envious monster

independent & selective royal hale from life and death, penned by jay.

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WHY JAY HAS BEEN MIA

hey y'all, so long story short a lot of things have been due for me this week and the upcoming week and I’ve been focusing on that. currently I’m working on my last application and the deadline is wednesday & after that my attention will be more on luc and the others !! thank you so much for your patience.

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& CHOSE THIS.

      ❝well, aren’t i honored?❞ she can’t help but let out a giggle. they’ve had their problems, but she’s glad they get along now. she did choose this, and she was happy with her choice. she would get forever with this family, who she loved so much.  ❝you just wanted what you thought was best for me. it’s very funny, because now you’re stuck with me. forever.❞

     ❛i mean i’m not going to stop you from feeling honored.❜ if someone asked him if he and bella would get along after they were formally introduced he would say no. for the longest time he had been holding up to that belief as well, but things changed on the better. at the end they were actually the ones thinking the same way and he was shocked by that. now he commended bella for her choices,sided with her. ❛at the end we all sort of got what was best for us, didn’t we? oh i know, an eternity with a klutz for a vampire, how joyous for me.❜ royal rolled his eyes, laughing while sarcasm laced his tone.

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& rcportcr.

           royal hadn’t aged a goddamn day. he was surprised, not after his talk with edward but still. the older man never out right stated his family was like him, but eric wasn’t stupid. he tried to give his own fake smile but couldn’t bring himself to return the action. instead, he only shrugged. 

          “ only for a short time. “ maybe. he quickly let his eyes travel over royal, to get a sense of his body language, but came up short. the man’s whole clan had always been hard to read, though. “ didn’t peek in high school, obviously. had to experience all those great things about the night life. “

          “ and yes, we did. “

         being forever eighteen, stuck and never moving, meant a lot of questions from other people. royal was used to moving five years after settling into one place, but they had moved back too soon. he was surprised that eric didn’t ask any questions though. the former writer for the newspaper didn’t seem nearly as shocked as charlie cullen. what did edward tell him? as he smiled, not one ounce of genuineness behind it, he wondered if yet another human knew.

          “ well now you have the honor of catching me up on everything. ” while talking to humans wasn’t his favorite past time, he’d pick up a couple of tactics over the decades. keep the conversation on them, make direct eye contact to hopefully make them uncomfortable, move at their same pace to make them feel comfortable all at once. “ well you don’t look a day over twenty-four, so i’m sure you couldn’t have gone that hard partying. ”

          royal slouched his shoulders, closer to eric’s height now, and titled his head to the side a bit. “ what did you two chat about? ”

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& THIEVING VOLTURI.

           THE  PENDENT  around  her  neck  shimmered  in  the  sunlight.  ah ,  how  it  felt  good  on  her  face  !   how  it  was  such  a  blessing  to  be  allowed  out  in  the  sunlight.  the  sun  beaming  on  her  necklace  was  almost  as  bright  as  the  cheeky  grin  on  her  face.  her  black  cloak  hung  across  her  shoulders  as  she  stood  only  a  few  feet  from  the  blonde.  the  one  with  the  beauty  ——  which  wasn’t  such  a  lie.  he  was  a  beautiful  man ,  yet  nevertheless  someone  she  wasn’t  as  fond  of  in  carlisle’s  clan.  the  scent  of  anxiousness  reeked  from  the  other ,  stemming  the  grin  on  pink  lips.  a  light  sigh  extends  from  her  chest ,  a  scoff  rolling  from  her  lips.       ❛     as  if  i’d  be  stupid  enough  to  do  such  a  thing.  i  leave  that  lifestyle  to  carlisle  &  esme.  it  seems  to  work  for  them ,  ❜        cue  an  eye  roll  from  the  woman.       ❛     you’re  royal ,  am  i  correct  ?   married  to …  eleanor ?   the  brunette.  ——  as  for  my  appearance ,  i’m  here  to  deliver  a  message  from  aro …  regarding  your  human.  ❜

              ENVY  POURED  from  his  veins,  clearly  evident  even  with  the  diamond-like  surface  that  his  skin  had  gained  for  being  under  the  sun.  of  course  the  day  the  volturi  came  would  be  a  sunny  day.  of  course  they’d  send  her,  the  one  that  could  freely  walk  under  the  sun  as  she  pleased.  the  pendent  almost  tempted  him,  wondering  what  it  would  be  like  to  be  that  privileged,  that  gifted.  the  blonde  didn’t  want  to  make  it  known,  but  for  a  vampire  his  emotions  were  easy  to  read.  maybe  if  he  stood  still  like  that,  clearly  annoyed  by  the  guard’s  presence,  she  would  go  away.  then  he  remembered,  none  of  aro’s  little  chess  pieces  gave  up  that  easily.  roy  decided  to  give  in,  inhaling  the  air  in  hopes  that  the  scent  of  the  nature  would  calm  him  down.          ❛          you’re  acting  like  carlisle  and  esme  are  the  only  ones  that  are  loyal  to  that  lifestyle.  many  of  us  do  it.          ❜          how  was  he  getting  overlooked  when  the  topic  was  his  own  coven?  his  own  family.  maybe  he  was  just  making  a  bigger  deal  about  it  though.          ❛          you’ve  done  your  research.  yes,  royal  hale.  tell  your  master  that  their  human  won’t  remain  that  way  for  too  long.  was  alice’s  vision  not  enough?  they’re  just  waiting  for  the  right  time.          ❜          even  as  he  talked  about  swan  his  jaw  tightened,  his  annoyance  no  longer  hidden.

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& MONKEY WOMAN.

   eleanor’s lips curved into their usual grin, she turned slightly in place so that she could bring her gaze up towards royal, eyebrow perking playfully. ❝ the weekend to break houses, huh? ❞ her smile grew further at the laugh that had escaped the blonde since beau had come into the picture it had been far and few between. not that she particularly blamed him for it, beau was a good guy, he wouldn’t do anything like that on purpose. but she knew that royal saw that beau had what he didn’t ( a choice ). ❝ maybe we could hunt in between, you know? keep our energy up? ❞ cue the playful wiggle of elle’s eyebrows as she brings her arms to sling across his shoulders. 

     at first royal meant it as a joke, but he barely showed any humor for a whole century so he wasn’t surprised that eleanor took him literally. now that he thought about it thought, that could have been exactly what he needed and that caused a prideful smirk to form on his lips. ❛ just like old times, we’ll be just as bad. ❜ his tongue swipes out to lick along his lips, golden hues darkening a bit due to two types of hunger. the first type was the hunger he wished he never felt, the thirst for blood, but the second one was the one he wanted to focus on. it was a hunger that he had for his wife, his monkey woman, that never seemed to go away.  ❛ that’s an amazing idea. take down a couple of mountain lions on our way up and then attack some bears in between. ❜ his left hand wraps around elle’s waist, bringing her closer as he pressed a small kiss onto her lips.

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& LITTLE LAMB.

     “I know,” Beau admitted reluctantly. Though his stubbornness wouldn’t let him give up so easily. He was willing to test his against any vampires’. “It’s not- Its not the being one of you I want. It’s Edward. I know he thinks he can handle it, and that he knows what’s best for us. But I worry- about him, without me. He blames himself for so much. He needs someone to pull him out of that.” 

Beau was admittedly rambling but the feeling was to broad, to ungainly to be expressed succinctly. A passage from Dracula kept circling back forth in his head, it was something Jonathan Harker said when it had seemed like his wife Mina might join the undead. ‘-She shall not go into that unknown and terrible land alone.’  He was a little late unlike Jonathan but the sentiment was still same.

     Do you now was what he wanted to say, but Royal needed to bite his tongue in this battle. Beau wasn’t giving him a reason to attack, except of course being his usual self, and he promised Edward he’d at least try. If trying didn’t kill him first. “Awe, you’re Edward’s Prince Charming and here I thought you were his Snow White. I’m happy that he’s found love, even with a human, but I just want you to know he shares my same sentiments for the most part. Turning you without reason will leave him feeling guilty.”

Roy had to take note that Beau really did seem to love Edward and vice versa. He never thought the other vampire would find someone, so it was almost a miracle. Yet this life wasn’t one that should be taking up willingly, or at least it shouldn’t. Love conquers all however and even Royal had to put his own judgments and envy to the side in order to admit that. “Whatever fate is in store for the two of you I wish you the best. Remember, I’m not judging you for your taste. That’d be stupid of me.”

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& BABE-LANOR.

       ❝    right  now  nothing  is  happening  .  if  the  volturi  find  out  then  we  will  deal  with  them  and  you  know  it  .  you  can’t  help  who  you  FALL  in  love  with  .     ❞     he  worries  far  to  much  ,  and  maybe  she  should  worry  too  but  beau  is  so  harmless  ,  and  she  is  having  far  too  much  fun  with  the  human  .  there  is  no  way  she  can  be  mad  at  edythe  when  she  is  defying  all  of  the  consequences  in  the  name  of  love  ,  she  has  wanted  her  to  find  happiness  just  like  she  has  had  with  royal  and  now  she  has  it  .  there  is  a  smile  on  her  face  as  her  other  hand  caresses  chiseled  features  .     ❝     you  ARE  my  angel  .  without  you  being  there  i  wouldn’t  be  here  .  but  maybe  we  won’t  have  to  change  him  at  all  ,  you  know  edythe  wants  him  to  have  a  normal  human  life  .  and  she  isn’t  going  to  change  him  just  because  he  wants  it  .  she  knows  better  than  that  .     ❞

     ❛     if  not  the  volturi  then  victor  or  hell anyone  else  that  we  started  getting  involved  with  after  he  and  his  honey  scent  came  into  our  lives.  fine,  i  understand  that  you  can’t  help  it  neither  force  it.  i’ll  go  along  with  all  of  this  for  edythe’s  sake  though,  not  his.     ❜     everyone  was  treating  the  whole  human  thing  like  a  big  joke.  carine  and  earnest  seemed  to  be  jumping  at  the  bones  to  adopt  someone  else.  archie  and  eleanor  were  acting  as  if  beau  couldn’t  easily  be  referred  to  as  their  human  play  thing.  jess  was  the  only  other  sane  one,  but  then  again  she  wasn’t  really  commenting.  royal  put  that  all  to  the  side  however,  at  least  in  the  long  run.  edythe  had  finally  found  love,  much  like  the  rest  of  them  had  done  in  decades  past,  and  the  blonde  didn’t  think  that  was  ever  going  to  happen.  he  didn’t  want  to  be  rude,  but  he  had  no  more  hope  for  her  anymore.  the  corners  of  his  lips  did  manage  to  go  even  further  up,  pearly  white  teeth  even  more  exposed.  he  swore  that  if  he  could  have  blushed,  he  would  have  been  as  red  as  a  rose.     ❛     to  think,  i  just  wanted  a  BITE  to  eat  and  scored  the  love  of  my  life  that  day.  you  were  so  captivating,  even  as  a  human.  i  know  that  she  wants  that,  she’s  worried  about  his  soul  or  whatever,  but  how  long  do  you  think  that’ll  last?  i  don’t  mean  to  be  the  pessimist  of  our  family,  but  when  he’s  fifty  and  she’s  still  seventeen  things  will  be  a  bit  weird.     ❜

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                           ———————-  well ,  you  know  what  i  think ?  i  think  that  blondie  [  rosalie  ]  over  there  is  the  smartest  one  out  of  the  entire  family.  i  mean ,  she’s  not  wrong.  bella  is  going  to  get  us  all  killed ,  so  why  in  the  hell  are  we  still  here ??   //   chase  cameron  in  eclipse.

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jessicastanley:

rcsalie-hale:

look why have rosalie and edward always fighting when together they could be a Salt Squad™

THIS IS A TRUE FACT like you cannot tell me that they spent that long in a house just them and carlisle and esme and not have me believe they forged the strongest of bitch squad attachments. Forged in the fires of hell aka carlisle and esme’s honeymoon period.

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& CHOSE THIS.

      ❝i know that now.❞ she understands where royal was coming from, even though she still doesn’t really GET it. being a vampire is the best thing that ever happened to her, but she understands that not everyone would choose their life. and that’s their choice, but she wasn’t going to start a fight about it now. ❝i totally thought you hated me. i get why you would be mad, though.❞

     ❛in my defense this is probably the shortest amount of time i’ve ever held a grudge and judgment against someone.❜ no matter how BADLY he wanted a human life he wouldn’t deny the wonders of being a vampire. he could have easily burned himself alive, but he didn’t. living like this was better than not living at all. plus bella did it for love and that was something he wholeheartedly understood. love saved people, but it also blinded them. ❛i would blame my resting bitch face, but my attitude towards you wasn’t that welcoming either. it’s funny how things worked out though, isn’t it?❜

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shrinemade:

elle voice: *distressed noise*

roy voice: *cocky smirk* i win

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& BABE-LANOR.

         ❝    come  on  royal  i’m  just  having  FUN  .  that’s  who  i  am  and  you  know  it  ,  not  to  mention  we  should  be  happy  for  edythe  .  she  has  finally  found  someone  .     ❞    she  knows  how  he  feels  about  beau  ,  and  at  first  she  didn’t  like  the  idea  of  edythe  being  so  close  to  a  human  .  however  seeing  the  happiness  on  her  face  makes  it  hard  not  to  be  okay  with  everything  .  fingers  grasp  around  his  own  and  gaze  looks  across  at  him  with  sincerity  .     ❝     of  course  we  have  ,  and  i  know  that  none  of  us  had  a  CHOICE  in  living  this  life  ,  but  without  you  i  wouldn’t  be  here  .  and  i  am  thankful  that  you  found  me  every  single  day  .  if  this  is  the  life  he  chooses  then  so  be  it  ,  there’s  nothing  we  can  do  about  it  .     ❞

     ❛     yes  i  know,  that’s  one  of  the  MANY  things  that  i  love  about  you,  but  this  is  a  serious  thing.  the  volturi  don’t  take  lightly  to  this  sort  of  stuff  and  we  all  know  that.  i  am  surprised  that  someone  managed  to  capture  edythe’s  attention  though  and  happy  for  her,  but  it’s  just  ...  a  human  ??     ❜     he  didn’t  want  to  come  off  as  the  bitter  old  grandpa  that  people  made  fun  of  during  family  dinners,  but  this  was  a  dangerous  situation.  beau  wasn’t  the  only  one  at  risk  because  of  his  relationship  with  edythe.  a  wave  of  calmness  washed  over  his  body  when  he  felt  el’s  touch,  smiling  slightly  and  giving  into  her  charm.     ❛     trust  me  when  i  saw  that  i’m  thankful  for  having  found  you  too,  an  angel  was  sent  to  be  that  day,  but  aside  from  archie  and  jess  we  were  all  close  to  death  when carine  changed  us.  who’s  going  to  change  him  when  he’s  still  alive  and  in  no  danger  ??     ❜

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royal was actually jealous of beau for something besides the fact that he’s human.  when he was first changed carine hoped that he’d be a good enough mate for edythe, especially with his enhanced beauty, but she didn’t like him that way.  he always thought that there wasn’t a soulmate out there for her, maybe she had missed her chance, but then beau came into the picture.  he made royal start questioning his own beauty after that, wondering why edythe found beau more attractive than him.  at the end though he didn’t care too much because he had eleanor and no one was going to make him question his own beauty, but it did bruise his EGO a bit.

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     ❛     you’re not like the rest of them.     ❜  the vampire was very blunt in his wording.  being new in beacon hills, posing as yet another high school student, all of that changed when the cullen’s had to make a treaty with the mccall pack.  of course there would be wolves in another territory they settled in, but kiran was different from the rest of them.  scott, liam, even malia had their own scent that were alike, but he couldn’t pick up what kiran was.     ❛     you don’t smell like the others, at least not yet, but you don’t stink like malia does so that’s a good thing.     ❜     that was supposed to come out nicer, but royal couldn’t be bothered with manners at this point.     //     @thunderoustails gets a liked starter

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