Helly-poison❤️

23yo | pan | she/it/they/he | artist & text-rplayer | eng is not my first language so be patient || CHECK PINNED PLS

[hellypoison]

Welcome to my blog✨❤️

|| I'm an artist, and I'm very much into MCYT ||

This blog is mostly SFW, but still can contain some slightly suggestive matirials, depictions of violence and so on. Be aware.

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|| MCYT media I enjoy_ed || aka I probably drew some fanart for those

Vampires smp • The Flight smp • Bannerfall smp • Footage from an afterlife • SFAWTDE • Whitepine • (to be continued) (big POW fan as you can see)

|| Tag list ||

You see, I don't use any special fandoms/characters tags. You can always find my stuff using normal tags like #vsmp for Vampires fanart and other content. Still...

#my art • what it says

#helly talks • longreads, walls of text, everything like that

#helly answers • short answers on things ppl sending me in the ask box

#nothing burger post or #personal • occasional vent posts or just something that I don't know how else to label, or general personal stuff, like how my day went and other things like that.

#(Louis) can also be paired with #talks or #answers • now, this is a special one. Im discovering my plurality only now and I need space to talk about it, reflect on my experience, share my thoughts, see what works for me and what doesn't, etc. If any of my posts are tagged as (Louis) pls call me Louis in the comment section, not Helly! Also, use he/they/it pronouns, not she.

BTW I'm AU Louis, not canon, so don't be surprised If I behave differently from what you'd expect.

*If post not tagged as (Louis) it means Helly made it.

|| Art boundaries ||

• do not use anything for commercial purposes.

• don't feed anything to AI.

• pfp/banners/edits/voiceovers OKEY with credit.

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Fell free to ask me anything anytime or dm! I won't bite :³

SONA REF UNDER THE CUT!!

CW for possible artistic nudity although... everything important is covered.

But yeah, basically, this is my official main sona!!

feel free to draw her, if you find doing so entertaining for yourself lol. not asking to actually do it, tho. just giving permission beforehand if anyone will ever be interested at all.

[vampostingtime]

I think post canon drift fantasizes about someone coming to kill scott and then guilt spirals about it

I think she hopes that scott does something awful so that abolish has an excuse to take him out. and then calls herself a horrible person

[hellypoison]

Another memory.

I'm lying on the bed in our room, alone, I think. At the very edge, even though the bed is quite large. The only light comes from the window, and it's dim; it looks cloudy outside. The shadows in the room are long and dark, everything looks rather gray. I can hear birds outside the window. They're loud, I'm sure their singing is coming from Owen's garden.

[toadpolliwog]

hi.. do you know about elderfangs and if so maybe possibly could we get a lil doodle.. because they're Awesome

i agree, they're awesome...

also this is an excuse to draw Town of Remorse art since their dynamic has a lot of potential in that au ehehehe

[badtimeswithghost]

Softlaunching my lovebitten shipping ✌️

That man is SMITTEN

[c3llomoth]

Crossfangs :)

[hellypoison]

omfg we BOTH have sg headmates, thats CRAZY XD

(also, dude, you mentioned the thing abt the parasol and now he wants one. sighhhhh)

(we also have a slight annoyance /silly towards our sg. i think it's natural, tbh. /sillyyy)

I (or any of headmates) didn't even come up with that detail (the parasol), we just saw Lifeseries vamp Scott art holding one, and mine... I simply got informed he have a parasol now, too. Cool. And now I'm infecting other folk's alters with this idea, it seems xD Can I count that as an achievement?

By the way, I know Scott's been in your head, though I don't remember for how long (I know this). I half expected you to mention it, and I wasn't wrong. So hooray, uh, hmm. We're matching! Twins with SG alters?? How do you call it

[hellypoison]

I think... I think... Scott Goldsmith is here too. In our head. Except for the fact that he's kind of always been there since we found out about VSMP lol.

Always in the background. The thing is, we never got any memories from him and he never needs to be in front. That's why for months I thought of him as my comfort character with whom I just talk sometimes, and sometimes he also has his own opinion on things, his own... personality bleeding in the way he talks with me. So what, I guess I just made it all up.

WELL, now I don't think so. But don't rush to say hi to him, because, I tell you, he's never here, he doesn't take any responsibility for our body or our mind. He's just like a cheerleader for me and Helly while we're actively playing football. But he's also here for his own amusement, to like... comment on our actions, tease us, most of the time, especially if we're struggling (we both "hate" him for that).

On the other hand, he's pretty chill, calm, so he's not a problem at all.

And in true Scott Goldsmith fashion, he never seems wanting to work (front) 🤌

Oh well... whatever.

This is all just to make a note that I need to draw not just myself (Louis), but Scott too, and give him a cute parasol.

I'm also pretty sure it's just the three of us, and no one else. No one with coherent personality, that is. But Scott was there the whole time, and... well, okay, I'll give in and admit I'm not making this up. Even if his "behavior" is rather unusual for an alter. Again... seemingly no memories, he also doesn't take full control of our mind or body. Although, he sometimes sponsors the most violent scenarios we come up with for the purpose of torturing our favorite blorbos. He's chill guys I swear!!

[pastelflamingo]

I love Vsmp Shelby so much ಥ_ಥ

[hellypoison]

cw: blood and violence

Family dinner🍴

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[thegremlininyourcloset]

my pettiest, pettiest vsmp take is that I don’t like v!mythicaltreebark because it excludes Apo.

like.

polymilitia? effervescent. fantastic. doomed.

appletreebark? excellent. complicated. sausage got voted out of the polycule.

mythicaltreebark? where’s apo. where’s apo. where’s apo. Martyn did not let Apo drink his blood and Ren did not literally kiss her for this.

[hellypoison]

Me and Louis kind of fronting together (he's bit more present, though..) and our mood is... very good? We are overwhelmed with a feeling of love. Ugh, it's literally like a tickle, but a pleasant one and it's... unusual. I don't know. But the feeling is very strong.

I know how your heart clenches when you're in pain. I mean, when the emotional pain is so severe that it has literal physical symptoms. It's like the opposite thing. We feel it physically too, but it's not painful, it's ticklish!! A funny feeling.

[revg22]

I think some drawings of bloodloathing in ur style would be nice :3c /nf

there's always someone here asking for bloodloathing smh

I was supposed to stop at the top half of the drawing with the doc and the evil intimidating Scott but whatever, this probably explains why Scott is taller than he's supposed to be

[hellypoison]

If you're not sure about drinking wine, I know some alternatives that I go for as someone who doesn't drink often. Especially if you want them to be red! : D

Fruit juices, like grapes, are a bit on the nose but definitely work. Cherry, pomegranate, cranberry, and beetroot drinks are also good it you want to switch it up with flavors that are more sour or tart. You can also use things like beetroot as a natural dye to make other drinks, foods, and such red (minecraft being irl accurate)

Shirley Temple's are great if you want something sweet and fizzy.

I enjoy ciders in the fall time, there is both alcoholic and non-alcoholic versions.

Drinking them in a fancy glass completes the experience

OHHH wait, all of these options are so good! Thanks for the suggestion. (Pomegranate juice🤤 ... I love it, by the way, but it's a shame that even a small bottle is quite expensive.)

Oh, and I think I need something specifically more sour, like wine; any red liquid won't do. Although, it will be interesting to experiment in the kitchen and add beetroot juice to different dishes to change their color.

...I definitely like anything red. Two days ago, I made a currant pie, and I love the rich red color of those berries after baking. It looked so good!!

Okay, anyway, I'll consider alternative options.

It will be useful if our body still react badly to wine (In the last year, things have improved; we can now drink champagne. Before, just the smell alone made us sick, unfortunately)

[hellypoison]

A month later, I remembered I had a Tomodachi Island, and I also noticed it was critically lacking in yuri.

So I added Starbells to the residents✨

(I actually drew this some time ago, but forgot. having alters does funny things to your memory)

[hellypoison]

Okay, it's time to start writing down my memories.

I'm using a separate tag for this, and I probably won't leave it in a pinned post. Because it's... more of a personal thing, I guess.

I'm also thinking about starting a separate blog for myself, but then... I have trouble maintaining multiple blogs; I keep forgetting. I don't want to take up Helly's space, but I have a feeling it'll be pointless. I'll forget, or I'll become too lazy to update it.

So, for now, I'll do everything in this blog. I apologize if this is annoying, I just really can't handle maintaining multiple spaces.

My first memory, a month and a half ago. Helly mistook it for her imagination at the time, being too vivid, but now I'm absolutely sure it was a memory.

Before the pyre.

Late spring or summer, it gets dark late, but I stay working in my office for at least an hour after it does. Then I have to turn off all the lights in the house, close the windows, and close the shutters. It should look like I'm going to bed too.

Although I don't sleep, not really, it's more like meditating for a few hours. (This thing was established in the canon of our AU between the authors, and almost immediately after it, I had a very vivid first-person memory).

Even though I don't need to sleep and I could lie down in my everyday clothes, I prefer to change into a nightgown. I remember that I have a special folding screen behind which I change. I don't remember if I comb my hair or not... I sleep with my arms folded across my chest, sometimes turning on my side. I wake up very early, after a few hours of rest, but sun already could be visible in the horizon. I really love early mornings like those, even if I can't go out of the house.

And I think... that's where the memory ends.

I still remember everything very clearly.

[hellypoison]

A vampire's natural desire to drink red wine.

I really want to lay my hands on a bottle and drink some. But I'm not sure our body can handle it, because in the past... Helly had really bad poisoning and the smell alone used to make it sick. Things better now, but I'm still not sure.

But my desire is so strong. Okay, we'll see.

Also... lettuce. I constantly crave lettuce leaves, so there's a lot of them in our systems right now, ummm... I don't know. Helly ate vegetables a lot before me, but I crave them even more. So it's... interesting.

Side note: I need to start keeping track of my memories, because I have a few already. I just need to write them down.