Loner

Depressed, stressed but still well dressed

[emobitchari]

You said you'd always be my person and now it's 5 o'clock in the morning and you haven't texted me in weeks and I'm left here crying my eyes out wondering why you left me.

[emobitchari]

I grew apart from my best friend of 23 years. She found somebody new and then I did, too. I numbed the pain at first being friends with this new girl but then I really connected with her. She was somebody I needed when I was losing friends and feeling lost. She was loud, funny, and goofy. She made me laugh and she knew when something was wrong. She was the sunshine to my rainy day. She was my "lobster". I've been through many friends, most of them hurt me in some way or another. I convinced myself it was me, that I was doing something wrong and making them leave me. It makes sense when you've been through so many, until I was told my heart was too kind, trusting, and I gave people too many chances. It wasn't me but them taking advantage of me. I told her about it. The pain and loss I've been through. She told me she'd never leave. Never hurt me. She did. My friend of 23 years asked me to be in her wedding. We don't talk much. She's still close with that other girl. I told her about the pain I went through. She tried acting like a best friend whose best friend was crushed. It's different now. I still think about you. Why'd you break your promises?

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[cilrive0]

I’m not even mad or sad anymore, I’m just disappointed.

[techno-war]

#FAKE LOVE

FAKE LOVE IS THE MOST WORST THING IN THE WORLD.

[angeaven-deactivated20220624]

[thefreckledbabe]

Fake it until you make it.

[battling-my-demons]

I have never been asked if I was okay. No one has ever checked up on me. I know now that no one truly cares that much. If they did ask, they cont really want to know the real answer. It's cool because I don't think I've ever been okay unless I fake it. I've been taking it a lot again recently.

[justawriter05]

I am sick of being friends with people who don't give a shit to me.

[depressionbound]

Pain changes people. It makes them think more. Trust less. It makes them want to protect whatever heart they have left.

[cilrive0]

I feel betrayed and hurt, but I’m used to it so whatever.

[xliyahx]

I mean, I’m not sad but I’m not exactly happy either.

I can laugh and make jokes and smile during the day.

But sometimes late at night

I forget how to feel

[battling-my-demons]

If I'm being honest, I'm getting sick of friends being friends with people who knowingly hurt and backstabbed me. Like, I've told you the shit that these people have said and done and they be like "well, that's messed up, but they never did that to me soooo...." Bro, if you told me someone betrayed you in anyway like that, I'd cut them off in a sec. Two reasons: one, that shit is not okay and I'd be a shitty person for allowing that in my life. Two, I wouldn't want that person to turn around and do that to me someday as well. Just saying.

[freiheitsentzug]

[beautifuldepression99]

Why would I bother trying to fix a one-sided “friendship” that was clearly never valued in the first place?

[glamourbitxh]

Is a loyal friendship really to much to ask for ?!

[feelingsstorm]

Imagine finally getting the courage to tell someone that they hurt you and how badly, and that person is not even able to say sorry and goes to play the victim, imagine that. Wish nobody do the same to you and , oh, fuck you.