Surrounded by Dreams filled with Good Vibes

Eric // 562 // SoCal ___ Head straight and goal oriented._____________ Pass on the good vibes yo!

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~~~ DAD ~~~ You were getting tired as the days went on. God whispered to you and said I will take care of them. ......

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...resurrect the positive, repair the negative, and move into the future while keeping its  roots firmly planted in the past...

Tatak ng Apat na Alon

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~~~~I’m trying not to~~~~

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This is possibly the most, absolute most touching, heartfelt, and moving dance I've witnessed. The song matches the dance perfectly. Their moves are so in sync with the amount of emotion shown. • God, You're a good good Father •

• God, all time is in Your hands and I know this much to be true. It’s hard to

  imagine life without dad. If it be time to call him up and struggle no more 

  it’s all according to Your will. 

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• With You God, death is Not the end result. • We are because of who you were. • She was far more precious than jewels. . . . . . #Grandpa#Grandma#Godisgood#reflect#reminisce#love#hope#missyou oth#noviceediting

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you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.

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~ Promise ~

• Today I gave my respects to you and your family. Out of gratitude and love from my heart for you, your family and Lolly.

• I'll miss his big smile and joyous face as it lighted up seeing his family visit him. The conversations we had as I sat there listening to him tell me about his coffee stories back home in the Philippines. How he danced next to Granmama. 

 • I promised Lolly as I talked to him for the last time seeing him lying there peacefully that I'll remain your friend and will always be there for you and your family no matter what.

• Though circumstances such as a funeral took place, it was still nice seeing you smile. Am continually praying for you and your family, that God provide you with His strength always

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Climax... 

The thought of you.. I jss can’t relax.. 

so many fckin thoughts racing through my mind. Where do we go? Where are we going? Where are you? Am I not doing something enough? I am doing something too much? What’s going on with us? Can we not set aside some time? Is this the height of us? Show me something... anything... a simple text throughout the day that I cross your mind.. show me that I’m still important to you... I feel less important.. I don’t need alot.. Jss some of your time and energy... 

I can’t get what we had out of my mind.. where are you now?? show me something please... I’m over here heavy hearted wondering... Thinking.. it’s ok, it’ll be ok, you’re there I know it.. Trusting God you are.. Hoping to God that you are... Is this my fault as a lost leader? I’ll take the blame... I’ll place your happiness before mine.. I only hoped that my actions spoke louder than my words ever could... Through my actions my words are justified no that’s not the right word... I can never find the right words like you. You always know what to say, you’re in my head.. 

I came to a realization.. we’re just friends.. stuck in a weird place.. yes, you’re still in my life. yes, I’m still in yours.. but is that the height of it now? is this our climax? you’re not my girlfriend.. I’m not your boyfriend... I’m your friend.. I’m there for you but I’m really not feeling you being there for me... I try my best to listen to you.. let you talk it all out first before saying anything... let you get it out... 

you gotta win.. fine.. I was lost.. it wasn’t right of me to try and court you when clearly I wasn’t ready.. Lead you on like how I did.. cheated on you by indulging in sin of porn. I’ll take full responsibility of your heartache... 

Am I expecting too much from you? Am I hoping too much knowing that I’m not your boyfriend/knowing you’re not my girlfriend... 

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Holdidng your hand felt so right.

As I gripped your hand tight, 

Nothing else mattered but having you right there next to me.

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MMMMPH

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AM I normal? 

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(BRIAN VENEMA)

been on this William Singe tip lol. 

Normally wouldn’t post anything so serious but it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything personal like this. This song speaks on so many levels especially when “only love could ever hit this hard” lyrics are sung.. Def not posting this song out of spite of what happened between her and I but the chorus hits in such a way that it makes me reflect on what was our relationship. How fast paced it was, how much we did in the time we were together, and all the experiences we endured w/in that time. Not posting this out of bitterness either but on a deeper level, something real, love. It was real, we loved each other but weren’t.. in love w/each other.. We both agreed upon it and don’t regret a single thing. We both learned from each other and grew from the experiences we shared. Now(Currently), it jss feels like something is missing inside, inside that spot you used to fill in my heart. Not depressed or anything jss lacking the motivation to climb up from this hill.