Cherishing This New Beginning

My names Emma Lawson. Follow me on Instagram: Emma_Jayne_Lawson Follow me on Snapchat: Emma_Meadors Follow me and see life through my eyes. ♥Questions? ♥

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my precious babies

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Swimming

The first time I ever really got into the idea of swimming was when I was trying to find any reason to hang out with a guy I liked. After two days of trying to get my membership and bathing suit (which was extremely hard because it was winter). I finally got to go swimming with him. To his surprise and my embarrassment, I realized that I could barley do the dog paddle. After a couple weeks I was swimming like a pro and he eve bought me a shirt saying I learned to swim at the Y.M.C.A. We then moved to Florida planning to become scuba dive instructors. There was something so surreal and peaceful every time we swam together. Its like we were one person brought together not only by are love of the water but also by how much we would push each other to better ourselves. I don’t think I will ever swim again without reliving the bond we once had!

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A Notice from probate court...

So today I got a letter about my cousins filling to try and adopt my kids. I've already hired a lawyer and I'm going to fight for them!

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Life Plans...

I,ve decided that after I get my G.E.D., which i amInto Something I never thought possible, crazy even and out of reach that I should enroll into an online college, for writing. In the long run I,d like to write a book the book would be about my crazy up and downs not only filled with my past drug use but also shed light on the certain circumstances that had brought me to feeling like there way no other way out. Most Addict Lack copeng skills which leads cercin and maybe shed like for those who mistaken the life as either currently Working On i Would Like to Venture for the Rich And famous or for the stereotypical addicts This World Want to write about has such. I know it may now become americas best seller But I really just want to get my sorry out there. I,m hoping just maybe I can reach one person! That would be enough for me

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The Medication Ritalin

Emma: So as a lot of you b know I am on quite a few medication. And 3 days ago ritalin was added to my medication cocktail. Does anyone know anything about it?

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Painting the lower half of our bedroom

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Made my own part of the house to chill and create, I'm loving it!

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Moxie

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koko k

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Just trying to find subscribe me or at least watch and thumbs up

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Just a rant

why is it that when you go out of the way for someone they always eventually FUCK you over $60 dollars down the drain

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I'm so aggravated I can't see straight

Mike is always weary of using my friends to sell to but then today his rind Rock shorted him 60 dollars which doesn't seen like a lot bur we're flat broke. So because I know rocky, I tried to call him their

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Is it just me or does everyone feel like they deserve when the say no to drugs when they are a former addict...

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So my hairs purple, oh well lol

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But I thought I needed to dye it blonde it came out Orange so now I'm dying it red...

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So im on slim-fast shakes right now, but I'm waiting door my order of 310nutrition. The package comes with 28 chocolate and 28 vanilla shakes, a juice powder yup can either add to your shakes, your favorite juices, or water, it also comes with a 3p day supply of pills that are suppose to help as an apatite suppressant and metabolism boost. I'm hoping I will be getting the package in the mail either tomorrow  or the next day. I'm hoping with having all the products I will be able to succeed. When I did the slim-fast for two weeks last time I lost 14 pounds so I'm supper excited. I also bought a yoga mat and have been doing ab and butt workouts and occasionally my elliptical. So wish me luck!  I will be blogging my results and doing reviews on the products I try on YouTube so please feel free to subscribe and go through this journey with me.                                  xoxo,                                         Emma