EmrysAbyss

willie-loomis-deserves-love is my sideblogI don’t post much here...

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It's got a little gore and terrible framerate. I've worked on it for a month. I'm hoping the next one I do will be better. But for now, I'm a little proud of this.

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Sign my petition!!

Cast David Dastmalchian as Countess Zaleska in a remake of Dracula’s Daughter!!

Have you seen this petition yet?

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"Which way I fly is hell; myself am hell; And in the lowest deep a lower deep, Still threat’ning to devour me, opens wide, To which the hell I suffer seems a heaven."

Paradise Lost - John Milton

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Dan Stevens as Thomas Richardson in Apostle (Dir. Gareth Evans, 2018)

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You and me both buddy

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Finally having enough of an emotional breakdown to listen to Hozier’s new album.

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I’m in love.

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Smaug's death scene in the Hobbit (film) is just so extra, I can't stop seeing this scene from Buffy in my head...

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today's funky frog of the day: the northern cricket frog (Acris crepitans)!!!!!! these charming amphibians have two subspecies. they live in the united states and mexico, and are diurnal, which means they're active during the day! the green on this fellow is so striking!

photo © Judy Gallagher

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I’m sorry I can’t come to work today.

No I’m not sick.

I’ve just started the Council of Elrond chapter and I don’t have time for anything else.

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I'm working on a fanvid right now...

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And it’s finished!!!

Have a look if you like Reanimator.

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I'm working on a fanvid right now...

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No one wants to watch Stop Making Sense with me

I remember being able to watch this awesome film several years ago for the first time during a time of isolation and self-image issues. It was New Years Eve. I was alone and had nothing better to do than sit awake. So on a whim I turned it on. It had an impact on me. Something wild and euphoric. Maybe it was the big suit. Maybe it was the lamp.

You can’t underestimate the power of David Byrne flailing on stage for about an hour.

I’m watching it again during a better time of my life. And I’m able to look back and see that Mr. Byrne was kind of a goal for me. I saw his aesthetic and build and performance and artistry. And all I wanted was to look like him.

Thank god he isn’t anywhere near this site because there must be something so familiar and alien knowing that someone wants your body. But then, there’s something familiar and alien about having a body that doesn’t match your perception of yourself.

And of course, the music! I could write more but this is enough for now.

There was something in watching David Byrne’s performance, in sweaty shirtsleeves, in large suits, dancing with a lamp, and running laps around the stage that eased my dysphoria.

And for that I thank him.

This must be the place.

Home, it’s where I want to be.

And I want to be at home in my body.

Looking at a body I want.

This must be the place.

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sobbing over muppets from space

as soon as the spaceship shows up and all these people looking like gonzo show up and they like the same things as gonzo and gonzo shouts: “that’s my family!” and suddenly everything makes sense

oh

oh dear

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Fortunately for you, that is.

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Oof… my heart.

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it’s a “listen-to-strawberry-blonde-and-stare-at-my-hands” kind of night.

thank you mitski for all my breakdowns