fern

✨get traumatised✨ local queer nerd ~ chaotic ~ i draw stuff alt acc: @foggyruinsimulacrum i have an ao3 acc!!! username is nyxtherotter

[entraptascience124]

about me!

hi!

you can call me fern!

pronouns: she/they/he

on ao3 and youtube !!!

PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME FOR DONATIONS. I will block any comments related to them. DNI HOMOPHOBES, THERIOPHOBES, XENOPHOBES, ANTI-PLURALISTS, TRANSPHOBES, RACISTS, ABELISTS, ETC.

You will be blocked.

i am anxious, so please be patient if I don't immediately respond to your asks!

tags: #sirens of coquillage au - my siren martyn & avid au

#fern's reblogs - my reblogs

#my art - art!

(art cred for starbells userbox (made by me!) is @/vaguely10)

fandoms !!!

ANTIS: DNI!!!!

DDVAU

The Owl House

Hazbin Hotel

Helluva Boss

Epic the Musical (HERE BEFORE THE MOVIE)

Vampires SMP

Life Series (I know the lore, ty @serialdesignationaxel)

Hermitcraft

Bannerfall SMP

The Flight SMP

Lunar Phase SMP

Project Hail Mary

that’s all for now!!!

[entraptascience124]

i want my friend group to be a polycule

secret 3rd option

road trips n talking at 3am,, rhahhhh,,,

[entraptascience124]

i want my friend group to be a polycule

secret 3rd option

road trips n talking at 3am,, rhahhhh,,,

[entraptascience124]

last chapter of the anxiety fic is out!

TWS IN CHAPTER + beta'd by @serialdesignationaxel !!!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

hope you enjoy!

remember to pace yourselves and come back when you're ready <3

[tabbykai]

btw if i follow you jst know i have notifs on :p

[entraptascience124]

they like your posts before they even exist /silly

[tabbykai]

IM GLAD THATS MY REPUTATION HEHE :333

[entraptascience124]

you're in our walls :D

[entraptascience124]

i want my friend group to be a polycule

secret 3rd option

road trips n talking at 3am,, rhahhhh,,,

[tabbykai]

btw if i follow you jst know i have notifs on :p

[entraptascience124]

they like your posts before they even exist /silly

[etheoretical]

we out here abolishing these regrets, or something like that 🔥🔥🔥

[me----irl]

Reblog if you think the person you reblogged this from deserves to be happy.

[navyavianspeaks]

mmhm

[jyae-reblogs]

Be happyyyy

[doblesoul]

YEAH BE HAPPY

IF YOU AREN’T I WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY

[r1neatswalls]

You politely don’t get a choice :]

You better be happy :]

[chickpeathecat]

Be happied nerd /aff

[snakebird928]

Hope your doing okay! Always know that you’re loved and deserve any and all happiness :]

[entraptascience124]

he/him lesbian v!elle goes kinda hard...

they/them elle too

butch elle even

rhahahahahha

[periwinklepaint]

does anyone want my watcher/listener grityn fankid? yes you do. take her. she is staring at you and judging your sins.

[entraptascience124]

theyre so cuteeeee omg

[tabbykai]

how it feels knowing i’m way younger than 99.9% of my moots:

/using v!avid gifs bc i think they’re fun

[badtimeswithghost]

Softlaunching my lovebitten shipping ✌️

That man is SMITTEN

[toadpolliwog]

hi.. do you know about elderfangs and if so maybe possibly could we get a lil doodle.. because they're Awesome

i agree, they're awesome...

also this is an excuse to draw Town of Remorse art since their dynamic has a lot of potential in that au ehehehe

[entraptascience124]

@nonbeanie-writes

EKLDKJDJJDE BEANIE ITS THEM <3

[grithogirl]

not to have v!pyro autism whilst watching abolish's pov but pyro's pov really doesnt do justice to how much of a sweetheart he was before he turned and how free he seemed to act. he was still skitterish, still a murderer, but he would infodump at any opportunity, he would light up when people asked about his studies, he would go on and on about any topic related to oakhurst that he had read about, he went back alone into the woods for a pig, even in his body language he twirls and jumps and talks with his body more, as though if it wasnt minecraft he would be wildly talking with his hands. then when you compare that to after hes turned, he turns paranoid, he jumps at shadows, yet loses all of that movement for the most part, internally he is chaotic, panicked thoughts warring against each other, was he hurt? was he blessed? was he attacked or was he welcomed to something better?

even though their internal monologue is paranoid about Scott watching their every move, they only look around wildly when they're spiraling, other times much more still, like theyre frozen, a freeze defense mechanism no doubt learned from their childhood and life in the capital. they stand still when in conversations whereas beforehand they would shift on their feet and gesture with their arms, they speak so much more idk clearly??? but in a bad way??? before they would interrupt themself with more infodumping, hardly managing to get the words out because theres so much they wanna say, but then after turning their words are more intentional externally unless theyre panicking, as though each sentence is well thought out before they even say it. no doubt in fear of Scott overhearing.

their entire pov is so chaotic, a mess of trauma and panic and emotions, yet it so often is just never externalized and its so fascinating,

[entraptascience124]

GIGGLING

[entraptascience124]

cool. cool okay. cool im a terrible older sibling.

cool. cool okay im the bad guy for forgetting

cool its not good enough

cool

fine

i don't know how to do my fucking job im not paid for. fine. cool.

[authoravalonallycat]

mutuals are getting a bit too relatable lately

[entraptascience124]

fr