;to feel loved (Loki Laufeyson)
Anon said: âCan I request a Loki x reader smut when they hate each other and in one of their arguments he grabs and kisses her out of the blue. And confessions and stuff and then it leads to smut. But reader hasn't done it before and she also feels super insecure because she has stretch marks all over her inner thighs. And cute fluffy loki smut pleaseâ.
So here it is, first of all happy 2020 loves,sorry for being MIA again, I hope you enjoy this. As always all mistakes are mine.
Warning: smut and insecurities?
I donât think this is a good idea.â His voice, his damned voice again, you turn around and looked at him firmly, waiting for his next words, knowing very well that you werenât going to like them. âAnd why not Loki? I mean is our last chance to beat them.â
Loki rolled his eyes as if the answer was obvious. âBecause you are clumsy, you canât even walk to the kitchen without fall into your face, so I donât really see how you could do that. No offense just facts.â
And that was it again, him picking on your insecurities once again, you tried to stay calm, you were used to him being mean, but today was not your best day, and you could feel your eyes filling up with tears. You werenât going to cry in front of him. âOkay then, do it yourself Mister, Iâm done here.â
You didnât wait for an answer, you didnât want one either. Your heart was beating fast as you practically run to your room, you didnât know why he was always picking on you lately, yes he usually picked on everyone because he was just like that, but with you, for some reason, was more consistent like he really hated you and it sucked because you kinda had a crush on him.
A hand stopped just before you opened your bedroom door, jerking away you looked at whose hand was. Loki. Awesome.
âI really donât want to talk to you right now Loki, so could you please leave me alone?â You had patience, but he really was testing it.
âAbout what exactly? About how you are a complete jerk? No, thank you, I really donât have time for this.â
You dodged his arm again and opened your door, entering and closing the door on his face or so you thought, you tried to no scream when a hand touched your arm..
âWhat the fuck dude?! Get out!â
You could see how calm he was and that annoyed you more, how could he be that calm and relaxed when you were losing your shit?
âI want to talk and we going to talk. So sitâ He pointed your bed,okay you were more than annoyed by now.
âWho the hell do you think you are? Honestly, I already told you that I donât want to talk to you, can you respect that? I guess not.â Said that you moved away from him, searching for something to throw at him.
âWe have to talk soon or later, you know. And I prefer it to be soon so I can stop seeing your faceâ Lokiâs voice died at the last word, guilty already showing on his face.
His words made you stop, your eyes began to fill again with tears and a sob escape from your mouth without your permission, that shit hurt ,his words hurt.
âNobody is making you see my face Loki, and if you have some problem with it you can leave, since this is my room and my face and I will be here.â
âI didnât mean like that...â
âOh but you did. Look I know, hell, everybody knows what you think about me, how pathetic and ugly I am, believe me I already know that, you really donât need to remind me that every single day, so do me a favor now and leave me the fuck alone.â
âWould you listen to me, damn it?!â He sounded mad but you didnât care.
âNo I wonât, so now please get out of -â
His hands grab your face and you could see what were his intentions. âLoki no.â But it was too late, his lips touched yours and you breath hard at it. Your heart began to beat fast, your head was spinning as you tried to understand what the hell was happening⊠Was Loki really kissing you or it was one of his illusion making fun of you. Hating yourself for letting this happen,you moved away,eyes wide open.
ââWhat the fuck?!ââ
Loki lean his forehead on yours, his eyes fixed on yours, his eyes were shining and a little smile was forming on his lips.
ââShh, Iâm sorry, okay? I didnât mean anything I said. You are perfect. Everything about you is perfect, never but never doubt about itââ.
Yo stood there confused, what the fuck was happening?.
He kissed you again, and this time you let yourself enjoy it a little, his kissed became more intense, you were now more relaxed than before, you head still confused at his words but let, you let his hands touch,enjoying it. "You are the most beautiful person I know"
"But, but you always say ugly things about me, and you always laugh at meâŠ"
His lips touched yours again,your heart beating fast as you fell onto his arms,your arms wrapped around his neck, you could feel his smile, you couldn't help but smile too.What the fuck was happening again here? You didnât care.
âYou are perfect, I've never wanted you to feel bad about yourself, I admire you, I love you, you are the most perfect girl I've ever knew, Iâm sorry for being an idiot, would you forgive me?â
You blinked twice trying to comprehend. âYou love me? Like me?â
"Yes you, I love you. And I want to make love to you, I want to show you how much I love you. Would you let me,love?". You nodded speechless, your heart beating fast. Was that really happening?
Loki kissed you again, this time he took his time, tasting your lips. His hands moved to your arms, caressing them noticing how smooth was your skin and how you got chills, he smiled in the kiss, slowly but with confidence you kissed him back with the same passion, for the first time in years, you felt love, you felt in peace, you were happy and enjoying someone touching you, your breathed hard when Lokiâs kisses descended to your neck. ââYou smell exquisite my love.ââ
Loki smiled and began to lift your t-shirt his face in awe when he saw what was underneath your clothes. âYou are so beautifulâ. Not letting you argue , he kissed you again, his hands playing with your top.
You closed your eyes ashamed, you didnât want to see Lokiâs reaction at your ugly stretches, you didnât want to see the disappointment on his face when he sees your body full of imperfections.
Loki watched cleary your reaction and his heart hurt at the thought of it, he knew that half of your insecurity was because of him, he kissed all the way down to your body, his lips caressed slowly every stretch on your tight, making you a moaning mess below him. He kept going down, and you suddenly tensed at the feeling, you were not ready for that yet.
âLokiâŠâ Your voice trembled and he looked at you with fear, he didnât want you to feel uncomfortable nor afraid. âWhatâs wrong, Darling? Did I do something wrong?â
You could feel yourself blush. âIâm not ready for that, yet⊠Itâs not something I really want⊠Iâm still too⊠I donât know..ââ
Loki smiled, going up and kissing you sweetly. â Donât worry my love, if you not ready for it, then we donât do it.â
You smiled at him,more relaxed about the fact he accepted your request, having more confidence you kissed him this time, all the passion and love was shown on this kiss.
Lokiâs cock was ready ,hard, leaking already inside his pants, he couldnât believe how fucking lucky he was because you wanted to do that with him, his mind was focused on you, on your pleasure, on your body, on your mind. He was determined to make you feel loved, adored and make you come too many times till your body couldnât take it.
ââAre you ready for me? Because Iâm sure as hell, ready for you.ââ He undressed himself, his eye never leaving yours.
You nodded biting your lip as you removed your eyes from his cock, he was huge and the thought of him not being able to fit into you made you nervous, you knew that will hurt, you were a virgin but not an idiot, but you were feeling so loved and protect by him, you wanted this, you wanted him, so you nodded at him, your eyes never leaving his.
Loki smiled warmly at you, kissed your lips slowly, getting himself in between your legs,he played with your entry, you were so wet⊠His cock slid in without much a problem, he took it slow not wanting to hurt you.
You werenât. âIt hurts.â You whined.
âI know baby and Iâm sorry. We can stop, we really donât need to do that, you know?
âI know but I want to, and beside next time will hurt me anyways if it doesn't hurt now. I canât take it.â
Loki admired how strong you were, he couldnât believe how the hell you got that much power on you. âGod, you are amazing.â
Loki was gentle with every thrust he made, he really wanted to enjoy this just like he was enjoying it. âAre you okay my love? Is it still hurting you?â
You nodded, not wanting to feel like that anymore, Loki caressed your tights and began to kiss your neck, distracting you from the aching pain between your legs.
Within minutes you relaxed more and Loki felt your walls tremble around his cock, you moaned at the feeling and Lokiknew that you were ready, kissing your nose he began to thrust into you, moving his hips as you slowly began the thrilling pleasure.
Your orgasm came slowly, at first you didnât think it was, you read a out first time and how difficult was to have an orgasm, but you feel yourself clenching, as waves of pleasure spread over your body.
Finally, you came with a whine, your body tensing as you hugged Loki tight, breathing slowly, your vision become blurred as you thought you would die because the pleasure.
Loki watched your face as you came, he admired how beautiful you were, he twisted his fingers into the sheets as he felt his orgasm begin, the intensity of it made him close his eyes as he shoot his cum inside you with a loud groan, moving to your side Loki kissed your forehead with a smile, hugging you closer to his body.
âDo you feel okay,love?"
You nodded, closing your eyes still on cloud 9, you felt loved and safe on his arms, and for the first time since you arrived here, you fell asleep with a little smile on your face.
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