho
- He’s so patient with you and has no complaints about killing a spider for you.
- He’ll listen to pretty much anything you say, so he’s the one to kill any other bugs in the house for you.
- So he does it without question and goes back to whatever he was doing, but with his arm slung over your shoulder.
- “If you want me to do anything else, just lemme know.”
- “Kakucho, you are an angel.”
Kazutora
- He is SO confused on why you’re even afraid of something as tiny as a spider. In his mind they’re harmless and they get all the other little bugs like flies, so why wouldn’t you want to leave the spider?
- Like Draken, he doesn’t kill it and grabs a cup and some paper but complains about it the whole time.
- “I don’t even see why you’re scared, it’s nothing.”
- “Stop being mean, ‘tora!”
- Will stop complaining once he sees it’s bothering you and he’s the one giving kisses after.
- “You forgive me yet?”
- “Already did ‘cause you got the spider.”
Shinichiro
- Sees it as the perfect opportunity to show off his manliness and strength.
- He basically begs you to watch him take the spider out.
- “Honeybun, watch me do it!”
- “I’m watching, Shin..”
- Squashes it with a shoe whilst making eye contact with you.
⊹ mikey who shows up outside your house completely unannounced with a helmet in one hand and a sleepy smile on his face. he never has a plan beyond “wanted to see you,” but the nights always turn into aimless rides, convenience store snacks, and watching the sunrise from somewhere only the two of you know.
⊹ mikey who absolutely melts when you play with his hair. he’ll pretend not to care at first, but within minutes his eyes are drifting shut and he’s leaning harder into your touch. if you stop, he doesn’t ask you to continue - he simply nudges your hand with the top of his head until your fingers disappear into his hair again.
⊹ mikey who loves sharing food with you, except “sharing” means taking a bite from your plate before you’ve even touched it. when you complain, he’ll split the last piece of his own snack in half and carefully hand you the bigger portion without saying a word.
⊹ mikey who gets sleepy around you more than anyone else. the second the room gets quiet, he’s finding somewhere to rest against you, eyes half-lidded and completely at peace. if you wake him because you have to leave, he’ll blink at you in confusion and mumble, “can’t you stay five more minutes?”
⊹ mikey who isn’t always great at putting his feelings into words, so he says them through tiny actions instead. he notices when you’re cold before you do and drapes his jacket over your shoulders, saves the last bite of dessert because he knows you’ll like it, and quietly walks on the side closest to traffic every single time.
⊹ mikey who looks at you with complete, uncomplicated trust. after a rough day, he’ll flop onto your couch and stare at the ceiling until you sit beside him, then inch closer until your shoulders touch. he never asks to be comforted outright, but the way he settles against you says more than enough.
⊹ mikey who kisses you like he’s still a little surprised he gets to. most of them are quick pecks before hopping on his bike or after walking you home, but every so often he’ll cup your face with both hands, smile against your lips, and stay there for just a second longer because he doesn’t feel any rush to pull away.
⊹ mikey who remembers tiny things you mentioned months ago without realizing they mattered. you once pointed at a claw machine plushie and called it cute, and weeks later he casually drops it into your lap after somehow winning it on his first try. when you ask why he got it, he just blinks. “because you liked it.”
⊹ mikey who can fall asleep almost anywhere, but insists he sleeps best with you nearby. if you’re watching a movie together, there’s a good chance you’ll look over halfway through and find him dozing off with his head on your shoulder and one hand loosely holding onto your sleeve so you can’t wander off without waking him.
⊹ mikey who gets quietly jealous rather than dramatic. if someone else is making you laugh a little too much, he doesn’t interrupt or start an argument - he simply wanders over, slips into the space beside you, and casually hooks his arm around yours as though that’s where it’s always been. he won’t even look at the other person. he’s only paying attention to whether you lean into him.
⊹ mikey who has an uncanny sense for when you’re nearby in a crowd. toman could be celebrating after a meeting with dozens of people talking over one another, but the moment he hears your voice, his head turns immediately. within seconds he’s weaving through everyone until he’s standing next to you.
⊹ mikey who instinctively reaches for the back of your shirt whenever you’re walking through crowded places. it isn’t because he thinks you’ll get lost - it just reassures him that you’re there. sometimes he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it until you glance back at him and smile.
⊹ mikey who becomes surprisingly protective when you’re exhausted. if you’re pushing yourself too hard, he’ll gently take whatever you’re carrying out of your hands and tell you to take a break in the same matter-of-fact tone he uses to order food. there’s no teasing in moments like that - just quiet certainty that he’s going to help whether you protest or not.
⊹ mikey who isn’t possessive in words but in habits. your drink somehow ends up in his hand after one sip, he steals bites from your plate without asking, and he automatically saves you a seat wherever he goes. the people around him stop questioning it after a while because if there’s an empty spot next to mikey, everyone already knows who it’s for.
⊹ mikey who kisses you with so much love that makes your chest ache. he’ll pause right before you leave, brush his forehead against yours, and press one soft kiss to your lips before stepping back. then, after a second of thinking, he’ll lean in for another because one never quite feels like enough.
⊹ mikey who acts fearless in front of everyone else but relaxes completely when he’s with you. on nights when the responsibilities of leading toman weigh heavier than he lets on, he rests his head against your shoulder and closes his eyes. he doesn’t ask you to fix anything. he just stays there, comforted by the simple fact that you’re still beside him.
⠀❜❀⠀˙⠀toman [tokyo revengers] x fem!reader⠀(❁ᴗ͈ ᴗ͈)⠀˚
░⌦⠀ synopsis.⠀ ⠀yandere toman [separate]. 𖧷⠀⁺⠀
⠀. ⏝ི𓏶. ゜ yandere⠀toman when you try to escape⠀ ⋮
You think you can leave. You think you can slip through doors, over windows, down streets, and vanish into the night. But the moment you move, the world twists around you. Hands, heavy or impossibly soft, close around your wrists, ankles, your very body, and you realize your pulse is no longer yours. Shadows stretch and writhe, limbs sprouting from walls, ceilings, the very air pressing against your skin. Floors ripple under your weight, bending like water. Every breath tastes metallic, every heartbeat echoes in someone else’s chest.
⤷ ♡ MIKEY :
The lock barely clicks before a hand coils around your wrist. Small. Soft. The kind of hand that should be easy to shake off.
But when you pull, it doesn’t budge. The pressure increases, quiet at first, then sharp, until something deep in your joint pops. Pain flashes hot, electric.
“Leaving?” Mikey’s voice is airy, almost amused, as if you’d only tried sneaking a snack before dinner.
You turn to him. His expression is calm, boyish even, but his eyes are too wide. The pupils swell until they eclipse the whites, black oceans bleeding outward. Shadows thicken behind him, stretching long limbs across the walls. They twitch, jittering like the legs of insects, fingertips dragging over your back though he hasn’t moved.
“I just wanted air,” you manage, voice thin.
He tilts his head, smile curling. “There’s air in here.”
The boards under your feet warp, bowing inward as though the house is breathing. Your knees tremble, caught between his grip and the floor shifting beneath you.
“Stay with me,” Mikey says, soft and certain. His voice doesn’t rise, doesn’t plead. He doesn’t have to. Because the longer his hand is on you, the less you feel your own pulse, your own self. There’s only him, beating steady, filling your veins like dye in water.
By the time he pulls you back, the door has sealed. The wood folds over the lock like skin closing a wound.
⤷ ♡ DRAKEN :
The street is empty when you break into a sprint. Cold air rakes your lungs, and for a moment, you think you’re free.
Then his footsteps come. Louder. Faster. Like iron chains clattering against stone.
His hand seizes the back of your neck, hauling you off your feet. The grip is scorching, crushing. Your spine arches under the pressure, vertebrae grinding like gears forced out of place. You choke on air that won’t come.
“Are you kidding me?” Draken’s voice isn’t cruel. It’s raw, ragged with disbelief. “Running from me?”
You claw at his wrist, but his veins bulge under your nails, thick and ropey, throbbing with each furious beat of his heart. They crawl unnaturally, writhing like snakes beneath the skin.
“I wasn’t—” your voice breaks, panic clawing its way out of your throat.
“You were.” His words slice like stone, no room for denial.
He slams you back against the wall. The impact shudders through your bones. Behind him, his shadow balloons grotesquely, jaw distending far wider than his face, swallowing the lamplight whole.
“Don’t make me chase you,” he growls, leaning close. His breath is hot against your ear, uneven. His body trembles, but his grip doesn’t falter. The world narrows to his pulse hammering against your spine, a rhythm too loud, too violent, like it could split him open and drown you both.
⤷ ♡ BAJI :
The door is cracked open, spilling a thin line of night across the floor. One more step and you’ll be gone.
But laughter snaps the air in half.
Low. Raspy. A laugh that starts in his chest and rips upward like glass tearing through fabric.
“Thought you were slick, huh?” Baji’s voice is lazy, almost teasing, but the grin stretching his face is too sharp.
Before you can breathe, the door slams shut with a force that rattles your teeth. His hand is splayed against the wood, veins thick and dark, fingers trembling with leftover impact. His hair swings wild across his face, catching the dim light like wires, strands twitching as if alive.
You stumble back, but he’s already in front of you. Too fast. Too much. His pupils are blown wide, swallowing the gold until there’s almost nothing left. His teeth flash when he grins again, too many, too pointed in the dark.
“Going somewhere without me?”
His hands clamp around your arms, fingers digging too deep. The nails bite, carving crescents past skin. Your nerves scream, not from the pressure alone, but from the way his touch spreads — a hot burn traveling up, setting the muscle alight like a fuse.
You gasp, body jerking, and Baji just laughs harder, head thrown back, the sound too jagged to be human. Shadows writhe behind him like smoke, flickering with each pulse of his amusement, forming teeth, claws, outlines of something waiting to burst free.
“Dumbass,” he says, pulling you flush against his chest, breath hot, grin manic. “You really thought I’d let you walk out?”
The answer comes in the sting of blood trailing down your arms where his nails remain buried, anchoring you in place.
⤷ ♡ CHIFUYA :
You ease the lock open with shaking hands. The door gives, just barely. The night breathes against your face, cold and sweet.
Then silence.
A silence so heavy it drowns the crickets, the wind, the beating of your own heart.
“...You were gonna leave?”
His voice is soft. Fragile. It cracks like glass under pressure.
You turn. Chifuyu stands in the doorway, pale under the dim light. His shoulders tremble. His lips twitch into a smile, but it doesn’t fit — it pulls too wide, straining at the corners until the skin around his mouth threatens to split.
“I wasn’t—” The words die in your throat.
He steps forward. One, two, slow, deliberate. His shadow spills longer than it should, stretching toward you like spilled ink. When it touches your feet, the floorboards groan, warping under the weight of something that isn’t there.
“You don’t get it,” Chifuyu whispers. His hand reaches, trembling, but when it touches your sleeve, the fabric tears under his grip like tissue. His fingers curl, shaking, but they don’t let go.
The air smells metallic, sharp, and when you look down, his handprint stains the fabric — dark, wet, blooming like an oil spill. It seeps into your skin, sinking deep, until the chill of it races through your veins.
“I’d never let you go.” The words are quiet, almost kind. Almost. His head dips, forehead pressing against your shoulder, his body shaking with something that might be sobs.
But the warmth soaking through your shirt isn’t tears. It runs thicker, heavier, spreading between you like glue, fusing you together in silence.
⤷ ♡ MITSUYA :
The window is halfway open when fingers curl around your ankle.
The yank is slow, deliberate — not violent, but steady as a tide. Your stomach flips as you’re dragged back inside, nails raking wood, splinters tearing under your skin. The night air slips from reach.
When you look down, Mitsuya crouches in the shadows, eyes soft. Too soft. He’s smiling like you’d only tripped and fallen, not like you tried to abandon him.
“You’ll hurt yourself if you leave like that.” His voice is gentle, steady, but his grip isn’t. It tightens around your ankle until you hear the faint creak of bone, pressure blooming white-hot up your leg.
You thrash, but it’s useless. His hand has sunk too deep. The skin around your ankle dimples unnaturally, like his fingers are sliding past flesh, rooting into bone itself. He pulls again — calm, patient — dragging you across the floor.
The wood warps where your body scrapes, curling like wet paper, swallowing splinters into your skin. The boards ripple with each pull, as if the room itself is folding over you, forcing you back where you belong.
Mitsuya climbs over you, hair brushing your cheek as he leans down. His smile doesn’t waver. “You don’t need to run. I’ll keep you safe.”
His hands stroke up your leg, tender, but everywhere he touches leaves behind faint dark stains, bruises rising instantly, blooming under his fingertips like ink spilled in water.
By the time he lays his head against your chest, his warmth heavy, your ankle is no longer yours. It throbs with his pulse, bound to him like a stitch in fabric that can’t be undone.
⤷ ♡ TAKEMICHI :
The night air tastes like salvation when you slip out the door.
You don’t hear him at first. Takemichi doesn’t thunder after you. His footsteps are light, frantic, like a heartbeat chasing its own tail.
“Wait—don’t go!” His voice cracks in the dark, desperate, breaking.
You freeze. Not because of his words, but because of the way the world warps with them. The streetlights above flicker violently, humming like gnats. The glow stretches, bending, until each lamp curves downward, long necks craning like heads to watch you.
Takemichi stumbles toward you, eyes wide, face blotchy with panic. Tears stream, hot and fast, cutting clean lines down his skin. His hand reaches for yours, trembling, and when his fingers brush your palm, something wrong bleeds through.
Your skin crawls where he touches you, gooseflesh racing up your arm as if his panic has infected you. His pulse is too strong — not just in him, but in you. Your own veins bulge, throbbing painfully in sync with his, as though your body has been hijacked by his terror.
“I can’t… I can’t lose you,” he stammers. His voice is shredded raw, but behind him, his shadow shudders grotesquely, its limbs too long, twitching in all directions like a marionette tangled in its own strings.
He clutches your hand tighter, and the veins in his arm surge like ropes, knotting and twisting, pressing against your skin until you feel them under your own. Your breath falters. Your heartbeat is no longer yours — it’s his, hammering inside you, frantic, drowning.
Takemichi sobs openly, face pressed to your shoulder. His words are muffled, but the grip doesn’t ease. The light poles bend lower, lower, until the whole street seems to collapse inward, trapping you both in a cage of trembling steel and sorrow.
And still he whispers: “Don’t go... Please...”
⤷ ♡ HAKKAI :
You slip into the hallway, shoes in hand, hoping the boards won’t betray you. But the air shifts — thickens — and a shadow stretches across the wall before you can touch the door.
“Hah… you really were gonna leave.” His voice trembles. Not with anger. With fear.
Hakkai steps into the light, face pale, eyes glassy. He’s shaking as he reaches for you, but when his hands seize your arms, his grip is far stronger than his voice. Too strong. His thumbs press into your skin until bruises flower instantly, purple blooming beneath his trembling touch.
“Don’t.” His breath hitches. “Please don’t—”
The walls groan, bending inward. The ceiling sags, pressing lower, like the whole house is collapsing under the weight of his desperation. The air tastes stale, metallic, suffocating.
“Hakkai, you’re hurting me—”
He jerks back as though burned, but his hands don’t release. Instead, his grip sinks deeper, fingertips dimpling past flesh. It’s like he’s trying to hold not your arms, but the bones inside them. Your nerves scream. His eyes flood with horror at himself, but he only clutches tighter, refusing to let go.
“I just… I can’t lose you.” His voice breaks apart, words stumbling, soaked in panic. Tears streak down his cheeks, falling onto your skin, searing hot. Wherever they touch, your flesh prickles raw, as though his grief alone could flay you open.
You try to pull away, but the walls press closer, suffocating, until the whole room seems ready to collapse and bury you with him.
⤷ ♡ NAHOYA :
The night air tastes like victory when you push the window open. Then you hear it: a laugh.
Not loud. Not angry. Just sharp, bright, slicing through the dark like a blade.
“Well, well. My girl’s got guts.”
You whirl around, but Smiley is already inside the room, leaning casually against the wall. His grin is wide, splitting his face in the dim light. Too wide. The corners curl until they strain the skin, teeth flashing sharp, endless, as if the smile might swallow his entire head.
“Running’s fun, isn’t it?” His tone is playful, sing-song, but the air behind him shimmers. Shadows fracture into pieces, bending into jagged shapes — rows of teeth, rings of eyes, flickers of laughter given form. They twitch and shudder with each chuckle, as if his joy itself has grown claws.
You press against the wall, breath ragged. “Please—just let me go.”
“Oh, c’mon.” He tilts his head, grin slicing deeper into his face. “And miss out on the chase?”
In a blink, he’s in front of you. His fingers catch your chin, tilting your head up. The nails bite — not deep, but enough to sting, enough to promise worse. His grin inches closer until all you can see are teeth and shadow, sharp and endless.
“You look better scared,” he murmurs, still smiling, always smiling. The laughter bubbling up his throat isn’t just sound — it rattles the walls, crawls into your ears, nests under your skin until you swear you’re laughing too, mouth stretched painfully wide though no sound comes.
And he doesn’t stop grinning. Not when your tears fall, not when your body trembles. His grin just grows, too large for his face, too bright for the dark, until it feels like it’s the only thing left in the room.
⤷ ♡ SOUYA :
The lock slides. The door creaks. Hope stirs.
Then—
“...Why?”
The word is soft. Crushed. It splinters the air like fragile glass.
Souya stands in the doorway, shoulders slumped, eyes already wet. His tears are heavy, dripping fast, streaking pale skin. Each drop hits the floor with a sound too loud, too sharp, as if the ground itself aches beneath his grief.
You freeze. “I—I wasn’t—”
“You were.” His voice is quiet, but certain. He steps closer. His shadow lags behind, dragging like a broken marionette, limbs jerking, body splitting at the seams.
“I don’t… I don’t want to hurt you.” His words shudder, but his hands reach anyway. They tremble, shaking so hard you expect him to miss. But when his fingers close around your arm, the tremor disappears. His grip is steady. Inescapable.
You struggle, pleading, but his tears fall faster, soaking into your skin. They burn. Each drop leaves a welt, red and raw, marking you with his sorrow. His face crumples, lips trembling, and his voice cracks open:
“If you leave… I’ll kill you.”
And the house seems to echo him. Plaster cracks. The floor splinters under your feet. His grief is contagious — it seeps into the world, into your body. Your ribs ache as though they’re bending inward, folding under the weight of his despair.
Souya’s forehead presses against your shoulder. His sobs shake you both, but his arms stay locked around you. Gentle. Crushing. “Don’t leave me. Please… don’t.”
And when you look down, his tears have already stained through your skin, black veins threading out from every drop, binding you to him in grief you’ll never escape.
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hiiii omgg ik ur prolly so done w this series but id love to see a toman version of the fuck it list 🥹🥹🙏 feel free to decline ofcc!!
sigh…since you asked so nicely, I’ll do it for you, anon 🫶🏾🥹
black dragons ver.
synopsis: there’s a list going around consisting of hot guys on campus that are deemed “fuckable” with theories as to what they’d be like in bed. it’s all fun and games until somehow your boyfriend ends up on this list.
When you told MIKEY about the list, he found it interesting. Some virgin is sitting around analyzing randoms on campus, fantasizing about how they’d fuck? Priceless.
“Mm. Takemichi’s on here.” He angled his phone to you, a mirthful gaze watching for your reaction. When your nose scrunched in mild discomfort, he snorted. “Yeah, my thoughts exactly. Seven out of ten, my ass.”
You gently slapped his shoulder. “Don’t be mean, I wasn’t thinking that. He might be great in bed.”
Mikey rolled his eyes, nuzzling into your midriff whilst still scrolling through his feed. “Tsk, no shot in hell. I practically grew up with the guy. He has absolutely no play.”
“He bagged Hina, didn’t he?” You carded through his hair, gently taking out any tangles.
“I’m just as shocked as you are.”
You chortled, despite reprimanding just moments ago. There’s no denying his friend wasn’t the smoothest, but didn’t mean he was completely helpless. You shrugged, “Well, clearly some people think he’s a great fuck. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have been posted.”
The blonde paused for a millisecond. Then, with a swiftness that caught you slightly off guard, his head shot up to look you dead in the face. “What about me?”
You blinked. “What about you?”
“I’m not posted on it. What does that make me?” He spoke with a tone that borderlined vulnerable. After a moment, you shook your head, then gently knocked the side of his with your knuckle.
“Don’t be an idiot.”
“You don’t think I’m fuckable?"
“Oh my god.” You groaned, trying to turn your body to face away from his ridiculousness, but he refused to relent. His grip tightened around you, keeping you locked against him. “Mikey-”
“Tell me.” He all but whined, gently rocking you.
“Okay, yes,” you replied. He obviously wasn’t convinced judging on his displeased frown.
“Liar! Then I’d be on the list!”
With a groan, you held both sides of his face. “Mikey, baby, sweet boy, the list is based solely on looks.”
His brows scrunched, “What, you don’t think I look fuckable?”
“That’s not it. How do you look majority of the time?”
“…Handsome.”
“Bummy.” You deadpanned, reaching down to tug on the stretched out collar of his tank top. Mikey squinted. “At least Takemichi cleans up nice once in a while. And not always wearing fuck-ass flip flops.”
“You like my fuck-ass flip flops.”
“Well, seems the public ain’t rocking with them.”
He kisses his teeth. “Whatever. t’s a dumb list anyway, I don’t care...”
You chuckled as he flopped into the crook of your neck, his ears turning pink. The topic pretty much dropped from there and wasn’t revisited until later that evening, when Mikey sent you a link to the updated forum with a message attached.
from : michelangelo ♡
9:07pm
“ my fuck-ass flip flops - 1.
[_____] - 0. ”
'Manjiro “Mikey” Sano. 5’4ft blonde menace with attachment issues. And by that we mean if he was given the chance, he would live in your skin. Certified clinger. Velcro baby. No matter the label, just know he’ll be shameless about it. The same could be said for the bedroom. We all know he’s forever smacking and snacking on something—Chips, candy, dorayaki—who’s to say you aren’t on the menu? Hands down the munchiest MUNCH on the planet. A giver and a taker. Greedy, greedy, G R E E D Y. If you so much as give an inch, he’ll take a nautical mile. However, he is L A Z Y. A dom-leaning switch for sure, who’ll end up a pillow prince if he’s tired enough. You’ll get minimum aftercare outta him before he’s out cold. It doesn’t matter if he’s still between your thighs, it’s a wrap. You’re stuck there for a couple hours, tops. At least once he wakes up, there’s a nice motorcycle ride and a big meal in your future to make up for the leg cramps. 9/10.'
You could only shake your head. Then, replied with a simple:
to : michelangelo ♡
9:10pm
“ congrats, munch. ”
He gave it a thumbs down.
“What do you mean you didn’t post it?”
The confusion in the air was palpable, one could taste the question marks. DRAKEN knew of the list, but not by much. He figured it was just some anonymous forum where people could express their feelings about another person without repercussion. At least, that was his understanding. So, when he asked you not to air out your sex life to the world, thinking you had something to do with it, safe to say he soon realized he truly had no idea of its purpose.
'Ken “Draken” Ryuguji. 6’1ft of HOUSE REAL BIG. CAR REAL BIG. DICK REAL BIG. DICK REAL BIG. DICK REAL BI—You get the idea. Knowing his background and how he was raised, there’s no doubt he wouldn’t treat you with the utmost respect. The bar is in hell, but he’s carrying it on his shoulders like a champ. Despite him being dense with romance, he makes up for it with sincerity and earnestness. He’s reliable in many ways—Hungry? He’s already ordering. Sleepy? His lap’s ready and waiting. Horny? He’s blowing your back out then tucking you in before clocking in for work. Very much a Dom, no questions asked. Whether he’s gonna be hard or soft depends on the type of energy you’re bringing to the table. So…might wanna tread lightly. Or don’t. It’ll be your organs getting rearranged at the end of the day. 10/10.'
“Yeah, that isn’t exactly how it works. Only one person runs the account as far as I know. They take submissions and whatnot, but normally they randomly pick who they want to post . I’ll say though, I’m not surprised you thought it was me. This is freaky accurate.”
Draken raised a brow. “You sayin’ I’m dense?”
You gave a lofty shrug. “Just…impressed with how they were able to get some things right. Only some. You aren’t exactly fluent in romance.”
He kissed his teeth, crossing his arms. “Right. Why do I get the feeling you’re enjoying this right now?”
“I’m not!” You said, immediately struggling to fight a grin.
“Uh-huh.”
“C’mon, you gotta admit it’s a little funny. You’ve clearly got admirers, Kenny. And I can’t say I disagree with their analysis. You definitely raise the standard for how men should act, in and out of the bedroom.”
Draken flicked your forehead. He grinned at your whined protest, already trying to soothe the small ache with his thumb as you pouted at him. “I take it back, you suck.”
“Yeah? Just like that, huh.” He winded his long arms around you, hauling you into his lap with ease. You gave little resistance, but made it a show of acting indifferent as you upturned your nose at him. The twin dragon smirked, reaching up to take your chin, forcing you to look at him. “I can live with that. As long as you still want me.”
You eyed him, lips pursed. After a brief moment of feigned contemplation, you relented. Leaning down to nuzzle your nose against his, you sighed. “Fine. Only because you have a huge dick.”
Nearly choking on air, Draken looked at you incredulously. Then, once he noticed the teasing glint in your gaze, he glared before gently pinching your thigh in retaliation. “Brat.”
BAJI didn’t really keep up with the trends. Safe to say he knew absolutely nothing about the list that’s been sending the campus into a frenzy. Even when you inevitably caught wind of it and tried to convince him to discuss it with you, you’d have had better luck convincing a brick wall.
“Kei, aren’t you a little curious about what it means?” You fiddled with his glasses, much to his dismay as he tried to focus on reading this difficult paragraph. “Hellooo? Are you listening to me?”
“I’m trynna focus, knock it off.” He lazily shook you off, holding the book closer to his face.
You huffed. “You’ve been stuck on that page for ten minutes. Not like you’re making much progress.”
He glared at you from over the book. “Shuddup. You buggin’ about shit I don’t care about isn’t gonna make me go faster. I don’t get why you wanna talk about it so bad in the first place.”
“Unbelievable. You really weren’t listening to a single thing I said.” He shrugged in response. With a shake of your head, you explained once more. “Because, Keisuke, you got posted on it earlier today.”
“…What.”
You nodded. “That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you.”
“Why the hell am I on it?”
You crossed your arms, smug. “Oh, now you’re interested. What happened to not giving a shit?”
“I don’t, until it involves me.” Baji sets down the book, scooting his chair closer to yours until he’s fully invaded your space. Before you could hit him with another smart remark, he shot you a small glare. "Don't start. Show me."
"Tsk."
'Keisuke Baji. 5’9ft walking Pantene commercial, with a short fuse ready to blow at any time, so proceed with caution. This isn’t to say he’s a danger to you, far from it, but he will be a ginormous headache. Can’t keep his hands to HIMSELF. He’s touchy, no matter where you are or who is present, his hands are somewhere they shouldn’t be. Sure, he’s rough around the edges, but there’s a hopeless romantic deep, deep, DEEP down. If you squint. Please squint. The collective agrees he’s definitely a hard dom. Once he puts his signature ponytail in, he’s fucking you like he hates you—Light choking, hair pulling, biting. Then, several rounds later, he’s cuddling you close whilst whispering small reassurances into your ear. Nothing flowery, just purely him. That’s as much aftercare you’ll get out of him before he passes out. 8/10.'
He stared hard at the screen. If you listened closely, you could hear the gears turning in his head, contemplating his next words…or his next move. One pregnant pause later, Baji kissed his teeth in annoyance, gesturing vaguely at the phone. “Man. Had me thinking it was a call out post by some punk wanting to fight. Not some horny bullshit. Knew it was stupid.”
“It’s not stupid! It’s entertaining.” You defended, earning a disbelieved stare from the ravenette. With that, you scoffed, kicking at his chair. “Oh, what do you know? You think knocking someone unconscious is considered fun.”
“More fun than reading that. It’s not even true. I don’t cuddle.”
You snorted, arms crossed. “You saying that’s the only part you have an issue with? Out of everything else, cuddling’s where you drew the line?”
By now, Baji had lifted the book back up to his face, but you could tell he was growing flustered based on how tightly he gripped the edges. “...Shuddup.”
Irritated couldn’t begin to describe how you felt at this very moment. The bubbling pit of pure jealousy that simmered in your stomach as you were forced to watch your boyfriend politely interact with his new fanclub wasn't ideal. MITSUYA was a favorite amongst the students, if not the it-boy on campus alongside his taller friend, Hakkai Shiba. Renowned designer in the making with his aspiring modeling companion, of course they’d draw in attention.
Unfortunately, compared to Hakkai, your man was nothing short of a social butterfly, willing to indulge and with the patience of a saint. He was an energy that people just naturally gravitated to.
And it only worsened after a particular post was made.
'Takashi Mitsuya. 5’7ft green flag that was written by a woman. A bit of a headscratcher, to be honest. On one hand, he’s an old fashioned gentleman with a sense of style, who takes care of those around him—The nurturing type. On the other hand, he’s a roughhouser with a mean left and right, and won’t hesitate to put you in your place if you wanna get buck with him—The strict type. He’s not a monolith, baby’s got range. So that’s why he’s ABSOLUTELY a switch. Growing up being the man of the household, it wouldn’t be too far-fetched to think he craved being taken care of; pampered, if you will. It would be somewhat equal in the bedroom, but he’s inclined to give you more than he takes. And don’t even get us started on aftercare. Rose petal bath, oil massage, home cooked meal hot and ready…12/10.'
To think his popularity couldn’t get any worse, now instead of just his club members fawning over him, damn near anyone with a pulse approached him in hopes of catching a crumb of his attention.
Although it was subtle, you could clearly see the exhaustion on his face. He had been working a lot lately, dealing with home life on top of school, keeping up with his former gang members and trying to balance a relationship–It can get to be a bit much. And now, anywhere and everywhere he went, felt like a spectacle.
After a while, you loudly cleared your throat to interrupt the little meet-and-greet. All eyes instantly drifted over to you, some curious whilst the majority weren’t so thrilled to see you standing there. You made a show of smiling and giving a small wave, unperturbed by their snark.
Mitusya, thankful for the interruption, spoke, “Alright, guys, it’s been nice chatting with you all, but I really should be going now. [____] and I have plans. Can’t keep ‘em waiting for too long.”
Collective groans and grumbles were heard amongst the crowd, some even commenting on how you ruined their good time. Of which, he didn’t take too kindly. “Hey. None of that. I’ve given you more than enough of my time. Show them the same respect you show me, and nothing less. We clear?”
The group snapped to attention at his disapproving tone before shrinking within themselves, meekly apologizing. One would think they’d feel shame for the childish behavior, but judging on their flustered and dazed grins, safe to say they were totally into being reprimanded. Especially from their favorite golden boy. No doubt they’d use this to fuel whatever fantasy they’ve conjured in their head about him. You fought back the urge to throw up in your mouth.
Later on, during your walk back to his apartment, you couldn’t help but chuckle thinking back on the whole thing. Mitsuya, with his arm wrapped around your shoulder, gave you an affectionate squeeze. “What’s so funny, hm?”
“You.”
“Me?”
“Yeah,” you gave a squeeze back, looking up at him. “Everything was sunshine and rainbows until you felt a line was crossed. You aren’t beating the ‘switch’ allegations any time soon.”
Mitsuya chortled. "It’s basic human decency.”
“Yeah, well, you make it look hot. Like everything else you do. It’s annoying.”
He shook his head, giving you another squeeze before kissing your temple. "I'm grateful you put up with me and my annoyingly hot self. Please continue doing so."
Just like Baji, KAZUTORA knew very little about the list, if anything at all. He didn’t understand the point, nor did he care to find out. That is until he’s being clowned left and right by his friends in the groupchat. Now he’s got no choice but to do some investigating. And what he found was utterly mortifying.
'Kazutora Hanemiya. 5’9ft red flag that was written by a man with both mommy and daddy issues, who’s never been touched by a woman. With that being said, he’s a textbook sub-leaning switch. He’s an overthinker, so you’ll be the one most likely calling the shots/taking the lead. And he’ll be an avid follower. Maybe even a worshiper. His anxiousness will fuel his inferiority complex, which then will fuel his need to overcompensate and overly please—You say jump, he’ll say “fuck off” while already going as high as he can. He’s also very much a voyeur. Loves to watch, those big eyes need to see every micro expression, soak in just how good he’s working your body for his spank-bank later. Also a bit of a masochist, glutton for punishment if it means you stepping on him then tonguing him down after. Deductions for being a felon. Kinda hot, but besides the point. 8/10.'
How does one even respond to something like this? His entire body felt like it was on fire, face flushed something terrible as he read the paragraph over, and over, and over. This couldn’t be happening. There was no way this was happening. Somebody took time out of their day to plaster this all over the internet, and had the nerve to be anonymous.
Just his luck.
What was there even to gain from this? Humiliation? Revenge? What kind of sick fuck would just say these things as if they were gospel, like they had insider information that needed to be shared. Kazutora racked his brain for a lead, a small clue to point him in the right direction of any potential suspects responsible. That included you.
“You can’t seriously think I had anything to do with that.”
“If not you, then who else?”
“Literally anyone else. The hell I look like posting about how you fuck me to strangers on the internet. Porn is free, they don’t need my help to feed their gooning addictions.” You replied with a scoff, continuing to flip through one of his mangakas you borrowed.
He huffed, rubbing the back of his neck. “Okay, guess I can’t argue with that. How am I supposed to narrow down my search from just ‘anyone’.”
“You don’t. No one knows who they are, and probably never will. It’s nothing but drama, and it’ll all blow over with time, so don’t stress.”
“Easy for you to say. You aren’t getting sent links for ball clamps and vibrating butt-plugs from your friends.”
You paused from reading, slowly peering at him from over the book. A small glint twinkles in your eye, sending an uneasy chill down his spine. “What’s that look for? Quit it. It’s creepy…”
“Do you…still have those links?”
Kazutora glared. “Fuck no. Even if I did, you ain’t getting ‘em.”
You glared back. Then, shortly after, a wicked grin spread on your face. “That’s fine. I’ll just ask Mikey to send them to me.”
He stiffened. "You will not."
“Try me."
“I’ll kill you both.”
“See you in hell, I guess.” You easily replied, already tapping away to a certain blonde gremlin.
Compared to the others, PAH would be like a clean slate. Didn’t matter how many times you brought it up, explained it, broke it down—He was going to forget every time. It wasn’t rocket science, but it was complicated enough to where he just couldn’t grasp the concept. That is, until you summarized it perfectly.
“It’s like when you’d look at nudey magazines all the time back in middle school. You didn’t know the girls on the pages, but you fantasized about what they would be like if you slept with them. Y’know, because they’re so attractive. Except instead of supermodels, it’s your fellow students. Makes it more obtainable, more real.”
He hummed along, stroking his chin. “Yeahhh, yeah, I’m following, that makes total sense when you put it like that. You’re really smart, [_____]. How’d you come up with that?”
Endeared, you merely shrugged. “Guess I’m just that good.”
“Damn right. Wait, so if you’re on the list, does that mean someone sees you as jerk-off material?”
“Er…that’s definitely one way to put it. Sure.”
Pah sat there in contemplative silence. His mouth was slightly agape, his stare blank and resembling that of an old computer rebooting. You tilted your head, “You good? Did I lose you?”
“...I think…someone’s out there jerking it to my face.”
You eyes widened to the size of plates. “O-Oh?”
He slowly nodded. “Yeah. I didn’t think much of it when Peh showed it to me. Frankly forgot about it until now.”
Pah whipped out his phone, and after scrolling for the exact text his aforementioned friend had sent to him a while back, he handed it over. “See, look.”
After taking the phone and briefly reading the message, you clicked on the link.
'Haruki “Pah” Hayashida. 5’4ft yakuza in the making. If you judged him off looks, you wouldn’t dare cross his path on the street let alone roll around in the sheets with him. However, don’t let his harsh exterior fool you, he’s a real softy through and through. Although he’s dense as a rock, maybe even more, he’s insanely loyal. Not to mention an eater. Another certified MUNCH. Going down on you would be the highlight of his week, you’d become part of his daily nutrition. He gives soft dom, wouldn’t have the heart to be mean to you or degrade you, but would love to take care of everything for you. Forgets about his own pleasure because he’s so invested in yours, and even if you insist on returning the favor, nine times out of ten it’ll end with you being the focus. 7/10 because he definitely shares way too many details with his best friend, Peh.'
You read through it a couple times, lips curled inward to suppress the giggle you so desperately wanted to let out, especially with how earnestly he watched you for any sign of discomfort. “W-Wow. This is…I’m speechless. They really nailed you down to a science, can’t say I have any complaints. Except for maybe the last part. Not sure how accurate that is. Care to elaborate?”
His brows scrunched in confusion. Leaning closer to see what you were referring to, Pah could only give you a sheepish look. “...I don’t actually share that many details with Peh. Mainly surface level stuff, y’know, just to brag a little. But nothing personal. Honest.”
A snort had slipped out, reaching up you gently pinched his chubby cheek. “I believe you. But, maybe we keep those things behind closed doors moving forward, hm?”
Pah leaned into your touch, hearts practically swirling above his head as he nodded. “Whatever you want, ma.”
cw: NSFW, explicit sexual content, oral sex, rough sex, degradation / slurs, violence, guns / crime, drug use, toxic relationships and non-romantic sexual dynamics.
MDNI — minors do not interact.
Working for Toman means you are untouchable. Unless they decide to touch you first.
"Open your mouth." Baji forced it open without hesitation and pulled your hair firmly. "I have to come now, make me cum fast."
His member thrust in without waiting for a response. You dedicated those minutes to giving him the blowjob he so desperately craved.
He thrust from the nape of your neck to his penis, each stroke deeper and more intense than the last. Tears inevitably filled your eyes, your hands searching for support on the cold floor beneath you. Baji watched you from above, his gaze fixed on you, his eyes filled with lust. He didn't do much besides thrust his hips into you; he must have been tired enough to simply move your head back and forth.
"You look like a total slut right now." His insult, dripping with pleasure, reached your ears. You did nothing but continue your work against his cock, moving your tongue against the tip and plunging it down your throat.
It only took Baji a couple of minutes to ejaculate in your mouth after slapping you across the right cheek. He was pretty wild.
"Swallow it all," he warned you with a "friendly" threat. You searched with your thumb for any trace of his essence, but finding nothing, you simply swallowed what entered your mouth. "Good girl, as always."
After the compliment, he straightened his pants and hurried out of the room. You stood up, pushing yourself up with your palms against the floor, and went to the bathroom to rinse your mouth.
You didn’t fully remember how long you had been working for these guys.
Two years? Maybe three.
You first met them when they defended you from a group of strangers in one of the most dangerous streets in Tokyo. They had seemed like good people back then. The boy with the kindest appearance had called you afterwards, offering you a job with such good pay that you didn’t hesitate to accept.
As time passed, your role became more… personal. More private.
You had no complaints. Your salary increased, and they didn’t treat you badly.
What did make you uncomfortable were the businesses they had started dealing with since last year. Drugs and illegal goods constantly moved through Toman’s warehouses. That — and the carpets that came and went stained with the blood of enemies or traitors. You were grateful you weren’t the one who had to clean those messes.
Tokyo had become a place ruled by crime, trafficking, prostitution… all under the surveillance of the Tokyo Manji Gang. What had once been a childhood dream had turned into a nightmare for ordinary people.
If you didn’t belong to a gang, you were doomed.
That was another reason why being associated with them was convenient. You were completely untouchable.
Your personal life wasn’t very remarkable. You lived close to the warehouse and main meeting building — in an apartment your bosses had even given you as a reward for your loyalty. Your family ties were nonexistent, and you had very few friends. Yuzuha was the only person you truly considered close.
She had told you about Toman’s beginnings. There had once been two other girls connected to the leaders: Hinata Tachibana and Emma Sano.
Hinata had been Takemichi’s girlfriend. He was now one of Toman’s division leaders. She broke up with him when she found out what he was doing in the gang. It hadn’t been long ago. She had tried her best to keep the relationship, but after his infidelity, she decided to leave him for her own sake.
Emma was another story.
After constant arguments with her brother, she chose to distance herself completely — even leaving the country. Yuzuha had told you how many times Emma had been hurt because of her brother’s position in the criminal world. She had almost died in one of the many incidents. Emma had cut all communication with Mikey… and even with Draken.
Yuzuha still kept an eye on Toman mostly because of her own brother. Her strong personality made her fearless when it came to dangerous matters involving the gang. She was more prepared than most.
Hakkai was still involved in shady business. He had grown closer to Sanzu, and it was clear the pink-haired man had influenced him, especially when it came to his vices. Still, Yuzuha tried to guide him in the right direction. Sometimes he listened. Sometimes he didn’t.
Everything around you was a mess.
“Shit, you scared me.”
You jumped slightly when someone opened the bathroom door. You stopped washing your hands and dried them with the towel hanging nearby.
“What is it—” You stopped mid-sentence when you saw Mitsuya watching you expectantly.
“I didn’t know you were here.” You stepped slightly away from the sink as he moved closer to wash his hands. “They’re looking for you. Go to the main hall.”
“Alright.”
You nodded and left the bathroom.
The large building was already familiar to you. You walked past several random rooms where negotiations took place — money laundering among many other typical Toman activities.
The main hall felt heavy and uncomfortable.
Mikey, his hair shorter than usual and slicked back, sat alone in the center of a large burgundy sofa. One ankle resting over his knee, he looked both calm and intimidating.
Three unknown men were kneeling in front of him, blood dripping from their mouths and noses. Chifuyu was pointing a gun at one of them.
On another sofa nearby, Takemichi sat with his legs slightly apart, smoking. In the opposite corner, Smiley played with a line of white powder on the small table in front of him, using a credit card.
It was normal. Completely normal for most Toman members.
“Did you call me?” You approached the leader cautiously. He was the most likely to need you.
“______, sit.”
Mikey motioned for you to sit on his lap.
Wrapping one arm around his neck, you settled on his thighs. It was rare for him to be present. He was always busy, always away. You spent far more time with the others than with Toman’s main leader.
“Chifuyu, get rid of those useless idiots,” Manjiro ordered.
When gunshots echoed through the room, you instinctively tried to turn your head. Mikey’s hand caught your chin, forcing you to look at him.
“Look at me.”
He held you there until the mess was cleaned up. You couldn’t help noticing how tired he looked… yet still attractive. You had seen photos of all of them when they were younger. They had all changed. None of them had the same aura anymore.
“Do you have anything to do later?”
You leaned further against his chest, tightening your hold on his shoulder.
Mikey’s gaze dropped briefly to your neckline before he buttoned part of your shirt with one hand.
“Not really.”
He smiled faintly. His other hand moved slowly over your bare legs in a possessive gesture that constantly caught your attention.
“Do you want me to come by your room later?” you asked, meeting his dark eyes.
“If you want…” He leaned back, watching you calmly.
With him, your encounters had never been as long as with the others. His schedule was too demanding. You could only recall a few times he had asked you to relieve him quickly before important meetings, saying it helped him relax.
His hand slipped slightly under your dress, seeking more skin.
“Mikey, lend me ______ for a moment.” Smiley spoke, still affected by whatever he had just inhaled.
It didn’t bother you. You had grown used to being spoken about that way.
“No. She’s with me.” Mikey pulled you closer.
Nahoya complained loudly and returned to his own distractions. Takemichi laughed quietly, reminded of how Mikey used to sound — like a possessive child.
You ran your palm over his dark shirt, absentmindedly tracing his chest. He kept his eyes fixed on you, still exploring your thighs.
The door suddenly slammed open, crashing against the wall.
Kazutora and Angry entered laughing, each accompanied by a girl. They lived recklessly — especially Kazutora, who spent most nights partying and drinking. Angry had recently started following his lead.
“Heeeeey!” Kazutora shouted in greeting.
Angry began kissing one of the girls passionately beside him.
“Don’t make noise here. Get out,” Mikey ordered immediately.
Behind them, Draken appeared, cursing under his breath before punching the wall.
“Damn it…” His patience had clearly worn thin over time. “We were betrayed, Mikey.”
“How?” The blond tightened his grip on your thigh without meaning to.
“Some bastards thought we wouldn’t notice. They were stealing our merchandise.”
Now you understood his anger. Draken was the one who needed everything under control. He punched the wall again before storming toward another door. He glanced at you briefly and left.
You knew what that meant. Sometimes, when he was furious, he needed a way to release his frustration.
With a hint of reluctance, Mikey lifted you from his lap. He knew it too. He also knew that this was how his friend relieved stress, though you couldn't tell if he liked it or not. You followed Draken, passing by Kazutora and Angry, who, despite being quite engrossed in their own thing, separated from the girls and greeted you. Then you went inside where Draken was.
There, he pinned you against a table and took out his anger on you. You did nothing but let out soft moans, clinging to his broad shoulders and occasionally scratching him. Draken gradually calmed down, his breathing becoming more ragged, but he didn't stop thrusting until he was satisfied.
When Draken finished, a low, almost mournful murmur escaped his lips. You already knew what he had said — Emma’s name always surfaced when he was frustrated, angry, or drunk. You felt a pang of pity. Not for yourself, but for the girl who must have loved him and had to watch as darkness slowly consumed him.
———
“I didn’t think you would come to pick me up” you looked at Mitsuya through the reflection in the mirror in front of you.
Even so, you kept changing your clothes, taking off the towel wrapped around you to put on your underwear and then slipping on a more summery outfit over it.
“They sent me to buy some things, I took advantage of the trip” He waited at the door of your room, his hands resting high on the frame.
“It’s fine, I’m not complaining” you finished getting dressed quickly and went to the bathroom to brush your teeth first. Your hair was still damp from the shower you had taken.”But you’ll have to wait for me a bit”
“I’m patient” you smiled at what he said, that was true.
Mitsuya had been the one who contacted you for the job; he might seem like the calmest of them all but he wasn’t. You knew him too well, and what he showed wasn’t what he really was.
After finishing getting ready you grabbed your bag and passed by his side. As you stepped out of the apartment a strong slap landed on your backside, the sound echoing through the hallway.
“Not here” you hurried to walk ahead of him, the black-haired man quickened his strides to reach your side, wrapping an arm around your shoulders.
What you didn’t fully know was that at that moment Toman was in the middle of a bigger conflict with a new gang that was rising. It was no longer just about setting a place and time to fight like they used to; these conflicts were more serious now.
Manjiro was in quite a difficult situation. Former gang leaders and younger new members were beginning to act against Toman.
This new gang had spread faster than usual, and they targeted anyone involved with the Tokyo Manji Gang. That was why Mitsuya had shown up to pick you up at your apartment. The shopping excuse had been more than just that — an excuse.
You were very close to the leaders of Tokyo Manji. It was obvious they could come after you to get information, or if they discovered how deeply you were involved with them, they could threaten to put you in danger and force a deal that would not benefit Toman at all. Your presence was noticeable in the lives of the leaders of each squadron; not only did you indulge their whims, they had also included you in their personal lives.
And even if you didn’t know it at that moment, you were someone quite special to Manjiro Sano.
“What do you have to buy?” Mitsuya made you hold onto his arm and you both began to walk. The dark-haired man always alert to his surroundings.
“You’ll see”he simply cut the conversation there. When you reached a few blocks farther away he led you into a rundown alley; at the end of it two guys were waiting for him “Stay here, I need to do something”
You stopped walking and let him continue alone. Your gaze fixed on your shoes; you would rather not see the exchange they must have been making — money for drugs, or drugs for some kind of important information. It was typical.
Your back leaned against the nearest wall, not caring if you got dirty when loud gunshots echoed. Mitsuya returned to you wrapping a gun in a handkerchief, his brows relaxed and his expression somewhat tired. He wiped the pistol before tucking it into the waistband of his pants. As if nothing had happened, he took your arm again and guided you along.
“Did you shoot them?” you murmured near his neck. A pair of police officers walked past you; in that area where crime ruled it wasn’t strange to see them. They looked at Mitsuya with curiosity, both greeting him at the same time.
Right… Toman also had its connections with the police.
“They gave me false information” he replied without showing any expression.
“But… will Mikey agree with that?” it was strange, such a sudden action, to end someone like that in broad daylight. Or at least you hadn’t seen them do it until now.
“He told us to handle things our own way” as you kept walking you realized you were heading straight to the usual place where everyone would be “These days things can’t be done like before. Either you screw them over or they screw you” you preferred not to say anything; they knew what they were doing. A long time ago you had stopped doing your “secretary” duties, which had been the job they first offered you. Now you mostly handled coordinating meetings with other important people and helping Mikey with matters inside Toman.
Now that job, as we know, had changed a bit. Even if that didn’t mean you weren’t aware of what was happening — at least until this moment.
“You still know how to fight… like with punches and stuff?” Yuzuha and the others, when they were talkative, had told you about their other abilities.
“You don’t forget that” Mitsuya let out a rough laugh “Though now you need this beauty”he patted the place where he had hidden the gun.
“You could teach me how to defend myself” you spoke. Mitsuya began to think about what to tell you, wrapping his arm around your waist “In case something happens, or I don’t know.”
“Nothing is going to happen to you, we’re going to protect you” he stated, slipping his fingers under your shirt, caressing the skin of your waist. Anyone passing by would think you were just a simple couple enjoying the day.
“If you say so” you stayed quiet for the rest of the walk, neither of you saying anything.
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“Don’t touch her” Takemichi slapped away Kazutora’s hand as it was reaching toward your hair “_________ probably doesn’t want anything to do with you after seeing you with those… girls the other day”
“Oh come on, I was drunk, I just got a little carried away” Kazutora tried once again to stroke your hair.
“Enough” Chifuyu raised his voice, warning the boy not to bother you. The black-haired man, who was sitting at your other side, made space on his lap for you to sit on “Quit your bullshit and pay attention.”
Mikey looked at them with total hatred; he was talking and none of them were paying attention.
“Damn it, you talk instead” he gave the floor to Draken and threw himself onto the sofa.
You settled against Chifuyu’s chest and rested your cheek on his shoulder. The now black-haired man wrapped one of his athletic arms around your shoulders, a cigarette resting between his fingers. While both of you paid attention to Mikey, Chifuyu took a drag every now and then.
You got along quite well with Chifuyu even though sometimes he stayed completely silent, maybe talking to himself in his head. He was one of the few who visited you when you were at your apartment.
“You already know the situation” Draken stood up and walked toward the board that held various photos of different people, maps and pictures of buildings “Others… other idiots are trying to make us lose influence in the country. Their moves have been far too strategic for them to be just common people.”
“Get to the point” Smiley asked with a wide grin. Everyone complained for him to shut up.
“This one” he pointed at a particular photo. You narrowed your eyes in that direction, trying to see more clearly what it was “Takeomi Akashi” the man, somewhat older than all of you, was in the picture with a cigarette in his mouth “He was from Shinichiro’s generation, Mikey’s brother” he should be at least thirty-six years old… what was he doing only now interfering with Toman?
“And that bitch, what about her?” Sanzu appeared in the meeting room, holding up a pill high in the air, showing off his vice especially to you.
“No, thanks” you answered his offer. The pink-haired man made a face and put the pill in his mouth. Mikey glared at him and kicked him out of the room for interrupting.
“As I was saying” Draken cleared his throat and began speaking again “Threats have been reaching the lower groups of Toman, the ones who distribute and bring us… you know what” he wanted to avoid using the word “They’ve already intercepted several plans and that’s screwing us over quite badly”
“Is he the leader or what?” Hakkai asked while looking at the other photos.
“We still don’t know for sure, they don’t leave any trace when they act” Draken started pacing back and forth “It’s either him, or Wakasa Imaushi” this time he showed a guy with braids.
“Or Akashi’s sister” Mikey interrupted.
Draken nodded at him and took from the board the photo of an albino girl. That caught your attention quite a lot; you didn’t know about the existence of a female gang leader or boss.
Draken brought the photo closer for everyone to see. Chifuyu leaned forward, making you move in the same direction since you were sitting on him. You let out a small laugh when he took the chance to bury his face in your neck and leave a loud kiss there.
“If you see her, do whatever you can” Draken placed the photo back on the board “Ideally she would at least tell us what the hell they want.”
“Count on it” Angry spoke.
At the end of the meeting everyone stood up to go do their usual tasks. You took the chance to approach Mikey to see if he needed help with anything.
“There’s nothing to do, you can use the movie room or whatever, do what you want” you nodded at what he told you; a free day for you was fine “Or you can come with me, I need to meet with Inui and Koko to deal with some matters. You could take notes, we haven’t gone out for work stuff in a long time”
Right, he always went alone since his presence or his fighting skills were needed. After all, he was still the invincible Mikey.
“Great, I’ll come with you” Mikey forced a smile to give you and both of you began getting ready to leave.
Thinking about a soulmate AU where people would get a soulmate mark when they reached puberty.
Toman founders headcanons
Amongst the Toman founders, Keisuke Baji is the first one to get a soulmate mark and he was definitely not ready for the teasing that followed. Mikey kept poking it and asking if it hurt. Kazutora and Pah would point at random girls and yell "LOOK! It's your soulmate!" Draken and Mitsuya never explicitly teased him but they were always be the ones laughing loudest.
Draken tried to keep it a secret but he got caught up in one of Mikey and Baji's fight then it somehow got revealed. Despite Draken's threats Mikey announced the news to everyone and just like that the torture began. Now Draken was the one being poked by Mikey. Kazutora would see a girl minding her own business and say "Baji look, it's your soulmate!" And Pah would respond saying " Nah... That's Draken's soulmate." Mitsuya would try to hold in his laughter and he'd fail miserably. The most ironic thing was that Baji who was supposed to be sympathizing with Draken was being the most obnoxious about it.
Kazutora was unashamed about getting a soulmate mark, if anything he felt quite proud. Of course Mikey had to poke at it as well (It had become a rite of passage at that point) and kazutora would smirk smugly. His soulmate mark had become everyone's problem but no one suffered more than the girls that interacted with him. He once told this girl that he was too hot to be her soulmate (She had only asked him for directions).
Mitsuya and Pah got their marks at pretty much the same time and luckily for them everyone had dropped the whole teasing thing. Mikey didn't even poke at their marks...
Mikey was the last one to get a soulmate mark amongst the Toman founders. He was teased for not having a one until it appeared.. He low-key felt left out before having it but he would've never admitted it.
How they would feel about a super popular, playful & funny, but at the same time gentle, calm and helpful girl who can't stand seeing people upset or hurt
Kazutora probably met her for the first time after he came out of prison and was restarting his life from scratch. She saw him struggling to figure out the latest technology and decided to help him out without any judgement. When he told her that he was in prison for a decade, she did not get scared or disgusted. Instead, she continued to help him whenever he struggled with something, and her kindness stole his heart. He is someone with a lot of guilt and self-loathing, and finding someone who offered help instead of hatred naturally led him to fall for her hard.
Has a crush on her - Chifuyu, Kakucho
Chifuyu probably met her for the first time when they were both in a manga store and found out they had the same favourite author. They clicked immediately as they spoke, and her fun nature captured his heart. Though it was a very brief interaction and he did not see her again, the romantic shoujo manga lead in him harboured a crush for "the funny girl" for a very long time afterwards.
Kakucho probably met her while he was injured and she helped him reached the hospital. The gentle manner in which she held him up, and the way she stayed by his side as he got patched up made his heart flutter. But he never tried to find her again after the incident (even though his heart skipped beats at her thought) because he did not want to drag her into his world. So his crush remained unattained.
Has feelings but doesn't show it- Rindou, Inui
Rindou probably knew her because she was the popular girl from his school. He always thought she would be a bratty bitch based on her popularity, but when he saw her helping a guy with learning disabilities (whom everyone else either bullied or avoided), he realised she's actually a really good person. So he started hanging out around her and realised that she was popular because she was kind and friendly, as well as incredibly smart and funny. It didn't take long for him to realise that he's falling for her. But since he felt that she would never want to be with a delinquent like him, he never confessed to her.
Inui probably met her because she worked at the shop next to D&D Motors. She would often lend him a bottle of juice or water "for his hard work" whenever he dropped by her shop. She would also often spend time around the shop while he worked because she found his work cool. Inui liked her company even though they rarely spoke much, and soon he found himself looking forward to spending time with her. When he realised his usually stoic heart is melting for her, he became scared of losing her like he lost Akane, Shinichiro and Koko, as he fully believed everyone he loves gets taken away from him. So he doesn't confess, content to enjoy her company as long as it lasts.
Obsessed with her- Mikey
Mikey probably knew her because she was Emma's friend. Her calm but playful personality, combined with her inability to take shit from anyone, got him hooked. And when Mikey gets hooked, we all know he gets obsessed and possessive. That's exactly what happened here as well. He started thirdwheeling her and Emma's shopping trips or coffee runs, as well as asking Emma to bring her to Toman meetings just so he could hang out with her. He is pretty open and shameless about his obsession with her, so it's upto her how she deals with it.
Views her as just a friend- Mitsuya
Mitsuya probably got to know her because she moved into his apartment complex. He frequently saw her helping the neighbours, playing with the kids (including Luna and Mana) or reading a book at the nearby park alone. He once asked her if she's lonely, and found out that she enjoys spending time alone. They soon became friends and remained strictly so, because as much as he thinks she's a great person, Mitsuya could only see her as a younger sister figure he looks out for, or worse, he sometimes sees a reflection of himself.
Doesn't care enough- Ran, Koko
Ran probably knows her because she's an intern at one of Bonten's shell companies. He took one look at her and decided that she isn't his type. Kind, helpful and gentle girls are for Rindou. He needs a strong, mature woman who knows and embraces the underworld he rules, not some idealistic girl who believes in good deeds and the concept of justice.
Koko is obviously not interested in anyone who is not Akane. She was probably a regular at the library where he spent most of his time when he was raising money for Akane. She wanted to help him out when she found out the cause of his obsession with money (but in a legal way like donating). He was thankful for her kindness but thought she was stupid to think that much money could be raised through donations. Later, when Akane died and he stopped coming to the library, he forgot about her because she was irrelevant.
Hates her- Sanzu, Izana
Sanzu probably got to know her while he was stalking someone she knew. He liked her personality as long as it was only fun and playful. But when she sabotaged his attempt at killing her acquaintance with her quick thinking and awareness, he started hating her for the trouble she caused him. Now he is probably planning to kill her as well.
Izana probably met her at the orphanage. She called him out for treating Kakucho like a slave rather than a friend and an equal and he started despising her because he felt threatened and afraid Kakucho would leave him and go become friends with her since she is super nice to him and everyone else. He was relieved when Kakucho stayed by his side. But his hatred for her caused both of them to always be at odds until they left the place.
→ author's note: yes I'm fully aware that it's chifuyu's birthday in like 2 weeks and I should be writing for him but I randomly pulled a handful of mikey headcanons from my ass and I need to put them out somewhere. chifuyu's birthday fic coming soon as well!
→ summary: general headcanons with silly dark impulse man as ur boyfie 🤲🏻
→ warnings: so much fluff, possibly a bit ooc but I'm trying my best, a teensy bit of smut and angst at the end, mikey x f!reader
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- i feel like before you stared dating and in the very early stages of your relationship, he would try to act more mature around you in order to seem "cool", but once he gets comfortable around you, he'll turn into his usual self.
- it would take him awhile to let you see his vulnerable side, but once u do there's no going back.
- I also feel like it would take him awhile to say "i love you", like I think he would just stick to constantly saying "i like you" instead until he's comfortable enough to say love.
- love language: physical touch. I won't let anyone tell me otherwise.
- he's also really into pda, would constantly be clinging to you. wether it's just holding your hand when walking, hugging you from behind when you're talking to someone or resting his head on your lap when you're sitting next to each other, he absolutely loves touching you.
- if you think the amount of clinginess in public is a lot, you're not prepared to hear just how clingy he is in private.
- absolutely adores holding you and being held by you.
- I feel like he would be a switch when it comes to big and little spoon.
- like he would love being able to hold you close to his chest and play with your hair while listening to your soft snores.
- but also adores being able to bury his face into your chest or shoulder and just let you treat him like your baby.
- regardless of how long you have been together, even after years, he would instantly melt when you initiate physical contact.
- he loves it when you rest your head on his shoulders when you're watching movies together, he feels very protective of you and wants to make you feel safe.
- idk about u but I would love to just sit on his lap while squishing those chubby cheeks of his 🤷🏻♀️
- he would legit stare at you like you're some type of goddess whenever you treat him with such gentleness and care.
- literally just sitting there and staring at u with eyes full of love and affection for you as u sit and caress his cheeks.
- also loves it when u play with his hair.
- he also loves kissing u sm.
- he's the clingiest in the morning.
- he would love kissing u the first thing he does when he wakes up.
- doesn't give af about bad breath, he just needs ur lips against his
- absolutely loves having sleepovers together.
- if you're someone who wakes up early, be prepared to wait atleast a few more hours for him to wake up and another longer amount of time for him to be ready to get out of bed.
- he loves ur body so much.
- personally I believe that he really doesn't give a flying f about your body type.
- would get jokingly mad at u if u ever speak badly of urself cuz how dare u insult his beautiful gf like that???
- oh, ur chubby? PERFECT.
- he would love to lift ur shirt up to reveal ur tummy and rest his cheek against it.
- also often gives u affectionate little kisses on it as well.
- he can't help it, you're just so cute to him.
- thicc thighs? i think you mean his personal pillows.
- he would love placing his head between ur thighs (in an innocent way) when he's playing games or watching something.
- he would share his food with you and you only.
- if you two buy a bag of taiyaki and there's only one left, he'll either split it and give you the bigger piece or just let you have the entire thing.
- yeah he loves you so much he would give up his precious taiyaki for you.
- he loves putting food into your mouth just to lean in and take a bite out of it so your lips touch.
- sometimes he would buy an entire bag of pocky sticks and make you do the pocky challenge with each and every stick.
- he adores kissing you and receiving kisses from you.
- he loves it when u kiss him with lipstick on and leave a mark on him.
- sometimes he'd make you put on lipstick and then kiss his entire face so he's covered in your marks.
- would take a kajillion pictures of himself covered in your kiss marks.
- I feel like he would steal your lipstick and put it on so he can return the favor and cover your face with his marks aswell.
- his favorite place to receive kisses (other than his lips) are his cheeks and forehead.
- i think he would be extremely weak to neck kisses, like every time he feels ur warm breath against his pulse point it just sends a small shiver down his spine.
- despite being a fearsome leader of toman and the "invincible mikey", I feel like he'd feel so proud of himself if you call him cute.
- he loves every single compliment you might give him, but the sound of your soothing voice telling him just how cute he is while he's stuffing his mouth full with dorayaki just makes the butterflies in his stomach go crazy.
- he hates school but would go just so he gets to spend time with you.
- no one would ever dare to bully you bc he's like your own personal bodyguard.
- you would also never have to worry about any other girls bc he don't gaf about anyone except for u.
- he would be SUPER protective of you. like he would never let anyone hurt you in any way.
- but if it somehow happened that you did get hurt, he would risk going to jail for murdering the person who dared to touch you.
- he often asks his closest friends (draken, mitsuya, baji, etc.) to take care of you whenever he isn't able to.
- like if you think someones following you at night and he can't come help you (for whatever reason), best believe keisuke will be right there to help you instead.
- his favorite dates are either napping together, staying home and just watching movies or cuddling and going on nighttime rides on his bike.
- he would often take you to more secluded areas so he has some alone time with you.
- when you two are completely alone on a beautiful starry night, that's when he gets more vulnerable with you.
- would tell you how much you mean to him and how your relationship is one of the best things that's ever happened to him.
- would talk a lot about your future together, imagining your life as a married couple and talking about your future children.
- he would ask questions like "do you think we're soulmates in every universe?"
- i feel like he would follow u around when you're doing your own hobbies just to be closer to you.
- example, if you're religious, he would go to church with you every sunday just to stay close with you.
- he gets jealous very easily and is super annoying about it.
- if he saw you talking to a guy he doesn't know for a little too long, he would come up from behind you, wrap his arms around your waist and glare at the guy menacingly until he left.
- would be super whiny about it after aswell.
- he would even get jealous if you're giving more attention to animals than him.
- "is that street cat really that much more important that your own boyfriend?"
- despite him preferring that everyone calls him mikey, he would instantly turn into putty if you call him manjiro.
- he just loves the way it rolls of your tongue.
- speaking of tongues 🫢
- remember when I said he loves kissing u?
- well make out sessions also aren't a rare occasion.
- infact, you two would make out a few times a week.
- he just loves the feeling of ur tongue against his.
- he would be completely into making out in public for everyone to see, but wouldn't do it in case you're not into it.
- he may be an idiot, but he respects your boundaries in every way.
- he would never do anything to force himself onto u.
- would be completely okay with both waiting and not waiting until marriage.
- he thinks that sex isn't amongst the most important things to keep a relationship strong and healthy.
- that doesn't mean he hasn't had dirty thoughts or wet dreams about you.
- I feel like he would feel super ashamed of it when he has his first wet dream about you.
- like it just feels so wrong thinking about his gorgeous girlfriend in such a lewd and lustful way.
- but once you reassure him that you're not uncomfortable with it, he starts growing more comfortable with it.
- after awhile, he would get so comfortable with it that he starts telling u in detail what he dreamed of doing to u.
- although tbh I feel like he wouldn't have wet dreams of you that often.
- he would have sweet dreams the most.
- but every once awhile he'll have horrible nightmares of losing you.
- it's either something horrible happening to you or you just leaving him when he needs you the most.
- that's when he'll need a lot of reassurance from you.
- he'll be even more clingy than usual after he wakes up from a dream where u got hurt.
- the thought of losing you scares him shitless
- i think I'll wrap it up here, but if I think of anything else I'll make sure to add it in the future, hope you enjoyed reading this !!