well...goodbye
14 years old version of me created an account to find other people who liked the same things I did. Since then, this little corner in the internet has been through a lot of phases. But about one or two years ago, it stopped being cool. I guess it actually stopped before that, I just didn’t have anything else as a distraction on the internet. I think I also had a level of dependency, considering that in that time, I didn’t exist anywhere else online, so I felt that I could find insteresting information or news in other places.
But at some point I just came here as habit and it even made me stressed. In this very moment, before even thinking about writing this, when I logged in just to see how the site was doing, it made me feel melancholic, even depressed...
I know is kind of slilly writing about a fucking site as this big important thing, but it was a big deal when I created, and after spending many years scrolling down this dashboard, I couldn’t simple ignore.
I feel like I own this to my 14 years old self, who really cared about this stuff and was discovering her own little world. The life I had then still have an impact in my life now, and that’s why this closure to this thing that was such a big deal when I was becoming a teenager full of emotions is important.
(and the fact that nobody’s here anymore and I never had actually a voice, so nobody’s gonna even notice this makes easier to write silly stuff on internet)
Anyway, this is it
(it started with them, so I’m gonna end with them)
