sweet beginnings.

Ember Monroe, sixteen Eighteen. darkness manipulation. -- when i was young and full of innocence.

[ender-kingsley-deactivated20191]

He laughed softly and shook his head, looking away from the brunette for an instant. “Well, thank you for finally saying it out loud. I already knew it, though, so don’t worry too much.” Turning his gaze back to the girl, his mouth hung slightly open as he feigned outrage. “Okay, first, that’s an awful card. You need to step up your game. Two, please, being able to tell how dark someone is? There’s nothing more weird than that. Just listen to how it sounds, Monroe.”

[emberbabyx]

Rolling her eyes once again she gave him a little smirk, nodding her head. “Mhhm, yeah. I am so sure you already knew that. It doesn’t even shock me you would think so highly of yourself.” Getting up she pursed her lips as she walked over to him, shaking her head. “First, it is the best card to play. I think I am awesome at playing cards. Two, I am totally normal. I mean super normal. Can’t get more normal then me.” 

[ender-kingsley-deactivated20191]

“No, that’s what you say to me. And to our friends. And everyone else, but you know, it’s just not true.” A faint laugh escaped his lips, and he leaned against the nearest wall, arms crossed loosely over his chest. “I can’t live without you? I can’t—-Okay, you got me. But I don’t try to hide that. In all fairness, though, just admit you would be just as crazy without me.” The boy tilted his head to the side, his eyes narrowing as he responded. “Really? That’s your card, darkness manipulation?”

[bethbanksxo]

“Right, fine. I will totally admit it. I would go super crazy without you. Just off the walls bonkers.” Ember stated with a little smirk as she pushed her bowl of cereal aside, licking her lips a bit as she watched him lean up against the wall with a giggle. “Yeah that is my card! Being able to control peoples minds is so much weirder then what I can do. For sure.” 

[ender-kingsley-deactivated20191]

“I’m just saying, your days will be dark and cold, and empty, and you know how it goes. We both know you can’t live without me. Am I supposed to be the one to point out who’s weirder from the two of us?”

[emberbabyx]

“Who says that? I mean my days could be amazing without you. You never know. Right, sure. I think we both know it is you who can’t live without me. I think you would go a little crazy without me yeah?” She laughed, rolling her eyes. “Really? The boy with mind control powers is going to ask me who is weirder? I mean you are far weirder then I am.” 

[rosehathway-blog]

Ah, those two. In a fight, they’re lethal. Around each other, they melt.

Sonya Karp, The Golden Lily (via rosehathway)

[ender-kingsley-deactivated20191]

“First of all, that was rude. Really, I’m genuinely hurt. You need to apologize right now, or I’m out.”

[emberbabyx]

“Oh gawd, oh dear. Oh no. Whatever will I do if you are out. Nope. You are a weirdo. I will not apologize for the truth!”

[emberbabyx]

“Why are you staring at me Kingsley? It is weird. Especially when I am eating. Stop being a weirdo.” 

[comeandfloatwhme]

"It’s surprising that he had a lot of friends? Why would it be surprising..?" He asked, tilting his head in confusion. His eyes widened when she told him that she and him were best friends. "Whoa….and I forgot you….I’m probably the worst best friend in the history of best friends huh…?" 

[emberbabyx]

"Um, no reason. No reason." She mumbled out not wanting to talk about it anymore. Laughing slightly she hook her head, placing her hand on his shoulder. "You are a good best friend. Even if you don't remember being one. You are great." 

[tele-katalina]

  "I always thought you hated me." She said awkwardly.

[emberbabyx]

"No..I didn't hate you. I mean I wasn't your biggest fan for a bit, but I never hated you." 

[kittykatmartinez-deactivated201]

"Wait-What sorry I was zoned out."

[emberbabyx]

"Um...Okay. I don't care where you stare." 

[thoughtobedeadxelena]

[emberbabyx]

Can I feel? 

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[chelsearph]

She gulped as she turned to walk away but quickly turned around, sending a shot of electricty towards the guys feet and watched him fall to the ground

[emberbabyx]

In any other case Ember probably would have thought it wasn't the best idea to randomly electrocute people -- but at the moment she was trying her hardest herself not to injure everybody who even attempts to show her pity. Even if she knows they aren't doing it to be mean. 

[savcgess-deactivated20191203]

The ones who want the pity aren’t really grieving for him, they’re making a spectacle out of his death to get attention. As for the “I’m sorry’s”, just ignore it because no one really is, and I just think, it’s actually so funny they would say that to us, because they don’t know what he believed in or what he dreamed of, they’re gonna go home, put their black dresses at the back of the closet and forget what his first name was and the date of his birthday but we will remember, about everything. We’re trapped by all the memories, they’re the reason why we want him back, the reason why it hurts so damn much, and no one else has that, so no they’re not sorry. We are. We’re the only ones who can feel true grief. So I don’t want to be around when someone is fake crying for him, I don’t want anyone to come pat me on the back and say it will be fine, because it won’t, because he’s gone. And we can never forget what it was like when he was here. Because for people like you and me, it will never stop hurting. So you know, if you want to cry and scream and act like the world turns around you, go ahead, but don’t use my brother to do that.

[emberbabyx]

Ember just stood there in silence listening to Sasha talk. Everything she was saying was true. Everybody was sad for the moment, sad somebody died. It was just somebody to some people though. Only a few could feel the pain they had felt. The pain they would feel every day for the rest of their lives. "Why is the world so fucked up?! Why does this shit happen?! Why him Sasha? Why can't we fix this? All these fucking powers in this school and nobody could keep him alive?! Nobody could fucking figure something out?!" She screamed, her hands shaking as she turned to the mirror next to her and punched it, shattering the glass. She ignored the blood that dripped down her hand as tears started to well up in her eyes. Ember knew that she could cry and not have pity, not have sorrys, just have somebody who knew that they were tears of grief and nothing more. Nothing fake. 

[chelsearph]

Say I’m sorry one more time… I dare you

[emberbabyx]

"Come on Ana, lets just go." She placed her hand on the girls shoulder, urging her to follow out of the room. 

[savcgess-deactivated20191203]

You can count on that.

[emberbabyx]

I don't want all the fucking pity. I don't want the I am so sorry's and the it will get better's. I want fucking Andrew back. 

[comeandfloatwhme]

When she let go, he put his hands into his pockets and began to whistle to fill the space. At the sound of her voice, he quickly stopped and listened. “Well…not exactly. When I heard he died, I…well I reacted and that’s gotta mean I knew him right? It means that we were friends…or something.” 

[emberbabyx]

When he said he reacted she didn't really understood what he meant, but obviously it meant something. "Y-Yeah, you guys were friends. Surprisingly he was friends with a lot of people." She laughed a little thinking about how much everybody actually loved him, when at times he loved himself so little. "I was his girlfriend...Ember. I know you don't remember so I--I just wanted to remind you. Me and you were kinda best friends." 

[tele-katalina]

Kat nodded slowly. “Um…yeah. I want you to stay. We can become friends or something. I just don’t like being alone right now.”

[emberbabyx]

"Oh..um..okay." She slowly walked into the room, awkwardly sitting on a chair near the girl.