(died on the same night as Lord Westerling, after confessing her sins to her septa.)
Im very curious about your thoughts as to what alicent's last confessions might have involved. even if it's just headcanons (which i guess any answer would be, since ofc f&b doesn't go into detail as to what she said to the septa)
also i think alicent being so vulnerable with the septa is a good indication that she was good to her in those final days & showed her sympathy/kindness but that's just my interpretation.
This is one of those F&B details that is incredibly small but weirdly haunting.
Personally, I don’t think Alicent’s final confession would be single “I repent for X” moment. If anything, it would probably be painfully tangled, because Alicent herself is a character built out of duty and maternal fear.
And importantly confession in a Asoiaf religious world is not just “tell us the plot crimes.” It is about sin as she understands it. So what might she confess? Perhaps guilt over the war itself not necessarily in the sense of “I alone caused everything” but the unbearable awareness that her children, grandchildren, and kin are dead or destroyed through a conflict the men helped.
(Alicent didn't cause/start the war It was complicated before that, Jaehaerys' mess up at the Great Council, Viserys' securing Rhaenyra's claim across the realm and fixing nothing between the greens and blacks, and Aemond killed Lucerys which is what started the war, not Alicent.)
Perhaps resentment. Anger at Viserys for leaving behind an unstable succession and forcing everyone to live inside his unresolved choices. Anger at Otto for shaping her into a political cage. Perhaps motherhood. That one interests me the most, honestly. Not because she did not love her children quite the opposite but because loving them so fiercely may itself be what would torment her conscience. Did she protect them enough? Did she fail them? Did ambition and fear consume them? Did she encourage them toward survival or toward ruin? A mother in confession is not necessarily confessing lack of love sometimes she is confessing the consequences of love in inside a violent system created by the men.
And then there is the religious dimension. Alicent is maybe the only pious woman during the Dance. Thus I could imagine confession involving not only political acts but thoughts pride, bitterness, envy, hatred, despair, perhaps even failures of forgiveness.
Ironically, I could also imagine her confessing things the fandom would not expect at all. Not “I wanted power” in a simplistic villain sense, but exhaustion. Doubt. The possibility that she no longer fully knows whether she defended righteousness, family survival, personal grievance, or impossible mixture of all four. Which, to me, feels very Alicent a woman dying not with clean narrative clarity but with a conscience crowded by contradictions.
I could absolutely imagine Alicent speaking about her childhood in confession, and I think that would fit her character deeply. And Alicent’s childhood matters a lot to understanding her. Not “my father ruined me” (he did) Just a woman tracing the long line between girlhood and horror and trying, at the very end, to understand how she got there.
And honestly, this is part of what makes Alicent feel a grey character to me. Plenty of ASOIAF characters commit violence or pursue power without feeling guilty. And Alicent’s final confession is interesting precisely because it suggests interiority beyond simple righteousness or simple villainy. A woman feeling guilty & confessing her sins at the end of her life implies, at minimum, some reckoning with her own actions or griefs as she understands them.