[enochianspells]

chappell roan you are the brightest most mesmerizing star

[enochianspells]

WHY IS IT EASY FOR EVERYONE ELSE? I’M NOT ALWAYS LIKE THIS. THERE’S ALWAYS TOMORROW, I GUESS. AND I’D NEVER DO IT, BUT IT’S NOT A JOKE. I CAN’T TELL THE DIFFERENCE WHEN I’M ALL ALONE. IS IT REAL OR A DREAM? WHICH IS WORSE?? CAN YOU HELP ME???

[waltzingbi]

how does anybody do anything

[raeiyyn]

jon anderson, the days

[donutcurrykraft]

THERES ME IN THE CORNER THROWING A FIT MAKING A MESS OF IT DONT YOU LOVE ME NOW THERES ME UNDER THE TABLE HIDING FROM MY LOVERS AND MY ALLIES DONT U LOVE ME NOW ITS JUST A HYPOTHESIS I TEST THAT I SHOULD NOT EXIST DONT YOU LOVE ME NOW THERES ME IN THE DOORWAY TELLING YOU PLEASE YOU SHOULD JUST LET ME LEAVE IF YOU LOVE ME NOW

[enochianspells]

houses of the holy (2x13) is so insanely good. the foreshadowing for all that is to come. the soft introduction to angels as warriors who can commit atrocities in the name of righteousness. sam wanting so hard to believe that he could still be saved, that evil and damnation are not inescapable. dean on the other hand rejecting a god that is violent and distracted, who takes an interest in him already, nonetheless. michael!!!!!!! is it divine punishment or man’s will, does it make a difference

[lolastung]

For about fifteen seconds there, we were actually playing tennis. And we understood each other completely. So did everyone watching. It's like we were in love. Or like we didn't exist. We went somewhere really beautiful together. CHALLENGERS (2024), dir. by Luca Guadagnino

[forlorngarden]

'you are not serious people' is a phrase that has done so much. thank you logan succession

[mutationgirl]

(having a good week) that’s right. the goal is to increase my baseline. make the spirals shallower until they spin lazily on the surface of the water, lose their suction. im not trying to fix it all at once, im trying to incrementally improve my way into something tolerable. and once im there maybe i can shoot for good

(having a bad week) and in my terrible forge i will temper the flames of ruin

[enochianspells]

having a breakdown upstairs and i can hear my roommates chatting in the kitchen how am i supposed to go eat dinner with my nose and eyes bright red and literally on the verge of tears 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪

[enochianspells]

the thing about julien baker is that once you’ve properly absorbed her discography you will spend your life listening to other artists and thinking “very cool now say something genuine and true” over and over

[astrangetorpedo]

claws in your back full band goes crazy 😵‍💫

[cordspaghetti]

listening 2 the black parade rn & having another They Would Not Be Wrong to tour this forever moment like

[cordspaghetti]

the thing getting me Today is hearing the band bare its soul in such a polished and intentional way like the raw mess of bullets and to an extent revenge (and to a lesser extent danger days) is one thing but on tbp they are running their catharsis like the navy it’s licherally surgical they’re insane this is my favorite album fuck

[sugarcarnation]

MY SHOW

[enochianspells]

parasocial posting time warning but i was going through julien's playlists on spotify and got overwhelmed with how much i love her. she means so much to me, i hope she's having a good year

[enochianspells]

i can’t sleep. cas loved jack soooo much!! ​i think of the otherworldly creature of early s4, “for the first time i feel”, of the pride of s6 cas, of the penitence and the brainwashing, “he’s in love … with humanity”, of cas losing his faith and himself but never unlearning the love dean showed him. his love grows wider and deeper with time, it makes him weak and exposed, it kills him, even! “i’m already saved” he tells the empty and it’s true. when he returns, love has taken the shape of a little boy in the body of a teenager. jack!!!!! you were so loved!!!!!!!!

[enochianspells]

let’s gooooo

[chamomileblues]

somewhen after castiels death at the end of season 12