Jessica

[deviika]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

[smileyangels]

“You’re just one of them people. You know, 20 years from now my daughter may come home crying over a stupid boy. You’re the story I tell her. When she’s aching in bed and I’m running my fingers through her hair to try and wash away the pain, our story is what I’ll tell her. I’ll tell her how something so beautiful has the potential to become so ugly and toxic to the both of you. When she thinks she can’t live without him, I’ll tell her about our story and how I forced myself to heal. How getting out of bed was a mission. How breathing without you was a mission. When her skins burning from every part he touched I’ll tell her about how I scrubbed your hands of me in the shower as I was crying. And when she thinks she can’t ever move on, I’ll tell her about how 10 years ago I saw you alone in a pub whilst I was with her father, I’ll tell her how your eyes watered when our eyes met and how I replied with a gentle smile, because it was the calm after the storm. It hurts darling. It hurts so bad, knowing you love him more than anything and he’s too immature and childish to understand or even care and acknowledge that you’ll love him more than anyone possibly can in his life. But once you heal that hurt, you become an untouchable woman.

—a mix of my auntys story& my future

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[naaaaaaaaaah-deactivated2020112]

What doesnt kill you makes you dissociate so hard you become a different person

[hellish-daddy]

“It’s still you, it always has been you, it always will be you.”

— B.D (hatin)

[writingplayingliving]

“I can be there for you

when you are sad and alone and desperate.

I can hold your hand and hold you together

through your darkest times.

I can come to you when no one else would

and care for you like no one else could.

But I cannot make you love me.”

[confessionvault]

With the end of our relationship came the end of our friendship and that’s what hurt the most. I miss having you around.

[bookclubaddict]

And the thing is, when you lose someone, you realize you’ll eventually lose everyone.

— John Green: Turtles all the way down

[sometimesjournal-deactivated202]

“The moment you realize that the one person you love isn’t good for you… is heartbreaking.”

— thinkingaddict

[wishing-for-deathx]

You lied to me. You hurt my feelings. And yet for some reason I was walking on eggshells around you. I was apologizing for how I was feeling because of your actions. Like I did something wrong? Fuck you for making me apologize when you were the one who ripped my heart into two and handed it to me.

[xxxfalling4youxxx]

“Maybe our paths will cross again in a few years time and you’re breathing will become shallow because you forgot how much you loved my smile and I’ll tell you how in love I was with you back when I was just figuring it all out and you’ll nod and smile and I’ll tell you that breaking my heart was one of the stupidest things you could have done and you’ll nod but you won’t smile this time. Because you’ll realize I’m right. You’ll realize that no one has appreciated you as much as I did and you’ll study my face and wonder why you left because everything was so good, you’ll wonder if you could take it all back and start again, wonder why you thought you could find someone better but those are questions you’ll have to live with because you know it’s too late for us now, but you really wish it wasn’t.”

— unknown

[wishing-for-deathx]

I might have ended it, but he left me first. He might not have used his words, his actions were enough. I had to leave. It was a matter of self respect.

But I really didn’t wanna leave, I was forced to.

[macrolit]

“I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again.”

— The Crucible, Arthur Miller

[thatquietgirlyouforgotabout]

To me, the worst feeling in the world isn’t loneliness, it’s emptiness. Its being surrounded by so much life and yet feeling so little. The world isn’t crashing down. It isn’t raining outside. Nobody is breaking my heart. I’m not sad, but I’m not happy either. I’m neutral. There’s a void inside of me that I can’t seem to fill. At this point, I think I’d rather be lonely, at least then I’d feel something.

-vacancy/SM

[quotemadness]

“Nothing holds you back more than your own insecurities.”

— Unknown

[notaveryimportantperson]

“Thank you mom for reminding me why i never tell you my personal shit”

—

[wnq-writers]

“When you feel insecure of yourself, wanting to be somebody else – take some steps back, don’t take the curiosity too far. While it is good to wonder about being different and crave for new, don’t take it to the point where you will feel inadequate. We’re here not to be perfect but to enjoy. So let’s carry our hearts with candor, live our lives with belief in ourselves, and limit our comparison. Realize there’s nowhere else to go – Ourselves is our home to create happiness in.”

— Jerico Silvers