FloatingThroughInffinity

Catgirl Floret (it/she) I blog about kink, No Minors Disabled Transfem with dependency issues watch tumblr try to wrap text properly on mobile

[floretbutch]

when it comes to florets who have like. mobility aids or medical devices would the Affini straight up cure their disabilities or would they allow their florets to continue to use said aids just with a bit of extra help to make their conditions manageable? For example, I use a CPAP for sleep apnea and have a cane for h-EDS on bad balance/knee & hip joint days. As cool as it would be to magically zap my issues gone I feel like. oddly comforted by having them, knowing that my disabilities are real and they arent just "in my head" like many people in my life have told me and are apart of my whole existance/identity. its kinda hard to see myself NOT being disabled tbh but I'm sure the Affini would understand that, right?

[esfera-nyah]

i think it may be a sign one is a little too online when one goes to make a tumblr post about recent kinky thoughts and thinks to oneself

'oh, no, posting about a princess and her vampire advisor corrupting her is far too vanilla, how can i add agere into this to make this post properly connect with other tgirls?'

[esfera-nyah]

:3

hi Goddess >:3

[emnesoi0]

liking a aaa game is the worst feeling ever

[emnesoi0]

fuuuck what do you mean marathon is actually really good. the game published by sony ?? i need to kill myself

[esfera-nyah]

cg who makes a lego minifigure of you

she switches the legs out for the shorter version when you regress

[ldcadmium]

Notice how the brain is nice and smooth, too :3

The bonus art for Chapter 12 of my HDG fic, Gold Laced Cuffs (You can read the story here!)

[esfera-nyah]

i don't want to be here anymore i'm sorry i don't know how much longer i can keep going i just want to be wanted i want to be wanted despite the fact that i will never be a person i need to be told what to do i can't make decisions for myself i can't be happy i'm useless and horrible and broken and nothing but a burden i can't

[pokeballvictim]

I love the word "ontologically." Ontologically evil. Ontologically unlovable. Ontologically corrupt. Perfectly encapsulates that transfeminine sensation of "ever since I was young I understood that there was some sort of deep rot in me that no one could express but everyone sensed and it renders me unsuited for human society and deserving of death."

[catboymuqing-moving]

tng character: excuse me captain.. permission to speak freely sir 😐

me: are they going to.. disagree 😮..

ds9 character without warning: *says the most violent or fruity thing i’ve ever heard to their boss*

[viriven-deactivated20210615]

voy character: permission to speak freely?

janeway: denied

[puapka]

[kretan06]

For those unaware, that is the Pokémon Banette. It’s a living plushie fueled by a grudge. In a Pokédex entry it says that if it’s treated with enough care, the grudge will be satisfied, and it will turn back into a plushie.

[esfera-nyah]

girl so far gone in her own mind, so desperate to be taken care of, so tired she twisted in on herself, broke, shattered into pieces, and emerged as something terrible that cannot be trusted

something ravenous that just wants to kill and maim a sweet girl that reminds her of herself, who wants to see her blood dripping from her bite marks as she crawls away, begging her to stop, whining in pain as the pitiful, desperate movements inflame each mark, each bruise, each wound, knowing she won't stop, ignoring every doubt and trepidation in her mind as her past and present scrape against eachother beautifully, grinding together in her mind with perfect unclarity as she pins her down and tears into her throat, entirely enthralled and enraptured by the bloodlust that has replaced her mind, relishing in the hopeless, pathetic pleading and struggling of the thing under her

girl who cannot be trusted alone

anyway that's my interpretation of what Affinification is ^w^ and why it doesn't work in most stories

[esfera-nyah]

this meme has probably already been made before but i thought it was funny

[subspaceshenanigans]

[ldcadmium]

Dare I say the thing I love most about Human Domestication Guide as a setting, beyond the magical anti-anxiety and HRT drugs, or even the Affini's unending love for humans, is the fact that it's non-consensual.

As someone with a flavor of mental illness that simultaneously makes me desperately need help, but also be absolutely terrified of it with all my heart, I would still suffer in a world where the Affini followed human conventions of consent. I would do what I've always done and hide my problems, pretend everything is fine, or frustrate medical workers until they deem me treatment resistant and give up (which has happened several times now).

In such a world, I'd refuse Class E's, only cautiously accept Class G's, and go on my merry way slowly tearing myself apart, with expectations of living to 30 at best, 25 at worst. Any time I'd be offered domestication, I'd refuse not because I don't want it, but because I'm pathologically inclined to refuse such a thing no matter what.

The fact that this isn't the case, that I'd be dragged kicking and screaming to receive help, and that help would actually fix me, is the #1 reason I enjoy the setting. The guarantee that, even if I run and hide because I can't help myself, someone will find me, and they're going to care for me until the end of time.

[itberice]

Star Trek: Deep Space Nine I 3.15 Destiny

[red-mercer]

For more information search for "Star Trek Rule 34"

[royalfurtherevenmore]

"average Terran Accord kills one affini per domestication campaign” factoid actualy just statistical error. average Accord kills 0 plampts per domestication campaign. Stellate Monad, who did not die and was transported back in time 800 years on accident, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

[esfera-nyah]

given the number of Affinification fics, and sci fi nonsense like in Affini Domestication Guide, i think the average Terran Accord kills -10 Affini per domestication campaign

[bundleofstx]

I would like to just say a formal thank you to this community for sending me death threats

[esfera-nyah]

saying raqi is part of the whatever trans 'community' and tagging isff shows that you have entirely given up on having any kind of stance that isn't entirely reactionary and uninformed

you can literally look at like her pinned post to identify that ninety eight percent of the other accounts who are correctly telling you to shut up and stop writing suicidebait already dislike raqi anyway and don't associate or agree with her

i don't care how high your rent is that you thought you had to do any of this but please just shut up honestly