ex seonghyeon x fem reader
- I have been missing my ex a lot lately soo I decided to write a little something based off of what I have been feeling lately, if I gotta feel it you guys must too 🫠 however i do make the ending happier than whatever is going on between me and my ex only because I hate angsty writing so much, enjoy! (Please send requests of any stories you want me to write, i have been in my writing era recently)
playlist- all too well,taylor swift,strangers-Kenya grace,remember that night?-sara kays ,Deja vu-Olivia rodrigo
it had been two years, two years since you and seonghyeon had broke things off, two years since you ever really felt something for a guy, two years since you guys had even spoke.
you acted as if you didn’t care - walking past him in the school hall’s like you didn’t constantly stare at him,laughing at the jokes your friends made about him even if you wanted to sit there and tell them he wasn’t like that,speaking to other guys although none of them made you feel things like he did.
every birthday you guys would wish each other, even if it was a little text.
but this birthday you got nothing, no text, no liked story, nothing.
you waited like an idiot just to be disappointed , a lot of other guys had texted you wishing you a happy birthday, but you ignored them - because even if a million other guys had wished you, it would never feel the same.
after that birthday, you decided it was time to really move on - and it did work, partly.
you still looked at him if you did see him, but you stopped staring.
you still laughed at the jokes your friends made of him, but you stopped feeling like you were meant to defend him.
you still spoke to other guys, but you stopped forcing yourself to feel nothing for them.
it was working perfectly, you were moving on in your way, at your own pace.
even the eye contact stopped making you feel a certain way, although before you’d giggle to your friends about it.
It was weird finally feeling nothing, as if there was something holding you back from so many things for so long.
however all that work was thrown away as soon as you got that text.
you heart dropped, you didn’t know what to do.
you spent ages trying to get over him because you thought what the both of you had was really over - and instead here he was, two years later.
you didn’t reply, at least not yet; because you knew if you had replied, you would’ve let everything out.
how you cried over him whenever it hit 1 am, how you skipped the songs you both loved,how you stared at him in school and on days he wasn’t in you’d wonder if he was okay.
you tucked your phone under your pillow, leaving only you and your thoughts.
you stayed late after school today.
“I just need miss to review my work” you told your friends.
however you knew it was so you didn’t have to face him.
finally walking out , you noticed a few students who had detention coming out the class near to yours.
you smiled at the few people you knew, tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear as you walked quicker - trying to avoid small talk.
well you should’ve walked faster.
turning around , you saw seonghyeon standing at the end of the hallway with his hands in the pockets of his hoodie.
he looked confident but nervous, that made you feel something.
you walked toward him slowly anyway, stopping against the wall on his right which you then leaned on slightly, staring up at him.
he turned his body to now be facing you too, a small smile forming on his face at the sight of you.
“hm?” you hummed, waiting for him to say something.
both of you stood there for a few seconds, you were waiting for him to say something - anything that would stop the ache you had in your heart.
“so why didn’t you reply”
“I didn’t know I was meant too.”
seonghyeons smile dropped a little at that.
“well,can you reply now?”
“I mean I don’t know seonghyeon, i don’t know what to do about the fact that the guy I have loved for most my teenage years who I hadn’t spoken too for ages decided to just text me ‘i miss you’ at 2am.”
your eyes started to water, his eyes started to become softer.
your eyes wandered off his and instead fell to the floor.
“yeah seonghyeon, I do. But I guess you never cared enough to notice.”
his eyebrows furrowed, yours became relaxed.
“I do care yn, I care more than anything.”
“if that is true then why didn’t you reach out, why did you leave me wondering for so long”
“I thought you didn’t need me anymore, you looked happy - like you were finally over me, I didn’t want too keep trying if you didn’t care anymore”
“so why did you suddenly reach out last night, if you thought I was so happy.”
“I found out from one of my friends that you missed me, that you told your friends you miss what we had.”
you lost it at that, tears slowly rolled down your cheeks, one by one - each tear holding a different reason behind it.
he lifted his hand and placed it on your cheek, slowly wiping away the tears with his thumb.
you wrapped your arms around his waist, his arms around the back of your neck,one hand placed on your head - comforting you.
you stayed like that for a moment.
“I hope you know I love you too”seonghyeon whispered against your hair “and that I want us to start over, even if that means I’ll be the one waiting this time.”
you lifted your head from his chest , staring up at him.
“could I think for a bit please?”
you both smiled at each other, one of your hands going down to grab his.
“I’ll drop you home, if that’s okay with you?” He whispered, although no one else was there
“sure, it’s getting dark anyways” you whispered back, smiling abit wider.
the both of you started walking, your hand in his.
“are you sure it’s only because it’s dark?”
missing him even more now… 🫠
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