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I GOT *wheezing* THE TICKETS

I GOT EM

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This is a PSA to all fiction writers that piercings are not cold. The only examples that I can think of where they would are:

If you are outside in very cold weather, a lip piercing might be cold

If you literally less than one minute ago ate some ice cream, a tongue piercing MIGHT be cold

But that's it. There will not be any contrast between their warm mouth and their cold piercing.

Thank you, that is all.

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To the girl in the KY Walmart that stopped, said "Dan and Phil?? Omg I love you!" And all I said was "thank you thank you!" Sorry I panicked lmao. I hope you'll be happy to know that I'm gearing up for a round of dnd with my husband and nephews, and that I love you and your crop top too!! 😘

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*tw*

At a certain point in recovery, you can look back and laugh, even make jokes if you're in the right audience. But the people around you are always going to worry whether or not you're moments away from relapse. It's embarrassing and it's hard.

But sometimes you gotta screenshot the tiktok of a girl saying "I don't make fun of 12 year olds shopping at Sephora cause when I was 12 I was taking apart razor blades so maybe it's not that deep," and cackle to yourself. Cause yeah... I haven't hurt myself in almost 12 years. ✨12 YEARS✨ which I never thought I would ever be able to say. But here we are. Things are ok. It did get better... eventually. And I'm proud of myself for actually making it this far.

So if someone you love shares a funny post with you about their addiction, you can laugh. Cause we are.

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I so desperately want to watch/read heated rivalry but I'm not ready for the emotional devastation in the middle of it 😩

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The audiobook is bought and downloaded. Pray for me.

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Finished it. Devastated. Thank you.

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I so desperately want to watch/read heated rivalry but I'm not ready for the emotional devastation in the middle of it 😩

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The audiobook is bought and downloaded. Pray for me.

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I so desperately want to watch/read heated rivalry but I'm not ready for the emotional devastation in the middle of it 😩

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my goal for this year is to have more fun with you

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This edit concept would not leave my head, it's not perfect but I did it:

I'll Believe In Anything- Wolf Parade

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CRITICAL HEART EYES HOWELL

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I made myself a simple phone wallpaper, thought some of you would enjoy 💝

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One time I was so stressed for so long that I ended up in the ER with an ulcer.

One time I was so anxious that I woke up the next day covered in hives.

Sometimes I'm so stressed that I get migraines that make me vomit.

Sometimes I have nervous tics where I can't stop shaking my head and gasping.

Sometimes I lose control of my fingers and my whole body shakes.

And sometimes I get so overwhelmed and anxious that I think it might be easier to just *not be here anymore.*

It's not cute or funny. It's exhausting and embarrassing. And it never fucking stops.

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@dan and phil please consider extending the calendar sale cause I'm broke as a joke and will order everything when I get my tax refund I beg of you dads have mercy on a poor peasant girl

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Sensory issues means buying your kid the same exact pair of shoes in the next size up because all the other new shoes don't feel right, only the pink crocs do. Apply that to their favorite coat and pants, too. It's washing those shoes twice a week because socks make them feel like their feet are going to fall off. It's noodles and ravioli and more noodles and just hoping that they're drinking enough water.

And I think that's why me and my daughter argue sometimes. I have these same exact sensory issues, but I'm old enough and self aware enough to know when to force myself to wear something, eat something, or drink something else. I'm really good at masking the things that eat at me. I literally smashed my finger at work and just squeezed my fist until I finished the project one handed.

But I digress. I'm tired. And I'm worried that I'm doing everything wrong all the time. And I don't know how to help myself, so I don't know how to help my daughter. And that's what sensory issues are for me.

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repeating this to myself forever and ever

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I've started just rambling something along the lines of "i want to write but I'm too nervous to start but even if it's rough I can fix it later so im just going to start..." and then start, and it has helped!

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My v professional fic notes.

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/75046071/chapters/200578521

Chapter 2 is up!