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insensitive-pupper replied to your photo “I love you like a lion loves its kill and i will touch you like a...”
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getting ready to redesign some characters, so i wanted to put all my recent drawings of madir together
the only thing i learned is that they’re all the exact same 3/4 angle ssfklsdfjl guess i know what to work on lol
But I never had feels like this before
I wanted this pic on its own post
hhhhhhhh I’m gonna talk about Sing some because I keep thinking about her and I l o v e her so much !!
So first some background in order to contextualize this... Madir builds doppelgangers, right? He sends recruits (namely Sing, Yra, and Nareen) to travel through various dimensions with the fetal (?) doppelganger and collect body parts from the alternate versions of the target (the doppelganger’s “Original”) and basically has industrialized what should be a slow, natural process of growth, confrontation (between the Original and their doppelganger), and either acceptance or substitution. Obviously by expediting the process, he has a high “””success””” rate where the doppelgangers replace their Originals, but in actuality, it’s really bad science because the intention of a doppelganger ISN’T to replace their Originals but (ideally) subsume back into them as whatever mental/emotional/existential distress that caused the split initially is acknowledged.
(All this basically to say that Madir doesn’t know what the fuck he’s doing)
Sing, like essentially everyone else that inhabits their universe (or perhaps more appropriately, their lack of universe? The “Otherworld” they reside in is essentially the negated existence of everyone who has “lost” to their doppelganger and thus become an existential paradox) is absolutely miserable, but she IS loyal and has (misplaced) faith in Madir, so she goes to him and asks whether he can turn her into a doppelganger.
(Now, just to note- not that it matters- this was part of my original idea, but I was unable to work it into an already too-long script, so this isn’t exactly “fleshed out” yet, but I feel really strong about this plotline and how it works in conversation with the main story, so I will find a way to write it in eventually)
Madir, being the self-important piece of shit he is, and actually probably potentially caring about Sing as much as is possible for him (I’m sure he would say he loves her, but I’m not sure he CAN feel love, and even if he can, it’s definitely not a healthy love for either side and is moreso indicative of his love for possessing and controlling), is sure he can find a way. His logic is sound- replace her body, piece-by-piece, from alternate versions of herself that now take the form of her doppelganger, working backwards from the usual order and finally finishing with the doppelganger herself (simultaneously completing New Sing and killing off the doppelganger, leaving a space open, so to speak, for replacement). But it doesn’t work (because, again, he doesn’t know fuck all about what he’s doing and MORE IMPORTANTLY, that’s just not what a doppelganger is? You can’t “become” one, you can’t replace it, you can’t kill it, etc. So like, the concept is fucked right from the start, right?) and her body begins to fail.
I know this (along with Sindri ultimately “beating” his doppelganger) is part of why Madir kind of loses it at the end, leaving himself vulnerable when Yra, Sing, and Nareen turn on him and team with Sindri and Goro to take him down, but I don’t know what happens after that? I assume that with all the mutilation she’s undergone, she would rapidly transform into a more monstrous version of herself, completely losing her identity and becoming yet another inhuman ghost that wanders the Otherworld... but like... I want a happy ending for her? For all of them (Yra, Sing, and Nareen)? And right now it’s just... not. It’s neutral at best... but it also feels right? IDK- again, I don’t think I can make assumptions for her ending before I’ve rewritten her arc (to include all this stuff), and I’m definitely thinking too much with my emotions and not letting the characters tell their own story but... yeh I just wanted to talk about her more because her arc is really important to me!!
Never gonna make it on your own Never gonna make it cuz I cannot But I never had feels like this before
I can’t stop thinking about Madir and Sing and how I want to save her before it’s too late This was probably the time he took her arm? And when he realized he couldn’t lose her like with Goro
(Also I wanted to draw her when she still had...uhh... skin lol and both lungs/arms ;___;)
omg a lot of people have followed this project since i last checked !!!
first off, thank you so much- it means everything to me that anyone is even mildly interested in watching this develop ;____;
secondly, i just graduated and my animation prof (who oversaw the initial development of this project) encouraged me to continue developing this and apply for fellowships, so I will be doing a l o t more work very soon! i realize there’s not a lot up here yet- and what is here isn’t exactly great- but i promise more to come!
underwater?
didn’t know if i should reblog this here or not (since it’s not visdev exactly?), but i figure i should keep anything related to this story on here
I’m sort of struggling with how to properly disseminate some of the background information that I feel will help draw people in to where I’m at with this project... I mean, I’ve got a short summary on the about page, and to be honest, the art should stand on its own (eventually) but as I’m still in such an early stage, I want to take a moment to talk about where I’m coming from with this script.
This isn’t an explanation of narrative or even themes, but rather the framework in which I approach/ed this project. It’s a lot longer than I initially planned, so I’m putting it behind a read more, but it would mean the world to me if you would take just a few minutes to read it! And who knows? Maybe- just maybe- someone out there will find it interesting/informative!
I was only happy with one of the concept pieces I did, but even so... (full view to get rid of the obnoxious blurriness)
Two backgrounds, just to get the style down of how I want to render things.
A couple of prop sheets! Don’t really know what to say about them??
Here he is... the Trash Lord himself... ”Doctor” Madir...
Well, I’m pretty sure this took nearly 3 years off my life, but i finished it. Lots of talking under the cut.
Omg hello and thank you to all the people who started following this project!! I’m so honored anyone would want to keep up with this despite there being so little right now ;__;
So I’m alive and ready to start posting again! I saved some of the stuff worked on for my independent study to my drafts as I completed them, but I’m going to go through now and actually publish them lol And I’m finally done with classes, so expect a lot more frequent updates and hopefully more interesting experiments/work!
i’m sure Yra ~canonically~ lost his eye through punitive surgery, but what’s the point of being The Creator if you can’t have fun every now and then? just a quick one today since i’m waayy behind on my character sheets!
goretober day 2: eye trauma
part of my independent study project, ereignis
I love you like a lion loves its kill and i will touch you like a doctor, just lay still
goretober day 1: medical
thought i’d start off my first goretober with an homage to jenny saville, my first art crush and still practically synonymous with “medical” in my mind (even if it’s not typical goretober style- don’t worry, there’ll be plenty of time for that :P)
part of my independent study project, ereignis
Goro Character Sheet
New palette challenge: color a white-haired, white-skinned character on a piece of white paper and don’t let him disappear into the background lol Keep reading for notes.