untitled

eric miles. twenty; we are always running for the thrill of it.

[harrycmon]

[ethanhavelock]

Oh of course not, you totally spilled your guts to me about how you wouldn’t even attempt to make our relationship last.  Thanks for toying with my emotions though, I really needed it.

[ericmiles]

I guess I'll just sleep now because no matter what I say won't help, so goodnight.

[ethanhavelock]

I guess I can’t trust you either.

[ericmiles]

Don't be mad at me, please...

[ethanhavelock]

If you say so, I mean sure you did help me out of my shell of darkness and all of that shit.  Sure you did help me see the world in a different perspective.  But only for a little while, I’m not very independent and I wish I was.  Hah, sorry distance is such a problem for you.  It’s not like I wasn’t planning on buying plane tickets or anything.  I at least tried; I stay up at ungodly hours just to push in a 4 minute phone call to ask how you’re doing or a 10 minute facetime session to at least see your face so I could see you in my dreams.  Glad to know how much I meant to you.

[ericmiles]

Well you sure know how to make me look and feel like a complete asshole. I do want you, alright? I'm afraid of this, I'm bad at commitment... I don't want to break you even more than you already are. You mean a lot to me, which is why I can't do this. I don't trust myself... Is that real enough for you?

[ethanhavelock]

Okay shut the fuck up, first of all.  Why don’t you stop being so sarcastic and actually be real for like 2 seconds?  You may have a heart, but you clearly don’t have a mind.  You think with the wrong head and I guess I thought you could actually be a nice person for once.  Yes,  I did like you beyond your pleasure skills and what not.  Why do you think I’m so love sick?

[ericmiles]

Fine. I was the only one who had actually cared and attempted to get you out of your slump though, so I think my mind deserves some credit. You're so faraway, Eth. You thought that we could actually work? Newsflash, I'm in California and you're in England. So, fuck reality. Plus, I'm the kind of guy who cheats on people. I've done it so many fucking times that I have lost count. I doubt I can change even if it is for you.

[ethanhavelock]

Because unlike you I have a heart.  I go for people who can do more with their mind than with their mouth.  

[ericmiles]

I have a heart, if I didn't, then I would be dead. Are you saying you liked me for my mind and not for what I can do with my mouth? Cause I find that hard to believe.

[ethanhavelock]

I don’t think you should talk like that about her, I mean really Eric.  You’d be surprised to be honest.

[ericmiles]

Why not? It's true. Why can't you just be more like me and not care about anything?

[ethanhavelock]

Mhm.  Technology hasn’t gotten very far.  Get your girlfriend to do it for you.  My confidence went away when you did.

[ericmiles]

Such a shame. Yeah, I fucking would if she wasn't retarded like I said earlier. Seriously? Come on, I don't have that much power over your confidence.

[ethanhavelock]

Sorry princess I can’t virtually suck your dick now so..  Maybe sometimes I’m worth the wait.  Sometimes.

[ericmiles]

Don't call me princess and well, it would make shit a hell of a lot easier if you could. Sometimes? Your confidence is wearing away again.

[ethanhavelock]

Honestly, we were on a TV show.  Just an experiment is all.  The trip to Paris is actually one of the few things I remember from my time at the house.  The rest is such an emotional blur I think my mind keeps me from thinking about it.  I told you the next time I see you I’d suck you off, but I guess we can’t move one with that, now can we?

[ericmiles]

Just an experiment? Alright... Yeah, well you're a fucking million miles away, so that's not going to work. I can't be kept waiting, Eth.

[ethanhavelock]

Of course you’re important to me..  Well that’s nice I guess.  I don’t think your relationship should depend on if she gives good head or not, just saying.  I don’t think our relationship depended on it.. oh wait. 

[ericmiles]

I better be... Why not? I don't want to be stuck in a commitment with some girl who can't even suck my dick in the correct fashion. Well I sucked your dick... you didn't even suck mine, so...

[ethanhavelock]

Sorry.  I guess I kind of stopped paying attention.

[ericmiles]

Why? Am I not important enough for you, buddy? I'm considering asking her to be my girlfriend, but I want to wait to see if she gives good blowjobs first.

[ethanhavelock]

Oh, sorry about it I guess.. Who’s the lucky guy or gal?

[ericmiles]

I said girls are retarded... Keep up, Ethan.

[ethanhavelock]

Third date?  You move on quickly..

[ericmiles]

I think I should at least get some dick action, I mean on the first date it would be even better... but I know I'll never get that lucky.

[ericmiles]

Who ever declared the rule that sex was a crime after the third date? Some girls are so retarded.

[ethanhavelock]

Sure, let me just drop out of college and go buy a plane ticket.

[ericmiles]

That sounds like the perfect plan actually.

[ethanhavelock]

Guess I could say you can count on it when I see you next, yeah?

[ericmiles]

That's gonna take too long... I want it now.