Overflow

Got my head in books put the words in my mouth

[liestoldbyella-blog]

Intersection

I miss you. Do you know that? Do you know that when I take the train, I always look outside the window hoping you’ll be on the platform? Do you know that?

Do you remember the promises you told me? How you would go to me and we’ll spend our nights together walking in silence?

Do you remember when you said that we’ll be together? That all I have to do was say yes and I’ll be yours.

Maybe I’m asking for too much. Maybe I’ve been waiting for too long. 

Or maybe we both know that we’re trains that we’re meant to part ways in the intersection. 

[thehoneysparkles]

You You You , You Make Me Feel Alright. You Keep Me Grounded. You Keep Me Sane. And If We Ever Were To Breakup It Would Be Because I’m Looking For Instability. None Of This Makes Sense Because You Are The One Person Who I Know Is Just As Unstable As Me. And When We’re Down We’re Down Bad. But You Screw My Head Back On When It’s Loose. And I Shake You Up When You’re Tired. We’re Surprisingly Good For Eachother. In Another Life I Would Never Let You Go. In Another Life I Would Take You To The Moon To Lay Down And Look At The Earth. In Another Life I Would Wipe The Tears Off Your Face And Hold You Tight. In Another Life I Would Make You Feel Butterflies Forever With Me. But In Another Life... I Wouldn’t Be So Careful With You. I’m Scared , I’m Selfish , I’m A Perfectionist. I Don’t Wanna Be The One Who Breaks You Because Who Is Gonna Be The One To Piece You Back Up? I Can’t Live Without You. I Feel Like I’m Holding Onto You With My Dear Life Running Through Turbines Trying To Make Sure You Don’t Slip Through. I Have No Game With You Because I Don’t Want You To Lose. I’m Searching For Ways To Break You Gently But I Can’t Bare To Actually Go Through With It. You’re Precious To Me. You’re More Admirable Than The Stars And The Sky And The Moon. You’re Prettier Then The City Lights. You’re More Addicting Than Nicotine. You’re Like Fire And Ice In One. I’ll Always Have Love For You. I’ll Always Be Looking Out For You. I Don’t Wanna Be The One Who Gives You The Thrill Of Being Broken, I Wanna Be The One Helping You Pick Up Your Broken Pieces When You’re Tired. I Wanna Be The One To Give You Those Talks To Get You Feelings Alright Again. I Wanna Be The One To Point You To The Light. I Wanna Be The One To Hand You Tissues When You’re Crying Over Someone. I Wanna Be The One That Cries With You, Not The One Who Makes You Cry.

[dariasynn]

Some people are like storms, they come into your life, wreck everything, and still leave you aching for rain.

- Daria Synn

[chaotic------neutral]

The devil couldn’t reach me so he made sure that the love I give is never reciprocated.

[bonseybd]

It's something....

Is it mania?

That keeps pulling...

Is it delirium?

That keeps tearing...

Is it Hysteria?

That keeps pushing me to repeat...

Old habits,

Of seeking comfort and release...

I thought I buried these..!

They just won't stop coming,

These thoughts,

Seeking these cravings,

Of passion and lust,

My mind won't stop roaming,

And feeling her touch...

Her image is faceless as I close my eyes and pretend she's there...

~Bones~

[erhm-sure-bye]

You let me rot

I wish you loved me for my mind, you’ve never loved me for my mind.

I wish you loved me for my mind, not my hair or my eyes.

I wish you loved me for my mind, not the way I walk or I smile.

But then again, I don’t know why you loved me at all.

If you loved me for my smile you would’ve noticed how i bite my lip to stop myself from crying. You would have saved my lips from my teeth that by now are far too sharp for my bruised lips.

If I loved you for your smile I would’ve done anything to see it. It took you three weeks to realize my teeth are rotting.

I don’t think you loved me for any reason at all, maybe that’s why things came to an end.

[toxic-discard]

Fist Fights with Butterflies

You should have known better

I’m not helpless I never was I’m quite the opposite

I am so so so many things

I’m selfless, I’m smart, I’m spiritual

I have morals

Quick to forgive with a quick wit

I’m helpful I’m poetic

I’m strong - resilient even

I’m capable of change I’m adaptive I’m emotionally apt

I was so so so many things

And I was pretty too

Pretty is the last thing you should have noticed about me because I am…

So. Much. More.

I am reckoning. I am substance.

And you should have known better

Because I just happened to be an orphaned butterfly that fell into your palm with a broken wing

You knew what I was…

…yet you crushed me…

Because you were so so so many things too

You were resentful and angry and bitter to the world for what you didn't have

And that hatred blinded your ability to appreciate that everything you never had, you have now

That hatred blinded your ability to realize that

the war had been won

And that hatred was creating a black hole inside your heart screaming insatiable

And you pointed your finger at the

world

You crushed me to turn your fist to the world.

You made me so small that i just did spoken word again

I never thought i would feel that hurt again

If you read it over it could be about my father too

That’s the shitty thing about poetry

[erhm-sure-bye]

The music I used to love

Has become yet another fading memory

Of my youth that never actually

Existed

I dyed my hair in the 6th grade

It didn’t look good, but neither did I

In the 5th grade

I didn’t have any hair to dye

When I was 13

My mother warned me that the devil would come after me

I burnt my bestfriend’s favorite number into my skin

Ironically that was the street I grew up on

Drunk tattoos isn’t a phrase I think of

When studying with perfectionists

But I regret letting fear prevent me

Far more than I could ever regret dumb courage

I never lied to my mother

So naturally I put up a fight

To turn the car around when we went to the wrong hospital

Even though I knew that it would cost her life

Nobody ever taught me that honesty could be so selfish

I like the way they think

They never told me but I could tell

Theatrical expressions

Melodramatic eyes

It’s so familiar

Falling asleep

To the sound of people who love me

In the other room talking

Soothes me

Maybe thats why I dread going home

[daughterofthelotusflower]

I've been frozen in a state of survival for so long, I don't remember half of my life.

.

[lonergirlmonologue]

"i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time."

[prickly-little-love]

In my dreams

He is alive

He is real

He is mine

In my dreams

The echo of his laughter

Fills my heart

With joy

In my dreams

His touch

Is warm caress

On a cold winters night

In my dreams

His music

His words

His essence

Is my sheild

And

My armor

But

It is a dream

And even thou

It's gentle serenade

Accompanies me

It will soon be overshadowed

By life

And new dreams

Until one day

It ceases

To exist

And I will mourn the loss of him

It will slowly

Become

Just another memory

That plays

At the fringes of my mind

To be slowly

Eroded

By time

[smellsliketeenanxiety]

[soul-from-another-era]

Holding on to hurt.

[resqectable]

“Sometimes you have to forget what you feel, and remember what you deserve.”

— Unknown

[leonardospoetry]

Sometimes it takes courage to open up to kindness

[naranjamechanica]

[recaption]